Chapter 50 â You Havenât Always Been Like This
Working in the service industry was a difficult profession, since one had to be kind enough to smile at even the worst of customers.
Madame Reavoir was momentarily rendered dumbstruck at the absurdity of Dorotheaâs words, but she soon used her experience and spoke in a pacifying tone.
âNot at all, Lady Dorothea. Please forget about Lady Maristellaâs dress. There is another dress that would look wonderful on you. It is truly beautiful. I worked very hard on it.â
ââ¦Really?â Dorothea said, her interest suddenly diverted.
âOf course, Lady Dorothea. Would I lie to you about that?â Madam Reavoir said, smiling awkwardly, but remained by Dorotheaâs side as if nothing were wrong.
Placated, Dorothea seemed to loosen up when she heard there was another beautiful dress that would look good on her. Whenever I looked at the other girl, I couldnât tell whether to judge her as simple or naïve.
I watched Madame Reavoir move with Dorothea to another location, then noticed Countess Cornohen staring at me with widened eyes. I took in a deep breath. What was wrong with that old hag?
âCountess Cornohen,â I said with a half smile, and she looked at me haughtily as if there was nothing wrong with the fact that I caught her staring at me. âI suppose you have something to tell me,â I said.
âNot at all, Lady Maristella. Nothing,â she demurred. Somehow, I sensed something hidden beneath her tone. âThat dress is beautiful. You must have wanted it so much that you couldnât even yield it to your best friend.â
âIâm afraid it wouldnât look good on Dorothea. Her red hair and this white dress wouldnât go very well together.â
She cocked an eyebrow at me. ââ¦Iâm surprised that you are acting differently from what you promised.â
âCountess Cornohen, I believe Iâm still fulfilling my promise,â I asserted.
âThen you should give that dress to my daughter.â
âIf Dorothea were my true friend, she wouldnât have asked me to do that in the first place. And even if she did, I would have been happy to hand it over to her. But only if she is my âtrue friend.ââ
âWhat?â
âBut Dorothea is no longer my âtrue friendâ. Donât you already know that? With the interest payment as a basis, I am Dorotheaâs maid, as you wanted,â I said in a business-like tone.
âLady Maristella, donât youâ!â Countess Cornohen began harshly.
âDonât worry, Countess Cornohen. Dorothea is not here. I also have no intention in letting her know about our deal.â
I took a breath and continued.
âPlease donât make unreasonable demands from me. That will only work if you say it to someone who sincerely cares for Dorothea. Iâm afraid I have been disappointed in her for too long to give in to her unreasonable requests.â
But the Countess was unrelenting. âIf you keep doing this, I will be disappointed in you too. I wonât tolerate you spoiling Rothâs mood.â
âI think I have done enough,â I said with a shake of my head. âI didnât even frown at her when I met her here. And I have been nice to her until the end.â I looked directly into Countess Cornohenâs eyes. âI wonder how much youâre going to demand from me. In my estimation, all the debt my family currently owes to the Cornohen family should be completely wiped out if you want your demands satisfied.â
âYou are shameless,â Countess Cornohen said in bitter accusation.
âIf I were to frown and say harsh things to Dorothea, thatâs because she deserves it. But at least I didnât do anything that could become an issue. If you ask Madame Reavoir in a moment, I think itâs a problem you can recognize.â
âVery well. Letâs say the dress was too much of a demand.â Countess Cornohen spoke as if she decided to no longer pursue the issue. âBut from now on, I want you to give her whatever she wants. Shouldnât I receive the proper payment for the interest?â
ââ¦Of course I will do what you want, Countess Cornohen. Unlike today, I can be generous enough to tolerate the smaller things. But Iâm the one who decides the standard.â
âYouâre acting recklessly. You havenât always been like this.â Countess Cornohen continued, showing her displeasure. âYouâre excessively daringâno, even that is a waste to say to you. Youâre rude and arrogant. Youâre not the girl I used to know.â
She was not wrong. The original Maristella was not âOh Mariâ.
I kept silent for a while, and then opened my mouth. âThatâs possible.â
âWhat?â
âIâm determined not to be a pushover to your daughter anymore. You could say that I have become a different person.â
âWatch your language, Lady Maristella. How can youâ¦!â
But I drove on without any hesitation. âAnd about the interest. Itâs best if you donât threaten me with that.â There was no point in being polite to this woman. Countess Cornohen was just an adult version of Dorothea.
âWhat?â Countess Cornohen said, dumbstruck.
âYou already told us at our house that you werenât going to accept the interest payment. Right?â I grinned and continued talking. âBut if you suddenly reversed your words, you would look bad.â
âYoung lady!â she exclaimed.
âOur families are very close to each other publicly. Close friends. Isnât it obvious how others will see us if thereâs a rumor saying we have a problem with money?â
I paused for a moment, then went on with a smile.
âAside from the public matters, the internal conflict between the Bellafleur family and the Cornohen family could also be exposed to everyone. Do you want that, Countess Cornohen?â
âHow impudentâ¦!â
âBut it hasnât gone that far. Letâs not go there. You want Roth and I, and the Bellafleur family and the Cornohen family, to get along well. Or you could let people talk, itâs fine if you donât care.â
Anger boiled in Countess Cornohenâs eyes. I stared at her for a while, then spoke again.
âFor the last timeâ¦I have decided to become a maid to Dorothea, not a pushover.â
ââ¦â
âIf you continue this, itâs difficult for me to carry out the contract, Countess. I hope you will be careful about your daughterâs education.â
Ah, so rude. Usually, I would never be so rude. Countess Cornohen was my senior, but if I didnât stand up, everyone in the Cornohen family would ignore, despise and disregard the Bellafleur family as if they were below them. I decided it was better to act like a crazy woman.
Even if I went all out like this, I was sure Countess Cornohen wouldnât abandon me and my family. In any case, it took a lot of courage to cut off the friendship that connected our families since the generation of my grandfather. Whether it was for internal or external reasons.
I remained polite as I closed our conversation. âThen, I will have to go change my dress. I hope to see you again, Countess Cornohen.â
Countess Cornohen looked at me with a bewildered expression. I was reminded of the face of Madam Reavoir made earlier.
You never knew what life was going to throw at you.
I smirked and turned around.