Genesis
~He was beautiful. Long brown hair cascaded past his shouldersâpart of it was braided. Pieces fell by his perfectly sculpted face.~
~He smiled. His green eyes illuminated my whole world.~
~I reached for him, but each time my hands lifted, the burning was worse, so I learned to keep them behind me.~
~A sword was clasped in his right hand. He slid the blade across his left hand and held it in the air as blood dripped in slow motion onto the ground.~
~It was red until it touched the ground, turning into the same green I saw in his eyes. The green liquid seeped into the ground, nourishing it, causing grass and flowers to take root.~
~I gasped, reaching again.~
~The pain was too much.~
~He closed his eyes and cut again.~
~No! I tried yelling, but my voice simply didnât exist.~
~He continued, letting his blood spill around his feet. Hours went by, or maybe it was minutes. Soon an entire forest grew around us. ~
~I sighed in relief as the shield of the trees shaded me from the sun. The heat dissipated.~
~Only to return when Ethan looked at me again.~
~He turned and, in an instant, was in front of me, his black shirt open midway to his muscled chest.~
~We were in our own forest.~
~It started to rain.~
~I turned my face up, welcoming the cold.~
~But the raindrops werenât cold.~
~They were hotâsearing hot.~
~The trees werenât protecting me anymore. I reached for Ethan, but he moved back. My need for shelter outweighed my need for him.~
~The scene changed. And suddenly I was standing near a river; he was on the other side.~
~I wanted himâI wanted the water more.~
~I tried jumping in, but each time I made a movement toward the water instead of him, the pain was unbearable.~
~With a silent sob, I fell to my knees.~
~When I looked up, Ethan was standing over me; heâd somehow made it past the river.~
~âWhen itâs me you cry forâ the pain ends.â~
~I shook my head, fighting his words.~
~Because they meant the end of me. I knew it in my soul. If I gave in to the heat, if I gave in to him, if I ignored my basic human needsâ I wouldnât be human anymore.~
~I would be fully reliant on a strange being who didnât want me to begin with.~
~âStop fighting it!â he roared.~
~I shook my head as heat consumed my body.~
~We were back in the throne room.~
~Cassius stood over me, his cold stare haunting. âAnd you still choose him? When I could give you relief?â~
~âGenesis, NO!â Ethan roared, but I couldnât see him.~
~All I could see, all I could feel was relief in Cassiusâs presence.~
~My body shook.~
~Cassius grinned, moving closer and closer to me.~
~The lesser of two evils.~
~Ethan.~
~I reared back; the heat got worse. I continued stepping backward until I was falling.~
~I landed in his arms.~
~His body was warm, not too hot, just warm enough to make me feel more comfortable.~
~âGenesis,â Ethan whispered, his mouth near my ear. âDonât fight it.â~
~âDonâtâ¦â I fought to get the words out. âWant. Me.â~
~His eyes flashed green, and then his mouth was on mine.~
~It was like ice.~
~And all I saw was him.~
~All I wanted was him.~
~All I could think about was him.~
~As our heartbeats and breathing synced in perfect cadence with one another, I tugged his head harder toward mineâgreedy for his lips, needing so desperately to taste him I thought Iâd die.~
With a cry, I jolted awake from the dream.
To find myself not in Masonâs armsâbut Ethanâs.
Completely.
Naked.