With the dragon inside of me being trapped within the dark magic inside my soul, I closed my eyes and sat down, concentrating until I managed to come back to my body. When I woke up I was covered in some kind of gross slime, still sitting in my grandma's lap.
âWhat the⦠Grama, what is this?â
She laughed, rubbing her hand down my arm and shaking some of it off. âDragons can produce mucus on any part of their body, it helps regulate heat, among other things. Depending on the dragon, it might also be flammable.â
âGrossâ¦â I groaned. âAnd⦠A little scaryâ¦â
âSo, was I right? Did it hurt?â
I sighed, thinking about it for a moment before letting out another sigh, this time with a smile. âSo much pain.â
âOh?â She furrowed her brow, slightly concerned and slightly confused.
âYes, it hurts⦠Emotionally⦠So you owe me ice cream.â
She slowly smiled as she picked me up and set me down on my feet. âMaybe after a bath though⦠The mucus coming out of you has a certain uh⦠Smell⦠And Iâm sure you donât want the boys to see you like this.â
I thought back to all the awkwardness I had just gone through, not just with Agis, but even before that with Zu and Finlo. âI think Iâd rather just stay away from boys altogether for a whileâ¦â
She laughed again. âCome on now, how am I supposed to have great-grandkids with an attitude like that?â
I tried to read her face, but I couldnât tell if she was joking or not. Although, I was leaning towards the not for sure.
My mom had already more or less desensitized me to bathing with other people, so it wasnât so bad to have her help me like she said, although to be fair she didnât make me nearly as insecure or embarrassed as my mom did⦠She didnât talk about my body at all, not even my scars. It made me feel⦠Normalâ¦
âThere you go. All that slime is gone and your skin is all sparkly now, another side effect of the dragon mucus I bet. Youâre practically glowing.â
âNot worth itâ¦â I groaned, sinking down into the hot water.
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âSo, did you win?â
âOh, the dragon? Yeah, I beat it up and broke its wings, trapping it in the corner till I figured out what to do with it. He torched most of my soul though, so I gotta figure out how to fix that.â âI take it back⦠Nothing about this is normalâ¦â
She grabbed a large bottle of alcohol and took a swig. âNot bad, not bad. As time goes on its soul will take a more solid shape, and eventually, you will be able to speak and reason with it. When the time comes for that Iâll help you again.â
âRight⦠What did you do though?â
She took another swig, enjoying herself maybe a bit too much. âSo basically I have a partial animal soul, and the soul of animals interacts with that of dragons, that allowed me to bridge you two together so that you could meet on the same plane. Or⦠I donât know, I think itâs something like that.â
âWait⦠So in this situation⦠Grama IS the big bad wolf?â I mutter out loud.
She just laughed again, rubbing my head. âNot a bad name, I think Iâll use it for a while.â She said cheerfully, taking yet another deep drink. âAhh⦠Here, you earned some too. Just one drink though.â
I timidly accepted the bottle. It smelled sweet and creamy. âWhen was the last time I actually had a drink? Not in this life for sure⦠It should be fine right?â I tipped it back⦠But it was empty, only a sliver of the sweet and fiery liquor dripping onto my tongue and leaving me admittedly a little disappointed. âItâs emptyâ¦â
âWhat? Already⦠I just started that one?â
âYup⦠And finished it tooâ¦â
â¦
After we got out I put on my pajamas while she helped me wash my dress and when all was said and done she got out more alcohol and we sat outside watching the fountain at the front of the house cycle water. She ended up changing her mind about giving me a drink though⦠So I ended up getting milk⦠I was a bit annoyed, but she thought it was hilariousâ¦
Three bottles in and she finally stopped, holding the bottle half empty in one hand as she leaned forward onto one of her knees. âSo⦠Youâre mom⦠Is she⦠Doing ok?â
âMom?â âWhat do you mean?â
âWhen you think of her⦠Does she have a smile on her face? Does she still laugh?â She set the bottle down between us and nodded toward it, gesturing for me to have a drink.
It felt a bit awkward since I had to hold it with both hands, but I still went for it. It tasted as sweet as it smelled, and the fiery kick made me all tingly, wiping away all the pent-up tension from how embarrassed I kept feeling.
She leaned in close. âDonât tell your grandfather I let you do this.â She whispered.
âDeal,â I smirked, taking another sip before putting it back down. âThatâs probably enough⦠I donât actually know how much this body can take.â âSo Mara huhâ¦â I paused. For a long time. She was cold and harsh, trying her best not to show any emotion, much less happiness. The past few months though completely changed that, and it was hard to even reconcile the two. âHonestly⦠When I think of herâ¦â
My grama leaned in closer.
âSheâs like a bubbly little girl⦠Itâs kinda⦠Weirdâ¦â
Once again confusion crossed her face, this time mixed with an awkward smile as she waited for me to explain.
âSheâs always teasing me about things, and sheâs way too clingy. The last time we slept in the same bed she practically squished me. She knows I donât like bathing with other people⦠But she always barges in just because she thinks I look cute when Iâm embarrassed and wants to tease me moreâ¦â
Her smile grew bigger until she leaned back and let her body fully relax, sinking into her chair. âThat so⦠I guess I donât have to worry about her anymore then.â
I looked down at my hands and compared them to hers, reminding myself how small I was. âItâs crazy to think that my birth caused her trouble tooâ¦â I stopped myself before I went down the rabbit hole and leaned my head back to stare up at the sky. My back started to tingle again and for a while, it was like I was longing to fly. I was never all that fond of heights so⦠It was safe to say it wasnât my desire I was feeling. But the memory of feeling the wind under my wings still faintly lingered and when I closed my eyes I could fully imagine it. âI canât help but wonder what itâs really like.â