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Y/N

Another month has past as it was another month of not talking to Michael. Ever since Michael and I stopped talking for good it seemed like things should've gotten better but they've gotten worse. Keith was caught with the same woman and I was so disconnected from him I didn't even care. I thought it was because we never had sex since we've gotten together which was months ago but then again I just didn't want to have sex with him.

My phone started ringing as it was an unknown number. I ended the call continuing to watch tv in the dark as the same number then called again. "Yes?" I answered. "Y/N" I heard as it sounded like Lori's voice. "Lori?" I asked as I heard her sniffle. "Yeah i uh was calling you" She started off. "I haven't heard from Michael since we got into an argument about-" She said as I cut her off. "Where you and Keith tried to get Michael and I to not speak?" I asked. "Y/N" she let out. "He's ignoring me and I just want to know if he's okay I called him the other day and he lashed out, then broke up with me." She admitted.

"Well I don't know. I texted him after our argument saying he needed to see a therapist. I haven't heard from him since then and that's how you and Keith wanted it, so I'm just respecting your wishes " I started off. "I can't help you" I simply said as it was quiet for a moment. "Okay I'm sorry for bothering you" She apologized as I hung up. I went on my Instagram page deleting everything about Keith then logged out. I did the same for the rest of my socials.

I then looked at the time on my phone reading 8:36 PM. I immediately got out the bed getting dressed in something quick

I threw my hair in a bun taking my glasses off.

I grabbed my keys and drove straight over to Michaels house. From the looks of it his parents wasn't home due to being out of town. I got the key from under a plant where it sat under in case of emergencies. I placed the key back in hiding once I unlocked the door.

I then walked in slowly "Michael" I shouted as I locked the door behind me. He started coming downstairs. "What's good?! Why you in here?!" He asked. "Yo you dead ass right now?!" I questioned. "What Y/N?" He questioned. "Fuck you mean what? What is going on with you?" I questioned. "Lori is literally crying and wondering what's wrong with you and telling me you broke up with her" I brought up. "Y/N i don't want to do this shit right now" he said aggravated. "I don't care what you want to do" I simply said taking my coat off.

"I told you that you needed to go speak to someone.. did you go seek help?!" I questioned. "I'm straight I just want you to leave" Michael said trying to guide me towards the door but I moved. "Nah because what's really good with you?" Michael asked looking dead at me.

"You come up in my shit thinking you running something" Michael started off getting all in my face. "And you not so leave with all that bull shit" he said as I turned my head some. "Deadass?" I started off getting back in his face.

"I don't know who the fuck YOU think you talking too but if you want to fucking go there we can take it there" I simply said. "Go" he simply stated "no" I said placing my hand on my hips. "Why can't you just fucking leave me alone?" He asked.

"Because that's your problem too many niggas leaving you alone and ain't none of them trying to actually fucking help you" I expressed as he rolled his eyes.

"Michael whatever the hell you need to get you out of this funk I will help you with. If you need to get out of your house you can stay at mine, if you need me to pray with you I will. But you need to get out of this state of mind because it's affecting you heavy and it's affecting everyone around you including me" I explained.

"But you're going to stop pushing me away" I assured looking at him as he just stared back at me. "Push you away?" He asked. "Wasn't you the one who sat there and didn't speak to me for months then turned around and chose your Nigga over

Me?" He questioned. "When I needed you where the hell was you at?!" He questioned. "Where was I?!" I asked. "Yeah where were you?!" Michael asked.

"Leading up until now, where the fuck were you?! When you left for college I was out here sitting here missing you wanting you here with me. Instead you dipped like it was nothing" he brought up. "Let that go Michael I-" I started off until he cut me off. "Y/N I AIN'T LETTING SHIT GO!" He shouted as I jumped some.

"You could've went to college out here but you didn't, you left. I was trying to make you mine. I wanted to take care of YOU all while doing what I did so don't talk about pushing someone away" he expressed. "Michael I had to go to school" I started off. "NOT ALL THE WAY THE FUCK IN ATLANTA" he shouted as I just stood there. "Is this what this is really about?" I asked. "Any given chance you get, you leave" he said as my face softened. "So that's why I ask where the hell were you at?" Michael stated.

"Michael" I started off softly as he didn't look at me. "Michael. Baby" I said walking up to him and grabbing his face softly.

He still wasn't trying to look at me "Mike look at me" I said softly as he looked at me. "Why are you so angry with me?" I started off. "I did what I thought needed to be done can you just forgive me please?" I asked. "Even if you told me at the time how You felt I was not mentally ready for any of that with you" I admitted. "I wanted to go to an HBCU and do me we were young. You were young I wasn't about to stop you from living life" I explained.

"We just got out of high school and We were kids" I said. "I've never left you Michael, I might've left physically but I was always with YOU. I supported everything you did made sure you were good. I CONSTANTLY was on my knees praying not only for me but for you and inside church because I didn't want anything to happen to you with you being in Hollywood, I wanted you to be successful and happy. So don't tell me I wasn't there for you" I stressed feeling tears fall freely down my face.

"Are you mentally ready for it now though?" He asked looking down. "Michael" I started off "don't Michael me, stop doing that shit" he said taking my hands from his face. "You have Lori" I started off "no the fuck I don't Y/N. She's my girlfriend but I don't have her. I don't have her trying to help me, I don't have her trying to push me, I don't have her loving on me I don't have her!" He stressed and honestly he sounded hurt and like he needed to be with someone. I just brought him in for a hug as he pulled away and I looked at him. "Get off" he said as I wanted to feel hurt but I knew he was hurting himself.

I then wrapped my arms around him again and eventually he hugged back. He just cried as I felt tears leave my eyes.

You want to stay with me for a couple of days or go away?" I asked feeling his face being placed in the crook of my neck. "I don't know" he softly said as I just closed my eyes breathing in his cologne. "You're going to be okay. I promise" I said rubbing his back some as he sniffled holding me closer.

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We made it back to my house and was now getting ready for bed. I threw on an oversized t shirt and went to check up on Michael in the guest bedroom. I seen him on the bed hanging his phone up. "You feeling better?" I questioned. "Yeah I just broke things off with Lori" He said As I just stood there thinking about her telling me that he already broke things off with her but I decided to mind my business. "You alright?" I asked. "Yeah. I didn't mean to yell at you earlier. I just-" He started off. "It's okay" I assured, "I'll see you in the morning" I said about to walk out but Michael called me "Y/N" he said as I turned around and he sat up in the bed.

"Stay with me please?" He asked. I just turned the light out to the room as he turned a lamp on. I then climbed into the bed next to Michael. "First thing tomorrow we need to start calling around for a therapist. we have to start somewhere" I said on my phone looking at different therapists. "Thank you" he thanked as I continued to look at my phone reading about a therapist near us who was also a black man.

"Don't Thank me. This is what's supposed to be done. You might think I'm hard but Im not backing down on this one with you. You need to see someone before it gets worse" I explained getting my budget book going to the back and writing down different therapists and their information.

"And if they're trying to give you medication, make that the last resort" I added as I seen Michael place his hand on my book. I looked over at him as he took the book from me along with the pen. "What are you doing?" I asked looking between him and the book as he turned back around from placing the book on the night stand and turned the light out.

"What are you doing?" I asked as he got under the covers. I then felt him place his mouth on my clit. "Wait Michael" I started off as he started sucking on my clit. I placed my hand on the back of his head laying back immediately.

I let out a semi loud moan As he placed my legs under his arms going deeper. My eyes rolled back as I bit down on my lip continuing to moan. "Right there" I expressed bucking my hips against his tongue. He spit on my clit continuing to eat me out. He massaged my legs while flicking his tongue. I then felt his hand go up my shirt and squeeze my breasts.

He took his middle finger and ring finger sliding it into me with ease as I placed the hand that was over my face on his shoulder. He begun thrusting his fingers in and out of me at a fast pace as you heard all of my wetness. I just gasped loudly and tried to close my legs but he opened them back continuing. "Fuck Michael I'm about to cum" I whined trying to close my legs again but he wasn't letting up.

"Move Michael" I moaned trying to push his head away but he kept sucking. "Oh my God" I expressed as my breathing was becoming uneven. I tried turning on my stomach and succeeded but he continued eating me out and thrusting his fingers from the back. "Fuck You're so wet" he mumbled as I moaned into my pillow. I felt myself squirt some as he chuckled. "There you go" he said as my face was in the pillows and I felt him lift up my shirt beginning to kiss and lick on my back.

He kissed all the way down to my butt as I bit my lip looking back at him. He pulled his sweats down as he pushed himself in me and we both let out a satisfied moan. He pinned down my waist beginning to give back shots as I stretched my arms out in front of me beginning to grip the bed.

"Fuck" he let out as I tried to hold in my moan but couldn't. "Let it out baby girl" I heard Michael say as I placed my head in the pillow. I felt a smack on my butt "let it out" I heard Michael say again as I let out a loud ass moan from him hitting my spot. "Baby just like that" I moaned feeling him speed up his pace some causing me to whine.

I felt him ball up my shirt some giving me slow, powerful strokes. "Shit Micheal" I let out in a semi whisper. I sat up as my back was on his chest. He held onto my waist continuing to thrust. "Fuck" I winced as he thrusted and his hands traveled up my shirt beginning to squeeze my breasts.

I bit down on my lip smiling hard "I missed you so fucking much" he let out. "I missed you too baby" I quickly let out then leaned my head back onto his chest and let out a loud moan. "Fuck me like you miss me" I let out as he pulled out and I laid on my back.

He smashed his lips onto mine placing his arms under my legs then slid back in. I moaned in between our kiss but soon took my lips from his and rolled my eyes back. "Michael Just like that!" I let out feeling him kiss and suck on my neck. He did slow powerful pounds into me as I winced and moaned with each pound feeling my juices start to flow out onto him.

He sat up continuing to thrust as he kissed my feet then started sucking on my toes as he thrusted into me. He was about to start having me say some crazy shit in a minute. He started fucking balls deep as I loudly moan and pressed my hand against his lower ab. "Move your hand" He groaned as he soon pinned both my hands above me.

"Fuck I love you" he expressed before kissing my neck, he continued to pin my hands up as I arched my back off the bed feeling my chest touch his. "I love you too" I admitted as he let go of my hand then placed his lips on mine beginning to slowly but passionately kiss me. I wrapped my arms around his neck kissing back slowly feeling him do slow thrusts into me.

About twenty minutes later We soon finished as I just laid on his chest staring out into the darkness. "You still got that IUD in?" Michael asked "yeah we good" I said. "I want to go away" Michael simply admitted. "Where do you want to go?" I questioned. "I don't know somewhere warm" he said as I giggled. "Let's find a therapist first and then talk about possibly leaving for a couple of days" I said then started thinking.

"You know it's okay for men to go get therapy right?" I started off "and it's very much Okay for a black man to get therapy" I assured. "According to Lori I don't need it" Michael said in a chuckle. "Well you're going and I'm going to make sure you do" I simply said. "How about we make a deal" I started off as Micheal looked over at me. "You go to counseling, get better and I'll plan us a trip wherever you want to go" I said making him smile.

"Just us?" He asked making me smile "unless Steelo and Dani comes" I started off. "Nah just us" he corrected as we shared a small laugh. "Yeah but you have to get better, I don't want anything happening to my best friend" I said as we just faintly smiled at each other.  He placed his lips on mine as I slowly kissed back.