i long realized
that my love
is yours
but your love
is not mine
i see you everyday
bringing me chocolates
giving me a hug
telling me you
are there
for me
that i am
your friend
that's the thing
i don't know
whether to
feel happy that
you are my friend
or cry that
that is all
you will ever be
i see you everyday
with her
smiling with her
laughing with her
holding her hand
kissing her
loving her
.
some days
i feel everything at once
anger jealousy sadness pain
some days
i feel nothing at all
i don't know
what's worse
d r o w n i n g
beneath the waves
or
d y i n g
from thirst
.
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