The stairs were high and if he stumbled, they would be seriously hurt. Riv was anxious.
Their bedroom was on the third floor.
âWeâre not going to go all the way to the third floor like this, are we?â
âIf possible.â
Lionel was brimming with confidence.
Her face softened.
âThen Iâll trust you.â
Riv quietly surrendered to him.
After they climbed the central staircase up to the third floor and made it to the hallway, he put Riv down.
âThat was difficult, wasnât it?â
As Riv checked Lionelâs condition, he gently raised one eyebrow. It was a habit of his that expressed his dissatisfaction.
âRiv, do I look tired?â
ââ¦â¦â
Riv looked at him. Lionelâs breathing was labored as he carried Riv, but he didnât seem to be having a hard time.
âI am fine, my wife.â
Lionel grinned and threw Riv over his shoulder, as if to prove his strength.
âHuh?â
Carrying her was not enough, so she was thrown on his shoulder like luggage.
Blood rushed to Rivâs face.
âL-Lionel!â
She felt dizzy.
Even as Riv squirmed, Lionel didnât let go.
âL-Lionel, I was wrong for teasing you.â
âToo late.â
He strode through the hallway and arrived in front of the Duchessâ room.
âOpen the door.â
ââ¦â¦?â
While Riv was puzzled, he strode into the Duchessâ room.
âEveryone get out.â
At Lionelâs command, the maids scurried out of the room.
He laid Riv down on the Duchessâ bed.
âAh.â
Riv was still dizzy.
Lionel brought his face in front of hers.
As if he couldnât wait any longer, he took off his coat and tried to tear off Rivâs velvet dress.
But Riv blocked his hand.
âTh-This is my favorite dress. Let me take it off.â
âOkay.â
Lionel chuckled. In fact, he hadnât even taken off his shoes.
Just when Riv was about to take off her coat and carefully unbutton her velvet dressâ¦
âJust a moment.â
Lionel pushed Riv down on the bed and climbed on top of her.
His firm and heavy body pressed down on Riv.
âLetâs stay like this for a moment.â
Lionel buried his face in Rivâs chest.
As he pressed his face between her bre*sts, he said.
âThe fabric is too thick. Itâs worse than a summer dress.â
âItâs a dress for the winter.â
Lionel grunted and raised his head.
He stared at Rivâs face, which was red with excitement.
His mischievous hands moved, caressing her but*ocks and chest.
âRiv, donât pretend to be modest in front of me.â
âIâm not.â
His hand inched further and further down Rivâs body.
âThen take off your clothes. I want to taste you right away.â
Lionel slowly turned into a beast.
âGive me your body.â
Lionelâs lips met hers.
It was careful contact. But within that moment, they both caught on fire.
Having been apart for half a year, their suppressed passion exploded.
Lionel and Riv entangled madly, craving each otherâs lips.
They tasted and touched each othersâ bodies endlessly.
Forgetting the dress she loved, Riv gave in. Lionelâs claw-like hands tore it off of her.
Her underwe*r became a rag in his hands. Riv removed his jacket and tore off his shirt.
She felt his bare skin under her palms. It was burning hot. Riv traced the firm muscles of Lionelâs body.
âHaa.â
âRiv.â
With his lips, Lionel frantically traced Rivâs body. His hands prodded every inch of her.
Their desires burned hot. They both became beasts.
They felt the joy of being alive, deep pleasures, and raw desires.
Their longing was fulfilled on the bed.
Lionelâs eyes blazed hotter than the sun.
She wanted to be ruled by him. Riv longed for the pleasure he gave her and everything he could offer.
âI dreamed of holding you for the past half year.â
âDid you want me?â
âYes.â
âDid you yearn for me?â
âHnn.â
Riv remembered when she saw him again.
Lionel looked unfamiliar and frightening. His face still hadnât lost its sharpness.
But even that side of him⦠she wanted all of it.
For life, she wanted to be his one and only lover.
Riv longed for him.
âLionel.â
âOnly look at me today. Donât take your hands off me.â
Lionel muttered, as if hypnotizing Riv.
It was their second honeymoon.
***
A few peaceful days passed.
Riv was absorbed in her role of being a loving wife. The night was theirs.
They were married, but they had been apart longer than they had been together.
As if to compensate for lost time, they barely stopped.
Occasionally, Lionel would attack Riv during the day. Whenever he did that, Riv was exhausted and slept again.
That day, just as Riv woke up from a nap, Claudel and Anna came in to change the flowers in a vase. They even brought firewood for the fireplace.
They noticed Riv, who had just woken up.
âAre you awake, Madame?â
âYes.â
They looked at Riv, then each other, and laughed.
âThe Duke must have fallen for his wife again.â
âYouâre on good terms, so perhaps youâll get pregnant soon.â
The two women laughed gleefully when they mentioned pregnancy.
âPregnantâ¦â
Riv murmured. They didnât make any efforts to avoid pregnancy.
But she knew very well that she was not pregnant.
âIs it nice to have children?â
Riv wanted to give birth to Lionelâs child.
She wanted to have a child who would become his successor. If it was a boy who resembled him, he would look cute and mature. If it was a girl, she would look elegant and refined.
âBut itâs not going to happen.â
Was it a pity that she wasnât pregnant?
Riv carressed her flat stomach.
After Claudel left, Anna cleaned up the area around the fireplace and stared at Riv. Her expression said she wanted to gossip.
âAnna, is something wrong?â
Anna walked over to Rivâs side.
âRiv, did you hear about Princess Marianne?â
âYes? I know Princess Marianne was pregnant and got married.â
âDid you hear who the groom is?â
âNo.â
Riv shook her head.
Marianneâs situation wasnât her concern. All she cared about was Lionel.
Anna whispered.
âThey said that the princess had a miscarriage and her husband is Grand Duke Shantel.â
Grand Duke Shantel was a senior member of the Royal Family, but rumors about him were not good.
He was infamous for having many wives and lovers. He also had very⦠bad habits.
Marianne married him and had a miscarriage?
âMarianne was fine when I died.â
Just as Rivâs fate changed, so did Marianneâs.
Clearly, Marianneâs life would now be miserable, however, she felt no sympathy.
Still, this development could not be easily understood.
âMadame, are you okay?â
Anna asked.
Riv nodded her head belatedly.
***
Her whole body was on fire. Her bones, her flesh, even her soul burned.
The pain spread through Rivâs body.
It was indescribable.
Riv continued to struggle.
She did not want to be burned alive again.
âHelp me! I want to live!!
This was the moment when Riv Katana died. It was the memory of her dying moments.
âHah!â
Riv woke up with a short scream and wiped her forehead.
Her body was wet with cold sweat.
She could feel the chill in the room. She wrapped a blanket around her body tightly.
Her dream felt so real that she couldnât calm down.
âIt was only a dream.â
Just when Riv finally caught her breath, she noticed her hand and her eyes opened wide.
âRiv?â
Lionel opened the door connecting their rooms and entered. He had heard her scream.
He checked on Riv, who was deathly pale.
âDid you have a nightmare?â
Riv stared at him, hiding her hand under the blanket.
âJust a minute, the room is a little cold.â
It seemed that the fire in the fireplace had been out for a while.
Riv didnât even attempt to approach the fireplace as she was afraid of fire, so Lionel started it himself.
She could hear it crackling.
Little by little, warmth spread through the room.
Riv looked at Lionel, who had his back to her as he lit the fire.
For a moment, he seemed too far away.
âLionel, stay by my side.â
âRiv?â
Lionel turned to Riv with a puzzled expression.
âAre you still bothered by your nightmare?â
He hugged Riv. His body shared its temperature with hers, gradually warming it up.
âWhy do you look so anxious, Riv?â
Lionel caressed Rivâs face.
âIâm okay now that youâre here.â
Riv pulled her hands out from under the blanket and wrapped them around his neck.
Her hand, which had been transparent, was slowly solidifying.
âI just had a nightmare, Lionel.â
***