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"I swear, I don't want you to stop, but If I wake up with a hickey tomorrow, you're screwed.". I giggled with my eyes closed. But it seemed as if he deliberately overheard me and continued to leave a series of marks right below my jaw.
"Hee!", I warned him but he only broke away with a laugh. "I'm afraid you're going to have to do something about me stopping.".
Turning my head back, I grabbed his face with both of my hands, making him look at me, before I placed my lips on his. Him softly adjusting my slow movements felt like i was floating on cloud 7. I had no idea how long it lasted, but when he shifted on my bed slightly and his cold hand made its way under my sweater, onto the skin of my waist, I lost all sense of time. Like I wouldn't want it to stop at any point. When I realized he almost made his way on top, slightly hovering over me, my fingertips brushed along his neck down to his lower back where I unpatiently tugged at the fabric of his hoodie.
Heeseung seemed to understand my intention and immediately grabbed the collar with one hand, pulling out his shirt in one motion.
Breaking the kiss for less than a second, he leaned in again, his palm enclosing my cheek with more force. I was able to feel the urgency and neediness in his action, which slowly but surely spilled over to me with every passing second. The kiss was torrid but still slowly yet passionated. The way his hand traced all over my body, down to my belly, rubbing circles on the inside of my thigh with his thumb, almost left me with a gasp.
Craving to feel him skin-to-skin, I awkwardly plucked around at my oversized hoodie. I needed to have the piece of fabric as quickly as possible from my body. He noticed me squirming around on the sheet and stopped for a second to help me pull it over my head. In halfway action, when the cool air hit my chest, I realized in shock I wore nothing else beneath this hoodie. You could tell by the pale expression on his face that Heeseung was surprised as well when he lowered the garment onto the mattress next to us.
Immediately the redness shot into my face. This short second of silence felt like an eternity. If I hadn't been squatting on the mattress, I would surely have sunk into the floor. It's so incredibly awkward. But when he leaned down and started kissing me again, my tense body loosened immediately. I bent my legs close to my body, capturing his sides in between. "You're beautiful, okay?", he whispered against my lips. "You've always been.". My heart meldet to his words and I couldn't supress a tiny smile to appear on my face, before pulling him down, closer to me, again.
The skin of our bodies embraced each other as my hands ran around his neck and caressed his broad shoulders, while falling deeper and deeper into euphoria. The room around us was gloomy, with only my little lamp on the nightstand adding a spark of light to the darkness. The blanket I had been wrapped in a few minutes ago was now hanging on the edge of the bed and was about to slide down, just as some pillows had already done.
Heeseung traced along the shape of my body, starting at the side of my rib cage, over my waist, down to my hip bone. Sucking in some air as he reached the area and his thumb fondled the light skin just above my waistband.
I knew that the same kind of thoughts were floating around in his mind as in mine. But I also knew, he would never go one step further without my permission, especially after I mentioned how much it was bothering me. But what could I say? The more he kissed all the sweet spots on my neck and then turned back to my lips, the more it tempted me to consent. What the heck was I even thinking at this point? My mind was already far beyond the limit of giving consent. The only thing my body demanded was gratification.
Just a second before I lost patience, he shifted in his postion an placed a line of soft kisses below my jaw, causing me to lean my head back into the pillow. My collarbones, my shoulders, my sternum. Nothing was left untouched and I loved it.
As if by itself, I guided him back up to me after some time. I wanted to make him feel good too. As he said himself "this is not how sharing works" when only one partner gets a taste. But before I could even say or do anything, he had me hooked again, kissing me deeply.
Completely fogged in adrenaline, I repositioned my knee to create more space for myself under him and was able to reach his bulge. But as soon as the back of my hand brushed along his jeans, he grabbed it and broke away from my lips with deep pants.
"No.". he guided my hand away and pinned it onto the matress next to my body.
I frowned in confusion and shock.
"It's all about you today.". Heeseung sternly glanced down at me, the intensity of his eyes was almost taking my breath away. "I want you to feel good.".
Trying to free my arm, I blinked at him and propped myself up, on my forearms. "But what about you?".
He backed away a bit, watching me with a grin. "Nothing's about me.". With a laugh, he guided my shoulders back into the pillow and I let it happen. "As I said, I want you to feel good.". I gulped and noticed how my pulse accelerated with nervousness. "You just need to tell me what you like... or like what do you want me to do.".
Overload spread through my head. Was he seriously waiting for an answer now? I mean, I didn't know. I didn't know what I like. And what if I say something and it ends up feeling super weird?
"Sorry. I didn't mean to overwhelm you.", a spread of guilt appeared on his face but I immediately shook my head. "No, I'm fine. I guess... I kinda have no idea what I like.". I could not hold back the rosy color on my cheeks. But a sudden gentle kiss helped me calm down.
I embraced his neck with my arms, as I kissed him back. His body felt warm. The perception of safety was sparked off in me. Even though I was unsure. Even if I had no idea what I was doing. He took away my doubts, made me feel valued. Opening my legs a little wider, he was able to settle in between again. The way I enjoyed his palm roaming around my cheeks and chin, never breaking the deep conection of our lips.
But when his right hand left my face and started tracing down my body, goosebumps appeared all over my arms and legs. I just know he tried to distract me as good as he could, but I noticed how my full attention turned to his hand on my lower belly and I lost focus on our heated kisses. Therefore he didn't hesitate and switched back to my neck again, which caught me by surprise and a muffled moan escaped my mouth.
Biting my lip, I noticed what had just happened and would have loved to sink into the ground. But the smirk that formed on his lips gave him the confirmation he needed.
"No hickey.", I exhaled, my head completely foggy. He broke away with a laugh. "No hickey, got it.". I couldn't help but grin along, but immediately tensed up again when I remembered the hand on the waistband of my pants. My breath got shaky when he probably accidentally moved his thumb.
Pushing my body further into the mattress, he seemed to notice because his expression changed drastically into awareness. "Let's stop, okay?". Heeseung tilted his head and rolled to the side, laying down next to me again. But out of reaction I reached for his hand to hold it in place.
âNo!". I blurted, shaking my head while my fingers clenched around his. âAre you sure? We can just watch a movie or continue cuddling.".
My heart was pounding. No one had ever cared about me like that before. âI'm fine...just pretty nervous.", With flushed cheeks I adjusted the tense position of my hips on the bedsheets.
Making him glare over to my lower belly, I let go of his hand again. âHyeo...".
âPlease!", Shocked how loud and demanding my voice was at once, I lowered the volume. âI wanna know what it feels like.".
He kissed my temple with an approving nod before he suddenly rolled over and sat up against the wall, pulling the flabbergasted me in between his legs. My back touching his warm, bare chest almost made me see stars and I had efforts to keep my breath under control.
âYou know, you're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen.". His raspy voice made my legs clench around nothing. Heeseung twirled my golden 04 pendant between his fingers. I shook my head, goddamn knowing he was lying. âI'm not.".
His fingertips wandered down from my neck to my chest, caressing the outline of my breasts and I sucked in some air in my lungs when he reached my lower belly once again. For a second I thought about pulling the blanket, that was dragging over the floor at the very end of the bed, protectively over me.
Sunghoon protection, you know!
But Heeseung's touch made me freeze and unable to move.
The way it was all silent in my room...just him observing my facial expressions and reactions to what he was doing, made my body fold into half.
The longer his fingertips left goosebumps on my skin the more embarrassed I got that I couldn't control my horniness anymore and my wetness started running down my legs and butt for sure by now. Kinda relieving that I didn't have to look him in the eyes at this second.
My breath hitched when his hand disappeared below the waistband of my red pyjama pants. The rate of my heartbeat accelerated immediately and I tried my best to not let it show.
âClose your eyes.", he demanded and I did as he said. Maybe it helped to distract me a bit.
Exhaling quietly, his hands caressed all along my clothed cunt and my body relaxed at the relieving touch.
I shifted in my position, reached for the straps of my panties and pulled them down to my popliteals, together with my pyjama pants.
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