âNow that your body is prepared. Your mind can follow. From now until you step on the stage I want you to pay attention to your breath, every time you blink or close your eyes, imagine yourself getting hit, becoming impenetrable. The blows bouncing off of you. You are a stone fortress, impervious to fire, ice, and even metal chains striking you.â
Considering A metal sword had once literally bounced off me, it wasnât hard to imagine. Imagining myself getting hit though⦠That was something else entirely. When I thought about all the blows I had taken I felt a heat start to rise from my stomach until my whole body began to burn with a strange heat that didnât even bring a sweat.
âGood, now remember, no matter what they throw at you, you are invincible. It doesn't matter if they set you on fire, or if they shoot you with a crossbow. The fire will never burn as hot as your soul, and the arrow will never pierce deep enough to reach your heart. You are prepared for war, your body is steel and your will is absolute.â
âI wonder if this is what she tells herself to⦠Iâd die of embarrassment if someone heard me say thatâ¦â I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, accidentally slowing down time itself as I felt my heart beating. I could sense everything. The birds outside, the dust shifting in the wind around the tint. My breath heated until it turned to steam in the air around me, and my soul⦠I wasnât heating up because the dragon was scorching me, but because my will aligned with that of the dragon⦠A weird connection between stubbornness not backing down, and our shared hatred for pain.
As I waited time suddenly began to pass by faster than normal as if I had sped it up in anticipation. In mere seconds Lily had exited and was now reentering the tint. âIt's time. You're up next.â
I stood up, exhaling slowly. Steam came out of my mouth like a cloud. My mind was completely empty as if I was letting the crazy amalgamation of my soul take over my body and lead me out onto the stage, slowly walking behind Lily.
âThe first event is called the wall. You must strike a stone wall until it breaks, the number of strikes it takes doesn't matter, but if you slow down or pause, or if you whence in pain or shake out your fist you will lose points.â We made it to the stage. âYou're up.â
âThis whole time we've been walking I havenât breathed onceâ¦â I started to let out another deep breath, but it felt so hot I almost thought it was fire, and quickly snapped myself out of the trance. âOk, just break a wall and look tough, easy.â My chest rose with each rapid breath as I came back to myself fully, feeling my whole body start to tingle as though it had been sleeping.
âI canât just knock it down with one hit or the discrepancy in my strength between events will look suspicious⦠So Iâll have to stick with something sustainable, a balance between my natural manna regeneration and expenditure. A baseline of strength.â
I walked onto the stage and the judge pointed to the wall, I could hear the crowd cheering for the last girl, but they had fallen dead silent when I appeared, or maybe I was just so focused that I blocked them out entirely.
Everything faded out around me as I looked down at my palms before slowly making fists. It felt all too natural, it felt strong.
âYou may begin when ready.â
âRightâ¦â I moved a step closer and widened my stance. âNot too much strength, and just enough durability to make sure I donât break anything, maybe just a tad more to make sure I donât kill my hands either.â
I inhaled, braced my core, and threw my fist into the brick wall. It hurt, but not enough to make me flinch, just enough to leave a scrape and send a chunk of stone chipping off and fracturing. âItâs not all one solid thing? Itâs cracking like a car windshieldâ¦â
I hit it again, this time with my left hand, leaving another dent. I continued on, hitting the wall over and over as the heat rose from within my core. âDonât shake, donât unclench your fists⦠Donât hesitate between blows. Never let up. If I just keep going like this then Iâll come in first!â
My hands started to heat up as well. I felt blood dripping down my knuckles and flowing onto the ground but I didn't slow down. âMore⦠I canât lose. I canât fail even onceâ¦â
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Blood flew back onto the stage and splattered the wall. As my momentum started to whip it off my bloody hands. âDon't slow down. Keep fightingâ¦â As the wall began to give my numbed hands began to feel as though I were punching through undead again, and my whole body went numb.
âI canât fail even once orâ¦â With one final blow the back of the wall exploded outward, the heavily cracked fragments all flying out like shrapnel. âOr Iâll die? But Iâm literally fighting a wall⦠Why would I die?â
Before I knew it the wall crumbled in front of me⦠After a moment of hesitation, the judge directed me off the stageâ¦
I couldnât say about how it was during the event⦠But as for after, the crowd was silent again. âI was right⦠This is nothing like how competing is supposed to feel⦠I feel sickâ¦â
As I passed the girl next in line a part of me wanted to awkwardly wish her luck⦠But her face was painted with abject terror⦠So I decided it would be best to just keep walkingâ¦
Lilly took me back to the tint and bandaged my hands, I bled through the bandages and she rewraped them with some medicine. And as soon as she finished I started using magic to close the wounds. âThe skin broke, and I actually clawed away at my palms too, but the bones, tendons, and muscles are all still perfectly healthy. I was just careless with my reinforcement magic⦠No⦠Itâs more like I wasnât focused on anything.
âYou did goodâ¦â
I stared at the ceiling, ignoring the pain. I blocked it out entirely to the point that the only pain I felt was that of undead gnawing at my skin... âWhat's next?â
âThe next event is called the shield. In this instance, they are going to load a small catapult with several small rocks and barrage you with them. You lose points if you are taken off your feet, or if anything but your feet touches the ground, and also, if you try to dodge any of the stones.â
âIf one comes to my face, can I block it?â
âYes, as long as you don't turtle. You have to stand tall. Also, moving your feet docks you points.â
âAnd if I doge without moving my feet?â
âYou lose points.â
I sighed⦠âHow long till I'm upâ¦â âNo matter how showy I am, I doubt Kai will count it if I'm quite halfway through.â
âI would give you probably around 20 minutes. Focus your mind again, if your hands hurt, ignore it, they aren't seriously damaged. The skin is broken, but your bones are fine.â
âIf Airsidh was back here⦠I wonder⦠What joke would he make now? No⦠Heâd probably just tell me not to get into the habit of zoning out like thatâ¦â A faint smile crossed my lips as time accelerated again.
âSiya you're up.â
âTime for round two⦠I said Iâd compete⦠But Iâll do it my wayâ¦â I felt a slight bellowing in my chest like the rumble of a dragon's roar, as if it was agreeing with me.
Walking onto the platform, I faced the catapults. With a downward signal of the judge's arm, the catapults began launching. Rocks were thrown like tiny knives and for a moment it was as if I had been transported through time. How many times had my father thrown things at me, knives⦠Or other things to âtestâ me? And when I finally threw one back he took it to the chest on purposeâ¦
My mind jumped back to the present where time had stopped dead in its tracks, my father's words echoing through my mind. âTake it like a man.â My dull annoyance with how stupid that comment sounded was just as strong as it was when he first said it. âHow about I move like a girl insteadâ¦â
I knew it was against the rules to dodge, but that just made my soul burn stronger, wanting to prove a point. I let time slowly begin to move forward again, carefully and elegantly weaving my body between each rock without so much as lifting a foot from the ground. The judge lowered his arm again and a particularly large boulder suddenly came flying right at me. I couldnât dodge it⦠Not without moving my feet. But if I blocked it the chance of its weight forcing me back wasnât zero either⦠Suddenly it felt like a real battle, and in the face of danger I recalled my mothers words from training.
âYouâre too slow to dodge⦠And to weak to block⦠So you have to learn to pary.â
As the boulder flew right on track to hit my whole body at once I braced myself, squatting down and lowering my hips. Right when it struck me I wrapped my arms under its weight and extended my whole body, heaving the boulder and rolling it over my shoulder, somehow keeping my balance due to my freaky new dragon senses.
The judge signaled me off the stage and Lilly followed me back to the tent as everyone around me cheered and screamed⦠Although, I was pretty sure I got 0 points in the end anywayâ¦
âHow is your body, are you feeling alright?â she asked âHow many fingers am I holding up?â she raised three fingers in front of me, moving them back and forth in front of my eyes.
âThree.â
âOk good, and you feel fine?â
âThere's a pit in my stomach⦠but I'm not hungry. I can feel my blood pumping through my veins like fire⦠But I feel coldâ¦â Adrenaline shot through my entire body and I didn't feel any of the pain. My hands began to feel dull and stiff, but I could still move them well enough.
After that was an event where they lay massive weights over my chest until I struggled to breathe⦠in my case, I reached the maximum score⦠By just not breathing at all.
Then they tested how long we could sit in an ice bath without shaking⦠A particular specialty of mine at which I also won.
After that, we walked across burning coals, and after that, we showed off our flexibility, nothing crazy.
âNext is the bloody chain. Basically, you just try not to move while the judge hits you with a chain for two minutes straight.â
âHow do we go from an ice bath to getting whipped with a chainâ¦â I groaned. âDodging will be a lot harder this timeâ¦â
âYou lose points for flinching, blocking, or dodging.â
âSo then⦠they really intend to make abuse into a sportâ¦â âAnd what If I grab the chain and strangle him with itâ¦â
Her face fell flat as she hesitated to respond. âUhm⦠Is it ok if I say I donât know?â
I sighed. âYeah⦠Itâs fineâ¦â âIâm sure it would just doc you points, like everything elseâ¦â