Venom ~
Itâs been four days. Four interminable days of not seeing her smile. Not hearing her laugh. Not looking into her gorgeous green eyes. I have cried. I have prayed. I have begged. Thank Goddess for Iris. She kept her alive.. her body had been riddled with shrapnel from the Jeepâs body.. she had a fractured skull from impacting the asphalt. Her kidneys were damaged from the explosion.. and a collapsed lung.
Today, the doctor is weaning her off the medication keeping her in a coma. He wanted Iris to heal her as much as she could before we woke her up.
I look over at Maddox.. asleep on the cot we had brought in her room. Neither of us wanted to leave her for a second. He and I had deeply bonded over these four days. Torin imprinted. Maddox is ours now.
He told me what he could remember about the men who attacked them.. which wasnât much. The man Delaney threw her dagger into, hasnât woken yet.. Like her.. they are keeping him in a medically induced coma. The doctors say heâs paralyzed from the waist down. Good! Wish it was from his neck down!
The man had absolutely no identification on him.. no marks, or tattoos.. Nothing to point to who he is. I have to wait until my baby can tell me what she knows. If she remembers. She had a traumatic brain injury. We donât know what she will be waking up to.
Maddox walked away with four scratches.. one deep enough for butterfly stitches. And a broken clavicle. Delaney saved him.. protected him.
I have learned the most valuable lesson of my life. Never take a single moment for granted. Never miss a chance to say I love you.. an opportunity to steal a kiss. Never let her walk away without telling her how much she matters to me. I love this woman with every fiber of my being. I want her with every beat of my heart. I need her like the air that I breathe. Thatâs what I have spent these past four days learning.
I have been sitting here for five hours. On the side of her bed. Holding her hand.. talking to her. Like I have for four days.. reminding her of her life before me.. and our lives together. I doubt she heard me.. but it helped me maintain my sanity.
I heard a croak of a voice.. asking for water. I grabbed her water cup and a straw.. she sipped it.. thanking me. She gasped and tried to look around.. she whispered âMaddoxâ and her eyes filled with tears. I said âNo.. baby. No. Heâs fine. I promise. Heâs sleeping.. right over there.. She craned her neck.. trying to see again.
I took my phone out and snapped a picture of him sleeping beside her bed. I held the phone up.. and she grabbed it.. pulling it to her chest.. holding the picture of him close to her heart, as she began to sob.
I am so relieved. I am relieved she is awake. I am relieved she remembers Maddox. I am relieved sheâs still with us. My poor angel girl has been through it.. but now that sheâs awake, Iris will be able to heal her faster.
Her crying had eased and she reached for me.. I gently hugged her and kissed her forehead. She whispered âCollateral damage. He said I was collateral damage.â And she fell asleep.
While I sat frozen. Taking my phone from her hands, I called Snake. He answered on the fourth ring.. asking âHow is she?â Without even a hello. I said âShe woke up.. and seems to have her memories. Worried about Maddie. I had to take a picture of him to calm her down.â
He said âThatâs great, Captain! What a relief. I will let the club know in the morning.â I was barely keeping it together.. I snarled into the phone âShe said something about the bombing, Snake. She said he told her she was collateral damage.â
The line went silent.. I could hear him rustling around.. probably getting clothes on. When he responded he growled âWe will find the mother fucker, brother. We still have his kid!â
I replied âHis kid isnât collateral, bro. He may be innocent. We will find out .. Iâm heading to the clubhouse.. have the photos of Delaneyâs injuries printed out. We are going to play truth or dare with that kid! Send Axe to me here.â
While I waited for Axe, I went down to the nurseâs station for some coffee.. noticing a new nurse on duty. I hadnât seen her before and any new faces right now didnât sit well, with me.
I asked âWhereâs Helen? Sheâs supposed to be on duty.â The nurse.. her name tag read Pam.. replied âShe called out.. so I was brought in from emergency triage to care for your wife.â I shook my head âNo. No.. I donât know you.. my enforcer will care for her until morning.â
She said âSir.. only immediate family are allowed on this floor. Your enforcer isnât allowed.â I chuckled and sneered âYou tell Him that.. MmKkk?â
I walked back into Delaneyâs room and her eyes popped open.. âCoffee?â I laughed.. my babyâs back! I handed her my coffee and went to get another cup.. only to hear Axe say âKiss my rosy red ass, lady. Try and stop me from being with my sister.â And I laughed again.. Finally.. It feels good to breathe again!
I got my coffee and walked Axe back to Delaneyâs room. I told him âThat woman out there is not Delaneyâs nurse. Helen told me she would be here tonight for the graveyard shift.. Now Iâve been told she called out. Trust no one. Allow only Dr. Williams in.. He wonât be here before eight in the morning. I will try to be back by then.â
Axe nodded âGot it.. Nobody allowed in. I can handle that. How is she?â I smiled âSheâs in pain.. groggy.. but sheâs awake.. and that means sheâs healing. And she has her memory. Life is good again, brother. Life is good!â
I reached the clubhouse to be met by Snake at my truck door. I grinned âEager to let somebody bleed on you?â He growled âFuck yeah I am! We need answers.. and I will get them.. by hook or by crook!â
I groaned âI donât want the kid dead.. unless he knows what that fucker is planning.. Then.. we kill him. In front of his father!â
We walked in the cells and I yelled âWake up young Slate! Time to play a little game..â He sat up on his cot and asked what time it was. Snake asked âWhy? You got a date?â
I jerked him out of the cell and slammed him into a chair in interrogation.. I sat opposite him and rested my elbows on the table.
He kept his eyes on Snake.. darting back to me every few seconds.. I said âHard way? Or easy? Your choice.â
His shoulders slumped and he said âI donât want to die. Iâm only nineteen. I didnât even really do anything wrong. Just what my dad told me to do. He actually expected you to show up the day after we boxed your wife.â
I asked why he ordered the box⦠the kid.. I think his name is Dave.. yreplied âTo scare her enough to call you. To piss you off. Instead.. it pissed him off that you didnât react. He had a whole ambush set up.. ready to take you out. But you didnât show.. and you didnât show.. for over two months. And caught us off guard.â
Snake snarled âTell us about his munitions expert.. and the bomb.â Dave looked confused for a second and asked âWhat bomb?â I slapped him âDonât play with me, Dave.â
He said âDrakeâI asked what? He responded âMy name is Drake. You know.. like a boy duck? It used to be the old manâs favorite joke.â Well, Fuck. I had the D part right, at least.
Snake slammed the photos down on the table.. one by one.. saying âTake a good look.. This.. and Here.. See this one? Or how about here. This is our Queen. This is what your father did to her. He blew her body to bits! Called her collateral damage. How about you start talking.. before your body looks like hers did!â
Drake gulped and shook his head âI donât know anything.. not about that. He bought me a motorcycle.. he rented the building we were at.. and told me I was now a biker and to recruit members. So I did! Thatâs pretty much it.â