Hope
âHe doesnât look good.â I gripped his hand like a lifeline. His gorgeous face was pale, even his lips lacked color; and the thing about Alex? His lips were always plump, colorful, juicy, just tempting anyone who had two working eyes to take a bite.
I shivered.
Mason shifted his weight on the other side of Alex then reached for his shirt and tore it off.
The smell of ash filled the room.
âItâs festering.â Mason sighed just as Ethan walked back in with Genesis. It had been hours since Cassius had left us. âIt shouldnât fester, demon bites never linger like this unless the host has untapped power.â He frowned harder. âThis is not good.â
Hours and still no Timber.
Just seeing that man or demon again gave me the chills.
And not the good kind.
His eyes had been empty.
And his touch had felt⦠wrong. Foreign. Being around the rest of the immortals was uncomfortable enough but being around the demon had been⦠I couldnât explain it, but it had felt, different.
And try as much as I wanted, I couldnât get that stupid vision out of my head, the one where the demons bowed.
Queen.
It was impossible.
I watered plants for a living.
And was orphaned.
Cassius had tried to enter the past again, this time with all of us linked, and all we saw was the same vision again.
It always stopped when Timber commanded the rest of the demons to save the ones still on the brink of death.
Only, just before the dream ended, his eyes locked on mine, and I could have sworn he saw me.
Not in the past.
But as if, in the past, I had existed and he had seen me or seen what was to come.
It was the freakiest thing Iâd ever experienced.
And nobody knew what it meant. If Cassius did, he had said nothing. Then again, I knew he wasnât allowed to reveal possible futures.
If I were Cassius, I wouldnât sleep at night.
Then again, ~did~ archangels with a bit of Dark One in their blood sleep?
A roaring filled the room.
Mason jolted from his spot on the bed and held his hand out to me in a cautious way as if to say donât move.
His fingers elongated into massive claws.
It was like watching Wolverine transform right in front of me.
I told myself not to jump head first out the window. Normal. That was normal for Mason.
Normal, normal, normal.
The door to the room burst open.
I scurried against the headboard. Trapped. I was trapped. If Timber made it past Mason and Ethan I was going to die andâ
Mason put his claws away. âNice entrance.â
Timberâs clear blue eyes locked on mine before turning black. âEh, I like to make a scene.â
âTell me something I donât know,â Ethan mumbled. âI take it Cassius handed you your own ass and told you to either get here or die?â
âIt was hardly a fair fight,â Timber grumbled. âBut Iâm here. Besides, it is time.â
âTime?â I found my voice. âTime for what?â
âPlease move away from the siren,â Timber commanded as he took slow predatory steps toward me, his fangs elongated over his bottom lip. No wonder Alexâs wound looked like a wild animal had torn into him.
âNo.â Who was this girl willing to die for a man who set a freaking timer for sex? Not me. A protectiveness surged through me as I tried to instantly cover Alexâs body only to forget that touching him brought me pain.
Except this time it didnât.
Which meant.
His face had gone ashen.
âWhat did you do to him?â I yelled.
âHeâll be fineâ¦â Timber shrugged. âIf.â
âIf?â
âCome with me,â Timber was a foot away from me now, his hand outstretched toward me. âIt is time.â
âTime for what!â I roared. âI donât understand.â
The room froze.
It froze.
At least that was the only way I could explain it. Mason was reaching for Ethan, while Ethan took a protective stance in front of Genesis. Even Alex seemed to stop breathing.
âWhat did you do?â Panicked, I struggled to breathe. Tears welling in my eyes.
Timberâs eyes flashed black. âParty trick?â
âWhat?â
He reached out in a blur of movement and grabbed my chin between his thumb and forefinger. His touch felt warm, not cold or dead like I expected.
He grinned as if he could hear my thoughts.
âRight hand.â He moved swiftly, grabbing my right hand and pressing it against his chest. His heart thudded in a slow rhythm. Entranced, I pressed my palm against him, like my fingers wanted to feel the heartbeat, to know it was really happening. I kept my hand there. Demons had hearts? I had no clue, and yet, I did. Something wasnât right.
Something felt⦠very wrong.
Because Timberâ he hadnât just been in the past visions.
âYou,â I whispered. âI⦠know you.â
âI imagine,â Timber said in a hoarse voice, âthat you know all of us, you simply donât remember it, for reasons Iâm sure will be revealed soon.â
Slowly, he knelt on his left knee and then his right, my hand slid up to his shoulder, as he bowed his head, and as if I was part of some weird ritual that had been inherent in me since birth I placed my hand on the back of his head.
That was crazy though, right? Something told me that logic wasnât playing a role in any part of what was taking place.
Blue fire emerged from my palm and washed over him.
âTimber.â I barely got his name out before the fire enveloped his entire body. âXypinos.â
I didnât know the word.
Iâd never spoken it in my life.
A jolt of power surged through my palm.
His head fell backward and then he stood, towering over me. âI am yours.â
âI donât understand.â
He grabbed my arm, the one with the creepy black tattoo and kissed the inside of my wrist and then bit and sucked.
Black drained in a smoky haze from my arm into his lips as though he was drinking the power back into him.
When he was done, my arm was healed.
Completely.
âCome with me. Now,â he commanded, holding out his hand.
âNo.â I shook my head. âI donât know what just happened, but Alex is dying and heâs my mateââ
âHe will be your death. And I swore to protect you. Either you come with me and he lives, or I let him die.â
I looked between the two of them, my heart twisting, shattering into tiny pieces. âBut I care about him. I canâtââ
âMake your choice.â Timberâs eyes glowed red. âNow.â
~Alex. Iâm so sorry.
Iâm so sorry. ~
He needed to live.
He had to live.
Slowly, I put my hand in Timberâs. He squeezed my fingers tightly and exhaled a puff of smoke in the air.
We walked by the frozen immortals and down the stairs.
Cassius was standing near the door; his feathers were purple, shedding a wet mist as he eyed us cautiously. âKeep her safe.â
âIt is not me you have to worry about,â Timber said hoarsely. âI have seen his mind. He is not stable.â
âWith her, he could be,â Cassius fired back. âBut you have taken that from him, in more ways than one.â
âHe killed an entire race,â Timber snarled. âA race I am honor bound to protect. So forgive me for not feeling more gracious right now. I saved his life. For her. Because she is our leader, our Hope. If he comes after her, there will be war.â
âThere is always war,â Cassius said, his eyes flashing white.
âAt least now we are not on opposing sides,â Timber finally broke eye contact and turned to me. âAt least now we have her.â
âBannik will stop at nothing to destroy her.â
âAnd I will stop at nothing to protect her.â
âYou must know I have seen the futures, Timber. Her leaving does not end well, not for any of us.â
Timber hesitated, his eyes closing briefly before he shook his head slowly. âI cannot allow her to be where she isnât safe.â
Cassius tilted his head as his eyes flashed white. âPerhaps, I can.â
An icy feeling ran through my body, lingering in my temples before disappearing altogether.
âWe are at an impasse.â Cassiusâs steely gaze never left Timberâs. I was terrified and had no idea what was going on other than I was leaving with a dangerous stranger who thought he had some sort of psychotic claim to me.
I shook my cloudy head.
What was happening?
Apparently, I knew some sort of foreign language and my head still felt mildly cold, like someone or something was inside it.
âWatch.â The voice whispered.
I gulped as Cassius stepped away from me.
What had just happened?
My movements felt fuzzy, unsure.
âWeâll be in touch,â Cassius opened the door wider. âBut do not fault me, if Alex comes after her. They are mated â they will die without one another.â
âTsk, tsk,â Timber scowled. âTelling the little human elf lies. Death only occurs if he loves her and she him⦠And the siren upstairs, the only thing heâs in love with⦠is himself.â
I jerked at the truth of his words. Waiting for Cassius to deny it. Waiting for him to tell me to run back into Alexâs arms.
Waiting for that love, Iâd so desperately craved from anyone or anything all of my life.
But he said nothing.
âGood evening.â
That was it.
Timber opened the door to a black Mercedes and helped me inside. When he closed it softly behind me, I flinched.
Minutes later, we were pulling away from the only real home Iâd ever known.
And seconds after that, I began to softly cry.
My tears, however, were red.