Chapter 52 â Someone Else He Has Feelings For
When I went to the drawing room, Sir Dilton was drinking tea in an upright posture, as usual. I always had this thought in the back of my mind, but he was so aristocratic that I could not reconcile his energetic appearance that sometimes revealed itself.
âSir Dilton,â I said as I stepped into the parlor room. Sir Dilton quickly put down the teacup and stood up. A gentle smile spread across his mouth.
âLady Maristella,â he greeted.
âGood to see you again, Sir Dilton. Itâs nice to see you often.â
âIt really is. It hasnât been that long since the maid went up. You came here quickly.â
âYes. Fortunately my outfit was proper.â
With a smile on my face, I walked to the table where he was sitting, then gestured for him to sit down.
He took his seat again, and as soon as I settled down myself, a maid came from outside and brought my share of refreshments. I took an appreciative sip of orange tea before speaking.
âWhat brings you here? Did something happen to the Crown Prince?â I asked.
I could guess why Sir Dilton was here, but it was too embarrassing to bring that up first. Sir Dilton smiled as if to say no.
âIt was not about that. Iâm here to give the answer to your previous offer.â
âIf it was something that I offered previouslyâ¦â
âYes. The blind date.â
âOh my.â I quickly hid the excitement bubbling up in me. âDid His Highness really say he would do it?â
âYes, he did. I donât know what made him change his mind. His Highness said he will discuss the schedule with Lady Odeletta himself.â
âThatâs great,â I said with a pleased grin. âBut wait, what do you mean he changed his mind? Did something happen to him?â
âAhâ¦â Sir Dilton hesitated, then soon replied cautiously. âWell⦠I didnât expect His Highness to accept. Heâs not very interested. However, heâs old enough to get married. Itâs quite a problem if he doesnât have any interestâ¦â
âI suppose the Emperor is rushing him into marriage.â
âI donât know about that, but Iâm sure the Emperor is giving him hints. After the Crown Prince met the Emperor last time, his complexion has gotten much worse.â
âI see,â I said, nodding. âAnyway, Iâm glad His Highness gave a positive answer. Lady Odeletta has been looking forward to this.â
âAh.â Sir Diltonâs expression turned somewhat strange at my remarks.
âWhatâs wrong?â I asked.
âNothing. Hmm⦠I suppose you want him to get married as soon as possible.â
I didnât think too much about it. âI think itâs right for the Crown Prince to get married soon to stabilize the Imperial family and the Empire.â
Normally, I wouldnât have cared about Xavier if he didnât take up a big share of the storyline of this book. But to change Maristellaâs future, he had to quickly fall in love with Odeletta and marry her. And just as I said to Sir Dilton, Xavier had to get married as soon as possible for the sake of the Empire. He was the Emperorâs only son, after all.
âYouâre very kind, Lady Maristella,â Sir Dilton said out of the blue, and I raised my eyebrows at him curiously.
âPardon? Me?â
I didnât think I was that kind, but I never thought I was terrible either.
âIt may sound a little blasphemous, but isnât the Crown Prince the best of all marriage candidates?â Sir Dilton.
âOf course.â
Xavier was certainly an excellent prospect. Firstly, he was devastatingly handsome, secondly, he was a powerful man who would lead the Empire in the future, thirdly, he was rich, and fourth, he had a great personality.
âBut I suppose you donât desire him,â Sir Dilton said.
âHmm⦠What do you mean?â I asked curiously.
âUsually in this situation, people would try to gain His Highnessâ favor for themselves rather than introduce their friend.â
âYou have a point there,â I said, speaking in a tone as if I were talking about someone else. Sir Dilton looked shocked at my attitude, but I continued on casually. âBut I donât want to take away someone my friend likes.â
I might have been interested in Xavier for myself if it were not for that reason. Xavier was certainly a good-looking, capable and great man.
But that was pointless in the present situation. Odeletta was already in love with Xavier. I didnât want to lose my hard-earned friend by making a careless decision.
âYouâre very ethical,â Sir Dilton commented.
âI will take that as a compliment. But I mean it,â I said seriously.
âYouâre right, Lady Maristella. Butâ¦â Sir Dilton paused to choose his words. âBut what if the Crown Princeâs heart is set on someone else?â
âPardon?â
âWhat if the Crown Prince has someone else he has feelings for?â
I felt my heart sink. Did that meanâ¦Xavier liked someone other than Odeletta? But who?
There were only two women in the book that Xavier looked at.
Dorothea and Odeletta. If it wasnât Odeletta, then it was Dorothea. But no matter how much I tried to wrap my head around the idea, it couldnât be Dorothea.
But just in case, I decided to put out feelers. âIs itâ¦â
ââ¦â
âLady Cornohen?â
ââ¦No.â
Ah, thank God.
No wait, no.
âThen who does he like?â I asked.
âFor that.â Sir Dilton sighed briefly and then continued. âI donât really know. Iâm not sure about it.â
âPardon?â
âBut just in case⦠think of it as an assumption. Just in case. What if His Highness does have his heart set on someone else?â
I shook my head. âWell, then he shouldnât accept my offer. Itâs deceiving to both him and my friend.â
âYou think so too, donât you?â
âBut His Highness is not someone who has a bad character. So Iâm sure he doesnât like anyone else right now. Youâre simply speculating.â I looked at Sir Dilton. âIsnât that right?â
ââ¦Yes, Lady Maristella. Youâre right. Thatâs why he accepted your offer. As you said, itâs just speculation.â
âYes,â I concurred. That was a relief. âBut why were you making such wild guesses?â
âJust in case,â he answered.
âThat is an unnecessary worry. There is no reason for the Crown Prince to hide his feelings.â
âWhy do you think so? That is possible,â Sir Dilton said.
âWell⦠He has everything,â I pointed out. âWhat woman can resist his feelings? Even if he wasnât the Crown Prince, he would still be perfect.â
âThank you for seeing him like that,â Sir Dilton said with a proud expression. He was a very loyal butler.
âAnyway, I hope Lady Odeletta and the Crown Prince will have a good relationship,â I concluded.
ââ¦I see.â
The room fell into silence. I wondered if I said something wrong, but I couldnât think what it was. Finding it strange, I quickly brought up another topic.
âMore importantly, howâs His Highness doing?â
âYes, well⦠Heâs as usual.â
âThatâs a relief.â
Conversation died again. I wondered if my conversation with Sir Dilton was always this awkward, but remembered it wasnât like this last time.
What was it? What had changed?
Sir Dilton broke the silence. âCome to think of it, you donât seem to be particularly interested in dating, Lady Maristella.â
Ah, fortunately he changed to another topic. I answered him with an oddly happy expression.
âNot at all. Iâm also still at a fresh age,â I answered.
âYou donât seem to be interested. Or am I wrong?â
âIâm afraid so. If thereâs someone good, I also would like to go out with him anytime.â
âThen, what about Duke Escliffe?â Sir Dilton asked.
I panicked and my eyes blew wide open. ââ¦Pardon?â After a moment, I chuckled awkwardly. âThat was out of the blueâ¦â
âI apologize if Iâm being rude. But you two seem to be quite close lately.â
âWeâre not awkward with each other⦠But I have never thought about him that way,â I answered slowly. I was puzzled. I couldnât believe that question came up when I was already a bit uneasy about that!
I cleared my throat. âI havenât thought about getting involved with His Grace like that. Even if I do, and if he doesnât want it, my feelings wouldnât matter anyway.â
âWhat do you mean they wouldnât matter, Lady Maristella? Thatâs not true.â Sir Dilton looked at me with a bewildered expression. âAll unrequited feelings of love are feelings worth respecting. Itâs precious in itself and it has to be protected, or, well⦠something like that.â
âDo you have an unrequited love?â I asked.
âPardon?â Sir Dilton said, surprise registering on his face.
âYouâre talking as if youâre suffering from an unrequited love right now.â
ââ¦Itâs not me,â he said after a moment.
âReally?â
âYes. But my acquaintance.â
âOh no.â I frowned in true sympathy. There was no feeling in this world as terrible as unrequited love. One couldnât even give it up, and it was a difficult, desperate situation to convey oneâs feelings! I had experienced it a few times, so I understood his acquaintanceâs situation.
âYour acquaintance must be having a hard time,â I murmured sympathetically. âThey havenât confessed, right?â
âThey cannot. But how did you know?â Sir Dilton asked.
âBecause thatâs how it goes. If they are afraid to confess, itâs because they are afraid that the relationship they barely have would fall apart. They are worried that they may be dumpedâ¦â
âYou talk as if you had experienced an unrequited love before.â
Sir Diltonâs remark was unsuspectingly astute. I cleared my throat and lied to him.
âNot me, but my acquaintance,â I said.
âLady Odeletta?â he asked.
âNo. Not her.â
âThen, Lady Dorothea?â
âAh.â
Dorothea was also too much for me to treat her as an âacquaintanceâ emotionally. I shook my head. âNo. Not her either.â
âNow that weâre on the subject, were you able to deliver the tea leaves safely to Lady Cornohen?â
âAh.â I smiled awkwardly and answered. âYes. I asked my maid to do it.â
âSo you didnât want to meet her.â
âIt would only hurt my feelings.â I shrugged my shoulders and then turned back to the original subject. âI hope that your acquaintance with the unrequited love can find success. It can be really hard.â I paused, then quickly added to my words. âMy acquaintance said that. My acquaintance.â
âI see.â