pain.

pain pain pain

paint with the colors of your pain

write with the words that describe it

sing with the notes that hit your heart

play with the slowness of it

it's slow and it's sad

it's like black ink dropped into your heart

you can see changes the same second, but

it spreads slowly if you don't stir

whatever you do

don't

stir

you feel as your nose clogs up

your eyes tear up

your chest hurts

and you feel like you want nothing to do with your life

i use it for art

but that's the wrong decision

because i never try to scoop out the pain

mostly because i don't have people to do it with

oh god i'm so alone