âOh my, it looks like you really like Lionel.â
Riv couldnât answer. Sophia seemed to be enjoying this moment.
âWhat kind of tea do you like, Riv?â
Sophia continued to grin as she took out fine tea leaves and carefully brewed tea. Just in time, Lionel and André returned.
Their escort belatedly brought the gift that Riv had prepared for the Earl and Countess of Murden.
âI prepared presents for you because you invited us. I donât know if youâll like them.â
Sophia and André opened the presents she had prepared for them and their children.
Exotic flowers from the greenhouse, as well as snacks and dolls for the children. And the last basket had a pure white puppy.
âWow.â
Sophia had forgotten their previous conversation and hugged the puppy.
âThe children will be really happy to see it.â
Riv nodded her head, recalling Sophiaâs children.
âItâs nap time right now, but theyâll come down once they wake up. Does Riv like children?â
The two men sat quietly next to Riv and Sophia, listening to them.
âI like children, but itâs been a long time since Iâve seen them up close.â
Sophia seemed to be more interested in her words than the puppy now. She looked at Lionel and Riv alternately.
âRiv is married to Lionel, so she will soon have a pretty child. Right, Lionel?â
Lionel replied at once.
âI plan to enjoy our honeymoon for the time being.â
There was a brief silence at Lionelâs response.
After the awkward silence, André opened his mouth.
âSo, are the newlyweds enjoying themselves?â
âYes.â
ââ¦â¦â
Riv was somehow so embarrassed she couldnât speak, and she felt like she couldnât breathe. It seemed to be the same with the Murdens as well.
âI didnât know Lionel could make a joke like this.â
At Lionelâs words, Sophia smiled proudly.
Riv imagined a child of their own.
He would be a pretty and clever child. If he resembled her and Lionel, he would be tall. Someone like her who died and came back to life, could she have a future after her death date?
Even if she couldnât have it, she wanted to dream.
Riv felt a little lost, but she quickly managed her expression. Just around the same time, Lionel and André fell into serious conversation again. They talked about swordsmanship and famous knights, topics which Riv knew nothing about.
Sophia looked at them and said.
âItâs been a long time, but I think itâs really nice to see the two of you together. I like that Lionel looks brighter too.â
âDoes he look brighter?â
Riv tilted her head, unable to see the change in Lionel.
Casual conversations continued after that, but Sophia did not question Rivâs past at all.
She wondered if Sophia didnât know that Riv was Madame Katana.
The two discussed the name of the dog and various other things.
âActually, Lionel asked me to be Rivâs friend. I told him Iâd think about it.â
Sophia took Rivâs hand and squeezed it.
âI like Riv more than I thought I would. Shall we be friends?â
Riv hesitated for a moment at her offer.
âDo you need time to think?â
She was grateful for Sophiaâs kindness, but she was afraid that she would be disappointed once she got to know her. Riv said frankly.
âSophia, I was Madame Katana.â
Sophia tilted her head.
âWhatâs wrong with that?â
Riv was cautious, but there was no concern in Sophiaâs innocent eyes. Rather, Riv was curious.
âHavenât you heard of Madame Katana?â
âIâve heard of her. Itâs like something from a horror story.â
âArenât you uncomfortable?â
Rumors about Madame Katana were endless.
She was a witch or an ugly woman who brought misfortune and invoked curses. If you had such a symbol of unhappiness by your side, you would surely become miserable.
Sophia didnât seem to mind.
âIf Madame Katana really created misfortune, would Queen Selina and Princess Marianne keep her by their side?â
ââ¦â¦â
âThey try to keep useful people by their side through vicious rumors.â
Riv paused at the strange realization. She had never thought like Sophia.
âI, I.â
Before she could clear her confused mind, Sophia spoke again.
âIsnât it strange that they had you put on such a terrible disguise? Werenât they trying to distort your appearance?â
It was blunt, but Riv felt comforted.
The Dukeâs maids kept a close eye on Rivâs mood and refrained from talking about Madame Katana. They certainly never openly cursed at the Royal Family.
âSophia, the Royal Family doesnât like me.â
âI know that.â
âIf youâre friends with me, rumors about Sophia may circulate.â
âRiv? Do you not wish to be my friend for that reason?â
Sophia didnât seem to understand. Riv was shocked as Sophia seemed to be immune to the Royal Familyâs influence.
âDo you really want to be my friend, Sophia?â
âRiv, you can count on me because youâre Lionelâs beloved wife.â
âIs it that easy?â
Sophiaâs hands were smaller than Rivâs, but they were warm.
The warmth seemed to melt Rivâs frozen heart.
âLetâs be friends.â
Riv nodded her head at that simple sentence.
At the dinner that followed, it was a bit noisy because the children were also there.
It included the two couples and the Murden children, their nanny, and servants. After the children had eaten, they said they would eat dessert in their rooms and disappeared. In truth, they were going to see the puppy. Sophia gracefully ate a madeleine* for dessert.
[*E/N: a madeleine is a small sponge cake, usually baked in a shell shape]
âI want to name the dog ââLionel.â
âWhat?â
Lionel was furious but Sophia casually turned and looked at Riv.
âOh, Riv, thereâs a salon meeting Iâm participating in. Would you like to come with me?â
âIs it a gathering of wives?â
Sophia nodded her head. Through this conversation, the men were alienated.
âI donât know if youâve heard from Lionel, but Iâm not knowledgeable in culture or etiquette. If you teach me, I will introduce you to my acquaintances. Wouldnât it be better if I helped you out, since you have to join society soon?â
Riv was cautious.
âWouldnât I be a nuisance?â
âArenât we friends? Riv, letâs help each other out.â
Riv looked like she was a newborn baby. Like someone stepping out into the world for the first time. Riv had too many things to do in this new world.
But it felt good, as the gentle atmosphere from Sophia seemed to transfer to Riv as well.
Riv came to like Sophia, a woman who smiled sincerely at her.
After the Duke and Duchess of Sentoren left, Sophia and André watched them for a long time until their carriage disappeared.
âWhat do you think of the Duchess?â
At Andréâs words, Sophia tilted her head and grinned.
âShe seems like a good person. Sheâs completely different from the rumors, André.â
âShe seems to get along quite well with Lionel.â
They recalled the rumors about the monstrous Madame Katana. A bringer of misfortune with an ugly appearance. A woman who seduced the Duke of Sentoren and brought the lovely Princess Marianne heartbreak. The rumors and the real Riv did not match.
âThe rumors are unbelievable.â
André had noticed that Lionelâs gaze was always on Riv. A smile did not disappear from the corner of Lionelâs lips when he looked at her.
âIf Lionel had married Princess Marianne, he wouldnât have been this happy.â
Sophia agreed. André said,
âLionel looks happy now.â
It was dark outside as their carriage returned.
Only the street lamps on the side of the road were emitting a faint light.
âDid you enjoy today?â
Lionel and Riv sat close together as if they shared one body. Riv liked this position of sharing each otherâs body warmth.
âYes.â
âAs long as you had fun.â
Riv suddenly had a question. It hadnât been long since Riv and Lionel got together.
Nevertheless, this man trusted her completely.
âWhy do you trust me, Lionel?â
âItâs just a gut feeling.â
His answer was simple, but she was skeptical. Instead of questioning him further, Riv thought of Earl Murdenâs family.
The two, who became a couple after being childhood friends, seemed to understand and love each other perfectly.
âI want to be like them.â
She wanted to have as many children who looked like Lionel as possible. But she was a witch and came here when time was turned back. The hours that Riv could enjoy were limited. The time she had left was too short.
âI want to do my best to survive.â
For now, it was enough just to feel Lionelâs warmth.
Riv pretended to sleep on Lionelâs shoulder.
Lionel stayed still as he embraced Riv, who was sleeping.
Rivâs breathing, leaning against him, became calm.
ââ¦â¦â
The woman who became his wife. There were times when he thought she looked very distant, even though he was next to her and holding her body.
Her body was here, but her spirit seemed to be very far away.
âRiv.â
Lionel stared at Riv with a serious expression.
This woman became his, but he felt that she was hiding something from him.
She was clumsy, therefore it was obvious that she had secrets. A secret in which Princess Marianne and Queen Selina might be involved.
âDoes this woman know a royal secret? What could it be?â
Having lived as a close maid to the Royal Family for nearly 7 years, it was strange that he assumed Riv was unaware of their private lives.
Lionel ironed out the frown between her eyebrows with his thumb. They were getting closer to the mansion.
âRiv, Riv.â
Lionel carefully woke his wife up. She opened her eyes.