Despite the castle being almost completely leveled the guards all busted out the booze and celebrated that the land was still under our control, and aside from that they all praised Lu for slaying the Kraken. I was happy for her⦠And she did kill it⦠But it was hard to be around that for too long. The strangers, the party over a narrow victory⦠The people we had to kill to achieve that win⦠Donât get me wrong, the fact my sister got all the credit bothered me too, but that wasnât her fault⦠I still felt a bit of jealousy, but that only made me more annoyed, knowing full well I would have hated the attention anyway.
I headed back to the bunks early⦠I guess a bright side of suffering over half the garrison in casualties was that I got my own room⦠But that being the reason made it feel lonely⦠If not a little haunted and not just by the soldiers either, but by the bandits too. âMy actions tonight saved hundreds of soldiers' lives⦠But also took dozens of strangers' lives⦠both in numbers and in quality of those lives I came out significantly ahead of the alternative of me doing nothing, so why is it so hard to reconcile the twoâ¦â I sat on my bed, slowly lying down and staring up at the ceiling. âMaybe itâs selfish of me to think anyone dying is my fault⦠I mean, I didnât even get credit for killing the Krakenâ¦â I sighed, rolling onto my side and closing my eyes, letting my body sink into the mattress and finally rest. My stomach still felt twisted, but it was surprisingly easy to fall asleep.
I didnât have any nightmares. I didnât even have any dreams, I just closed my eyes and opened them again, ready to hit the road. We got everything loaded up in the carriage and just before we headed out the commander paid us a visit one last time⦠Looking for meâ¦
Hearing that made me nervous, especially since my brother was busy at the time. For all I knew he was going to challenge me to a duel or something to regain his honor.
When I saw him though hostility was the last thing that I sensed in him, although he did still carry himself with pride. â150 men⦠They had to retreat, which is a shame worse than death⦠But⦠None of them died.â He folded his arms and stared at me silently.
âAnd we even kept the castle.â I looked past him to the single still-standing tower that I shot from, the only intact part of the outer wall, and couldnât help but smile.
âWell⦠More or lessâ¦â âNo casualties after I got here huhâ¦â
He took a deep breath, rising in his chest and coming out as a puff of thick fog in the cold morning air as the sun rose over the bay. âI hope you understand why I canât solute or applaud what you did here little tactician⦠Butâ¦â He let out a low growl. âYou have my thanksâ¦â
He said he couldnât salute me, but he and the rest of the men there, some drunk or hungover, all awake at the crack of dawn, each one bowed in perfect unison.
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âThatâs somehow worse than a soluteâ¦â I slowly forced myself to swallow, unsure of how I was supposed to react, suddenly struggling just to look at them. âI-it wasnât anything special. It wasnât really a complicated plan even though it was just a simple-â
I suddenly felt his hand on my shoulder making my whole body stiffen too much to continue speaking, letting out an embarrassing squeak that shattered my words and made him slowly step back.
âIt is because it was simple that it was great.â He cleared his throat. âNow off with you then. You donât want to be late for school.â
âSomehow that sentence feels really out of place hereâ¦â Everyone raised their heads and we set off. âWe're in the home stretch nowâ¦â
As the carriage started to move I grabbed on and entered through the door to find only my brother sitting inside by himself. âWhereâs Lu?â
âShe isnât allowed inside the carriage the rest of the way as punishment for being too reckless.â
âThat seems a little unfair⦠And⦠Honestly, since it was her, I donât think it was that recklessâ¦â
He lay down across the seat and folded his hands behind his head. âYouâre saying that it wasnât dangerous for her to jump from a height of well over 30 feet down towards an undead kraken? Oh, the Kraken was on fire too. But all that is just ok because it was her so there was no chance she would get hurt?â
âWell⦠If you say it like thatâ¦â âYes?â I said hesitantly.
He sighed. âMaybe I just used it as an excuse to get some peace and quiet in the carriage for once.â
âYeah, that sounds more like you.â
âDoesnât it? Really a genius strategy if I do say so myself. I get her to think about her recklessness, and in doing so make you feel bad sheâs getting punished. You will then also leave the carriage to be with her and Iâll have it all to myself. If nothing else I get a good nap out of it.â
âWhere was this big brain of yours when we were trying to kill the Krakenâ¦â âYouâre either going to be the best dad ever⦠Or you're going to raise a bunch of little devilsâ¦â
He yawned. âIf my future kids end up being little devils Iâll just trick them into being good people.â
âRightâ¦â I shook my head, grabbed a couple of thick blankets, and opened the carriage door, hopping out. Everyone was still tired, so the pace was slow enough to comfortably walk, making it easy for me to run over and give Lu a hug.
âWhat are you doingâ¦â She groaned, trying to stay serious, but softening up pretty quickly. âYou're making it hard to walkâ¦â
âCome on, let's go lay down on the roof, walking is stupid.â
She groaned again. âIâm not allowed to use the carriage. Iâm trying to think of a better way to have killed the Kraken without putting myself in as much dangerâ¦â
âSeriously⦠Like the perfect childâ¦â I let go, tugging on her wrist. âOh come on, what were his exact words?â
âHe said Iâm not allowed to ride inside the carriage untilââ
âSee!â I jumped a bit with my next step, turning and tugging on her wrist more, guiding her towards the carriage. âYou're not allowed INSIDE the carriage, so riding on top of it is totally fine.â
âIâm starting to see why mom got so frustrated with youâ¦â
My mischievous grin instantly fell flat. âThatâs totally unrelatedâ¦â
She rolled her eyes, letting out another sigh. âFine.â She said, finally caving. I ran over and climbed up first, laying the blankets down over the hardwood roof and taking off my tight boots to let my legs breathe, stretching out like a starfish
âAhh⦠It feels good to relax again.â