After I somehow managed to get a hold of myself I walked back out of the tint and sat down across from Kal and ate half the fish he caught just as promised, neither one of us daring to say a word for a long time. âIt almost seems like heâs more embarrassed than me⦠Iâm kinda proud myself, but⦠I donât know how I feel about this⦠Well, If it bothered me so much I had a dream about it I should settle this first.â âYou said my legs were burned all the way up above my kneesâ¦â
He looked over at me but didnât say a word.
âA-and⦠You know about the stab wound on my stomachâ¦â
Again he waited, staring at me patiently.
His eyes and lack of response somehow started to make me feel shy, though ultimately it was impossible not to⦠Talking about my body. âYou arenât the one that changed my clothes, are you? Or⦠The one treated said burnsâ¦â
He sighed, looking back towards the campfire. âOf course not, that would be ridiculous. Youâre friend Isy helped change your clothes with one of the female knights, and they applied the ointment to your burns. They then reported to me on the state your body was in. I have an official rank of a guild leader within the military, so Iâm highest in command here.â
âOh⦠Well, thatâs goodâ¦â
âThatâs not whatâs been keeping you up is it? If it is then Iâm sorry. I should have explained things more thoroughly.â
I let out a heavy breath of air, stretching my legs out and tilting my head up to the stars. âNo⦠Not directly anyway. Letâs just say⦠I had a dream⦠Where things happened⦠And⦠Then I couldnât sleep.â
âAh. A nightmare. Makes sense, after fighting that demon.â
âHaha⦠Not exactlyâ¦â
âOh then, was it the kind of dream that makes you sad, because you know the things in it will never happen?â
âHm⦠Well⦠I mean⦠Itâs not like itâs impossibleâ¦â âAlthough, itâs highly unlikely⦠And also not sad if it never happens⦠Actually, I never put much thought into it. Itâs not like getting married is required for kings since itâs not a hereditary role⦠But if I found a guy I liked then wouldnât I want toâ¦â Closing my eyes I imagined someone holding me in their arms not for any particular reason, but just because they loved me, and I felt my whole body fill with a dull warmth entirely different from blushing.
âMaybe it was the kind ofââ
âThe kind of dream doesnât matter!â I shouted as quietly as I could, opening my eyes and staring at him with my brow furrowed a little bit extra to try and show I was mad.
He just chuckled though, turning his eyes away from me.
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âWh-why is looking away now? Does he know? There's no way he knowsâ¦â
âHow about now? Do you think you can go back to sleep?â
I sighed. âMaybe⦠Althoughâ¦â âHonestly it might even be harder to sleep nowâ¦â âImagining a guy applying medicine to my legs is a lot less dangerous than one being on top of me pressing me into the groundâ¦â I brought my feet inside me and leaned forward, rubbing my head âThough he was unconscious⦠So even though I could feel his heartbeat⦠I should probably just stop thinking about itâ¦â
âWell⦠You should probably try anyway. Even if you have another one of these dreams, youâre body will thank youâ¦â
Slowly closing my eyes, I pinched my hands together to fully cover my face. âWhy would you say it like thatâ¦â
He stood up with a sigh. âYour body needs rest, and it will take every bit of sleep, no matter the kind of dream. You need to heal.â
âOh⦠Right. Of course⦠Iâm kinda glad heâs so denseâ¦â I sighed, relaxing again. âI just want to take a bath in the river to cool offâ¦â I whined.
âIâd advise against that⦠Knowing you, that could only end badlyâ¦â
âOh, whateverâ¦â
He brushed himself off and went to his tent to get some rest, leaving me alone, staring at the campfire. âSeriously⦠How am I supposed to sleep after all thatâ¦â After a while, the fire became almost hypnotizing, so much so that I didnât even realize at first that my eyes had turned orange again and my teeth started to ache down to the roots. I started feeling an intense desire to breathe fire again, but instead of my stomach hurting, it was more like an itch I had to scratch, making it almost harder to hold back in a way.
âJust calm down already⦠Whatâs going on with me right nowâ¦â Using magic I covered my whole body with a thin layer of ice, and as it melted the soft wind blew through and cooled me off, all the symptoms easing, although not disappearing entirely. âI stretched my soul pretty thin to cover the tree and use it as a weapon⦠If Iâm going to keep fighting like this I need to figure out how to make peace with the dragon⦠Or maybe asimilate it? Hm⦠Honestly if I could go find a friendly dragon to give me advice that would be nice.â
I lay down on my back, sprawling out in the grass and staring up at the starry sky. âWould it be awfully horrible of me to go find one of this dragon's kids and convince them to help me so their father's soul can live on?â I sighed. âTracking them down would be a pain anywayâ¦â
I closed my eyes and focused inwardly until I began to feel weightless and brought my consciousness inside my soul. It had grown tremendously, andâ¦Changed in unexpected ways. âWhatâs with all these flowers all of a sudden? What are these Orchids? And why are they pink? Although⦠I guess itâs not a bad color for flowers at least. I looked around and all the sand had been replaced with flowering fields as if my soul had repaired itself, aside from the ominous chasm that split through it with bubbling lava⦠The strangest part though was that the lava wasnât hot, and the flowers only grew more dense around it.
Quickly glancing at the black void and seeing nothing I grimaced. âJust as I thought, the dragonâs goneâ¦â I walked closer to the pit of lava and did the only logical thing⦠Which of course was to go for a swim. As it turned out, it led me to an entire cavernous complex, most notable though was the giant circular platform surrounded by the lave that ran like a river. Everything was sandy with red roots running here and there sprouting glowing red flowers with golden orange vines. âI have a bad feeling about thisâ¦â
I poofed myself on the platform and looked around again. It was all very impressive⦠But I still couldnât find the dragon. âWhen I helped Rune, it must have burrowed down and carved out this place for itself⦠Or at the very least when I used that tree as a weaponâ¦â
The lava started to rapidly rise, pouring into the cavern like a rushing current until it all began to flood large canals that ran in intricate spirals before exiting out the back of the cave-like waterfalls. âChanges like this shouldnât be happening while Iâm unconscious⦠right? A change to the soul only comes from the active choice to act in a certain wayâ¦â My furrowed brow slowly relaxed. âI have a bad feelingâ¦â
Chills covered my whole body. âI think I might know where the dragon isâ¦â After I shuddered at the thought I quickly sat down and closed my eyes, focusing my consciousness back into my body with some effort.
It felt like my head was splitting in two as my eyes lost sync and my whole body felt hot numb and tingly all at once. I could hear a deafening roar inside my head only splitting it even more as I finally regained control of my body. âOk⦠How many people did I eat while I was unconsciousâ¦â
I shook my head, blinking rapidly as my vision started to finally clear, everything taking on a bright red tint. âOh no⦠Thereâs something in my mouth!â as I finally came too I found myself straddled on top of Kal and biting into the meaty part of his hand, his shirt having ripped to shreds. Neither of us was moving, just staring intently into each other's eyes as the red tint began to fade. I could feel a sharp drop in blood pressure in my eyes, my body starting to grow cold as my skin tightened to goosbumps.
âAre you⦠Back to normal now?â My jaw relaxed and he slowly took his hand away, still not breaking eye contact.
âWell, despite all the teeth marks he doesnât seem to be bleeding much⦠So on the bright side⦠I donât think I ate anyoneâ¦â