Walk Of Shame

Matteo's Pov

I walk out of her room with my head hung low in shame.

I avoided her dad's eyes and even not a glance back to my mate.

“Damn’ she is getting addictive and I'm afraid she is going to be the

one getting hurt in the end. I couldn't believe I let my desire for her

took over me.

Yet who wouldn't wanted to be with her especially when she is all I have

and she has all of my heart.

Telling her that I say I love her at the moment referring to our photo in

my phone. I meant it back then when she says she loves me for the first

time.

I remember that day when I took her on the date on the Crescent Pack

park. It was also the last time I truly admitted to her before everything

else has gone wrong in our lives.

Our life wasn't normal and still it isn't as I am still lying to her about

everything.

I close my eyes once I remember what we were doing and almost did.

This wasn't the first time she make me lose it and wanting to take her

right there.

In fact, I just don't think I can do that to her without confessing the

truth first.

"Are you okay?"

I stop then look up to see Jay frowning at me before his eyes travel

down and up to me.

He smirks knowingly and I turn down to find myself a mess. I forgot

when the door opens I kind of cum in my pants now it was wetting my

front pant. 2

Kevin walk through and the same expression was on his face.

"I swear did you just?" Jay started and I growl out at him pushing him

out of the way "fuck off."

I storm towards my office and I could hear them both laughing "did

you see that?" I ignore them and keep on walking.

Once I reach my office door I open it then close it again behind me.

"Fuck that was so embarrassing” I told Thunder who only shook his

head holding in his laughter.

I fell back down on my chair taking a deep breath and right when I try

to relax there is a knock on the door.

"Come in," I close my eyes as I waited for the person to come inside. I

could hear more footsteps coming in.

I finally look up and only to come face to face with Addasah's dad even

though he is at the back of Jay but why do I have to look at him first. It

is making me feel guilty and ashamed of my earlier action.

It was so fucking embarrassing to be caught by the father of my mate

in the bedroom like that. I wouldn't mind if it was anyone else because

then I would show them my possessive side over her.

Unfortunately it was her father and that was a huge turn off for me.

"Alpha" Jay clear his throat bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Yes, umm please take a seat everyone,” I say and they all take a seat

before me.

I gave Jay the papers and he handed out our devise plan to everyone in

the room.

"We are going to train not only our warriors but also everyone else in

this pack really hard. Except our elders, and young pups who cannot

fight" I stopped to look up if anyone have any opinions but it seems

not so I continued on to explain more.

This includes the hiring of high technician from Aaron's pack to work

with my pack’s team on installation of a new system to protect our pack

house.

In that way if I fail as the leader and our borders become weaker during

any there's still a barrier to protect my people from the enemies. I know

my other fellow Alpha brothers will help me but incase they are late in

helping us.

Afterwards I then assign them to age groups for training leaving out

the youngsters from 10 to 15 years old.

"Alpha" our Gamma raise his hand up making Jay and Evan cough out

loud.

They are actually mocking him for acting like a school kid but our

gamma ignores them.

"Yes Shalom,"

"who's going to train them the ones without a trainer?”

I think deeply of who is going to take on the job as we needed

someone with a lot of patience and knows how to handle the attitude

of youngsters.

"Alpha, may I suggest" this time it was Evan I nodded my head yes to

him

"why not our luna?" he said and right when I was about to respond the

door opens wide interrupting us

"Matteo"

She peek her head inside not knowing the audience until she her body

is seen in the doorframe with Kevin behind her.

She stiffened for a moment before she focused her eyes on me.

"Since our future luna is here, please come in. Why not hear her opinion

on the matter?" Jay says and I began to worry.

Addasah clearly told me to give her time but this idiot Jay is going to

make her freak out and thinks we're forcing her into this luna

responsibility.

"Addasah” he call out to her and I was to get up when another voice

intervene.

"This is impossible” Kevin mutters to himself pushing Addasah aside

and walk right in.

I slam my hand on the table "Kevin don't you fucking push her like

that" I warn him and he laughs a little.

"My sister is the luna not her" he pointed to Addasah which makes her

folded her arms and move right in front of Kevin.

"And your sister is? Look here pup I don't know who the hell your sister

but I think she was preying on the wrong man. He is not her mate" she

dares him with her look.

I didn't know my innocent Addasah has that dominant and possessive

side to her and I just fucking love it. Honestly it's turning me on even

more.

She flips her hair then walk to my direction and sat on lap. "Damn" I

close my eyes restraining myself from doing something stupid in front

of everyone in here.

"You see I'm his Mate and your luna, so don't say your sister is because

I'm still alive here” she proudly announce it to him.

I felt relief that she's finally accept the fact that she is not just my mate

but also a luna.

Possessively I wrap my arms around her and put my head on the crook

of her neck to calm myself. Kevin's fist clench before he storm out of

the room

"Addasah" her father seems to warn her of her attitude in which she

raise her hand up in surrender and stood up.

"I'm sorry everyone for my behaviour. I just love acting very much” she

smile

"I guess I'll see you soon," she was going to dash out after pulling that

little stunt of hers but I held her back.

“Not so fast luna" she frown at me

"you haven't decided yet whether you should train the youngsters or

not"

“luna” Jay says earning a glare from her "I know you don't like being

called luna. We won't call you that unless you train them” I smile at Jay

and hope she would accept it but I know they will still call her luna.

She stood there thinking "fine but no luna title" she hiss around before

going out of the room.

I smile at her before carrying on with our meeting.

Afterwards we concluded it and Addasah dad stays behind and I grow

to be nervous.

"I won't scolded you over your actions with my daughter earlier. All I

want to warn you about is, don't ever break her heart again. I know

everything may not be your entire fault but don't hurt her again. You'll

be there when I decide to tell her truth,” my eyes glisten with tears that

Addasah's father is giving his blessings and also want me to be there

when it's time to face the truth.

"We need to take it slow until I know she is fully recovered and ready

for it," I felt something heavy lifted out of my chest.

Lyndon stood up from his chair "take care of her and don't break her

because if you do I don't care if you're an Alpha I'll haunt you until the

end of this world" he warns me with a stern look.

I thank him and as he was to walk out he halt in his steps "oh and

Alpha"

I look up at him with my eyes almost in tears in his acceptance of our

relationship.

"I think you need to change.”

He walk out laughing and just like that I felt embarrassment gliding

over me as I look down at my Jean.4

My mate didn't just make me cum in my pants without sex.

It was not once but twice she did and everyone will knows about it as

Jay's mouth cannot be shut up by anyone.