The night was old and the sun was new, slowly rising over cliffs in the east. I couldnât say why⦠Maybe on principal⦠But I couldnât bring myself to attack my own sister during the night⦠I wasnât sure if I could do it during the morning either... In the end, I didnât get any sleep at all. I wasnât sure how it would end, but we had already decided the order we would drop out in.
I walked up to the gate of the Golden Bear alone, prepared to break it down⦠But it opened for me, closing behind me as I walked inside.
âShe gathered this many people together?â There were dozens of men and women wearing matching clothes and diligently watching, sharpening weapons, polishing blades, or even just warming up their shooting.
âSiyasavideâ¦â
I turned to see a familiar face, probably the last one I expected. âYamariaâ¦â I said back.
âFollow me.â She said slowly, gesturing towards the keep. When we reached the top there was my sister, sitting down on the floor at a low table, her sword lying next to her.
âHey sis⦠Itâs been a whileâ¦â
I awkwardly sat down. âItâs literally only been a weekâ¦â
Her composure suddenly flinched as her cheeks turned slightly red. âI-I guess it just feels like it then⦠So, have you come to ask for my help?â
I felt my brows push together. âNot exactlyâ¦â
âSurely you werenât defeated, and coming here to say goodbye.â
âNoâ¦â
She leaned forward, her demeanor finally returning to that which I remembered. âAirsidh isnât bullying you is he!â
I chuckled nervously. âNope⦠Thatâs not it eitherâ¦â
She relaxed again. âSo⦠Why are you here?â
I sighed. âWell⦠You see⦠The thing is⦠Between You, and me⦠Weâre basically the only two guilds leftâ¦â
Goosebumps suddenly appeared on her arms. âAlready? W-wow⦠I mean, I only took out 8 or so yesterday, but now all of them are gone? And I guess we have to fight nowâ¦â She slowly stood up, picking up her sword and latching it to her back.
âNoâ¦â I muttered⦠âAlthough I am scared about how youâll reactâ¦â âSisters donât fight remember? Especially not with dirty tricks⦠Or bent rules⦠And certainly not by getting other family members involvedâ¦â
She started moving slower with my every word. âOk⦠But we settled that back then, right? Itâs still fine to spar, so letâs have a spar. The winner takes all. Your guild is pretty small so this will make things more interesting anyway.â
âI came to tell you Iâm surrenderingâ¦â Every muscle in her body froze still. I had to blink to make sure time was still moving forward. âIâm not going to fight you⦠I wouldnât be able to fight like I mean it anyway⦠So this is betterâ¦â
Her sword hand started to shake as though she were about to draw before she suddenly tensed every muscle in her body. âIDIOT!â She shouted. âWHAT GOOD WILL IT DO ME TO WIN IF ITâS ONLY BECAUSE YOU GAVE UP!â
The deep sorrow inside of me only worsened until I couldnât move a muscle. âI wouldnât be able to beat you⦠Even if we did fight⦠And I donât want to hurt youâ¦â
âOR MAYBE YOU JUST DONâT WANT TO GET HURT!â She screamed again, flipping over the table and throwing it into a nearby wall before finally calming down some. âWhy not⦠Why do you still think you couldnât beat me⦠You have beforeâ¦â
My eyes stayed glued to her feet. âThere are two reasons mainly⦠First is that I donât want to hurt you⦠Iâm terrified of it⦠Somehow I have full faith youâd never get hurt on a battlefield and it still scares me⦠So thereâs no way I could ever go all out against you from the startâ¦â
She slowed her breath, gritting her teeth as she forced herself to sit back down. âAnd the second reasonâ¦â She growled.
âI can only fight at my absolute best if I feel as though I will die if I lose⦠And youâre the only person I know wonât kill meâ¦â
âSo what if I tried to kill you thenâ¦â
I felt chills cover my entire body, tears welling up in my eyes as they widened. âThatâs⦠Thatâs not funnyâ¦â
âWhat if I said I was always supposed to be the executioner⦠Would you fight me then?â
I felt my head start to ache as my eyes began to burn and turn not just orange but bright red, my words somehow staying calm. âYouâre lyingâ¦â
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âDidnât mom always tell us lying was bad?â
I almost choked trying to get my next words out, not even sure what I was trying to say. âIt doesnât make any sense⦠Does it? No⦠Could she? But then why⦠Noâ¦â âThat still⦠Doesnât fix the first problemâ¦â I muttered, my voice starting to shake as my longing deepened to fly away, soaring through the sky.
âWhy would you be afraid of hurting someone thatâs trying to kill you⦠No one is that stupid. Especially not you.â
âDonât say thatâ¦â
âFight me⦠Thatâs the only way this should end. This isnât training anymore, and I wonât let you disgrace yourself by surrendering when you should be the champion! I donât care if I get hurt! Iâll heal eventually anyway!â
âDonât you mean disgrace the familyâ¦â I muttered slowly standing up. âHer own words betray her⦠All sheâs doing is talking about me⦠Doesnât she know?â
I had thought about fighting her for a moment in rage, but the rage almost instantly vanished. My memory was perfect, and no matter what she said, every time I thought back to the night in the rain, with me holding a blade just inches away from slitting her throat⦠I only had one thought⦠I canât kill this girl⦠I canât hurt my sister⦠My only sisterâ¦
I calmly stood up and unfastened my metal arm guard hearing it thunk as it hit the wooden floor underneath us, then I took my sword off my back and it did the same, hitting the ground even heavier. Finally, I removed my leather jacket, revealing every scar on my body not covered by my chest wrap. âThis is what it looks like when someone gets hurtâ¦â I raised my arms out to the side, finally raising my eyes and staring directly into hers. âAnd I wonât do this to youâ¦â
She grabbed her sword again and in rage swung it in full force right at my shoulder, as my red eyes refused to blink, no matter how scared I was of the pain, but her strike never connected. She cut her swing short and dropped it, still shaking as she started to cry.
I wasnât sure if she would let me or not, but I quickly gave her a hug and sure enough she didnât push me away, crying onto my shoulder and holding on tightly to my chest wrap as if desperately trying to find something to hold onto. All I could do was gently stroke her hair. âMaybe I am the older sister after allâ¦â
My body suddenly stiffened. âBut⦠What kind of example am I setting undressing in front of everyone like this?â I shuddered. âUh⦠Lu⦠Donât pull too hard ok? Or it might come undoneâ¦â
She groaned, her tears already slowing to a stop. âSo you wonât fight me, but you wonât comfort me either? Some sister you areâ¦â
I loosened my grip on her, suddenly afraid of backing away to grab my jacket. âThatâs really not fair⦠And werenât you just saying you would try to kill me?â
She tugged on it slightly harder, making me stay glued to her. âThat was all hypothetical⦠I really wasnât lying, I was just asking questions, you canât lie if itâs a question.â
âLu⦠If You expose me in front of all of these people Iâll kill youâ¦â
Her voice suddenly became almost playful. âOh, so all I have to do is pull this off and Youâll fight me?â
I froze, biting my tongue. âFairy dust⦠She⦠Wouldnât actually would she? But she does seem really upset⦠And a little unhinged⦠And also seems to lack the most common sense. She might not even think itâs a big dealâ¦â âYouâre joking, right? You⦠wouldnât really do thatâ¦â
She tugged harder, giving me a feeling of electricity shooting through me. âBut what if I did? Serves you right for surrendering.â
âO-oh that⦠I thought we got over that alreadyâ¦â
She looked down at me and her wry smile instantly changed before she let me go. âIf you were that worried about it you should have just fought back⦠I left myself wide open, you could have at least broken my grip if you were really so worriedâ¦â
âIs that true?â I paused again after putting my armor back on. âYou might be right about that⦠Then again⦠If I did try that, the chances are things end up much worse out of accident If nothing else⦠Trusting you was the safer optionâ¦â
She growled as if I had somehow insulted her. âArnât you going to ask about all that stuff I saidâ¦â
âWhy would I? You were just asking a question.â I smiled back, making her turn away this time.
âWell yeah butâ¦â
âLike I said, you were lying. And I forgive you, but like you said, Mom taught us that lying is bad. It really doesnât suit you either, Iâm supposed to be the trouble child, and you're like a perfect little fairy, so just keep being you⦠Maybe⦠With a little more anger management though.â
She took a slow deep breath. âGet out of my castleâ¦â
I looked back to see her smiling as I finished fastening my armor and turned to leave. âThat was a rollercoaster⦠Time to head back and take down our flags I guess.â
The gates opened up and everyone around me cheered, loudly singing my praises, but giving me space at the same time like I was some kind of revered deity⦠âWhatâs going onâ¦â
Bear simply uncrossed his arms, pointing back at the keep before crossing them again. When I stepped away from the walls and turned back I could see that our flag was raised instead of hers⦠âMo, you didnâtââ
âWasnât me. Youâre the leader, no one would dare act without your order.â
âSo it was her thenâ¦â
âI WONâT LET YOU BEAT ME SO EASILY SIYA!â Lu shouted. And I couldnât help but wonder if she knew how stupid she sounded. It was enough to finally make me laugh, chasing away the sorrow I felt and finally making my eyes change back to white.
The final rankings were as follows.
1: Undead Kracken.
2: Golden Bear.
3: Kodokan.
4: Mafia.
5: Dragons Tallon.
The dragons Tallon performed admirably⦠But by the end of it, most of their members couldnât even lift a weapon⦠So when I ordered them to surrender, they decided to go first and give the Mafia a higher place. Of course, my brother took third, deciding to stay out of any fight between us sisters, and you already know how that turned out.
âAll in all⦠Not bad.â I said calmly, staring at the board in the grand hall.
âNot bad at allâ¦â Mo said, mimicking me and folding her arms with a rare smile of her own.
âYeah⦠But we probably just pissed off even more people didnât we?â Isy whined timidly.
Bearâs heavy footsteps landed right behind me as he placed a hand on my head. âGood job Little Lizard⦠I guess maybe I should call you something else now. Baby dragon maybe? No⦠What is it people call you? Spitfire dragon? Yeah⦠Thatâs not bad.â
I furrowed my brow and puffed out my cheeks as I turned up to him, staring in silence, hoping he would catch on.
âEnraged chipmunk?â
Mo snickered.
âHas a nice ring to it donât you think?â
I whined. âPlease donât change it⦠I like the name you gave me⦠Just keep calling me thatâ¦â
His neck moved back slightly, his mouth opening before he suddenly turned his head to the side. âRight⦠Ok then, I wonâtâ¦â
I took a large step back, to calmly make some distance between us. âShould we get going?â
They all nodded and off we went. It was a long time coming, but finally, we were ready to start our actual school life. Over the next few days, we moved from the temporary housing to the main two towers which housed the faculty and staff, as well as everything we would ever need, including indoor riding facilities and large enough fields to conduct a mock battle with over 500 people. Instead of relying on our family's money, we were each given an allowance by the school, uniforms, and a small room with a stove and running water. If I was being honest though, the thing I was most excited about was the working lock on the doors, most notably the bathroom door⦠If for no other reason than peace of mind. After a while, we found out that the rogues practically made all the first-year girls afraid of using the bathroom, which resulted in Isy not being the only one to have problems⦠Thankfully that wasnât something anyone had to deal with anymore.
âWhen I become king⦠The list of things I have to change is getting pretty longâ¦â I sighed, opening the window on the first day of class, getting ready an hour early because of my nerves. âIn this place the only thing that matters is strength⦠So rather than education, my goal here is to become stronger than my teacher, thatâs the next step.â