Hopelessly

I bluff sitting down on the chair

"anyone has an idea for our last year Senior Prom" Janice excitedly

announce it to the tenth of us leaders and to her bitch vice head girl.

Our vice head girl Maria just nod with a grin "Ladies any ideas?” she

said looking around then her eyes settled on me.

"Addasah?" she pat her lashes together while her big smile remains.

Not even interesting in anything I replied bluntly "enchanted forest?

Moulin rogue?"

"Are you kidding me, you only get to choose one" she dramatically

wave her hand around.

"Then enchanted forest, to celebrate the nature and our kind" I say with

bored

“seriously Ada’ Alera says through our link but I was too tired to put in

much effort for this.

Some girls love and couldn't wait for prom but me I am not looking

forward to anything. I just want to finsg school and live my life

peacefully that's all.

"So masquerade” I groaned when Maria proudly announced it.

"Problem Addasah?" she rested her hands on the desk.

"Yeah, actually there is. You" I pointed to her

"shouldn't ask for our opinions when all long you already have made

up your mind. Next time don't waste our breath and energy"

I collect my bag from the ground then push back my chair standing up.

"Where do you think you're going?" she asks

"if you notice the time I have class to go to” I threw my bag over my

shoulder and walk out of there.

I walk out of the hall then to the hallway. Dropping by my locker and

grabbed my English notes then head straight to class. I haven't seen Gia

again today and yes it has been a week now since the party and our

conversation in my room.

“Maybe she's hiding from me" I thought to myself but I am glad I didn't

run into her.

It would be so awkward as I am still taking my meditation periods. Cora

is always around but she's also busy as they are practising for the

Cheers Champ End of year competition.

I am glad I didn't encounter with Matteo and his friends again.

I took a desk at the back making some of our classmates head snaps in

my way as it was unusual for me to do this but who cares.

We waited for 30 minutes but the teacher never showed up. I was to

stand up to go in fact, the door opens and the teacher finally came

inside and it is a surprise to see that he isn't here alone.

I felt like disappearing when behind her follows ten students from

Bilford College and in that ten; there we have the future Alpha and his

future Beta along with their other 3 friends.

Since our school is for girls only I take a look around and finds most of

them poking each others on the legs under the desk.

The others were fixing their uniform while some just sat there blushing

at the ten boys.

I sat back down as the teacher made some note but I was long gone to

hear it. I didn't even listen to her or hear the reason why these boys are

here and their intro.

Someone moves in front of me then sat down before me. I knew who it

was but I fixed my eyes to the wall beside me.

"Hi" his voice so deep and hoarse greeted me "so you just going to

stare at the wall all day.”

I never reply back another figure sat opposite him on the other side.

"It's good to see you Addasah,” I heard Jay but I focus on the wall and I

am not surprised if he knows my name.

I felt tingles on my chin then it been held and his hand delicately turn it

towards him.

Every time I see those green eyes I always felt myself drawn in to it

"you're ignoring me. Shouldn't you be grateful to the one who saved

you?" he whisper and I push away his finger from my chin glaring at

him.

He can't just held that against me "is there something you two would

like to discuss?” our teacher putting down her chalk and folded her

arms.

"Nope"

es!

we both say at the same time I glare at him then smiling to the teacher.

I didn't get to say no again as Mr. Self proclaimed proudly say to our

teacher yes.

"Ms. I am trying to help her but she just don't seem to need help from

us" his hands rested on his chest pretending to be hurt "the college

students” again I glare at him.

"It is definitely not true”

I defended myself but Jay the mother fucker raise up his hand and told

the teacher that Matteo was telling the truth.

She readjust her glasses and look me up through it "Ms. Rumanoff take

this to the principal office,” she handed out the paper waiting for me to

come and get it.

I stood there speechless “unbelievable’ I mutter grabbing my bag from

the ground.

“Asshole’ I mutter to him before storming out of the class.

The principal gave me a warning before sending me to go home as

English was my last subject of the day.

I sat there under a tree near the gate after school waiting for Cora to

finish her cheer practice so that we could go home together.

At the same time I was hoping not to see the ass hole in fact, hopessly

he's around. He was sitting under another tree facing me while his

friends surrounded him with Maria, Janice and other girls surrounding

them.

Turning away from him I saw Quinn jumping into Kevin's car and they

went home.

It was a shock to everyone when they find out Quinn and Matteo no

longer a thing which I am not interested in any of the gossip.

Looking up at the sky I whisper to the moon goddess asking when will I

stop meeting and seeing these people in my life.+

Maybe my parents sending me to my grandmother this weekend was

the right thing to do.