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Y/N

I was asleep on Michael's chest as I heard my phone start to ring. I reached over for it and silenced the call Before looking back at Micheal who was still asleep. I sat up off of him slowly before getting up quietly. I read the time on my phone reading 7:23 A.M. I decided to go out and get us some breakfast, there was a Waffle House down the block so I was just going to order from there. I quietly placed an order before going into the bathroom to get washed up.

I was in the shower thinking about last night with Michael and our relationship in general and I didn't know how to feel. Sometime's I felt as if I don't deserve him and it saddens my heart because I went through a lot with other relationships and this one is going how I always dreamed of a relationship and now that I have it I'm terrified. Not only that but This is my best friend and if something was to go down I'm afraid I would lose him forever.

I felt this way but I know for a fact I love him I just don't know what's stopping me from being all the way in. I'm not talking about cheating I'm just saying there's a part of me that has a guard up and I don't understand why. I say I love him and mean it but when I hear it from him its like I believe it but then there's that part that lets it go in one ear and out of the other.

Once I was finished with my shower and brushing my teeth I got dressed then placed my hair into a low quick ponytail due to it not looking nowhere near how it looked when it first got done due to Michael. I then walked out of the room quietly. I then started heading to the Waffle House and good thing they had our food ready to go once I stepped in. I paid for the food, tipped then went back to the hotel.

I was back within fifteen minutes so Micheal should still be sleep. Or at least I thought. I walked into the room seeing him sitting on the edge of the bed with his phone to his ear. I felt my phone vibrate as he finally looked up at me. "Good morning" I said with a smile. "Morning Where'd you go?" He asked. "I went to get us some breakfast" I said handing him his coffee. "Why didn't you say anything?" He asked taking the cup from me.

"Mike it was literally down the block you can see it from our room Besides you were sleep" I explained. "Yeah but you still should've said something, what if something would've happened to you?" He asked as I giggled. "Babe it's Atlanta, I went to school and lived out here for years I know around here like the back of my hand." I expressed taking his food out of the bag. "It doesn't matter you are who you are you can't just be out here walking around by yourself anymore" he said as I held out his food so he could take it.

"Y/N I'm serious, whether you want to believe it or not you are the daughter of a well known celebrity and since you've been in the blogs nonstop and trending you can't just be out here doing that" He explained. "So you think I need a security guard?" I questioned. "Or me to be with you, it's early anything could've happened to you" He said as I simply nodded. "Alright I'll let you know next time" I assured as he took his food. "Thank you" He thanked as I just nodded and went to get my food. He opened his to go box and chuckled. "Now you know I can't eat this" He brought up as I looked at him with my hand on my hip. "And why not?" I asked.

"I gotta stay in shape for this movie and you trying to fatten me up" he said in a chuckle. "Get thicker baby, I's likes that" I said making him laugh. "Mmm I bet you do" he said beginning to eat his food. "I like the extra weight on you" I admitted as he sat his food to the side and bringing me in between his legs.

"I'm liking this extra weight on you too" he said kissing my stomach as i smiled.

"Boy I need to get my ass back in the gym I've been slacking since graduation which was a year ago" I admitted as he chuckled continuing to eat his food. "I'm thinking about getting a personal trainer and No You're not training me" I immediately said hearing him laugh. "I didn't say anything" he admitted. "You didn't have too, you starting your day at 4 AM, 5 AM to work out is crazy." I brought up watching him chuckle.

He then looked up at me and smiled some "You enjoyed your birthday?" He questioned as I smiled from ear to ear. "A lot now I have to think of ways to top you for yours" I joked as he smiled. "But I really appreciate it" I assured before sitting next to him and laying my head on his shoulder continuing to eat my food. Once we were finished eating our food he started getting ready.

I got undressed leaving me in my bra and panties, standing in one of the mirrors that was in our room curling my hair. I seen Michael come out the bathroom behind me through the mirror with a towel around his torso. I looked at him watching him get ready as my eyes scanned his body and I started getting flash backs from last night. The way he had me mentally and physically last night was crazy and I've never felt like that with anyone before.  It was to the point last night I started crying while having sex and not because it hurt or anything but I really enjoyed that moment a lot and I just couldn't keep my tears in. Then the things we said to each other during it,  I meant every word that I said.

"What you thinking about in that pretty little head of yours?" I heard him ask placing a shirt on before coming over to me and wrapping his arms around my waist. "Nothing I'm just trying to curl my hair" I said with a small smile. "And where's my playlist?" I asked as he chuckled. "I started on it but it's not finished yet. The way I want to do it is going to take me some time" he admitted as I smiled. "Take your time, because I'm not done either" I said as he just sucked his teeth. "How do you make a date YOURSELF and didn't even meet the deadline?" He asked as I laughed.

"Not you mad" I said looking at him in the mirror "yeah because I wanted to hear "Love U 4 Life" by Jodeci on the playlist you made for me" he expressed making me laugh more. "You was going to hear "extra smooth" by Aaliyah that's what you were going to hear" I said looking back at him and he looked down at me "oh it's like that?" He asked as I giggled.

"Yeah, you thought because you have a six pack and you being Michael B. Jordan meant you can have me?" I asked. "Clearly I did something right" he said before kissing my cheek as I smiled feeling him kiss my neck. "You know that's going to be on your playlist right?" I asked as he chuckled in my neck. "Yeah without a doubt, I know how you think" he said before pulling away from me. "That's exactly why we didn't get together sooner" he said as I looked back at him. "I already know " he assured making me laugh some.

"Let's go I got to get to the gym where we're filming at" he said grabbing his phone, Wallet and room key. "Okay" I said finishing my last set of curls then combed it some.

I then went to get dressed in something different. Once I was dressed I tied my shoes up

and grabbed my bag placing everything I needed into my purse. I sprayed some miss Dior perfume onto my body then smacked Michael's butt on my way to the door. "Double cheeked up on this lovely Saturday morning" I said as he just sighed and walked out behind me.

"Alright loose booty bandit" he said as we shared a laugh. We got in the elevator as it was just us. I looked up at him and noticed he had something on his lashes. I stood in front of him "don't move" I warned. "Is it a bug?" He asked as I laughed "no" I started off taking the piece of fuzz off of his lash. "You're such a mom" He teased. "Shut up" I stated before the elevator dies opened and we went out to the lobby.

We walked out the building Getting into the SUV the chauffeur had ready. About twenty minutes with Atlanta traffic we made it to the gym they were filming at for Creed 2. We walked in as I seen Dani and Steelo. Dani immediately smiled. "How was your night?" She She's pulling me away as I smiled.

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It's been three hours and we were currently watching them film. I just looked at Michael and smiled watching him do his thing.

I was so proud of him, this was something he's been wanting since we were young and he's making it happen. I felt my phone vibrate as I looked down seeing more Birthday wishes. I then decided to make a post on my Instagram story. I found the post

Then posted it to my story seeing my sister texted me something. I clicked on her text seeing a link to TMZ as she sent more links to different other news outlets.

"Michael B. Jordan rumored to be dating Daughter of famous fashion designer Y/M/N Y/L/N. Y/N Y/L/N." TMZ headline said as I started reading the Peoples magazine headline.

"Are Y/N and Micheal B. Jordan finally Dating?" People magazine headline read.

"Michael B. Jordan and Childhood Best Friend Y/N Y/L/N stir up dating rumors after Lori Harvey's Instagram post." US Magazine stated in their headline as I quickly clicked on it beginning to read it.

"Micheal B. Jordan maybe finally taken off the market ladies but we're all completely fine with it because it maybe his childhood best friend. Lori Harvey. 25, ex girlfriend of Jordan, took to Instagram yesterday after a question a fan had asked her under a Q and A." I started reading.

"How do you feel about Y/N and Michael's relationship as best friends ?" The follower asked as Lori responded in her next Instagram story post that their relationship was "very strong". So then some started to speculate that maybe Y/N was the reason for why harvey and Jordan parted ways earlier this year  but Miss Harvey immediately trumped the rumors by making a video." I continued reading.

"There were things that I've done and said to Y/N that I shouldn't have done nor said that was part of the reason Michael and I have parted ways. As a woman I take responsibility for that but she wasn't the reason for us parting ways, Harvey started off in the video. "I'm actually grateful for their relationship because if it wasn't for how strong their relationship is Michael wouldn't be where he is nor as happy as he is. I'm like everyone else, If he was to date that's who I would want him to be with honestly. Lori Harvey expressed." I read and immediately was confused because I've never received an apology but she's on the internet as if she did? Something seemed off with the whole thing.

"Like Lori we all co-sign for this friendship to be more than just a friendship, fans of both Michael and Y/N took things to twitter after they found out Michael and Y/N could possibly be dating." I finished reading starting to see tweets.

"Allegedly dating" to youuuu. In my head they're married with a kid on the way😌" a woman tweeted as I simply laughed to myself.

a guy tweeted.

"I need Michael or Y/N to hurry up, slip up and post them sharing a kiss or something because Chile we hear about them possibly being together but we don't see it and we want to see it‼️‼️" Someone else tweeted.

It's crazy because when you see people doing this to other couples on the internet you look past it like it's nothing. but when it's you and someone they want to see you with it's like if we give it to them they ain't going to know how to act. I scrolled seeing another tweet the article posted.

I just simply pressed the sleep wake button on my phone and pinched the bridge of my nose. I knew that if we came out and said anything that people wouldn't know how to act, it was scary that people are this caught up in a relationship of a celebrity.