Paranoid

Matteo's POV

Quinn squirm in my arms as my father made it clear to our pack, if by

next week I haven't found my mate then Quinn would be my luna. She

grab on to my shirt holding me tight against her with a smile on her

face.

My wolf Thunder whimpers through our link begging me to turn to our

mate. To go to her side and gave her a little comfort.

Hating him for bothering me I turn and found her eyes on me. Thunder

knew her wolf was crying and I could clearly see it. Yet I won't fall for

those tears, Quinn is my one and only. The only woman that the moon

goddess send in my way.2

My mate she has everything that a guy would like. Her beauty, yeah

she's a beauty with that long raven hair above her waist and those

sapphire eyes you could dream over. Any guy would love to be her

boyfriend I mean my best friend Jay an example of it.

He is head over heels for her, also not forgetting Kevin who is Quinns

brother. He almost lost his cool today because of her but later when we

were out of the school compound the only thing he does is praising her

beauty. He even told Quinn that Addasah was way beautiful than her.

So she may be the beauty queen but Quinn is the queen of my heart.

Plus her attitude boils my brain. I hate the way she raises her head and

talk back to my friends and I

I especially hate her when she disrespect my girl today. When her

mother ask me to pick her up I almost loose my head but Thunder was

way too eager to go pick her up. When we were in the car he tries to

caress her cheek I try not to be affected by her, I could feel our bond

but I pushed it away.1

I wish I was the only one who could control my body, mind and soul

but being a werewolf you can't own it all by yourself.

Turning away from her I look up ahead to my father.

When everyone went home I pull Quinn inside one of the guest room

asking her if she could be patience with me for a month. I told her I

found my mate but I don't want to mate her I didn't exactly gave away

her name either.

There's something I need to do within that month before fully mating

Quinn.2

I know I told Addasah I don't want to reject her because at the time I

thought I could break up with Quinn and mate her. Yet plans changes I

couldn't live without Quinn, my heart is all hers.5

For this one month I might needed to teach my mate a lesson. Quinn

understand me, she has also supported my idea and she's willing to

wait within that one month.

After our talk and a make out session on the couch. I dropped her off at

home before going back to look for my parents.

I knock on their bedroom door but none answer it and right when I was

about to go meet up with the guys I heard voices from my dad's office.

Taking a deep breath I told myself to be ready. I have been practicing

this scenario on my head on my way home after dropping off Quinn

“here goes nothing’ mutter under my breath.

"You can't do that to me" I enter the office slamming the door behind

me and hurled a near chair towards the wall

"Father, one week that's too early" he sat there with calm while I am like

a banshee who's losing his mind here.

"give me one month and then I'll mate and mark Quinn,"

My father groan "Why do you need one month?" my mother ask

"do you still live in that hope of your mate?" my father growl a little.

Yes if anyone is wondering why my father is saying it. Well he is not

really fond of the ideal of having a Mate. He really hates that word,

because his Mate, my real mother left him and I when I was young.

Shina is not my real mother everybody thought she’s his Mate and the

woman who left him with a child is his girlfriend.

"No, I don't want a Mate, you know that I love Quinn," Shina shook her

head in disapproval.

"You should want a Mate" she pressed on1

"no I don't" I clench my fist tight hating to discuss this with her.

"then why do you need a month" my father raises his voice at me.

"Please dad, I just needed. Give me one month and then I'll become

Alpha that you always want me to be."

He seems to be thinking for a while "very well. We'll do what you want

but it's by the end of this month. I'll contact each and everyone again

that the ceremony for next week is cancelled,” he says.

"Thank you dad" Shina whip her head towards the window side "wanna

tell us why you need it?" I just nod my head no and went out of the

office.

I walk up the stairs when Thunder growl through our links “I know what

you're trying to do and you better not do it" he snarl at me

'you can't stop me’ I retort.

He thrashes around in my head "don’t hurt them they don't deserve

any pain” but I refuse to listen.

My mind is already set on what to do and there is no way Thunder can

stop me from doing it because I love Quinn.

So I won't hurt her, “you can't stop me Thunder' he hisses at me “then I

can't wait for the day you regret it. I will gladly watch you die on that

day."

Being angry with me he closes off our link not even bother to listen

anymore.

My mind is set and no one can stop me not even my wolf.