do you know
how i felt
when i
couldn't breathe
because of
the hiccuping
sobs bursting
out of my
lips
when salty tears
streamed down
my chubby cheeks
when every
thud of my
heart reminded
me of you
when my stomach
was growling
even as i
lost my appetite
when my limbs
felt heavy
and heart going
n u m b
.
as i replayed
the scene
of your kiss
with her
over and
over and
over again
.
no, you don't
you were
too busy
with her
.
one look at
the blade
on my
study table
told me
what i
can to do
.