âI want to live.â
âI want to survive.â
Riv didnât wish to take revenge on Marianne. It was a waste of time to take revenge. She wished to break free from the evil princess and live a new and peaceful life as Riv Katanaâ¦
If only she were given such an opportunity to change her life, she would have said, âI want to liveâ, âI want to be happyâ, and âI want to escape from Princess Marianneâs sight and live a happy life.â
But Riv had died.
She wailed in tears.
âI donât want to die like this. I didnât want to be killed! I wanted to be alive and happy!â
Reeve had never been happy throughout her life.
âI didnât want to live like this! I wanted to be happy!â
At that moment, red light poured out of the ruby ring in Rivâs hand.
The red color engulfed her completely.
âWhat is this? What is happening?â
The reaper standing in front of Riv started laughing, âWitch, you can make your wish come true through that ring.â
Witch?
Ring?
Riv couldnât understand anything, but the reaperâs skulled face seemed to look satisfied.
âYou can have another chance, but it is temporary.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âYou will survive. But you are destined to die again on this day and at this time.â
âWhat do you mean by that?â
Rivâs soul was sucked into her own body, which was lying dead at that moment. At that moment, time rushed backward. Flames lit up around her dead body. Riv struggled fiercely in her flames.
Suddenly, the dungeon was empty. The clock hands in the castle were all turned upside down. The sky started turning from night to day and back to night without rest. When the time went back to half a year ago, the clock stopped turning backward.
She heard a bird chirping outside.
Riv opened her eyes. A bird came in through the window. The cold morning air swept into the bedroom. Riv found herself lying like a corpse on a hard bed.
âHuh?â She was confused.
âWhy am I here?â She doubted whether what she witnessed was just a terrible dream or was this the world after death.
She tried to remember what all happened in her dream.
She was burned to death by Marianneâs maid, Elle. After that, the reaper appeared and gave her a second chance. Riv also seemed to have screamed that she wanted to live and not die such a horrible death.
âWas it really a dream?â
It was a horrible nightmare that felt so real. Even if it was all a dream where she had died and was revived, everything was too clear and felt too real for a dream.
She had seen Princess Marianneâs pregnant belly. She was trapped in the prison cell, there was no light for several days, and her hands and feet were freezing to death.
She remembered the terrible pain of getting burned to death in the dungeon.
Those moments cannot be forgotten.
âUgh!!â
It was terrible to just remember those painful memories. At one point, Riv realized that the back of her left hand was stinging. Her hand was holding something very tightly.
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Riv found a clear burn mark on the back of her left hand. Red blood trickled down her fist. When she opened her fist, she saw a ring emitting a mysterious red light.
âThis?â
The rugged shape and design of the ring were the same as what she saw in her dream. The only difference from the memory was that the stone of the ring was emitting a blood-red light.
Is this the heirloom of the Duke that Marianne hated the most? The ring of the Duchess of Sentoren?
âWhat is this light?â
Riv felt troubled by the leaking blood-red light. She grew impatient while thinking about it. It would be a big deal if anyone saw this ring. With the hem of her sleeves, Riv wiped the blood from her palm and the ring.
âHuh?â At that moment, just like a lie, the red glow of the ring disappeared. The stone on the ring turned black. Her bloody palms were also clean, leaving no scar on them.
Riv questioned her eyes again and again.
âHow did this happen?â
She felt so uneasy and confused that she couldnât think of anything rationally. The only thing she could think of at the moment was where to hide this ring.
âIf Marianne sees this ring here, she might kill me.â
Reeve wandered desperately to find a place to hide the ring. In the room, there was a closet, a bed, a chair, and a table. They were so old, you never know when they might break. Even on the wooden floor under the bed, there seemed to be no room to hide this ring.
Riv was so nervous and scared that she didnât even notice that this wasnât the room in the Northern Star Palace where she had last stayed in.
People in the royal family searched the rooms of the maids several times a week. It was because they were concerned that the maids would take away things from the royal family.
âWhat do I do with this?â
Riv was worried and found a necklace hanging around her neck.
âAhâ¦â
No one had touched Rivâs body, because they thought it brought misfortune. Although there were some who criticized her for wearing her motherâs old necklace which had a pendant.
âThey wonât touch my necklace.â Riv hung the ring on the necklace. But it wasnât enough.
âHow do I find a safer place to hide this ring?â
The moment Riv said that the Dukeâs ring got tangled with the ring of the pendant and became one.
âHuh?â
Riv fiddled with the thick pendant ring. In the pendant, the ring part was unusually hot.
âHow did this happen?â
She finally heard a knock on the door.
âRiv, are you awake? Riv?â
Riv hurriedly hid the pendant around the collar of her dress. Good thing that Riv was dressed in her usual black dress. The clothes crumbled, but it didnât show the pendant.
âComing, just a minute!â
Riv took a deep breath and opened the door. Anna, the maid, was standing by the door. She opened the door completely and tilted her head at Riv. Anna worked with Riv for Marianne.
âRiv, are you sick?â
âMe? No, why?â Riv pretended to be as fine as she could be.
âI think you are sweating a lot. Did you see a ghost?â
Riv shook her head, saying, âItâs nothing like that.â
Anna didnât look like she believed her words, but she moved on.
âIf you are feeling well, come on. Itâs urgent. Princess Marianne is looking for you.â
Riv became more absent-minded.
Marianne.
Marianne is looking for her?
Suddenly the dream of Marianne burning her to death, flooded her mind. Riv was confused about whether it was a dream or did it really happen to her.
âAnna, isnât this a dream? Didnât I die?â
âWhat are you talking about, Riv?â
Riv was puzzled. Anna kept pushing her out of her room.
âLetâs go before Princess Marianne gets angry.â
âWait, wait!â
Riv tried to smooth out the little wrinkles by shaking off the dress with her hands. Looking at the mirror by the door, Riv stared at her poor face. She looked as if she had died and survived.
âWake up, Riv Katana.â Riv roughly tied her disheveled hair.
Taking a deep breath, she looked back and belatedly noticed the change in the room.
âHuh?â
The room was much bigger than she remembered, and there was a window on the head of the bed. This isnât the North Star Palace!
Marianne moved to the North Star Palace after marrying the Duke of Sentoren. There was no window in the room where she lived. This room was used before going to the North Star Palace.
Riv looked down at the dark green landscape through the window just right above the head of the bed.
âHuh?â
Riv was burned to death in a dungeon in the middle of winter. But why is she seeing green trees now? The temperature felt different from the cold winter air.
âThe seasons have changed. It is different.â
Riv recalled the conversation she had with the reaper.
âYou can have another chance, but it is temporary.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âYou will survive. But you are destined to die again on this day and at this time.â
âWhat do you mean by that?â
The reaper seemed to give Riv a second chance but said her death would be repeated on the day she had died.
Then, when did she come back?
Riv went outside and asked Anna, âWhen was Princess Marianneâs wedding?â
âRiv? Are you still half asleep? Princess Marianne has not reached the age of marriage yet. What are you talking about?â
While Anna was being serious, Riv was going crazy.
âWell, will she be the right age to marry next year?â
âThere are not many days left for it. Whatâs wrong, Riv?â
Marianneâs marriage ceremony was supposed to happen on her 18th birthday. Her wedding to the Duke of Sentoren took place right after a month after she turned 18.
But did Princess Marianne marry before her birthday?
Riv recalled that she had died in December, the end of the year. It was probably spring now, maybe April.
Riv travelled back eight months in time. Which meant that her death was also eight months away from now.
âRiv, wake up!â
âDonât be blank, Riv. Princess Marianneâs marriage doesnât make any difference in our lives.â
Riv was struck by Annaâs words. It was like seeing the future without going there.
âAnna, do you think I want to leave this palace?â
Anna replied as if it were natural, âNot only you, Riv. There are many people who want to leave the palace. Why do you ask something so obvious?â
Anna checked the time and grabbed Riv by her sleeve.
âIf you are stupid, youâll hear Princess Marianneâs nagging. Hurry up!â
They walked quickly towards Marianneâs powder room. They arrived a few minutes later and took deep breaths.
âThanks for taking care of me, Anna.â
âItâs just that I will be scolded if I donât bring Miss Katana.â
Riv didnât feel bad listening to Annaâs blunt and honest answer.
âThank you.â
Anna tilted her head in confusion.
âYou are behaving a little weird today, Riv.â
âBecause she died and came back to life,â Riv replied, her face was void of any emotions.