Chapter 54: guide me please

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I just knew the sight of the lacy fabric sticking to my cunt made Heeseung's blood boil with lust. That's at least what I assumed after I heard a muffled „fuck" probably accidentally escaping him.

I couldn't help but release a tense chuckle, the butterflies rushing through my belly hardly as ever before.

„I didn't expect you to be this turned on already.", he said, lightly tapping my pubic mound and I bit my lower lip in response. „Gosh...". I fidgeted quietly, grabbing his arm in desperation.

Never in life I would have expected such a neediness in myself. I only read a couple of books about it and I always wondered why the main characters in it overacted with their lust. I was sure that their behavior was put on and exaggerated. But now I had the confirmation myself. I was fucking insane for his touch and wanted nothing more than to feel him inside of me.

He stopped and I calmed down for a second to meet his mischievous grin.

But the next moment he dipped his finger down and glided through my wet cunt the first time.

Startled and satisfied at the sudden release, I groaned and threw my head back on his shoulder. „Oh my gosh!", I yelped out right after trying to process the exploding feeling.

But the expression quickly changed from shocked to a relieved smile, while Heeseung carefully tried to figure out what I liked. My mouth hung open as he pulled his arm back a bit to try his hand on my clitoris. My body backed against his even more while I despairingly tried to roll my hips against him.

„Good or bad?", he asked as he played with my sensitive nub.

„So good...", I pressed out and reached for his wrist firmly.

Not even when I touched myself and had the sloppiest thoughts while doing it, I was able to teleport myself to this level of feeling. It was like tickling. When you did it yourself it didn't feel as good as when you were being tickled. Stupid example, but my head is currently not receptive to anything.

„Close your eyes and lean back on me.", he whispered. „Blank out everything else, okay? I will take care of you.".

I did as he said and rested my head back against his chest. My hands roamed and swished around his thighs and clung to it when he continued to rub soft circles on my clit.

I don't know how many minutes it lasted but every time I felt like I was close, he slowed down the pace with a smirk, which made me sink back into the mattress. Of course I knew he tried to tease me, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't like it. "What do you think about when you touch yourself?". he whispered so close that I was able to feel his lips on my ear and I unintentionally stretched my head in his direction.

"What?", I uttered, although I had understood him very well.

„Tell me.", he pricked further and dabbed my oversensitive clit. I reacted immediately and curled my toes into the blanket at the foot of the bed.

„You...fuck! You and I.", I gasped and reached for the bedsheets next to me as he picked up speed again.

„More precisely, babe."

I was surprised that I was even able to think, let alone speak, in this emotional state.

„Sleeping with...each other and then c-cuddling the whole night.".

His heart dropped because of my cuteness. „You imagine that we sleep with each other?", he asked, while his eyes fixed on my squirming body. „You want to sleep with me?".

Of course I wanted to, I wanted nothing more than it, but my mouth refused to let out any other word as there was nothing but emptiness in my head when my legs began to shake and cramped. „Shiit!", I whined out and noticed how serious and concentrated his expression had become at once.

„It's fine.". He reached for my knee with this free hand to hold my thighs apart. „You can come all over my hand.". Knowing that I was close, he didn't slow down the pace or change the rhythm, which finally triggered the liberating ecstasy in me.

A yelp escaped my mouth, while my pelvis lifted shakily from the mattress, hoping to still the uncontrollable pulse in my core. Heeseung supported me all the way through my orgasm and helped me ride it out until I leaned back against him, exhausted.

My legs slid down on the mattress when he let go of my knee and instead drew gentle circles on my lower abdomen, a smile rose to my face and I closed my eyes in pleasure. „Fucking way better than in my imagination,".I confessed with a soft laugh and tickled the back of his neck with my fingers.

„Yeah?", he assured, chuckling. „I'm glad you enjoyed it.".

I straightened up and crawled to the edge of the bed to put my pants back on and pick up the blanket on the floor. Heeseung also shifted in his seat when I moved away and patiently waited for me to inch back to him.

„You think my brother noticed anything?". I asked and leaned back against his chest just like the way we've been before.

„Not sure to be honest.". The corners of my mouth dropped to the floor in shock. "Are you serious?". Panic rose in me, as this was not the answer I had expected. But he suddenly started laughing, which took a load off my mind.

„Don't worry, I'm sure he would have knocked or something.".

„Or just kick open the door and barge in.", I corrected him with a laugh and reached for both of his hands next to me to make him hug my belly.

But he suddenly flinched and gently pushed me away from him again. I turned my head in confusion and noticed him sitting up.

„Shit, sorry. I'm just having a hard-on.", he stopped mid sentence and adjusted his pants. „...let me just fix this for a second.".

„Oh my god sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you.". I felt guilty and waited patiently until he found a more comfortable position for his best buddy.

But I would be lying if I said that this left me cold. On the contrary. The longer I watched him adjust his jeans, the more curious I became. In fact, I don't think I looked away from his groin for a second, and I was starting to worry that my stare was getting creepy.

„Okay, done.", he patted next to him, which interrupted my stare and made me blink up. But not a second later my eyes dropped again.

Heeseung followed my hungry gaze and licked his lips when he realized. As if in a trance I slid closer on my knees and tampered with his waistband, opening the cold metallic button.

Looking up for a short second, I met his eyes. Without wasting any time I smashed my lips on his, while my hand found their way into his wavy hair.

Heeseung grabbed my chin and kissed my back. As heated as before. As if we couldn't get enough of each other. The way we moved in sync, made my hand roam around his shoulder, down over his chest to the already opened button of his jeans. My fingertips groped for the little metal zipper and pulled it down immediately after.

Impatiently, I tried to pull his pants down with both of my hands, which apparently didn't work because he was still sitting on it. Without any second thought I reached for his bulge through the fabric of his jeans.

„Hyeo wait..."He gasped against my lips, interrupting the kiss with a strained face.

I moved back and stopped fidgeting with his pants.

„Show me what to do!", The words left my mouth determined and confident. „I want to try.". I noticed him gulping. probably he couldn't help picturing the upcoming in his head.

After a short realization time he lifted his pelvis from the mattress so that we both together hastily got rid of his jeans. Not a second later I leaned in again, too hungry to not sense his sweet taste on my lips.

Of course I was nervous. After all, I was again entering an area of which I had no idea whatsoever. Nevertheless the excitement outweighed, so I blocked the first feeling out of my head and carefully moved my hand down to his lower parts.

Heeseung gasped when I reached the tent in his boxers and gave it a light stroke. You could clearly feel the outline of his dick in the dark blue boxers. I repeated it a few more times before Heeseung detached himself breathlessly from the kiss and dropped his head back against the wall. „Fuck Hyeona.". In confusion I grinned at him. Like, I basically haven't done anything yet. „Are you coming in your pants again?", I teased him with what happened last time.

„Shut up",

Finally I hooked my fingers in the waistband of his boxers and pulled them down as well.

While Heeseung was visibly relieved that the lack of space in his pants was finally history, but I gulped at the sight of his boner in front of me. It's not that I had never seen a penis in real life, but one with erection? That was actually a first!

A bit overwhelmed, I pressed another light kiss on his lips, which he returned of course. But he noticed how my former confident attitude slowly vanished and was replaced by insecurity. „Hey, do you want me to guide you?". He tilted his head with a smile. „Or do you just wanna try it out yourself?".

I bit my lips. Actually, I had hoped that one does not look at me with uncertainty. But at the thought that he should fit into me during sex, discreet doubts arose in me. How would I ever be able to turn that off and let myself fall when I knew that not even two fucking fingers could do it without pain.

„Guide me, please.", I answered lowly, my face probably flushed due to my thoughts a few seconds ago.

Heeseung nodded and straightened up a bit. „Okay. So then, you can wrap your hand around the base.".

I wondered if it wasn't completely silly for him to teach a grown ass girl how to jerk off a guy? I mean, it can't be that hard right?

I did as he said and carefully wrapped my fingers around his length and started pumping him slowly, just how I thought it was right and how I had seen it in films. "Like this?". I glared up at him and noticed his rosy cheeks while nodding his head. „Hmm". It seemed like he's trying to told back.

With a little more confidence, I crawled closer to his knees and let my hand slide along his entire shaft from the top and then back up again. But when Heeseung suddenly closed his fist around mine, I hiccuped. „You can grip a little tighter.". He started moving my hand along with his. "It won't hurt me.". I nodded and observed the way his cock was disappearing in our hands over and over again, before I turned my gaze upward.

Heeseung's mouth was slightly open and he basically stared at how my hand enclosed him when he released his own after a short time again. His ears and neck had turned into a slightly reddish color. Just as it always happened when he was a bit tipsy. That's honestly so fucking cute. I couldn't help but lean closer to attack his perfectly curved lips.

Suddenly, left hand reached for my waist tightly in order that I could not escape. A squeak almost escaped me, as I was taken aback by his harsh grip. "Keep going, okay? Don't stop.". He gasped against my cheek and my skin tingled like fire.

I used the short interruption to glance down briefly to guide my thumb up to his tip. With slow controlled circled I spread the precum on his sensitive skin and used it as a lubricant to allow my hand to slide up and down its length smoothly.

I could tell he liked it by the way his grip released around my waist and traced up to my breast. With a smirk I pushed his shoulders back against the headrest and kissed my way all along his jaw down to his neck and collarbone. I could tell his breath quickened the further down I went on his body.

The closer I got to his dick, the more a voice echoed in my head telling me to try it. I licked my lips when my thoughts rolled over and I could not take my eyes off him.

But a sudden groan snapped me out and my brain jumped back into reality. „Fuck...". Heeseungs hand clenched into a fist in my hair.

It's the first time I felt his length twitching in my hands. I swear, he grew even harder.

To make sure he's okay, I glanced up into his dark eyes. But his freaking hot face almost made me go insane. Like the way he was trying to hold back, biting his lower lip in the process. I think I just got horny again.

„I don't know if I can hold it any longer!", he whispered with a raspy voice. But this just made me go faster instead of slowing down. Like I want him to come now. There is nothing I would rather imagine than to see his face in his most private moment.

When his head dropped back against the wall I knew it's only a matter of seconds.

„Hee?", I called out for him as slight panic arose in me. He suddenly reached around my hand again, squishing it tightly and slowing down the pase.

„Ah shit...". He closed his eyes as the first cream-coloured drops landed on his stomach. He started twitching in my hands and every single pump released more of his cum. I think I lost control of my Pokerface a few minutes ago, because if I could see myself in the mirror right now, I would most likely find my mouth hang open in amazement. „You're so fucking hot...". My dirty thoughts accidentally escaped my lips.

With the last few gentle strokes I helped him to come down from his height. Heeseung's breath turned more flat and controlled again and when he finally opened his eyes, I couldn't hold my laugh in.

„What?!", he joined me in confusion.

But I just shook my head. „Nothing, I just...fuck I love you so much.". Without letting him get a word in edgewise, I leaned forward again and kissed him deeply.

This time Heeseung broke away with a laugh. „You couldn't have picked a more appropriate moment to tell me?". He joked tilting his head.

I just realised the words that had slipped my mouth. Gasping in shock with my face flushed red within seconds, he suddenly cupped my cheek with one hand.

„I love you, too".

Leaning in and closing the gap again, he pulled me back along in the process. I staggered forward a bit and intercepted me with one hand on his belly while the other roamed around his neck to feel myself even closer to him.

After some time he grabbed my hand and carefully removed it from his stomach. „Be careful, there's still...". I glanced down and realised what he wanted to say.

„Oh shit, sorry.", I got up from my spot immediately. „Don't move! I'll get something to...clean you up.".

Gosh, what the fuck am I even saying? Stop being so cringe!

But Heeseung couldn't help but chuckle at my cuteness.

Completely embarrassed, I headed towards the door and pushed down the handle to leave, until he suddenly called me back. „Hyeo!"

„Huh?", I turned around again.

„What about a shirt?", he laughed and I glared down at me. „Fuck!". With big steps I sprinted back to the bed and picked up my shirt from the floor.

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