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Trigger Warning ⚠️-Dajah💕

Y/N

"Bae it's not what it seems like" I heard Jevon say behind me as I went to my apartment door beginning to unlock it. "I'm done. I don't want you in my life, I don't want shit to do with you" I admitted going through the door but felt him push me into the living room and close the front door behind him. "You done?" He asked "you treat me like shit and expect me to look out for you" I expressed. "And what you think you just going to leave like that?!" He questioned.

"Get out!" I yelled as he chuckled and looked around "and where the fuck you think you going?" He questioned. "Mind your business" I stated. "You are my business" he started off "where the fuck you going?!" He asked louder trying to grab me by my wrist but I moved. "Stop!" I shouted as He looked at me shocked then smirked.

"Come here" he said through his teeth as I moved away from him. "Leave before I call the cops" I threatened standing on one side of the couch as he stood on the other. "I ain't scared of no fucking cops." He expressed as I ran to go In my room and lock the door but he grabbed my arm forcefully. "Stop!" I shouted as he dragged me into the room. "Where you going?!" He questioned. "You ain't shit without me and you ain't ever going to be shit" he yelled in my face as I started to cry. "You think these men gonna put up with your ass?! These men don't want no educated bitch! They want a bitch to suck their dick" He shouted in my face as I spit in his face.

He looked at me with pure anger before smacking me in the face. I immediately fell onto the floor not even being abled to gather my thoughts quick enough before I started feeling him hover over me then grabbed my face forcefully. "Bitch you ain't shit, you will never be shit" he yelled. "You ain't going fucking no where" he yelled as I continued to cry. He nudged my face away before standing up straight "get undressed and get in the bed!" He shouted walking out the bedroom as I just cried to myself feeling my face sting badly.

I finally got up rubbing my tears away feeling my cheek burn. I went into my bathroom and started a shower. I closed my bathroom door and locked it behind me. I placed my hair up and took my clothes off continuing to cry. I then got in the shower beginning to wash my body. About thirty minutes later I got out the shower and changed into a night gown and placed lotion onto my body. I came out the bathroom and heard my phone ring. I went over to it seeing Michael trying to call me for the first time in forever. I just smiled getting ready to answer it but heard Jevon.

"Yeah she good, I had to deal with her" I heard him say as I quickly placed my phone down and got in the bed. "Yeah don't pay her no attention She was just being jealous imma bout to handle her ass in a minute" I heard him say as my back was towards him and I acted as if I was sleep. He then said goodbye to whoever he was talking too as I felt a tear roll down my cheek. "Bae I'm sorry" I heard him apologize as I ignored him. "I know you ain't fall asleep that fast" He tried to joke climbing into the bed. I then felt a hand go up my gown as I felt kisses on my neck.

"Jevon no" I cried. "Baby I'm sorry-" he started off as I cried "no you're not" I let out in between my tears. "Yes I am baby, I promise I won't do it again" he said as I shook my head and ignored Him. He continued to kiss my neck as I continued to cry. "Bring your stubborn ass here" he said. "Jevon no" I finally had the courage to say. "No?" He asked against my neck before he sat up some to look at me. "No?" He asked again as he left from off top of me as I continued to have my back towards him.

I then heard a gun click before I felt a piece of metal harshly pressed against the side of my forehead as I immediately started to bawl. "Say that shit again" he threatened as I just shook my head. "I-I'm sorry" I apologized through my cries. "Nah you hoes love when men act like this right?" He asked as I shook my head. I didn't like this at all I was honestly and truly terrified. "Right?" He asked pushing it up against my head harder as I broke down. "No" I cried.

He then placed it against his head as I continued to cry watching him trying to pull the trigger. "This is what you want right?!" He asked placing his forehead against mine with the gun still pointed to his head as I cried. "Jevon no" I cried as he pulled the trigger but nothing came out. He started to laugh as I continued crying. "Ass up now!" He said as I didn't move instead just continued to cry and look at the ceiling. He then placed the gun back to my head. "What did I just fucking say?" He questioned. "Jevon that's rape" I said through my tears.

"I'm your boyfriend that's not considered rape, you give me pleasure and I give you pleasure" he said as I shook my head "but I don't want it" I admitted. "I don't care what the fuck you want by the time I'm done you'll be satisfied" he simply said pulling my gown up as pulled it back down and he pulled the trigger causing me to jump and close my eyes. I noticed it gave off a clicking noise again because nothing was in that barrel.

Jevon just chuckled and threw his gun to side beginning to kiss my neck as I laid there and just stared at the ceiling.

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I immediately woke up from my dream and sat up quickly and out of breath looking around. "Y/N relax" I heard Michael say as he sat up and looked at me crazy while rubbing his eyes. "You're okay" he assured as I just looked around seeing us in our room. "It was just a bad dream, you're good" he added as he brought me into his chest and I wrapped an arm around him feeling him kiss my head.

I closed my eyes feeling a tear roll down my cheek. I just wanted to let go of certain things and I can't. I've done the therapy and still doing therapy why won't the nightmares stop?! When will this shit end?.

"You want to talk about it?" I heard Michael ask as I simply shook my head. "Just promise me something please?" I asked. "What?" He asked as I opened my eyes. "Please don't hurt me and don't ever let me go?" I asked. "Y/N, what the hell are you talking about?" He asked. "I'm not ever going to hurt you or let you go. You're too valuable for that" he said as I just closed my eyes and held onto him as he rubbed my back. "We've been tight since childhood I'm forever going to be right here with you" he expressed kissing my head as I faintly smiled.

Michael

Dani's water broke so right now we all were at Hospiten Montego Bay which was a hospital near us that Dani was taken too. We were all in the waiting room waiting on her as I noticed Y/N has been very quiet. I didn't know if she was quiet due to Dani giving birth or was she quiet due to our little conversation she had after she had a dream earlier this morning.

I just grabbed her hand as she looked as if she was in deep thought. I looked over at her as we shared a small smile. I didn't want her to feel as if because of things that has happened in the past with me distancing myself and being mad at her meant that I was going to eventually leave her one day or leave her alone mentally. That was the last thing I wanted her to feel and I wanted her to be sure that I wouldn't do that because I wouldn't and I'm not. I don't want her to have any doubts about me because that gives her room to create a narrative in her head.

We were at the hospital until about ten o clock at night and Dani finally gave birth. Y/N and I went into the room with flowers and balloons as we seen Dream laying on Steelo's chest. "Congratulations" I said going over to hug Dani and kiss her head. "Thank you" she thanked and smiled over at Y/N as Y/N just stood there with her hand over her mouth. "Bruh here she go" Steelo joked as we shared a laugh and Y/N started crying.

"I know" Dani said beginning to cry as Y/N went over to the bed to hug her. I went to go wash my hands and took Dream from Steelo. I held her and smiled at her as she sucked on her pacifier. "She is beautiful" I said looking over her. "Mike about to cry" Dani teased. "It's okay bruh we all cried" Steelo started off "because one thing Y/N's going to do is cry" Steelo added making us laugh. Y/N washed her hands then finally came over to us. "She looks like Dani" I admitted smiling down at her.  "I'm your uncle Mike" I introduced feeling my eyes water.

I admired her before kissing her head and passing her over to Y/N. "Can I keep her?" Y/N asked while holding her as I chuckled "no Y/N" Steelo said. "It's all fun and games until they sew your vagina back up after you push" Dani teased as

Y/N looked at Dani. "They What?" Y/N asked. "Pregnancy ain't no joke" Dani admitted. "They sewed your walls back up?" Y/N asked as we all immediately started to laugh. "Mama how much did you weigh?" She asked looking down at Dream. "I know you got your daddy big ass head but really?" Y/N asked as I chuckled.

"I can't wait until you go through pregnancy since you got jokes and shit" Steelo said to Y/N. "I can't wait til you go through pregnancy too sterling" Y/N said looking at Steelo. "Man hand my kid here" Steelo expressed making me laugh. "Tell yo daddy no, I'm with Auntie" Y/N said looking down at Dream as Dream started sneezing.

"Bless you mama" Y/N said as she sneezed once again "a third times a charm" Y/N brought up as Dream sneezed again and I smiled looking between Y/N and Dream. "Auntie is always going to be here for you baby" she said as Dream cracked a small smile while her eyes were closed. "I got a smile the rest of you are mid" Y/N teased as Dani let out a small laugh before shaking her head.

Steelo just got in the hospital bed with Dani as I just smiled at them before taking a picture of them. Y/N started tearing up a I looked at her and immediately wrapped an arm around her bringing her in as she smiled down at Dream. I then kissed her head and smiled down at both Dream and Y/N.

After about two hours Y/N and I headed back to the house as I unlocked the door and we walked in. Y/N got in the shower and came out the bathroom about twenty minutes later in night clothes and lotioned up. I just looked at her from the TV and smiled at her as she folded her clothes she had on prior to her shower. "Michael stop being a creep" Y/N said not looking over at me as I chuckled and she giggled. "Come here" i said as she just looked over at me. "What?" She questioned.

"Just come here" I said as she playfully rolled her eyes before coming over to me. She climbed on my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck as we shared a smile. "What?" She asked looking at me. "You know I love you right?" I asked as she looked at me and smiled. "Yeah, I love you too" she answered. "And you know I'll never leave you right?" I asked as she sat up straight some to look at me. "Yeah" she started off "Michael what's wrong?" She asked. "Nothing I heard you earlier this morning and I just wanted to let you know I don't want to make you feel as if I'm going to leave you one day." I started off as she faintly smiled. "I know I was ju-" she started off. "You know I'm always here right?" I asked as she grabbed my hand and interlocked our fingers. "Yeah because where else would Michael B Jordan be at?" She asked jokingly as we shared a small laugh.

"I'm serious Munchie" I said as She laughed "are you talking about when I was in college?" She asked as I chuckled "yeah I don't want what happened between us to make you feel like I'm going to leave you mentally or physically or that you can't talk to me" I expressed as she just smiled. "Michael I know you're always here just like I'm always here . What happened back in college is what happened we were both mad at each other due to us liking each other and we talked here and there but we knew that if something was to truly go down we'd be on the first flight to get to the next person" she explained. "I love you too much to take what happened when I was in college and use that against You verses all the years you've been always there for me" she explained making me smile.

"This is why you're my best friend of decades" I admitted making her laugh. "Bye two decades and some years" she added as We shared a hug and I felt her kiss my cheek as we stayed in our hug. "We God parents now" she squealed excitedly as I chuckled. We pulled out of our hug as I kissed her lips.