In Denial

Matteo's Pov

We rushed her to the Pack hospital after I mindlink Dr. Omalley that

Quinn is going into labour and we are on our way to the hospital.

"Damn does this night gets any better" I mumble to myself, "why am I

always finding myself in situations like this?" I complain to no one but

to myself.

We made it there on time and I rush out to carry her inside the private

elevator.

Quinn was screaming in my arms almost blowing me off but I held my

patience.

We made it there on the top floor of the hospital which is private if

anyone don't wish to go down to the main.

A nurse pointed us to the left room down the hallway. We rush toward

it and saw Doctor Omalley and his assistant were already in the room

waiting for our arrival.

Jay helps me by putting her on the bed and arranging the pillow

beneath her head.

Omalley shook his head like we have done something wrong. Not

knowing what wrong we did Omalley force us out of the room.

We heard Quinn anguished cries as the nurse and midwife keep telling

her that it's almost out.

Jay seeing my distraught state came and sat beside me.

"What are we going to do now?" he asks

I have been thinking of wanting to do this a long time but I think now

the perfect time to do it.

So I told him what has been on my mind lately "we're going to draw a

DNA test first."4

Jay whisper yell at me "sorry Alpha but are you crazy?Clearly that pup is

yours?"

"but there could be a possibility that it isn't right? I mean my dad force

our mating three months ago.”

Jay rubs on his chin "look you're an Alpha and usually an Alpha’s heir

can be born at least after three or two months depending on the genes

you have."

We heard a small cry from the room then the door opens and Omalley

came out of the room saying it was a boy.

Before he could say his congratulations I ask him to run a DNA test for

the baby.

Ignoring Jay and his tantrums I went and waited for the results outside

of the hallway as Omalley proceed with it.

I didn't went to see the baby or hold him in my arms.

The nurses are dealing with Quinn and the baby by moving her to a

room and the baby to a delivery room.

I keep on hoping that things would have turn out in another way.

Hoping the pup Quinn was carrying is not my son at all.

Not able to control my anxiety I stood up immediately and started to

pace around there.

Jay came up to me patting me on the shoulder "hey just relax Matteo”

he tries to calm me but I wasn't having it.

The door opens and Doctor Omalley came out of the lab door with the

result for DNA test in his hands.

He handed me the envelope and I take my time opening it with hope

it's not mine. Yet everything came crashing down for me.

I broke into tears then fall on the ground keep on saying sorry to

Addasah even if she's not here.

I wish for my first pup to be with her not anybody else or Quinn.1

I wish for things to go back and let me change it.

This pup I wanted to deny so much and wish for him to be Addasah

and mine.

In fact, this is reality and I know I have to live with the consequences

even though it wasn't intentional but rather I was force.

I am the father and someone else is the mother not my mate. This

breaks my heart in million shards.

Sometimes afterwards I walk back to the private delivery room and saw

a nurse putting him in the hospital bassinet on caters.

I watch inside with tears still slipping from my eyes but I know I

shouldn't punish the innocent pup for our choices we made.

He's innocent and I know it wasn't his fault that he is born.

I walk inside and took him from the nurse and into my arms

"What name you have chosen for him?" I heard Jay asking.

"Jona Klaus Reed" I answer without glancing at Jay.

After holding him for so long I gave my son back to the nurse. She put

him back in the bassinet and took him to the room where his mother is

resting.

I sat there for another hour deciding on what to do.

This is another hardest decision to make. I want to be in my pups life

but I know I can't have them under the same roof with Addasah.

According to Lyndon Addasah is not even near to healing and if she

finds out tomorrow or the day after tomorrow then everything will

fulminate.

Right now Addasah is my first priority.

Therefore after deciding and coming to a final decision I mindlink Jay

giving him order on what to do before I walk back to check on him in

Quinn's room.

I took my son in my arms and sat there watching him asleeps

peacefully.

When Quinn woke up she look at us "my baby" she cries reaching out

for him and I let her take him.

"He's so cute” she smiles while saying it.

No matter how much I want to deny it but she was right my son was so

adorable. Only if the mother is the woman I love and my mate.

I let them enjoy their moments together before I clear my throat and

taking a deep breathe.

"You won't be staying in the Pack any longer”

Quinn stops caressing his face and furrow his brow at me.

"You and him will move to Rosehaven Pack after you get discharge

today” she glare at me.

"Are you going to drive your son away? your blood just for some Mate

you have there in the house" she spat at me and started to argue with

me.

"You think she will love you when she finds out huh? Your son is

important than that bitch... That whore Addasah is just a hoe"1

I had enough and I was offended when she call my Addasah a whore.

So I growl at her with so much authority in my voice making her submit

to me immediately.

Thunder wanted to come out and teach her a lesson but I wouldn't as

she was holding my son in her arms. I don't want to harm my son in any

other ways.

"Watch your tongue and don't you fucking call her a whore because it

isn't her who is giving birth to another she-wolf's mate” I threatened

her and couldn't even care of what I just said out to her.1

She deserves it and she needs to know her place and where my mate

stands here.

Addasah is not even close to that whore word, no she is far from it.

What I say clearly hurts Quinn by the expression on her face but I

couldn't care less.1

"I am not depriving my son or rejecting him but the mother is definitely

a no for me. I can't and won't accept you in any form you may wish to

come to me with" I menacingly said to her.

"You will do as I say and go with Jay to Rosehaven. He won't even stay

there as he's my beta but I have already assigned two warriors to guard

you and my son. I may not be there for him but I will watch from afar

until everything is settled here.”

I stood up giving my son a kiss on the forehead "oh one more thing

don't you dare change my son's name"

I turn towards the door and walk out of there without a glance back.

Going back to the Pack house I thought of what to do with Addasah as

all these guilt is eating me up.

Maybe I will try not to be close to her now.

I think I need to figure things out until I am sure of what to do. Indeed I

will try and stay away from her from now on.