Hope
A bead of sweat trickled down my spineâ the room was freezing, but I was sweating. Leave it to me to be doing the opposite of what was normal.
Could I die from fear? Would my body actually shake hard enough to spontaneously combust into tiny little Hope particles?
Because there was no logical explanation for the way my body burned.
It actually burned.
Like I was on fire.
Maybe it was some sort of test?
The girl to my right shivered and wrapped her arms tighter around her small frame. She looked like I felt.
A scared little girl whoâd just been abandoned by her own parents.
At least she got kissed on the forehead.
Tears were shed.
Promises made.
I had none of that. But when you grow up without parents, you learn not to wish for things that werenât. Besides, what was the point? It only left me sad.
And I hated being sad.
Just like I hated being scared.
And hot.
Seriously, why werenât they sweating? I was just about to tug my sweater off when I heard footsteps.
I wasnât sure what was worse, someone just bursting into the room or hearing the pounding of heavy steps as they got closer and closer.
And closer.
Scuffle, tap, scuffle, tap. Stomp, stomp. What was stomping, stomp?!
With each step, my heart leapt.
And not in a good way.
It wasnât like there was much hope for us. Our current predicament was bleak. Literally. We were in a windowless room, with a roaring fireplace on one side and a giant four-post bed on the other.
Right. A bed.
Pretty sure I knew what that was going to be for.
After all, that was why we were here.
Actually, that was why the girls on my left and right were here. I showed up to do what I always did on a Friday.
Water the plants.
Immortals and their plants.
Ever since Ethan had gotten married, his wife, a beautiful human who Iâd met on a few occasions, had decided that the bridge between immortals and humans needed to be mended.
And apparently in her mind, that meant plants.
Or I guess, just decorating the immortal compound so that when humans visited it looked more jungle than dungeon.
It was ~still~ terrifying.
And honestly, in my mind, stupid. They could put a freaking Ferris wheel inside this place, and Iâd still shiver a bit when I walked through.
Because I knew what went on.
On Fridays I watered plants.
On Saturdays, I cleaned the floors.
And on Thursdays.
I shivered again as the footsteps paused.
On Thursdays, I heard the screams of human women, the ones who were privileged to know about the immortals. They screamed for immortality, for bites, for attention.
And sometimes, the immortals took them up on it.
It was never pretty.
Mainly because females, or at least the ones of this variety, were stupid, not realizing that vampire bites only felt good if they wanted it to, or that werewolves couldnât control their claws.
But really, the sirens were the most terrifying.
One in particular.
The most powerful one of his kind.
I prayed the immortal who needed to be mated was the nice wolf. The one with the shaggy hair and soulless eyes.
Iâd take him any day over sex in boots.
Like Puss in Boots, only way more intimidating.
The large wood door creaked open.
The girl to my left started sighing as if she was about two seconds short of the best orgasm of her life, while the pixie on the right, the one who not a few minutes ago appeared like she was going to pass outâstarted moaning.
Um.
I winced.
This was what happened when you went to work early.
You got sucked into weird immortal mating rituals.
It wasnât like I could say no this morning when The Dark One swept by me. He paused. The angel paused and then slowly turned, locking eyes with me and whispered, âWhat are you?â
Confused, mainly because it was rumored that if you spoke to him without being given permission, heâd snap your neck like a twig. I stared at him like a mute.
âNever mind.â He waved his giant hand in front of my face then crooked his fingers. âCome. I have a new job for you.â
I frowned then blurted, âLike a promotion?â
Dead. He could have killed me right there. Snapped his fingers and incinerated me. Instead, his steps faltered as he opened a large wooden door and motioned me inside.
âSure. Letâs call it a promotion.â
I didnât realize until after the fact that heâd put me in the stupid mating room.
The two gorgeous girls gave me perfectly bland smiles while they hugged their parents goodbye.
As for me, I got to stand there like I was actually worthy of being considered by an immortal.
My fingers were dirty from one of the plants Iâd just recently moved to another room.
Dirt caked my nails.
Still hot, I took a deep breath just as the hooded figure walked in.
Dark leather pants wrapped around his muscular thighs. I sucked in a breath but only managed to get hotter as oxygen failed to enter into my body.
It was him.
The bad one.
Well, really, the good one.
Too good.
The type of good you stare at until your eyes start to cross and your heart threatens to thump out of your chest.
Or the way chocolate tastes as it melts across your tongue only to attach its calorie fest to your thighs later.
Crap, I thought of thighs.
A visual of his thighs.
My thighs.
Everyoneâs thighs.
Came into view.
Though mine were larger than the girls next to me.
I winced. Yeah, larger by a long shot.
Again, it was like standing next to two pixie fairies. Both had elf-like features with blonde hair that matched the wisps of white I saw escaping from underneath his hood.
Another whimper was emitted from the girl to my left as she swayed toward him. More sweat dripped down my spine, making a lovely trail down the back of my plain black leggings.
âYou.â His voice was intoxicating, like Iâd never heard the word you before and was just now being given the pleasure of hearing it for the first time. Gulping, I took a step back, because something told me stepping forward would be a bad idea.
âMe?â Both girls answered swaying toward him.
The hood still covered half of his face, his smile unleashed a whole flutter of excitement from the girls who started to pant next to me.
If thatâs what he needed to get his rocks off, he was going to be seriously disappointed.
I was too hot to be hot and bothered, if that made sense.
My knees were about ready to buckle.
I had sweatâeverywhere.
I just wanted to sit down with a nice cold drink of water.
âDance,â he whispered.
Both girls immediately moved around the room, leaping into the air in perfect ballerina-like form. Was that part of the human training now? Dance lessons?
âCry.â He didnât move, just crossed his arms while they both burst into tears, eventually sobbing against one another. Either they were really good actresses, or he was just that powerful.
Which begged the question.
What was wrong with me?
âIndeed.â Alex mused. âWhat is wrong with you?â His blue eyes flashed as he glanced at my dirty flip-flops and slowly raised his gaze to meet mine. A look of disgust marred his near-perfect features. âOther than the obvious, I mean.â
âThe obvious?â I repeated. âIâm sorry I donâtââ
âOh, believe me, I know you donât understand. How ~could~ you?â
The girls continued to sob, while I held the immortal Sirenâs pissed-off glare; his icy blue eyes refused to look away.
I felt naked.
And afraid.
Only Iâd take the TV show over what he was currently doing. It almost felt like he was⦠searching.
Me.
~Inside~ my head.
âStop that,â I snapped. âIt feels funny.â
His eyes widened. âWhat did you just do?â
I shrugged. âI told you to stop.â
âIâm an immortal. I stop for no one.â
The heat in my body intensified until I felt like someone had set a fire near my feet and blown on it.
âStop twitching,â he hissed.
âIâm really hot.â I swayed. âI canât help it.â My vision blurred just as he braced me. âSo hot.â
âEh, I get that all day.â
âMe. ~Iâm~ hot.â
âSlight exaggeration on your part.â
âCry.â His eyes locked on mine once again.
I shook my head. âI donât want to cry.â
âLaugh.â
âWhat is wrong with you?â I tried to jerk free, but the guy was a muscular demigod, or at least looked like one. Me struggling was probably as funny as watching a fly squirm in a spiderâs web.
I accidentally knocked his hood back as I pressed my fingertips to my forehead.
The girls behind me cried harder. âHeâs so pretty!â
His smile widened and then disappeared altogether when he stared down at me. âWell? Donât you agree? Arenât I pretty?â
The way he twisted the words made it sound like an insult. To call him pretty. And the last thing I wanted to do was die.
I mean I had plants to water.
My life sucked.
But it was still my life.
And as soon as I saved enough money for college, I was going to live it.
âI uh, no.â
His eyebrows shot up. âDid you just say⦠no?â
âI think so, yes. No. That depends.â
He held up his hand. âLeave us.â
I tried to walk away, but he held me firm in his grip as both girls sobbed and left the room, shutting the large oak door behind them.
A lock clicked, my heart dropped to my stomach.
âIâm Alex.â He still wasnât releasing me.
âI figured.â
âHow so?â
âYouâre the last of the last male sirens.â
âAnd Iâm not pretty?â Was he seriously that vain?
âHonestly?â
âPlease.â
I took a deep breath. Good-bye, college. Good-bye, life. Air. Breathing. âWhen I think of pretty, I think of a flower or the sunset. Pretty is feminine. It speaks of things youâre told not to touch and places you see in a book.â I took a deep breath. âSo no, I canât say youâre pretty. But I can say youâre dangerously beautiful, the type of beautiful that hits a person in layers over and over again until every sense is assaulted with everythingâyou. Pretty wouldnât do a siren justice, now, would it?â
His smile widened just as the door opened. Cassius poked his head in. âYouâve made your choice.â
âIt seems, it was made for me before I even had the chance to say anything.â
âFunny how that happens.â
âHilarious.â Alex sounded more irritated than amused.
âIâll leave you to it.â Cassius closed the door and that damn lock sounded again, only this time it was several clicks followed by a thud and then a sucking noise, like we were in an airtight container and only had twenty-four hours worth of oxygen.
I gulped.
It? What was ~it~? Why wasnât I getting to leave? I wasnât one of the human virgin sacrifices! Even if I was a virgin. I was⦠a botanist!
Okay, a horrible botanist since Iâve killed more plants than Iâve kept alive, but not the point.
Alex lifted his hand into the air. The large metal locks slid across the door and clicked into place.
Again.
So basically at this point, I was in my own tomb.
Locked from the inside.
Lovely.
With one sweeping movement, he pulled the hood over his head and tossed the cape to the floor revealing a rock-hard eight-pack that could cut ice and long tresses of hair of so many colors I couldnât focus on just one.
His eyes illuminated blue and then turned purple.
His beauty hit me full force, sending me to my hands and knees even though I donât remember telling my body to fall in front of him.
âAnd now?â He teased. âNow what do you think?â
âI thinkâ¦â My voice shook. âThat Iâm in trouble.â
âYou would be rightâ¦â