Sevei stared back at him intently. âYouâre putting a lot of trust in me, telling me that,â he said gravely.
Urskatha nodded. âI hoped you might talk to the Sekkha for us, see if they might take her in.â
Sevei shook his head. âNo good. Sheâll want to stay out of Valesk, and the Sekkha are definitely going back when this is over. They might help get her out, though, when the time comes. If she can get to Tharlburg, Kyrzhan would help, too.â
âIâm sending Nal with her,â Urskatha said. âI canât send him .â
Sevei cocked his head to the side and grimaced. âHe would be fine. First, Kyri doesnât exploit children, and second, Iâm not suggesting they stay. Kyri could set them up somewhere else, maybe even send them to Caedra or Thalesia. The further the better, probably.â
Urskatha considered this, and nodded. âIâll think about it,â he said. âThanks.â
Sevei smiled and returned his nod. âYou still havenât told me why you used her name,â he prodded.
Urskatha heaved a very deep sigh. âThatâs a long story,â he said.
Sevei shrugged. âIâm drunk and injured, Iâm not going anywhere.â He reached down beside his chair and produced an unopened wine bottle, holding it toward him.
Urskatha stared at him, a light smile toying with his lips, then he nodded in concession. He took the bottle and pulled the cork, drinking deeply before continuing.
âI studied Martial Alchemy at the Academy. When I graduated, it was a given that Iâd join the army, and that Iâd be put directly into a Generalship, and that wouldnât be because of my own skills, but because of my name â my family name. I was the best at the Academy. I was even surpassing my Masters by the time I left, but I knew the rest of the army wouldnât care about that. I wanted â when I took my Generalship, I wanted the men I led to be able to trust me, to trust my leadership.
So, I refused the title at first, and joined an infantry unit. I hid my abilities, and my status. I just trained alongside the common soldiers as one of them, so that I would know what it was like for them. I used Kahanâs name â because I always felt like she was my real family, more so than my blood relations.â
Sevei raised an impressed eyebrow, but couldnât resist cajoling him. âSo, this you mentioned was a vacation before taking your rightful place?â
Urskatha went silent. He turned his face away and looked into the bonfire, his eyes becoming distant, his expression dark. Then he dragged both hands down his face and steepled his fingers in front of his lips as if he needed to hide to say the rest.
âIt was a convalescence,â he said quietly.
Sevei frowned quizzically. âWhat happened?â
âTwo years ago, my unit was sent to Anwynd.â
Sevei stiffened and sucked a breath in through his teeth. Anwynd had been a horrifically bloody battle, in which Dericia and their Valeskan allies had gotten their asses handed to them. There hadnât been many survivors on this side. Apparently, Sevei was looking at one of them.
âYou donât have to talk about it,â he said gently, but Urskatha looked a bit dazed, and Sevei wasnât even sure the man was still aware of his presence beside him.
âThe battle was going our way at first,â he said, his voice dropping into a low monotone. âWe really thought the day would be ours. But then, this Loranarian Alchemist just came out of nowhere... and proceeded to show me just how the best I am.
We only fight each other, usually. Itâs a matter of honor. We donât attack those who canât fight us. He didnât seem to share in our code. He just slaughtered anyone he saw. Our accompanying Martial Line hadnât been deployed yet, and we were on our own against him. So, I revealed myself, and tried to fight him.â
He paused, shaking his head slowly from side to side, his face ashen and grim.
âI was out of practice,â he continued. âI hadnât been training my energy. I could barely get a hit on him, and he just pummeled me into the ground. While I was on my knees, vomiting what felt like every drop of blood in my body into the mud, he killed them all. All my...â
He drew a shuddering breath, his lips trembling.
âThat was the first time in my life I felt like I truly had brothers, and he killed them all. I woke up two weeks later in my own bed in Urskatha Manor. The Martial Line had shown up finally, and they recognized me, so they got me out. I donât remember that.â
Urskatha took a drink while Sevei just stared at him, stricken speechless, his eyes misting and his heart aching so badly he thought it might kill him. Urskatha dangled the bottle between his open knees, rested his face on one hand, and turned his glistening eyes to Sevei.
âWhile I was recovering, I had nothing but time to think â about the lives of my brothers, and everything they couldnât do now. Everything I hadnât done yet â things I never... allowed myself...â He sighed, his voice softening as he gazed at Sevei. âI went to your friendâs place... because I thought that thereâs no way Iâll get lucky twice, and if I really am going to die in this war, I just wanted to... live first. Just a little bit.â
His face was so anguished, Sevei couldnât help but reach a hand toward his cheek. Urskatha ducked his hand, though, and sat back in his chair, clearing his throat roughly. Sevei did the same, and they sat in a long silence, both gazing at the coals gathering in the bed of the fire, until Urskatha cleared his throat again.
âHow did Mister Damah end up in Brinland?â he asked.
Sevei took a moment to process this abrupt shift, then smiled wryly. âNow, thatâs a story,â he said.
Urskatha raised his brow expectantly.
âKyriâs family was rich. Our town is a popular place for traveling merchants to park their families. When we were seventeen, his father died. Kyri should have inherited half the family business, but his sister wanted it all for herself, so she told their family that I was his lover. Our close friendship made for good evidence.
Then his grandfather tried to have him murdered â sent a gang of thugs after him. I dealt with them, but Kyri was out of house, so... I helped him break into the family vault and steal his inheritance. Got him across the pass to Tharlberg, where he used the family money to open his shop.â
âHe was... doing what he does... at seventeen?â
âOh, no. There was a clothing shop first. He still has it â and another in Caedra. He imports and exports between them. He made real good use of that money.â
âThe money you helped him steal.â Urskatha eyed him sidewise. âSo... youâre a criminal.â
Sevei laughed. âMy one and only venture. And that money was rightfully his, we just... liberated it.â
âYouâre putting a lot of trust in me, telling me that.â
Sevei grinned foolishly. âI guess I am.â
Urskatha returned his gaze, studying him intently for a moment, then he seemed to get nervous and looked away.
âI did use some magic on you,â he said suddenly. âIt was an accident.â
Startled, Sevei turned his face and narrowed his eyes. âWhat did you do?â he asked suspiciously.
âWhen we... you were... hmm,â He coughed. â... my hand leaked some energy. I didnât mean to, I was... distracted.â
Stunned, Seveiâs mind went back to that night, and he remembered all those strange, but incredible, tingling sensations heâd felt from this manâs touch. His core began to burn again just thinking of it.
âOh, well...â he said slowly, â... that was... amazing. So Iâll let it go.
youâll promise me one thing.â
Urskatha raised his brow eagerly.
Sevei leaned forward and lowered his voice conspiratorially. âThat if we ever revisit that situation, youâll do it again.â
Urskatha stared in dumbfounded silence at Sevei, then he stiffened and gave an exasperated huff.
âI can promise you that weâll never revisit that situation,â he said sternly.
âAre you sure about that?â Sevei wheedled. âAs I recall, you didnât get everything you wanted... and we definitely arenât strangers anymore.â
Urskathaâs lips moved silently. He was clearly flustered. Sevei was delighted. Then Urskathaâs expression snapped shut again and he averted his eyes.
âWe are,â he retorted. âDonât think you know me just because weâve had a bit of story time.â
âOh, but I know all kinds of things about you now,â Sevei insisted. âI know that youâre much more decent than I thought youâd be. I know that your arrogance is just a defense. Youâre not made of stone, you just want everyone to think you are. I know that you care deeply for your close ones.â
He watched with joy as Urskathaâs face melted again.
He licked his lips, and dropped his voice into a low and seductive murmur.
âI also know... what every curve of your body feels like in my hands.â
Urskatha stiffened, eyes widening as his hackles rose.
âAnd I know that your lips feel like heaven.â
Seveiâs eyes gleamed as Urskathaâs face began to turn an even darker shade of red than the firelight cast upon it. He leaned closer.
âAnd I know that you growl like an animal when you - hey!â
Urskatha stood abruptly and stormed away into the darkness.
âYeresym!â Sevei called petulantly, leaning forward to watch his back fade out of the reach of the firelight. âAww, Yeresym, come back!
Yer-e-syyyyymmm!â
He threw himself back into his chair.
Turning his face up to the sky, he sighed as he watched the sparks from the fire dancing up to join the stars.
âWhat I donât know... is how to make you smile,â he muttered . âI would so love to see you smile. Iâll have to figure that out.â