breathe.
you're okay.
everything's okay.
go on with your day.
today's an awesome day.
a bad thing happened.
oh another bad thing happened.
nothing is happening anymore but i feel numb.
stress stress stress.
numbness.
anxiety.
numb.
death.
don't think about that.
death.
don't think about that.
you almost did something last night.
what stopped you.
don't think about that.
you're a failure.
stop.
breathe in.
breathe out.
don't cry.
you're crying.
again.
i'm de-
no i'm not.
i should make a joke so nobody would think i'm serious.
i'm serious.
ironic.
use your coping mechanism.
hurts.
pain.
i should tell someone.
i shouldn't tell anyone.
will i tell someone.
no.
crying again.
numb.
anxiety.
pain.
go to sleep.
don't think about it.
stop.
pain.