Chapter 13: Chapter Thirteen

Ethan

I still tasted her blood on my lips, was embarrassed for the first time in a century when Alex glanced up from his spot at the kitchen table to see me licking my lips like I’d just devoured the poor girl.

He shook his head. “Been that long, huh?”

“Alex…” I closed my eyes and prayed for patience. “…remind me why I let you live here?”

“I’m good-looking,” he answered simply. “Besides, I’m a hell of a fighter—scrappy, I think is how you define my kind. You need me.”

“Stop.” I pressed my fingertips to my temples and rubbed.

The ache to have her had consumed me so much that I’d run down the stairs moving so fast I’d nearly collided with a wall, and grabbed blood from the fridge.

I didn’t need it.

But I craved it.

And if I didn’t drink the donated blood, I sure as hell was going to drain her and enjoyed every last drop.

“I wonder…” Alex’s voice pierced my thoughts. “What’s it like?” He leaned forward. “Having to learn self-control all over again… being as ancient as you are?”

I ignored him.

He kept talking.

“Blood-free for a century and now…” He grinned and licked his lips. “Kind of like falling off the wagon, yeah?”

“You're giving me a headache,” I threw the empty bag of blood at his face. He moved to the side and snickered. “And I'm fine. Everything is just—”

Her smell was intoxicating. She was walking down the stairs, so her heart picked up speed, her body giving off a scent of burnt vanilla and oranges with a hint of sugar. My mouth literally watered.

“Fine?” Alex said in a mocking voice. “Was that what you were going to say? Damn, man show a little decorum, you look… starved.”

“I am,” I whispered and fought the urge to rock back and forth. That was the problem with mating — with bonding.

Nothing tasted like her, nothing ever would, and typically, having her as my mate gave me full access.

But the more I took…

The stronger the bond.

And the more I wanted…

It was a vicious overwhelming cycle. It would lead me to become emotionally invested while she, as a human, could simply pretend.

It wasn’t fair.

Immortals, in essence, were cursed with a deep desire to be like a human— to possess them, to bond with them forever— while humans only felt the same draw to us if they actually loved us.

Ridiculous.

“Oh, there you are.” Stephanie pushed Genesis forward and pulled out a chair.

Slowly, Genesis took a seat and glared at each one of us. “Where’s Mason?”

It shouldn’t have pissed me off.

But it had.

“He’s none of your concern,” I spat.

“Easy!” Alex chuckled. “Rule number one, don’t ask your mate where the other dude is. Just… don’t.”

Genesis blinked at Alex then back at me. “Because you guys have the capacity for jealousy.”

Alex whistled while Stephanie laughed.

Immortals were the most jealous beings on the planet. Had her school taught her nothing?

Was I to be her tutor as well?

“So…” Alex trained his eyes on her, putting her at as much ease as he could without stopping her poor heart.

“Now that the mating is complete, you get to learn all about us and service your man here.” He slapped my back.

Really, really poor choice of words.

Genesis paled.

I rolled my eyes. “He’s kidding.”

Alex laughed. “I think it needs to be said that having a human at the house has already helped my mood immensely.”

“That makes one of you,” Genesis said under her breath.

Alex leaned forward and whispered, “Ethan, try not to be so grouchy. Keep the fangs in and all.”

I extended them just to prove a point.

Genesis recoiled.

I instantly felt guilty.

Damn it.

“You won’t…” I licked my lips. “You won’t have to service me, as Alex so delicately put it.”

“Is that what mates do?” Genesis asked, her eyes searching mine. “They…” She lifted her hands into the air and dropped them.

“If that’s what you think they do, we have a very big problem,” Alex mimicked her movements and winked.

She blushed.

I hissed at him and returned my attention to her. “It’s like a human relationship, only stronger. You’ll attend functions with me, be by my side, at my beck and call for as long as you live.”

I didn’t want to say until one day she just didn’t wake up. It sounded too cruel.

“And when I’m bored out of my mind… I do what?” She crossed her arms. “I mean, what could you possibly need from me?”

“Adorable,” Alex sighed happily. “I’m so glad we kept her.”

“Alex…” I was two seconds away from slamming him into the nearest wall. “Make yourself useful and find our human a snack.”

“I’m not a pet!” Genesis yelled. “And I’m not your human!”

“You are,” I yelled right back, “mine!”

“Kids,” Stephanie stepped between us.

I didn’t even realize I’d gotten out of the chair and was towering over her, fangs out, hands raised. She’d turned me into a monster. And still, my eyes found her erratic pulse. One more taste…

“Ethan—” Stephanie pushed against my chest. I didn’t move. “Ethan!”

“Friend…” Mason walked into the room. “Sit your ass down before she hands it to you.”

“Like she could!” I roared.

“Like I have!” Stephanie pushed me again. “Don’t tempt me… again.”

I sat, while Mason made his way over to Genesis and offered an easy smile. The man had nothing to smile about, yet he was smiling— at my mate.

I growled.

Mason gave me the finger and kept his attention trained on Genesis. “How do you feel?”

“Better.” She returned his smile and squeezed his outstretched hand. “Thanks for not… killing me when I asked.”

“Damn…” Alex said from the kitchen.

“You were in pain,” Mason shrugged. “And I’m glad you’re alright.”

“She’s fine. We’re fine. Everything’s fine,” I said through clenched teeth.

“Now it’s probably time to give her answers before she thinks she can run off and actually survive in the real world without being hunted by a Dark One, or worse, found by Cassius.”

“He isn’t all bad,” Stephanie said defensively.

We all glared at her.

“What?” She lifted her hands into the air. “I’m just saying he’s been trying as hard as we have. So what if he’s gotten a bit possessive over the last few numbers that have been called.”

Alex slammed his fist onto the table. “He stole Ethan’s—”

“Enough.” I held up my hand. The pain in my chest grew until it was hard to breathe. I knew what would take that pain away.

Genesis.

But I was too angry to ask for it. Too ashamed to fall to my knees in front of a mere mortal and beg for her to end the pain by allowing me one solitary drop of her blood.

As if on cue, another bag of blood hit me in the head.

Alex must have sensed my mood.

I bit into it and looked away from Genesis’s horrified expression.

“Lesson time.” Alex placed some fruit and cheese in front of Genesis and clapped his hands. “Who goes first?”

Nobody said anything.

Genesis cleared her throat. “Maybe if you’ll start by telling me what our real job is… as human breeders.

“All my life I’ve been taught a lie and now… well, now I’d really like to know how this all started and what my place is.”

Overwhelming her with information just might kill her.

It would be like telling a child that her existence was simply for the pleasure of the parent, that she meant nothing in the grand scheme of things.

“The numbers,” Mason cleared his throat, “have been called for centuries. It used to be every year, then it went to every two years, every decade— you know the trend.

“The last human number called was fifty years ago.” His face contorted like he was going to change shape, but he gained control over himself. “Immortals, as we’ve said before, cannot simply procreate.

“They need humans in order for the process to be complete. Basically, human men and women help immortals continue to populate the planet.

“If the balance is somehow… broken, then chaos erupts, thus the need for humans. The balance is very important for both our races.”

“Okay.” Genesis nodded her head slowly. “So why wait fifty years?”

You could hear a pin drop in that room.

I didn’t want to answer.

Mason kicked me under the table. I glowered in his direction, then said as gently as I could, “Because immortals become attached to their humans in a very… possessive way.”

“They mate for life… it’s a beautiful thing, but the human always has the choice to reject their mate.” ~Even after they’ve bonded,~ but I wasn’t going to say that aloud lest she reject me.

“If the mating is completed, both parties happy, babies are born into the world, and everyone lives happily ever after — that’s fantastic, but recently, humans started… dying.”

“That’s what we generally do.” Genesis’s eyes narrowed. “We don’t live forever.”

“After giving birth to an immortal, you should. You used to,” Mason explained. “It’s life’s final gift… immortality for your sacrifice to us. But somehow, along the way, it stopped working.”

“Oh.” Genesis glanced at me.

I looked away, not wanting her to see my pain.

“And how does Cassius fit into all of this?” she asked.

“The Dark Ones don’t mate. They don’t bond in the way we do.

“When they infuse a human mate, it’s too strong for the humans to handle it, but he was… or we were… for a while, experimenting with the idea. Thinking we were possibly losing our powers.

“He’s been taking humans… to see if he can reverse it, but along the way he became…” I sighed. “…addicted.”

“What?” Genesis shook her head. “To what exactly?”

“He’s part angel… part human,” Mason said in a low voice. “His human counterpart wants desperately to join with humanity again — but his angelic essence won’t let him. He’s stuck in hell.

“But when a Dark One infuses a human, for those blissful weeks they last, life is perfect. Cassius is convinced if he only found the right human, he could bond eternally.”

“And that was me?” Genesis croaked. “Or he thought it was me?”

Because of her marking.

Because of her name.

The beginning. Her name meant the beginning. And our prophecies specifically stated that a woman's number would be called who represented a fresh start.

A new beginning.

Cassius wanted her for his own selfish reasons.

The rest of the immortals wanted her so mates would stop dying, children would no longer be motherless or fatherless.

I kept my groan inside. It was even harder for the men.

The minute they bonded with an immortal woman their original chemical makeup ceased to exist, relying solely on their immortal wives for nutrients, their organs simply started shutting down only days after the bond was complete.

I wanted to believe my own reasons weren’t selfish.

But with each breath she took, each beat of her heart, I realized I was more selfish than Cassius, because, as of right now, I wouldn’t give her up— even if it meant war.

Even if it meant the end of my own people—my existence.

For being as old as I was, retraining myself wasn’t going to be easy. Keeping emotional barriers between us would be necessary because my body screamed for her.