WORK, WORK, WORK.
It never bothered me that I work twenty-four-seven. If Iâm not at the office, I visit my other businesses, deal with emergencies, or answer one call after the other.
Miaâs been mine for less than a month, but Iâm already sick of work. I hadnât realized I was filling a void buying cocktail bars and clubs and spending late evenings at the office. I never had a reason to rush home, but since Mia, thatâs all I do.
Or try, at least, but as fate would have it, the past month has been a nightmare. Not an hour goes by without a phone call. Not a day without issues. Not one evening without something going down that requires my attention.
We were supposed to head to the movies tonight with Theo and Thalia, but a pipe burst in one of my cocktail bars half an hour before I picked Mia up. Instead of an evening with my girl, I spent four hours getting the mayhem under control.
âSheâs asleep on the couch,â Aisha says when I arrive at half past nine. âShe wasnât feeling well.â
âWhy? Whatâs wrong?â I cross the hallway, heading straight to the living room.
âChill out,â she mutters, trailing behind me. âSheâs on her period. Are you staying the night?â
I was going to take her back to my place, but Miaâs curled on the sofa, cuddling a pillow. âLooks like I am. Why?â I grab a blanket from the back of the couch, cover her up, and gently pull her into me, my chest replacing the pillow.
âNo reason,â Aisha says, biting back a smile. I can tell thereâs a solid reason she doesnât want to share. âIâm heading out, thatâs all. Iâll stay the night at Tobyâs, so donât expect me back.â
âWonât miss you.â
âI have a feeling you might,â she chuckles, flinging a bag over her shoulder. âHave fun. Oh, and donât think I forgot about the night out. We postponed it, but itâs happening in a couple of weeks.â
âAs I said. Q, a bouncer, and I take Mia there and back.â
âWeâll see about that,â she chirps, already halfway down the hallway. âI have a plan.â
I bet she does.
Mia stirs, cuddling into me harder as if she feels my presence even asleep. She holds a hand across my chest, fisting the t-shirt, one leg bent at her knee and resting on my thighs.
I settle for a movie, ghosting my fingers up and down her arm and growing concerned over my mental health.
It canât be normal that every muscle in my body tenses painfully whenever Miaâs not well. The fucked-up part of my character, the controlling, overprotective part, is harder to tame as the days go by⦠as my feelings morph from infatuation to something dangerously close to love.
Half the time, I fight my paranoia, assuring myself Mia doesnât require constant supervision. That she wonât pull stupid stunts for attention, wonât encourage men to touch her.
My jaw clenches, and my temper flares. I derail that train of thought, focusing back on the movie.
Halfway through The Wolf of Wall Street, someone enters the house. Aisha left in heels, and whoever just entered isnât click-clacking toward the living room.
My hold on Mia tightens while I listen to the footsteps and what sounds like something being dragged across the tiled floor. Iâm ready to flip Mia over and beat the living shit out of whoever walked in, but five seconds later, Iâm tense for a whole different reason.
Miaâs father stops at the mouth of the corridor, eyes on me, eyebrow raised, small suitcase in hand.
âHey, Jimmy,â I say quietly.
He scans the room, tilting his head like a curious dog. âHey to you, too.â Two deep wrinkles mark his forehead when he spots Tylenol on the coffee table. He walks in further, leaving his suitcase by the wall. âIs she unwell?â
âYou could say that.â
His frown deepens before his face flashes with recognition. âPMS, right? Itâs the VWD that makes it worse. She told you about that, didnât she?â
I conducted comprehensive research on the topic after Miaâs twenty-four-minute-long nosebleed. I stayed up for hours after she fell asleep, reading every study about Von Willebrand available online, then asked Mia a hundred questions over breakfast. Now, Iâm prepared for any situation.
While reading up about the disease, I found an article that mentioned PMS, so I know Miaâs contraceptive implant lessens the severity of her periods. Needless to say, Iâm no longer opposed to her having that thing.
âShe did,â I say, trying not to wake Mia as I untangle myself from her hold and cover her with a blanket.
âSo youâre the boyfriendâ¦â Jimmy muses when I approach to shake his hand. âI gotta tell you, I wouldnât have guessed if I had a million tries.â
âI didnât realize she told you about me.â
âShe didnât. She said sheâs bringing her boyfriend over for the Grand Prix next month but wouldnât tell me who he is.â He moves to the living room, taking care not to make much noise as he grabs two crystal glasses and a bottle of bourbon out of the drinks cabinet.
Looks like weâre drinking.
âI expected a Hayes⦠just not you,â he continues. âI assumed it was one of the triplets, and I prayed itâs not Cody. No offense, but that kid gets on my nerves like nobodyâs business.â He pulls a bag of ice from the freezer.
I move one barstool to the side of the island where Iâve got a better view of Mia. âCodyâs very talented when it comes to getting on peopleâs nerves. Why do you think she didnât tell you who I am?â
âShe knows weâre friends. I guess she wanted to surprise me,â he chuckles, pouring bourbon over ice, before sliding a glass across the counter toward me. âAnd boy, am I fucking surprised. I never pegged you for the type.â
âNeither did I,â I admit, my guards safely in place.
He might act cool but letâs face the facts. Iâve been friends with the guy for three years. We went out together more than once. I saw a few women stick their tongues down his throat or grip his dick through his pants, and he sure saw a few chicks dry hump me at the club.
This now is the first time Iâve ever felt awkwardâ¦
âI didnât plan on coming home,â he adds. âBut I got curious when Mia said she was bringing a boyfriend to Monaco. I wanted to grab a drink with the guy.â He lifts his glass up, eyes boring into mine. âSo letâs have a drink, Nico.â
âI sense a few heavy questions.â
He waves his hand. âI know my daughter. I might not see her often, but I know everything there is to know. At least I did before you happened. She called me every time she had a date. I knew which guy she liked and which kissed like a puppy.â
âA puppy?â
âYeah, apparently, he licked her face.â
âRemind me to ask her how he ranked on her scale.â
âA two, if I remember correctly.â He finishes his drink, and urges me to do the same, pouring another two fingers of bourbon into his glass, then mine. âHow do you rank?â
Argh⦠I walked right into that one, didnât I?
âA nine.â
Jimmy tsks, amusement flickering in his eyes. âKeep working.â He twirls the glass around, lost in thought.
âAsk away,â I encourage. âIâm sure youâve got questions.â
âOh, I do. Not for you, though. Youâll tell me what I want to hear.â He casts a glance at his daughter, still asleep on the couch. âSheâll tell me the truth.â
âIâve never lied to you. And I wonât start now.â
He lifts the glass to his lips, taking a long, measured sip. âAlright, letâs check that theory. How long have you two been seeing each other?â
âA few weeks.â
âYou had sex yet?â
I choke on the bourbon, inhaling a sip instead of drinking it. âWhat the fuck, Jimmy?â
He pats my back, chuckling quietly. âYou know why Iâm asking. Youâve got quite the hit it and quit it reputation. If youâve not had sex yetââ
âYouâll assume thatâs all Iâm waiting for before I cut her loose,â I finish for him.
âYou met Aisha by now, right? Sheâs a nymphomaniac. I walked in on her having sex more times than Iâm willing to admit. You get immune after a while. The topic of my daughtersâ sex life doesnât bother me like it does most fathers. You said you wonât lie, so donât fucking lie and donât evade.â
âThe answer is yes, and if we break up, you can be fucking sure itâll be her who leaves me, not the other way around,â I seethe, squeezing my glass harder. âNext question.â
He chuckles, patting my shoulder. âRelax. I donât want the details. Miaâs always been a loner. Always quiet, but for the past few weeks, sheâs been unusually cheerful. You make her happy.â
I sure hope so. Navigating our relationship is a challenge like no other. Instead of getting easier, itâs getting harder because sheâs easily influenced. She hardly ever stands up to me. Iâm flying blind, but I think Iâm doing okay.
âShe makes me happier,â I admit, looking over to where sheâs still asleep, holding the blanket to her cheek. âI guess it might bother you that Iâm ten years olderââ
âDonât assume, Nico. Mia only went out with two guys her age, everyone else was at least five years older, so I expected this.â He gets up, opening a cupboard to pull out a bag of peanuts. âListen, youâve not been dating long. Itâs all fresh, so weâll save the heavy for later, alright?â
I bob my head, spinning the glass on the breakfast counter. For over an hour, we talk about work before he asks about the skydive. Mia flips onto her side halfway through my story. Iâm surprised she hasnât woken up yet. Weâre not exactly keeping our voices down.
âShe did very well. She screamed for ten seconds after we jumped out but stopped when she looked around.â
âIâve seen the pictures,â Jimmy says, slurring his words a little. The long-haul and time difference mustâve taken a toll on him. âI assume youâre staying the night?â
âIf thatâs not a problem. Iâd rather not wake Mia every couple hours to check on her.â
âItâs fine.â He crosses the room, pulling another bottle from the drinks cabinet. âYou need to try this. Just one drink.â
âI should get Mia to bed before we start another bottle.â
He waves me off. âYeah, do that and come back.â
I get the bed ready before moving Mia. Thankfully sheâs already in her pjâs. Jimmy and I donât stop at the one drink. When I finally crawl into bed around two in the morning, I know Iâll wake up with a banging headache.
Mia
âHoly shit!â Jake yells when I stop by the lockers. âSomeone did some growing up over the summer. Youâre not fat! You need a new nickname.â
I donât look his way. It never ends well. I open the locker, shove my bag inside and take the books I need for my first classâChemistry.
âAre thoseâ¦â he says, feigning surprise. âAre those real boobs youâve got there, or have you stuffed your bra?â
Students laugh, the sound like thousands of tiny needles pricking my nerve endings.
âYou wonât talk to me, huh?â
I close the locker and grab the earphones, putting them in my ears and hating Aisha for putting makeup on me. I feel like Iâm wearing a mask. Like Iâm trying to fit in when I stopped hoping to long ago.
If the likes of Jake are the people Iâm supposed to fit in with, then Iâd rather be a loner.
I crank up the volume and make my way to class, eyes on the floor, steps small. I donât even make it to the end when the music stops playing, and I see Jake from the corner of my eye, scissors in hand and a wide grin.
He cut the cords.
I grit my teeth, adamant not to show him how much it hurts me to be robbed of the one thing I find comfort in.
âWhat is that?â he cackles, smearing the raspberry lip gloss across my lips and face with his thumb. âThat pouty mouth of yours would look great wrapped around my dick,â he states. âYes! Fucking EPIC! Thatâs your new nickname. Blow Job Lips!â He scans the crowd of onlookers and starts chanting BJ over and over until not a single person within earshot isnât chanting with him.
Thereâs no stopping the tears that pool in my eyes. Thereâs no stopping my instincts when I turn on my heel and run out of the building, bailing on my first day as a freshman.