To me what he says wasn't a question it was more like an order.
He didn't even ask politely or talk it out with us before dropping it in
like that.
He doesn't know that moving away it's like we're leaving every beautiful
moments I have with my family here not forgetting my mom.
She just pass away and this house is our home with her, she was the
one who chose it.
"Addasah pack your stuff we're moving to the pack house now" he
repeated himself and I felt myself in rage.
"You know I don't like being told by someone elseâ I hiss at him and
put Wesley in my grandma's arms ready to have a fight with him.
My dad was just lying there with his patch up wounds looking between
the two of us. I know he is shock to see this side of me.
I stood right in front of him with both my hands on my hips "you can't
just barge into our home and make me feel useless then just order us
to go live in your pack houseâ
"thatâs not what I said" he growls at me.
"Oh yes, you didn't say it but the words you chose implies on it" he
clench his fist together.
I can see he is fighting control with his wolf but me being stubborn
keeps on pushing his buttons.
"You may be the Alpha but it does not gives you any right to do that" I
poke my finger to his chest.
He closes his eyes while he clenches his fist then he opens his eyes
again
"I have every right over this land or anything belongs on this land
including you" he said in a deep hoarse voice making me take further
steps away from him.
"Oh boo hoo, that's bullshit I'm not your stupid property. So get that
through you thick skull" my hands pointing to his head.
"I didn't say you were my property. You are my mate, my responsibility
to protectâ he shouted, then growls at me in frustration.
"News flash! it doesn't mean I lean on your shoulder doesn't let you
talk mate shit on me. And I am not some obligations. So if it's burden
you just reject the bond and free yourself from this responsibility.
It's not like I needed you okay I'm fine with my dad around, my
grandma and I'm also strong on my own"
I didn't mean to cross the line but he made me said all these words
which I didn't know was bottle up in me.
There was silence then a pin drop with nobody moving or saying
anything. He was taken aback then I saw the hurt in his eyes.
He look to the other side wiping off his tear before turning to me
"You're right and I'm sorry if I care too much for my mate. I didn't mean
to offend you back there when at least I should be thankful to you.
Addasah I'm sorry okay but please can you move into the pack pleaseâ
he begged me through his eyes.2
"You should have been asking like that in the beginning instead of
being an assâ I push him out of the way and stomp my way back to my
room.
Closing the door I lean against it regretting some of the hurtful things
I've said to him.
Oh my, that was our first fight and we sounded like an already mated
couple. I went and sat on my bed with my head buried in my hands.
The door opens but I refuse to look "you know you're more like your
mother with the attitudeâ I turn to my dad who now walks in my way
and sat down next to me on the bed.
"Our lives is in danger Addasah and I'm sorry for bringing it upon you
and your mom."
My eyes widen "dad, why are you saying this, you know if she's-"
I didn't get to finish as my dad cut me off immediately.
"There are so many things your mom and I need to talk to you about
but unfortunately things didn't go as it plan. So I'm just gonna tell you
some part of it."
I waited for him to say what he is about to say "I'm a hybrid" his words
baffled me and I felt my dad squeezing my hand.
âI'm half werewolf, half vampire" he sigh "I know you don't remember
this but I told you before that my friends betray me. We made a pact
that if one moves we all do so. Stupidly I followed my friends leaving
your mom behind. I chose my friends over your mom" a tear slip from
his eyes.
"In the end they betray me, and the Alpha caught me as a hybrid. My
kind is unacceptable in this world. We could have been killed
altogether.
We are considered monsters not werewolves and if we are being
caught mated to a full blood werewolf then our family will be hunted
and killed off immediately."2
I lean my head on his shoulder while listening to his story with a fear
that I might lose him too.
I have lost one parent so I can't lose another because I don't know how
it would be like to live without them
"Addasah, I want you to live this moment, enjoy and love whomever
you feel like who has your heart. Whether it's your mate which you
know I dislike sometimes" we both laugh at that.
"He can be an ass right dad" I added and he smile then he continue "or
any other wolf it's your choice and your heart. I approve anyone but I'll
be more happy if it's your mate"4
I almost cry in hearing my dad saying this.
"You know he's just being overprotective and worried for your safety.
Any mates would feel that way" I turn to face him.
"in saying that Addasah, I agree with him that we need to move in the
pack house. I can't protect you from there while you're here with your
brother. I need you to be in the eyes of everyone if I'm not there then
your mate is."
I withdrawn my hand but my dad was quick to hold it "this will always
be our home, it will still be here. I won't sell it or disregard the
memories we have here. You can always come here besides we are not
leaving your mom alone here."
My dad raises my hand and put it on my heart "remember she's always
here in you" I nodded my head in agreement and my dad hug me
tightly.
"Now go tell the Alpha of our decisionâ
"he hasn't left yet?" he shook his head.
"If you want to know he's in front of our house pacing around" I pull
away from my dad and quickly rush downstairs.
I took a deep breath before going out and my dad was right Matteo
was pacing back and forth.
He turn to face me as I took small steps to him before running and
went crash into his arms burying my head in his chest.
"I'm sorryâ he kept on saying and I pull away a little to look at his face
which was all red
"I'm sorry too. I didn't mean what I say"
âI know" he caress my cheek.
"So you're moving in the pack with your family?" he ask and I could see
a glint of hope in his eyes whether I would say yes.
"yes" I answer
He hug me again and I never pull away from him as I was enjoying his
scent and the warm of his embrace.
To think again maybe I should create little drama like this so that I
would always have his arms around me.