Alex.
Absolute bullshit, thatâs what this was. I hated tracking demons. It made my skin crawl like bugs were scurrying all over me, biting me, sucking me.
Every look sent my way made me want to punch teeth out.
I understood ~why.~
And typically, it didnât faze me.
But damn they all wanted to feed off of meâ I promised them something theyâd never had in their entire miserable existence. Peace.
I promised to sate their lust.
If they only knew that once I did thatâ theyâd just crave more and die from want once I walked awayâ they wouldnât be so eager to send their inappropriate thoughts my way.
Hell, if they knew what I was capable ofâ if I knewâ the power would destroy everything in its path.
âOctavian.â I clinked my beer bottle with his. âI need to talk to Timber.â
âHeâs out.â Octavian chugged his beer and slammed it down onto the bar. His blond hair fell in waves over his forehead. âSaid he had shit to do.â
âAnd I donât?â
He snorted. âPlease, like you do anything but screw.â
I itched to snap his neck like a twig. Would have done it if it wouldnât have pissed Cassius off. Power surged through me after being with Hope.
And what was even betterâhaving Mason in the room only enhanced the overall charge of what had taken place.
So I was basically on the highest high of my life.
Sitting next to a demon who wanted to eat me so he could have all the warm, sexy feelings to himself.
Great.
âAnd Bannik?â
Octavian froze, his gaze lingering on the beer bottle in his hand. âStill⦠trying.â
âFine.â I stood. âTell Timber I need to see him as soon as possible, and keep an eye on Bannik.â
Octavian snaked out and grabbed my wrist, his eyes filled with lust. âYou should stay.â
âIâd rather not get snacked on, thanks for the offer, though.â I winked.
He didnât release his hold.
Sighing, I jerked my hand away, nearly causing him to slam his body against the ground before he caught himself with his free hand. âI donât have time for games. I actually have a life.â
âNot for long.â He snorted.
âWhat was that?â
âSirens. So stupid.â He swore and then crooked his finger. I had no choice but to lean in. âBannik cannot drain the Oneâs Who Watch.â
âYeah. Caught that.â
âHe will stop at nothing to suck in their power. Even now he mixes the blood of immortals to find the right way to infuse.â
âSo?â
âHe has tried all of them but one.â Octavian looked behind his shoulder and then shoved away from the bar. âIâve said enough.â
âWait.â I grabbed him by the shirt. âWhat hasnât he tried?â
I had no time to react before he bit into my neck and came back with a piece of flesh. âSiren.â
I somehow made it home.
My neck burned like hell, even now the wound was festering with rot from the bastardâs dirty mouth.
Well either the world was going to end because he had my blood.
Or it wouldnât.
Not the best odds, but what else could I say?
When I stumbled into the door, it was to find Cassius embracing Hope with Mason and Ethan surrounding her as well.
âThe hell is this?â I roared.
âShh.â Genesis slapped me on the chest. âTheyâre searching for something.â
âTheyâre touching!â
âApparently, you and Mason did a lot more than touch today.â Stephanie piped up with a smirk.
âDonât test me.â I fought to gain control of my emotions as more blood seeped through my fingers.
Stephanie gasped and ran toward me. âWhat happened?â
âOh you know, a poisonous demon bite, but please tell me more about the living room orgy and how itâs missing the most important person in order to start the fun!â
âWow.â Stephanie smirked and tugged at a piece of my black hair. Damn it, I was losing control more and more. âDonât think Iâve ever seen you get that jealous.â
âPlease. Iâm always jealous. I canât help it. I want all the attention, narcissist and all that.â I tried to play it offâ but I was starting to get worried. The demon bite shouldnât hurt this bad, the power should be out of my system after trying to heal the bite, and instead, my hair was turning a jealous black, my eyes burnedâ and I thirsted.
She rolled her eyes. âIâll wake him, just give them all a minute, itâs been a taxing few hours.â
âNo shit.â I said through clenched teeth as pain exploded in my neck.
Stephanie moved behind Cassius and gripped his purple feathers. They went ramrod straight toward her and shivered as she whispered something to them in the angelic tongue.
One that even she wasnât supposed to know.
Look at that. Breaking rules all over the place since Cassius had turned angelic on all our asses.
A ruffle ran through his feathers before they made a little rustle and Cassius opened his eyes.
âHe got bit?â
âYes,â I said through clenched teeth. âHe did. Care to kiss it better?â
Cassius shrugged a shoulder and completely ignored my jab. âDid you find Timber?â
âNo, Octavian, however, has chosen his side.â
âDonât be so sure,â Masonâs eyebrows rose as Hope suddenly came out of the vision and collapsed against him.
I growled.
I normally didnât make such animalistic noises.
Masonâs lips twitched.
âLaugh and I kill you.â
âHeâs really become so much more violent lately,â Genesis mused. âAnd heâs getting laid more often. How does that happen?â
âHilarious,â I gritted my teeth as panic swept through me.
âNot without help, though,â Stephanie teased.
âPLEASE! Like you all arenât jealous of the fact that Mason had the best hour of his life!â
âIt was more like thirty minutes,â Mason sputtered defensively. âAnd I barely remember it.â The bastard had the freaking audacity to blush.
âRemember, Cassius can taste your lies,â I sang in a sarcastic voice. Anything to get the focus away from my growing problemâhell, maybe it would be better if I died, better if they didnât have to deal with whatever was growing within me.
âIt is wrong to lie, Mason,â Cassius scolded in that fatherly voice that had me choking out a laugh and then gritting my teeth as a fresh swell of pain shook me from head to toe. Damn it, I hated demon bites.
Mason stiffened and narrowed his eyes at me. âRemember.â He matched my voice. âYou need me in order to live.â
Ethan whistled. âCheckmate.â
âLike you even KNOW what it feels like to win at chess,â Genesis pointed out before grasping his hand in hers.
âWhy is everyone fighting?â Hopeâs blurry-eyed look was like a punch to the gut. She was absolutely beautiful, every last curve of her. And she was mine. Mine to mate. Mine to protect. Mine to save. A surge of lust hit me before pain exploded in my chest. âAnd whatâs that on your neck.â
âDemon hickey,â I said in a deadpan voice. My body felt like it weighed five thousand tons. I tried to lean against the couch and missed, sailing to the floor with a thump.
âAlex!â Hope was at my side immediately but I jerked away from her. With her expression full of hurt, she tried touching me again.
âDonât.â I shook my head, but it just made the pain worse. âIt will hurt you, and I donât want to hurt you right now.â
âYou are hurting her.â Cassius said in that scary as hell angelic voice. âWhen you reject the one who cares for you.â
âCan we talk about this when Iâm not dying?â I wobbled to my feet. âI need sex.â
Mason bit out a curse while I gave him a hopeful look.
âCount me out.â Ethan held up his hands while Genesis rolled her eyes and shoved Mason toward me.
âIâm a prostitute,â Mason mumbled. âThatâs what this has come to.â
âDonât be silly,â I used him to stand. âWomen are prostitutes, men areââ
âGigolos,â Cassius said, shocking the hell out of everyone in the room, Stephanie included.
âThe hell have you been letting him read, Steph?â I grumbled as Mason half carried me up the stairs. âAnd can someone please do something about this bite? Itâs spreading.â
âIt spreads because you let it,â Cassius said, following us closely, his thoughts blocked completely from my nosey access.
âBullshit. It spreads because itâs poison!â
Hope was close on my heels, and soon the entire gang was in my bedroom. The timer on my clock had been reset, just another reminder that what I needed wasnât gonna happen.
Ethan let out a curse as I was tossed across the soft bed.
I saw two of Mason, and Cassiusâs face was blurring in and out of my line of vision like someone was messing with a TV screen and kept adjusting the brightness. âWow, my wildest dreams are coming true, an immortal orgy. Be honest, am I shaking a bit right now? I feel like Iâm shaking. And to think all I had to be was at deathâs door!â Yeah, I was delirious alright.
âYouâre not dying,â Cassius said, yet again.
âIâm going to have to disagree. I feel cells dying, but sure, angel, Iâm not dying, Iâm simply⦠ceasing to exist. Is that a better way to explain things?â
Cassius rolled his eyesâor at least he looked like he was rolling his eyes; it was impossible to tell.
âIâll find Timber,â I thought I heard him say.
âTell me you didnât just say something about finding Timber. Another demon. I have one bite, donât need two!â
âGood idea.â Ethan would agree with him. âHe needs to reverse the protective tattoo on Hope, otherwise he really will die.â
âWould his death be so horrible?â Mason just had to say.
âIâm right here. Like an inch away from you.â
Mason growled.
I smirked in his general direction. âYouâre just pissed because Iâve seen all of your little wolf fantasies.â And, because I was delirious, I added, âTell me, is this whole Little Red Riding Hood thing new? Or have you always been obsessed with girls who carry baskets through the woods?â
âLet me kill him,â Mason begged the room.
And nobody answered!
âThanks, guys!â A piercing pain shook my right shoulder. Great, it was spreading.
Hope was suddenly at my side.
Touching me.
I inhaled her scent, leaned toward her.
I knew she was probably touching Mason, and I didnât want to see it. I couldnât see it; it made me too angry, and any sort of intense emotional response would just drain me more.
Iâd joked about sex, but that wouldnât save me either.
I needed the bite to be gone.
It was parasitic by nature. And lucky me, sirens were the only race of immortals who didnât just ~magically~ heal after a few days.
We had too much emotional essence, meaning the demon bite, once given, was in freaking heaven.
When demons bit vampires, it was like biting into acid, and Iâd seen scars to prove it.
When they bit angels, they simply turned to dust.
And when they bit a Dark One, well, nothing really happened to either party other than severe pain since dark canât really harm dark in that way.
I let out a yell of frustration as the stinging spread down my arm.
âIâll return.â In a loud, annoying flutter of wings, Cassius was gone.
A soft hand pushed back my hair. âWhat can I do?â Why did she have to smell so good? The temptation to devour her was so strong I had to clench my teeth. See? Even at deathâs door, all I really wanted was sex.
âThat,â I whispered hoarsely. âAs much as possible.â
Her scent wrapped around my body. âAll Iâm doing is caressing your face.â
Dare I admit that nobody had ever done that?
That my entire existence had revolved around sex? That the simple gesture of caressing my face or holding my hand held me captive in a way that brought me to my knees?
Dare I tell her, in my weakness, that love was something that eluded me, that my own parents didnât love me?
That my life had started as one big pawn.
That I never truly knew who sired me.
Only that I was the most powerful siren in existence.
Being brought down by a lame-ass bite.
Why?
And how?
I groaned again when her hand moved to my right cheek, her fingers dancing across my skin. âYouâre burning up.â
âAlways hot.â I tried to smile. It hurt. âTell me something I donât know.â
Mason grunted.
âAh, Wolf, you know itâs true.â
âI know that youâre a self-absorbed pain in my ass who thinks I have a Little Red Riding Hood fantasy.â
âAnd cookies.â I added just to piss him off. âShe brings you cookies in bed.â
Hope snorted.
âItâs not funny,â Mason grumbled.
âOh, right. There,â I teased. âShove that cookie in rightââ
âOne day I shall kill you,â Mason said in a cheerful voice.
âThis bite may beat you to it.â I tried to get more comfortable, tried and failed. Already I was burning up with a fever.
âAlex?â Hope said my name, or at least I think she did. âAlex?â
I opened my mouth.
Nothing came out.
A painful black mist overtook me, and all I saw was darkness.