My friends stares at me in desbelief "No way" Gia tries to slap herself
again.
"You, Matteo wow! that ass hole" Cora stood up with her hands on both
hips.
"If he was here I would skrill him alive before feeding dogs with his ba-"
she stops in mid sentence seeing us both stare at her.
"What?" she roll her eyes and I crack up laughing.
"Wow, never thought I would live the day to hear you talk like that...
Wooo wow" Gia and I applaud to her with enthusiastic.
"You are both crazy but seriously I despise him" she sat down on the
other side of bed.
"So you wanna tell us aboutâ I lower my head in shame fiddling with my
hands.
"It's okay you can take your time, maybe" I interrupted her, cutting out
what she was trying to say.
"I knew he was my Mate on my eighteen birthday when I came to pick
you guys up."
I took a deep breath then there I began to tell them of how our
everything between him and I began.
From the first moments up to the one I gradually began to fall in love
with him. Our first kiss, the way he makes me feel when he's around
and me stupidly believe everything he says.
How we sneak around everyone's back to go on dates, then I finally
admitted that I love him and how he avoid me afterwards. I also told
them how I find out about the truth and I confronted him.
I was in tears after telling them about it "I love him you know that. I just
fell for all his lies, fuck it felt like I wanted to die when he admitted the
truthâ I beat on my heart sobbing out hard.
"Gosh" I try to wipe my tears again
"I'm sorry for not telling you guys. I'm sorry" I sobs.
"Did you ever thought of telling usâ Gia asks
"I did try but you went in heat and Cora left for her pack... I'm sorry
guys and it is okay if you hate me I deserve it."
They both surprisingly hug me tightly "Awww our poor baby, we could
never hate you" their hands smoothing my back with comfort.
"You know I think things are making sense now" Gia says while pulling
away.
She held my hand "I overheard my dad and the Gamma's conversation
the day after Matteo attack you. I didn't understand then but now I can
piece the puzzleâ she took a deep breath.
"I heard the Alpha practically gather Bilford College football team
including the ones that were there at the event and has order everyone
never to speak of what happened that night.
He made them submit and swore to never utter anything about his
Mate. Well now I know you're his Mate," she sigh.
"I don't know why the Alpha then does not want you and Matteo to be
Mate. I mean you are a daughter of a top warrior" Cora says with
curiosity.
Gia shrugged her shoulders "yeah now I'm curious too," he finger
pointing the end of her mouth as if thinking before giving up.
"I wish I knew more or maybe I'll try and snoop around my dad's office.
Anyways I also heard the pack warriors are looking forâ
Gia looks as if she didn't want to say it but Cora was hard out gesturing
at her to spill the beans.
"Matteo, he ran away after he bit you that night" she blurted.
"Pussy" Cora scoff at that and we just sat there in surprise, 1
"and girl you are one spy who listens in to her father's conversation bad
girl" she nod her head at Gia.
Gia bluff folding her arms "can you blame me for being there. I never
told them this: hey dad I'm here so start your conversation and I'll listen
in a cornerâ she roll her eyes and flips her hair dramatically.1
"Besides it wasn't so bad to listen in, now we get most info and what
about you?" Cora just heave her shoulders with a mock expression.
"Ahh right, the only thing you listen in is when there's pussy, balls and"
her words were muffle by the pillow making me laugh.
Gia narrows her eyes at Cora "Oh you won't get away bitchâ and she
threw her with another pillow
"major bitch" Cora retort throwing another one.
We all ended up in a pillow fight as if I wasn't in a bad shape when I
woke up. We play around chasing each other like kids until we're
exhausted and hungry.
We made lunch then watch random movies on TV. Then play dare
games without alcohol. We were so childish and for a moment I forgot
all about what happened.3
Gia was the first one to head home, she was pick up by Ed then Cora
got pick up by Jem, they have a date today.
I sat there in the living room by myself staring at the TV even though I
wasn't interested, until it was dark
I went and prepared the dinner trying to get myself busy afterwards I
sat there at the kitchen table taking a break.
I was so consumed with my own thoughts on time I was happy, every
moment of it before I fell in love.
Suddenly I thought of Matteo and the days we spent together that's
when I broke down again.
It wasn't easy to forget what he did to me especially when my heart
stupidly loves him.
It felt like it happens yesterday so I cried there in the kitchen with no
one to comfort me this time.
A lot of bad thoughts consumes my mind like not wanting to live
anymore.
I was too hurt that I could not know what to do.
No matter what happiness I felt earlier with my friends I knew it was
only for a moment.
Because once when I'm alone this is me.
The foolish,
stupid
broken
Addasah.
Who does nothing about her broken heart but to cry in pain again and
again.