We did it. We made it to formal.
Itâs hard to believe that I arrived in Canary Bay less than three months ago. This place feels more like home every day, but thatâs because of the people I have in my life.
Weâre standing on stage dressed in our formal wear, waiting for the principal to stop talking so we can go and join our families.
I look out at the tables and smile. Dad is here, sitting with Millie and Smalls. Mumma Nat is there with Julia and so is GW. Rhys pulled some strings so that Smalls, Julia and Millie could attend. Usually its parents only. But given our circumstances and the missing parents from our lives. Rhysâ mum made it work with little fuss from anyone else.
I canât wait for Smalls to meet everyone. He arrived late this afternoon. I was with Ally getting ready, so besides a quick hug in passing, I havenât been able to talk to him.
Arden moves across the stage to take the microphone from Mrs Gilmore. She looks at him, startled.
She was mid speech.
But in true Arden fashion, he does what he wants.
âI think weâve heard enough, Mrs G.â He makes his way to centre stage. The lights dim and a spotlight comes on.
What the hell is he up to?
A familiar beat starts to play.
âNo freaking way,â I whisper to Chase. He seems just as confused as the rest of us.
Rhys grumbles and Ally starts to laugh when she realises whatâs about to happen.
I canât believe heâs following through with his threat from the beach house.
I thought he was joking.
Apparently not.
I glance at our family. Millie and Julia are now laughing. Chase shakes his head when it finally clicks.
âIs he about toâ¦â Heâs cut off.
Arden in front of the entire year twelve class, their families, and our teachers, starts to sing.
âTogether, together, together everyoneâ Ardenâs voice booms over the speakers around the room.
He keeps singing âWeâre All In This Together.â
Until Rhys walks over to him and motions the cut sign to the audio guy in the booth.
The music cuts out, but Arden doesnât relinquish the microphone to Rhys.
âOkay because you rudely cut me off, you miss out on your present,â Arden tells Rhys while he motions to someone off to the side of the stage.
Rhys shakes his head and comes back to us.
âAnyone know what else he has planned?â Rhys asks.
âNope, no clue. But heâs been working on something the last few weeks,â Chase replies.
One of the year eleven students who is helping tonight comes on stage with a trolley full of boxes.
He starts handing them out to us. There are only fifty students in the graduating class.
A box for each of us. Another two students come out to help hand them to the right person.
âYou get shoes,â he says pointing to someone who just got handed their present.
âAnd you get shoes,â he says again.
And again, over, and over. He stops when he gets to us.
âYou all get shoes.â He walks over to us. âExcept you. You were rude,â he says as he snatches Rhysâ box away from him.
He turns to the crowd. âPlease look under your tables,â he says excitedly. People start to pull out their chairs to look under the table.
âYou all get shoes!â He yells to the room sweeping his arm across the room dramatically.
âIâve always wanted to say that. I feel like Oprah,â Arden adds.
âYou may look inside the box now.â
Thereâs a collective gasp throughout the room.
Inside the box is a pair of sneakers with the most intricate design on them. Thereâs a card sitting on top.
Limited edition graduation shoes. A way for everyone to remember me.
Designed by Arden
Arden designed a pair of sneakersâexpensive sneakers by the look of themâand gifted them to everyone in attendance tonight.
This is crazy. Even for Arden.
âYouâre welcome everyone. There is a stall set up in the back of the room where you can exchange your shoes for the right size.â Arden says as he drops the mic.
Actually drops it in the middle of the stage.
Without turning it off. Thereâs a horrible thud over the speakers.
Mrs Gilmore comes back on stage and picks the microphone up.
âIâm not going to miss you at all next year Mr Blakely,â she says, turning to Arden.
Heâs made his way back to us. He puts his hand over his heart.
âYou wound me Mrs G. You know youâll miss me,â he says sweetly. Mocking her in a way only Arden can.
She shakes her head and turns to the crowd.
Well at least I know where Rhys gets the head-shaking thing from.
âIâm not sure I can follow up from Mr Blakelyâs performance. So, Iâll finish up by saying congratulations to everyone and enjoy the night. Remember, even if you are eighteen, this is a school event so no alcohol will be served to you,â she says and glances at us.
Knowing Arden all too well.
We finally make our way off the stage and over to the table. Everyone hops up to hug and congratulate us.
âDid you really just fucking give everyone a pair of twelve hundred dollar shoes?â Smalls asks Arden suspiciously. Smalls wouldâve guessed who was who based on my description of them and the few photos Iâve sent him over the weeks.
Arden looks at him weird. Itâs almost admiration?
âYou know your sneakers?â Arden asks the giant standing before us.
âI do. You must be Arden. Iâve heard a lot about you,â Smalls says, extending his hand to Arden.
Arden looks him up and down before pushing his hand away and giving him a bro hug.
âFinally someone who understands shoes,â Arden offers. He pulls away. Smallsâ face is priceless. Arden surprised him. âIâm sorry though. I donât have size gigantic. Yasmin never said you were a fucking giant,â Arden says.
I shrug. How the hell was I supposed to know what he was planning?
Smalls just laughs. âAll good dude.â He turns to Chase. âYou must be Chase?â The fact that Chase is holding my hand is probably a dead giveaway.
âItâs nice to finally meet you,â Chase says.
âHurt her and Iâll kill you,â Smalls says. his face expressionless and scary.
Chase gulps nervously. âI wouldnât dare hurt her.â He pulls me into his side. âSheâs stuck with me. We were destined to be together.â
Rhys gags and Arden laughs. âWhatâs with all the fairy tale bullshit?â
That sets Smalls off laughing as well. Chase relaxes.
They might be picking on him, but I swooned at his words. I look up at him and mouth âI love you.â He smiles and mouths back âI love you more.â
âRight can we eat before you pair force me to lose my appetite?â Smalls asks ruining the moment.
Ally clears her throat.
Right I forgot to introduce her and Rhys.
âRhys, Ally. This is Smalls,â I say, taking the seat that Chase is holding out for me.
âNice to finally put a face to the voice,â Rhys says and gives him a fist bump.
âA face to the voice?â Chase queries.
âLong story, Iâll fill you in later,â Rhys explains.
I wasnât sure if Rhys ever told them he knew about my past. But I guess that just confirmed it.
I wanted him to be the one to tell them. The reason he did it was for them.
âItâs nice to finally meet you Smalls,â Ally says. Smalls pulls her in for a hug. He whispers something in her ear, which has Ally giggling.
Rhys shoots daggers at him and I canât help but laugh.
During dinner I sit and look around at my family and friends. Everyone is laughing and having a good time and it makes my heart soar a little.
Three months ago, Millie and Smalls were pretty much the only friends that I had.
Now I have a group of friends who have become family. Itâs hard to imagine what life was like without them in it.
âAre you coming to the party?â Ally asks Smalls.
âAfter what I heard about the last party Chuck threw, thereâs no way Iâm missing it,â Smalls replies.
âChuck? Really? Not you too,â Arden says pretending to be annoyed.
âYas was right. It suits you. Youâre definitely a Chuck Bass.â
âAnd you know who Chuck Bass is?â Ally asks, the disbelief in her voice evident.
âYep. Shorty and Mildred made me watch it with them from time to time. Itâs hard not to know who he is when they were both team Chuck,â Smalls reveals to the group.
Rhys and Chase laugh as I smack Smalls in the shoulder.
âShould I be worried about you leaving me for Arden?â Chase asks me. His tone is serious but his eyes are gleaming with humour.
âI knew it was me she secretly loved. Speak now, Yasmin, and we can blow this popsicle stand,â Arden says, obviously stirring up his friend.
Chase looks at me waiting for me to answer.
I let him suffer a little. I look between him and Arden. Like Iâm actually contemplating Ardenâs offer.
âPut him out of his misery,â Rhys says.
âOkay. Come on Arden. Letâs go,â I say keeping a straight face.
Arden chokes on his drink. Rhys smacks him on the back and Chase just looks at me with disbelief.
âReally?â He asks me. His eyes meet mine and I canât lie to him. I see the love he has for me. The promise in his eyes that Iâm the only one for him. I let the last of my walls drop away.
Letting him in completely.
âOf course not. Itâs only you. It will always be you,â I say.
âSeriously guys? If you keep staring like that, youâre going to get every girl in the room pregnant.â Ally jokes.
It breaks the moment. I look away from Chase, his arm resting around my shoulders.
He draws circles on my bare arm.
âYou need some new material. You said that on the first day of term,â Chase says to Ally.
âIt was true then. Itâs true now,â Ally says brushing him off.
âAre we ready to blow this popsicle stand?â Arden asks. âTogether,â he adds while winking at Chase.
âThereâs no way I was stealing your girl.â
âI know,â Chase replies and the rest of the table fake gags.
âLeaving. Right. Now. I need a drink,â Ally says while giving dad an innocent smile.
âIâm not on duty tonight. Enjoy. But please be safe,â Dad says as we all stand.
We make our rounds and kiss everyone goodbye.
Julia is staying at Natâs with Millie because Arden has planned the after party and sheâd rather not be there.
The limo ride to Ardenâs is short.
âHead upstairs, Chad will have drinks ready.â Arden says waiting for us all to exit the vehicle.
âWhat are you doing?â I ask him, eyeing him suspiciously.
âYouâll see.â He grins in a way that makes me believe that Arden isnât finished with surprises tonight.
We head straight through the house and out the back.
Smalls whistles. âDamn. You werenât kidding about this place.â
âWait until you see the apartment complex heâs doing up for us. It should be finished in a few weeks,â Rhys says.
âIâm already looking forward to my next visit.â
No freaking way.
Itâs a freaking carnival.
Heâs hired a carnival. Thereâs a sideshow alley set up near the pool, complete with moving clown heads and prizes. All the staff are dressed as broken dolls and clowns. Itâs Arden all over.
The bar and tables are scattered with old fashioned popcorn cups filled with various snacks.
Thereâs a fairy floss and Sno-cone cart set up next to the bar.
I spin around and take it all in.
âHoly shit!â Smalls says in amusement. âYou werenât kidding when you said he was over the top. I thought the shoes would be the highlight of the evening.â
I watch him take everything in.
âIs that a strong man game and a dunk tank?â Chase asks, pointing in the direction of the grassy area behind the pool.
I look in the direction heâs pointing.
âLooks like it. I wonder what else he has planned,â I say.
âWho knows, but letâs go get a drink before we check it out. I promise Iâll win you a teddy,â Chase says draping his arm over my shoulders and turning me in the direction of stairs.
Once we get up the stairs, Chad is waiting with a tray of drinks. He passes beers to each of the guys and a fancy looking blue cocktail decorated with a cherry and some fairy floss to Ally and I.
I take a long sip and let out a moan.
âGod this is sooo good. It was one of the drinks from the birthday party, but this is new?â I ask Chad while pointing to the fairy floss.
âGood memory. This is the Ohana Colada. You both raved about it, so I thought itâd be a good choice for tonight. I just added my own little twist,â Chad explains.
âThanks Chad,â Ally and I say at the same time.
âFuck this really is good. Whatâs in it?â She asks Chad as she drops into a chair in a very un-ladylike way.
âMango Rum, Malibu and Blue Curacao,â Chad tells her as she kicks her feet up on the chair beside her, her black Doc Martens on full display. Only Ally would wear boots under her five-thousand-dollar designer dress.
Smalls chuckles as he pushes her feet off the chair to sit beside her. âI like her,â he says, earning another death stare from Rhys.
âDonât even think about it Jason,â Rhys growls.
That just causes Smalls to laugh even more. He moves his chair closer to Allyâs and rests his arm along the back of it. He leans down to whisper something in her ear, making her giggle.
âSmallsâ¦â I warn. I love him, I really do, but I know what heâs trying to do. He knows all about the Rhys and Ally situation. He doesnât respond to me, just keeps whispering with Ally. Canât say I didnât try.
Rhys reacts by physically picking up Ally and her chair and moving it to the other side of him, away from Smalls. Smalls letâs out a low chuckle but doesnât let it phase him.
âYou know Iâm playing right?â he tells Rhys.
âYouâre an asshole,â is Rhysâ only response.
âTakeâs one to know one,â Smalls says which causes Chase, Ally and I to laugh.
Before I can sit in my own chair, Chase pulls me into his lap. I snuggle closer as his arms envelope me, relaxing further and letting my drink take away the nerves Iâve had most of the day. I canât believe I graduated. High school is finished.
Iâve been struggling with my emotions today. On one hand, Iâm happy this part of my life is over. Iâm moving to New Hope in six weeks. I get to be a teenager with my boyfriend and our friends. But on the other hand, I feel guilty for leaving Millie behind. Iâve been the only constant sheâs had, and I canât shake the feeling that Iâm doing the wrong thing.
The last few weeks have been good at Natâs. We all sort of fell into a routine. Nat set chores and rules for us all. Sheâs assured me that Millie will continue to have a routine and stability for as long as she chooses to stay there.
Iâm happy that sheâll be safe. I just canât shake this feeling.
âYou look beautiful,â he whispers in my ear, bringing me back to the here and now. His hand finds the very high slit in my dress. âI especially love this,â he says as he moves his hand to rest high on my thigh.
I quietly moan and wriggle a little in his lap. Letting him know exactly what his hand and words are doing to me.
âLater,â he murmurs.
âTease,â I taunt. He responds by continue his slow torture.
Arden reappears not long after weâve all settled in with our drinks.
âSurprise! Donât you just love it?â Arden says as he takes a drink from Chad and sits with us.
âWhen did you have time? This is incredible,â I tell Arden, still amazed that he managed to put all this together on top of finishing school, hanging out with us, and designing those shoes.
âI have my ways. But Ralph helped a lot with the party.â
I look over at Ralph, whoâs taken up his spot at the top of the stairs.
âThe strong man game was your idea wasnât it?â I ask Ralph.
âYou bet. I canât wait to squash you all,â he says, laying down the challenge.
I expect the boys to react, but itâs Ally who speaks first. âBring it on Ralphy.â She downs her drink and heads for the stairs. âLetâs do this before the riff-raff shows up,â she throws over her shoulder before running down the stairs with an excited squeal.