I TRY NOT TO WINCE as I get up to leave the auditorium, but Nico sure didnât help when he put me on all fours earlier. Sex this morning was an entirely different experience from last night, and if Iâm being honest, I liked it better today.
He was more himself, no longer worried about hurting me. He dominated every second, barking orders and manhandling me into the positions he wanted. I hope he wonât stop controlling our sex life because I love his possessive, demanding tone. He knows what he wants, what I want, and how to make it happen.
âNot so fast, kitten.â Brandon blocks my way when I step into the corridor. He backs me into a corner, a scowl twisting his face. âWe gotta talk.â
âI have nothing to tell you.â
âYou sure about that? I hear youâre not liking the attention youâre getting. My boys say youâre avoiding them, shooting them down.â
I fold my arms, hoping itâll be enough to stop him pressing into me. âYour boys are correct.â
âWho told you about the prize?â He glides his finger along the line of fabric on my chest and tilts my chin when I donât answer. âIt was Justin, wasnât it? Cheeky fucker. Iâll deal with him later, and youâ¦â He sweeps his thumb along my jaw. âYou have one last chance to play ball. I want that first, Mia.â
âAnd yet you let your friends try and score with me. Thatâs an odd way of saying I want you.â
âI donât want you. I want your pussy. Thereâs a difference.â
I grit my teeth, pushing down nausea threatening to eject the contents of my stomach into his face. Maybe I should just roll with it. Projectile-vomiting all over the star quarterback would be the highlight of my college career.
âYouâre too late,â I say, swallowing hard. âBoth I and my pussy are taken.â
He cocks an eyebrow, looking me over, surprise fading from his snobbish face quickly. âNice try, kitten. Iâm not falling for that. My boys played nice until now, but you just had to ruin the fun, didnât you? Imagine that instead of asking you out, theyâll get handsy.â
âThatâs sexual assault. Even youâre not stupid enough to order that.â
He traces one hand down my side, making me shudder with disgust. âYou think anyone will prosecute them for slapping your curvy ass? I doubt it. Letâs see how long itâll take before you come crawling, begging me to fuck you.â He pats my butt, and on reflex, I slam my knee into his groin.
âYou wonât like what follows if you ever put your hands on me again.â
He holds his breath and his balls, doing a surprisingly decent job of not doubling over. âTwenty grand,â he grumbles, his face changing colors like a kaleidoscope. âAnd Iâm opening the game to every guy on campus.â
That does it.
The thought of being harassed by the entire male population of this nightmarish ecosystem has my stomach twisting into tight knots. Iâm flooded with images of obnoxious, hungry-for-cash guys cornering me in empty corridors, forcing me to use the self-defense moves the triplets taught me.
Brandonâs friends arenât short for cash, but thereâs plenty of students here whose parents donât own yachts and ocean-view mansions.
âYou wouldnât dareâ¦â I suck in harsh breaths, shepherding my raging nerves. âBrandon, this isnât funny.â
He doesnât reply, walking away with a triumphant smile while I try to sever the tendrils of an onrushing panic attack. It proves useless when, in the thinning crowd, I spot Blair surrounded by a tight circle of friends. She silently simmers, clenching and unclenching her fists, jealousy painting her face red.
She made my life miserable since kindergarten. I know what sheâs capable of⦠she can bring more hurt than the twenty grand prize. The cruelty she threw my way over the years flashes before my eyes, turning my stomach further.
Thatâs it. Not even mint can help now.
I faintly register that the triplets entered the building, but I donât wait for them to come closer. I run toward the bathroom, one hand clasped over my mouth as I burst into the first cubicle, and lean over the toilet, dropping to my knees.
The door opens again, probably Cody, Colt, or Conor hot on my tail while my breakfast and coffee pour into the toilet. Iâve no idea why the triplets are still in my corner, but theyâve had my back for a year now, and the thought of losing them has my heart breaking clean in two.
Wave after wave of powerful shudders shake my body dotted with goosebumps. My throat burns. My eyes water. Thereâs nothing left to throw up, but dry heaves arenât easing.
Whoeverâs in here comes closer, looming behind me, not saying a word. I feel them gather my hair, holding it out the way.
I canât get a word out, still spitting down the toilet and gasping for air between pathetic whimpers.
My hair fans down my back.
Footsteps beat a fast retreat.
The door bangs closed, and a stench of something burning hits my nose.
My mind stops spinning around Brandon, focusing on whatâs burning. The smell is so strong that Iâ
A pained cry tears from my mouth when intense heat blazes up my back.
No, no, no, no, noâ¦
I jump to my feet, spin around, and catch my reflection in the mirrors above the sinks. Flames consume my blonde locks faster than fire runs in dry grass.
Adrenaline kicks in, my senses razor sharp. I turn the faucet and dip my head, shoving it under the water.
Thatâs when the fire alarm starts, drowning out my distressed cries. A second later, the sprinklers douse my hair, face, and clothes.
Water patters down my bare back, but⦠I have a blouse on⦠I reach behind me, feeling big holes burned through the fabric, my skin hot and tender.
Slowly, I look up, the initial frenzy wearing off, replaced by a sense of impending doom.
My hair is half its length now. The locks that fell to my butt seconds ago barely reach my shoulder blades.
Tears spill, disguised by the sprinklers drenching the bathroom. I slide to the floor, hugging my knees.
âMia?â Colt shoves his head between the door. His eyes land on me, and he rushes in, letting the door bang against the wall. âWhat the fuck happened?! Cody! Get in here!â He kneels on the wet floor, gripping my shoulders.
âDonât touch me,â I choke, swallowing tears. âIt hurtsâ¦â
âJesus, sweetie, your hairâ¦â He trails off, combing his fingers through my damaged locks. âWho did this? Was itââ
âBlair,â Cody clips from the doorway, nodding toward the mirrors. âStay away from him, bitch,â he reads whatâs been written in red lipstick.
The sprinklers turn off, and the building is suddenly blanketed by gloomy, tragic silence. Conor shoves Cody aside, making room for Mr. Finch, who stops two steps in, his assessing eyes taking in the scene.
âMiss Harlow, do you require medical attention?â
I shake my head, gritting my teeth as Colt cuffs my wrists, helping me off the floor. He tucks me under his chin but stops short of wrapping his arms around me.
âMia, your back⦠you need to see the first aider.â
âIâm okay. Iâve got burn cream at home.â I swat my tears away, inhaling a calming breath, but tiny rivers trail my cheeks, despite my efforts to keep the pathetic whimpers in. âCan you take me home?â
âI must insistââ
âYou heard her,â Cody cuts off Mr. Finch. âShe wants to go home, so sheâs going home. And you better make sure Blairâs not here on Monday.â
âBlair Fitzpatrick? Was she the one whoâ¦â He gestures at me, twirling his finger in the air, ââ¦did this?â
âI donât know. I didnât see anyone.â
âYou know it was her,â Cody says, his voice one level off yelling. âSheâs a psycho. Donât let her get away with it.â
âItâs my word against hers. Thereâs no witnesses. Do you want to guess how many people will vouch she was with them on the other side of campus?â I rest my forehead against his chest. âJust please take me home.â
âââ
âYou think Thalia or Cass could fix her hair a bit?â Conor asks his brothers when Cody parks on my driveway.
âIâll do it myself.â I lift my head from Coltâs lap. âThank you for bringing me home.â
This isnât the first time Blair destroyed my hair. She stuck gum in it all the time in elementary school and chased me with scissors in kindergarten, nipping whatever she caught between the blades. She clipped my skin, too. Thatâs when the teacher walked in, finding me hiding in the corner, bleeding and crying, locks of my hair littering the floor.
âI hope you donât think weâll leave you here alone,â Colt says, squeezing my hand. âWeâre staying.â
âNo, youâre not because Iâm not staying. I promised Nico Iâll grab a few things and stay with him tonight.â
âWait till he hears that bitch burned your hair,â Cody says, getting out of the car to open the back. âHeâll lose his fucking shit.â He takes my hand, helping me out.
âHe wonât find out. Promise you wonât tell him,â I plead as we enter my house.
âWhy the hell not?â Conor asks, jogging to the fridge. âYou think he wonât notice your hairâs half the length?â He pulls out a pack of string cheese, hauling himself onto the kitchen counter.
âIâll make something up.â
âWhy?â Cody demands, leaning against the cupboards beside Conor. âIs he being an asshole? Are you afraid of him?â
âWhat? No, of course not, but he⦠heâ¦â I trail off, remembering what Nico said this morning. Donât mention college unless you absolutely have to. âHe wonât stick around if I start bringing pointless trouble.â
This is too juvenile for him, and Iâm determined to keep my school problems away from his ears.
âHe should know, Mia.â
âAnd how will it help? My hair wonât grow back if I tell him. Blair wonât stop being jealous, Brandon wonât quit thinking of ways to get me in his bed, but Nico will question whether the ten-year age gap is too much. I just got him, Cody,â I mutter, standing there like an orphan. Hayes brothers are loyal to a fault, and lying, or rather withholding information on my behalf, is not something the triplets will take on lightly. âPlease,â I whisper. âI donât want to lose him two days in.â
Three pairs of eyes study me in silence. Cody rubs his face, exhaling a heavy breath, and they exchange the look. âWeâll go with whatever story you fabricate under one condition,â he says, pushing himself away from the countertop to hug me. âSlow down, okay?â He pecks my head. âYouâre falling in love with him too fast, Bug.â
My mouth opens to protest, but the contradiction gets stuck on its way out. I am falling in love with Nico. I have been, slowly but surely, since the Spring Break party almost two months ago, and Iâve not stopped since.
âIâll try,â I say, but I donât mean it.
Nico makes me whole. Happy. Why would I suppress that? Because itâs too fast? Because we just started dating? We did, but weâve been spending time together for weeks. I know more about him than I know about my own sister.
âIâll take a shower, and weâll see what I can do with this.â I point at my hair. âFeel at home. I wonât be long.â
The coffee maker starts going before I lock myself in the bathroom. I cry again when my damaged hair snaps in my fingers. I wash it three times to rid the burned smell, and once Iâm done, the drain is blocked. It takes two handfuls to gather up the hair littering the shower floor.
My back is red where my blouse burned through, but thankfully no blisters. Nothing a few coats of cream wonât fix. I slip into a pair of shorts and hold a towel close to my chest, my cheeks hot when I tiptoe in the living room.
âI canât reach,â I say, glancing between the triplets. Theyâre all drinking coffee, looking comfortable in my living room. I hold out the burn cream. âCould youââ
âCome here.â Cody holds his hand out. âYou canât let Blair get away with this, Bug. Fuckâ¦â he whispers, voice thick with emotions as he smoothes the cream on. âHow the hell will you explain this to Nico?â
âIâll lie, but only a little.â