Y/N
I heard the sound of the waves crashing along with the sound seagulls and opened my eyes. I was laying next to Micheal still in the Cabana from last night. Micheal had his arm draped over my body as he was asleep on his stomach with a towel trying to cover us both. I picked up my phone reading "10:37 AM". "Shit" i dragged out sitting up as I shook Michaels body. "Hmm?" He hummed not opening his eyes. "Michael We slept out here last night" I said as he opened his eyes and immediately sat up.
I hurried and placed on my bathing suit top as Michael slid into his swim trunks. I was now looking for my bathing suit bottoms but couldn't find it at the moment. "Shit where's my bathing suit bottoms?!" I asked. "Here wrap up in this, we'll look for it later." He said handing me a towel as I wrapped my whole body in the towel and we ran back to the house.
We walked in quietly as we heard our mothers in the kitchen talking as their backs were turned away from our direction. We got passed them about to head up the stairs until We heard Miss. Donna's voice. "Good morning you two" We heard his mother say as we peeked back in the kitchen. "Good morning" we both said with a smile. "Went for a morning swim?" My mother asked. "Yeah" I answered.
"Mhm breakfast will be ready in about an hour" my mother said as we just smiled and I hurried upstairs. I went into the room
I was sharing with the girls quietly getting an outfit to wear then ran to the bathroom wrapping my hair up and getting in the shower. Twenty minutes later I got out of the shower and brushed my teeth waiting for the fog to come off the mirror.
I lotioned my body up with the matching soap I used for my shower called "Champagne Toast". I took my hair down combing it out and placed some water in it.
I then did light make up which was just filling in my eyebrows some leaving my lashes alone due to them already done in individuals. Along with lining my lips and adding lip gloss. I slipped Into a sun dress
and sprayed down my body with the matching perfume before bringing all of my items out of the bathroom. I went back in the room seeing Danielle with her hands on her hips as Laila and Jamila were still sleep. "Where was you at all night?" She questioned in a whisper.
"I fell asleep outside in the cabana by the beach" I truthfully said. "What is that on your neck?" She asked squinting then gasped as Jamila and Laila moved some in the bed. "Shhhh it's nothing" I lied then proceeded to look in the mirror confused as fuck. "How?! I'm dark skinned " I said to myself trying to rub it away but it was definitely there and it was definitely a hickey. I took some of my foundation placing a small amount on my neck blending it in.
"Bitch who was sucking on your neck?" Danielle asked trying to look at my neck. "Do I need some more make up?" I questioned. "Nah who was sucking on your neck?" She asked again. "A mosquito" I lied. "No that look like a vampire got to your shit" she said as I just stood there looking at my neck. "It was Michael. Wasn't it?" She questioned as I just looked at her through the mirror. "It was a mosquito" I lied again placing my makeup brush back into its bag "I just had a bad reaction to it, that's all" I added. "Okay" she simply said walking out.
I walked out the room closing the door behind me as I seen Michael in a black tank top walk towards me as we were both walking to go downstairs. "You didn't tell anyone right?" I asked in a whisper. "Who Steelo?" He started off. "Why would I tell Steelo?" He asked as I just sighed. "You think our mothers know?" I asked as we were walking down the stairs.
"Nobody knows just relax" he said as I just sighed then stopped and looked up at him. "We just did that and You have a whole girlfriend Michael" I stressed quietly then leaned on the wall and pinched the bridge off my nose. "And I promise it won't happen again because there's nothing there" he said. "No feelings It was me just wanting to have sex with you" He assured. "Right, no feelings?" He asked. "No but I feel like shit for doing that and you have a girl friend then there's Keith." I expressed about to cry.
"Yeah but you're just talking to Keith it's nothing serious" he said as I just looked at him. "Right?" He asked. "I eventually want something serious with him" I admitted. "You knew ole dude for about a week and a half, how do you know if you want something serious and how serious you talking?" He questioned.
"Hopefully He's everything that I want and I can get married and have children with him" I admitted. "Well why did you have sex with me if that's who you wanted to be serious with?" He asked. "Because I wasn't thinking. At the time I was thinking about me proving my point and helping you figure out what was going on with you, I didn't even think about that" I admitted. "Had I told you I caught feelings instead of me not really having real feelings towards you, what would you have said and done?" Michael asked as we heard Steelo and Dani come downstairs.
Michael and I looked over at them ending our conversation as I placed on a fake smile. "what's the move today?" Steelo asked resting his arm on my shoulder. "I kind I want to just take it easy today" I started off "I think everyone else is going out and shopping" I informed as Danielle sucked her teeth. "We're out here for you" She said "Yeah but I'm still tired from the flight" I said beginning to walk in the kitchen. "Y/N, baby. Help me take the food out to the table outside " I heard Michaels mother say as I went and did as asked.
Danielle, Steelo, Michael and I sat at the table waiting for everyone else to begin eating.
Danielle and Steelo were talking as I was sitting there having flash backs. I just bit down on my lip some and crossed my legs before resting my hand over my mouth. Everyone else finally came outside sitting Down at the table with us. We prayed over the food then started making our plates. My plate consisted of fruit, bacon, grits and cinnamon raisin toast.
I poured some orange juice in my glass passing the orange juice to Laila. It wasn't awkward but I couldn't look at Michael. Between my flashbacks and part of me wanting to do it again I just couldn't look at him. Or if I looked at him, it wasn't for that long. I just sat there with my fork in my mouth staring off into space. "Y/N" I heard but didn't listen. "Y/N" I heard my mother say again as I then looked over at her being knocked out of my thoughts.
"You alright? You haven't touched your food" She brought up as I looked down at my plate and she was right. I at least thought I ate some of my food. I didn't touch not one thing. "Yeah I'm fine" I assured with a small smile towards her as I felt Michael look at me but I didn't look back. Breakfast was soon done as I was in the kitchen cleaning up deciding to do it myself so I can reminisce in peace. "Watch out mama" I heard Michael say holding my waist and moving passed me making me roll my eyes back.
I needed him to hold my waist like that while he killed my shit from behind.... No Y/N you need to chill.... but then again I wanted his chain to dangle in my face while he fucked me senseless in missionary.
"No" I whined and said to myself as Michael looked over me weird from placing the orange juice in the fridge. "You alright?" He asked walking over towards me touching his beard.
"Yeah I just need to get some rest" I admitted as I was washing a pan. "Go get some rest, I'll take over" he said as I felt his hand on my lower back. "You sure?" I asked. "Yeah I got it. Just get you some sleep" he said making me faintly smile. He took the rag from me looking me up and down "I got it" he assured as I dried my hands.
I looked back at him as he was washing dishes "I got it Y/N" he assured not looking back at me as I smiled then looked at him up and down before I walked into the living room and literally crashed on the couch.