my loud sobs
that escaped
even though
i covered my mouth
woke you up
from your sleep
you were confused
for a minute
as you stared at me
with bloodshot eyes
and your midnight hair
sticking up
in all directions
you looked so sad
until realization
hit you like a brick
shit
you cursed
and shoved away
the covers
revealing your
shirtless torso
as you came to me
and knelt in front
of me
catching my hands
my sobs got louder
and i buried my face
into your chest
glad that you were
s a f e
we stayed on the
floor like that
for a long time
you hugging me
as i cried out all
my fears and problems
it wasn't soon
before you joined me
a few minutes later
or maybe few hours
the tears subdued
you pulled me up
and we walked
towards your bed
where you hugged
me from behind
and buried
your head
in the crook
of my neck
if we weren't
in such a
melancholic mood
i would be blushing
what happened
i never want you to go away
what do you mean
i was so scared when you didn't answer your phone
i was sleeping, rae
i know zion, but-
rae, you are an idiot
huh
there is no way i am leaving you
i am here now
i will always be here
promise
i promise, baby
i am your shadow now
a tear traced its way
down my cheek
as i thought
of the many times
i danced with my
own shadow
because you
weren't there
.
ain't them cute ;)
okay, okay. . .
i am sorry that was so crappy.
but i have a exam tomorrow, so buh-bye
over and out, rai