I woke up on my back. I cut myself on the edges of both blades, which lay on my chest.
âWhat the fuck,â I said, touching the blood and moving my blades to the ground. They did not clink as I thought they would against a metal surface. I felt underneath, unable to see clearly, and there were my leather gloves and Shunâs Sachigloves. Just past these were Hinoteâs endorphinguns. There were five gems, and next to these was a bag with powder in it. As I found my spinals and put them on, my left hand hit the smooth surface of another gem.
Someone had brought me all of our weapons and opened my door. And this gem was Aiâs summon Sachi, I knew it. I picked up my hand terminal and hit the button to activate its light. It glowed a faint blue, and I saw the black swirl of Aiâs Sachi gem. It was Caelziax, after all. Then, my light caught the trail of blood leading out of my cell. I looked behind me, but there was not enough space for someone to have killed and dragged a body out. It must have been dragged in andâas I looked closerâback out again.
I put all of the Sachi except one lightning gem into my suit, took a snort of the lightning Sachi powder, and then slowly crept out of the cell, knives at the ready. I kicked Hinote and Shunâs stuff into the hallway in case my door decided to shut while I was checking for guards. There was no one, at least in my direct line of vision. The elevator glowed faintly, allowing me to see at least the first six doors before my own. They all stood open. There was a dead guard up ahead.
âNingyo?â Aiâs voice came from inside one of the cells.
I looked into the first cell to my right. A man sat there in a black cloak, and he twitched on the ground. I shone my terminal screen on him and saw that the number thirty-three was tattooed on his forehead. I continued on, and the next cell had a squinting Ai in it. She still wore the lab coat she got from the scientist. I hugged her, but not for long, stepping back out of the cell with her into the faint glow of the hallway. Hinote was out by the pile of stuff, and he raised his gun at me.
âNin? What the fuck? My shit was just lyinâ here?â
âNo. It was in my cell,â I said.
âWhat?â
âI donât know. Where are the others?â I asked, jerking my head around, knowing that something had killed the guards and could still be down there with us.
âI am here,â said Rin in his baritone.
âI saw âem put Shun in there,â Hinote said, pointing to cell number four. I walked over and saw that Shun was there, still in her maintenance jumper, sleeping.
âShun. Shun!â She stirred. âSHUN!â I yelled it. She shot up and nearly kicked me in the face. âCell doorâs open,â I said, catching her foot.
Realization dawned on her face, and there was a flicker of anger in her eyes as they settled on me. âWhatâs going on?â
âI donât know. Someone opened the doors and brought all our shit.â
âProbably whoever stabbed Stan,â she said.
I nodded my head. âCome on. Your gloves are out here.â
She followed me into the dark hallway and put her gloves on.
âI still have the scientistâs keycard. Letâs get the fuck out of here,â I said, heading to the elevator.
âUm, Nin?â Ai said. I turned to her. âI have to ⦠go back up. To get it out. I have to try.â
âWhat?â I said, a bit cross. âAi, we came here to save you. We promised your fatherââ
âI donât care what you promised, and I didnât ask for saving,â Ai said, matching my shitty tone. I backed down. It was true, she hadnât asked. She looked away. âSorry. I ⦠Look, I donât expect you guys to come. I think that theâthe Dead God?âI think itâs alive, and I think it is in pain. I could ⦠feel it. And they want to use it, this beautiful thingââ
âLooked fuckinâ ugly as shit to me,â Hinote said.
âYou didnât feel it, Hinote,â Ai said.
âI did,â I said, sighing. âGoddammit. What do we even do with something that big, Ai? I meanââ
âI know. Thatâs why Iâd rather you guys just go. Donât have a plan, just a ⦠feeling. The kind that I canât just walk away from.â Ai locked eyes with me as she said it, and it broke any resistance I had. Iâd felt it, pulling me like twenty Ais, all telling me I needed them safe and had to keep them alive. After worrying about killing Morfran, training to do it, seeding myself into the Under-City crime world, killing for a living, and finally deciding to kill the ancient beasts in the drill towers, Ai, and now the Dead God, were the first things Iâd felt I needed to nourish and care for ⦠since Asahi. All else had been death. All of it.
I wasnât cured of my need to avenge my son by any means, but I was cured, for the time, of my own need to die after.
âAlright. Iâm coming with you.â
âWell, if itâs something Andalaf is gonna need more Sachi for, we got to. We are already here. Might as well finish what we started at the towers,â Hinote said, looking to each of us in turn with a challenge in his tone.
Shun did not speak but nodded her head curtly.
âI would like to help you as well,â said Rin. âI have no friends in the Meeks, and Nejirita will try to get me back. Iâm afraid Iâm quite vulnerable on my own.â
âI guess that settles it then. We will go upstairs and roll a quarter-mile-long giant right out the front doors. And then die,â I said, walking to the elevator, the trail of blood leading to it becoming more crimson as I got closer to the light. It was insane. Or, it would have been if I hadnât felt the power of the Dead God. What Ai said had been true. Sheâd almost ⦠opened it, and I believed to my core that no amount of Chudo could have stopped her then. She had the power to destroy the world with that giant by her side. I was the only thing that had stopped her before. I would have gone with her either way, but knowing this ⦠it at least gave me some comfort.
I let the others pass me, entering the elevator before me, but I grabbed Hinoteâs bicep and pulled him to the side.
âHinote,â I whispered, getting close.
The man grunted.
âIf we get that giant thing, and I try to â¦â
âGet naked and act crazy?â
âYeah.â
âMhm. What?â
âStop me from touching it. Let Ai do ⦠whatever it is she needs to. Otherwise, I donât know if we stand a chance.â
He looked at me for a long moment.
âWe ainât stood a chance this whole damn time, but here we are. I got you.â
I glanced at the blood on the floor, thinking weâd had a lot of help standing a chance, but nodded and patted Hinote on his bulky shoulder before stepping onto the elevator platform.
The small panel was confusing to meâI was used to elevators that had many buttons with the floor number on them, but this was a green-glowing touch screen without any numbers, just a picture of the Andalaf Tower.
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âI am ⦠familiar with this contraption,â Rin said. I noticed a scar on his left cheek and did not ask how it was he knew this. I wondered how long the cat-man had been there. The ⦠Audur, as Nejirita had called him. He slid his red-furred hand up from the bottom, and as his hand went up the screen, ascending numbers appeared to the right until he came to the number â69â. As we moved upward, the elevator made a small whirring noise. On the way up, I took out two of the lightning Sachi gems in my suit and then handed them to Rin and Hinote. Then I took out Caelziaxâs summon Sachi gem and offered it to Ai. She shook her head at me and smiled sadly.
âI think he will come for you if you call him,â Ai said. âHeâs been around you enough now. Iâll need to conserve my energy. Only use him if you really have to, though, ok?â
I nodded my head. I agreed with her. If we needed healing, or if we needed her to do something with the Dead God, the intense fatigue of using summon Sachi would be extremely counterproductive.
The doors opened into the dimly lit room where the Dead God was. We all ran out of the elevator, our weapons at the ready. The tank was empty. The Dead God was gone.
âItâs⦠above us,â Ai said. We all looked up at the ceiling stupidly. âNo. Above. I donât know how many floors, but itâs there.â
âYou know if this badge will get us up to Andalaf?â I said, looking at Rin.
âIt should get you to at least the floor below,â Rin said. âIf it can get you here, considering Andy Andalafâs special interest in the 69th floor, I would assume.â
âHe told us all about it,â I said.
âYeah. Fuckinâ shithead,â Hinote said. âDidnât cause enough damage on this fuckinâ planet, so gotta go take shit from a make-believe one.â He grunted a laugh.
I noticed a trail of blood leading from the doors of an elevator that was not on this floor currently.
âIf I had to guess, thatâs where this thing is. Do you think it ⦠woke up? Ai?â I asked.
âI donât know. I just know itâs up above.â There was a far-off look in her eyes, and her voice was airy, her attention elsewhere.
We got back onto the glass elevator. I noticed I couldnât see the neighboring elevators once inside because a metal covering came over the elevator when it was in motion. Great. Wouldnât be able to see if it passed us. I supposed thatâs what Ai was for, though. She could sense where it was.
We got out to the top level where Andalafâs office was. The blood had trailed through the reception area, and there were several guards lying dead on the red carpet, along with a few secretaries.
Shun saw it first, gasping. I walked around the large, white, half-square desk and approached Andy Andalafâs corpse from behind. He sat in the same chair he was in before when he filled us in on his plans. His eyebrows were raised, though not with confidence now, but horror. His eyes bulged from his head, looking up at the ceiling. His mouth still held a soundless scream, and his face was purple. Out from the middle of his stomach, a long, curved Sachiblade stuck out, the handle up in the air.
âMorfranâs blade â¦â I said. I knew it was. Heâs the only one who used a one-sided blade, the only one who could do it right. Why did he leave it? I thought. Why? Was he the one who released me? What is happening? Did I finally draw him out?
The familiar hum of endorphincopter blades sounded just outside the window walls of Andalafâs office. It descended outside on the rooftop, then landed and cut the power to the receptors. The door opened, and the first to step out was a Chudo with a suit and blade, then a Jonny, and then ⦠Robert Andalaf, the heir to the company. He had red hair and wore a suit like the Jonnys, a black jacket and pants, a white shirt underneath, and a black tie. The three walked around the rooftop to a pair of glass doors, and Robert used a keycard to get them inside.
âWell, things have changed significantly since I was here, ohââRobert looked at a wristwatchââtwenty minutes ago. Morfran kept his word. Jonny. No, I donât remember your actual name. Get your hand terminal out and take a video of this scene. Might need this footage later. Mainly the ex-Chudo standing next to my father with the sword sticking out of his chest.â
Keeping my eyes on the new arrivals, I said, âHinote? Rin? Take Ai and get to the elevator when I say go. Iâll meet you downstairs. Shun? Watch my back.â
âYou donât think weâll allow the Sallis-Faintââ
âNo. I donât think you will,â I said. I thought of Morfran being somewhere in the building stillâespecially if Robert was just here twenty minutes agoâand these three who would try to take Ai at any cost. I couldnât afford the drain that Caelziax would put on me, not if Morfran was here and not in this fight. I remembered something Morfran did in situations like this. Even Chudo had a limited supply of summon Sachi; itâs more difficult to find it than healing Sachi, but Morfran had pretty steady access to the stuff, even though he was apt to destroy it. I didnât want to do it to Caelziax, but I saw no other option.
I pulled out the swirling black ball of summon Sachi, dropped it to the ground, and as it fell, I dropped with it, disappearing from the view of the others behind the desk. I brought the butt of my knife down on top of the summoning gem twice, crushing off a few bits of it. I dropped my face down to the floor and snorted.
I coughed, and for a moment, it was hard to see, but then it kicked in, as fast as shooting the shit, faster than any Sachi Iâd snorted before. I popped back up, flipping over the desk and heading straight for the Chudo soldier first. Everything moved faster, my muscles propelling me forward as if gravity were reacting to their will alone.
âGO!â I yelled, not even looking to see if the others had listened.
The Chudo attempted a cut at me with his long Sachiblade, but I ducked and lodged both knives in his neck. During the filming, Jonny had dropped his terminal and put himself between Robert Andalaf and me, between the door and me. Like ten times what a fire Sachi could do, in a fit of rage, I felt as though I could froth at the mouth with the mania. I was not angry. I was catatonic, sitting somewhere behind a body that moved of its own volition, at its own speed, not of this world. I ran up to the Jonny who cowered behind a firing endorphingun, shells on the ground from bullets that I didnât even remember evading. Face to face with the terrified Jonny, who dropped his gun in his fear, I collapsed. I did not lose consciousness, but I felt fatigue worse than I ever had in my life. Short half-life, hard, hard crash. If I could help it, I wouldnât ever snort the black shit again. Right then, it was the only thing that would get me back up.
âAh. Took a pointer from the psychotic, eh? I suppose he never told you to keep snorting,â Robert Andalaf said, smirking. Shun took the unexpecting Jonny down, pinning him to the ground with her legs. Still smirking, Robert Andalaf hit a button cueing a loud, pulsing alarm with red, flashing lights, then ran back out the doors to his endorphincopter. President now, I supposed. There was nothing I could do. No, I did not know it would go by that fast. Iâd have to bump the summon Sachi powder the rest of the night to keep myself going. Shun hit the Jonny with her palm in a quick, small movement right in the nose. I heard the quiet, whirring mechanics within the half-man shut down as his brain died, yellow liquid oozing out of his nostrils and ears.
Shun looked to the escaping Robert Andalaf, then to me, then back again. I knew she wanted to go after him, but instead, she said, âWhat do you need, Nin?â It was a comrade kind of inquiry, the kind of tone the Chudo would use with one another in the field.
âBehind ⦠the desk,â I said through a slack mouth. All muscles had gone limp; any juice within them expended. I felt the need to sleep again, a morose sadness sinking in, the kind that whispers to your brain that maybe it should stop working. Itâs an illusion, I tried to tell myself repeatedly, though the thoughts were difficult to formulate. Itâs an illusion, and youâre having a comedown. This was one of the methods we were taught in Chudo, considering the high level of Sachi we were paid to ingest. Whenever dread gripped you in the heart of a Sachi comedown, there were little tricks like this one, along with some more intensive ones like biting the inside of your cheek.
Shun dragged me across the floor back behind the white desk, the red light flashing from little spinning cones on the ceiling. I could see Morfranâs sword sticking up out of Andy Andalafâs fat corpse. Shun took me to the pile and, using the tip of one of my Sachiknives, poured a bump of the powder into my nostril. I sniffed and shot to my feet immediately. Shun handed me my knives. I had to work quickly before I was incapacitated again. Every twenty seconds or so, Iâd have to take a bump, and there would be no more big snorts unless I needed a bigger boost. I needed to conserve while also maintaining enough of a high to keep me standing. I decided to put one of my knives inside my suit, keeping the other one in my right hand. I poured out my lightning Sachi powder, crushed up the rest of the summoning gem, snorted another bump, and then scraped the rest into the bag. Iâd keep the bag in my left hand. I considered taking the Chudo soldierâs blade but thought it would be too bulky for one-handed combat. I had to keep the summon Sachi powder with me.
âWhat the fuck did you do?â Shun said as we ran to the elevator. My vision was hyper-focused, and the light was brighter. Shunâs strawberry hair filled my nostrils, mixing wickedly with the boiling plastic smell of the summon Sachi.
âSaw Morfran do it once,â I said. The giant glass elevator doors opened. âItâs Aiâs summon Sachi. Iâll have to keep snorting it until I can go to sleep. Any other Sachi powder wonât work. Iâll be stronger, any Sachi gems I tap will be more powerful, Iâll be faster â¦â I slid my finger down the green screen with the picture of Andalaf Tower, as Rin did earlier, all the way down to the ground floor. âAnd it seems Iâll collapse if I donât keep it going.â I slid a finger across my knife, and a little bead of blood trickled out from the split leather.
âNin, stop!â Shun said.
âWhat?â I said, turning to her.
Her eyes were wide, her face horrified, and she was looking at my hand. I looked back down. âWhatâs wrong with you?â she said.
âFuck. I ⦠donât know.â
Whoâthe fuckâare you?
She turned her head away, and I saw another tear streaming down her cheek just before she turned away from me.
âIf I fall down,â I said, âwill you give me more of the summon Sachi powder?â
She said, âM-hm,â with a groan in her throat. I felt the urge to destroy the elevator, believing I could do it right then, but I willed myself to resist, clenching my fist around the bag of powder and the knife.
On the ground floor, the elevator doors opened to the vast entry hall of Andalaf Tower, and between the front doors and us was a sea of red infantrymen, black suited captains, and Chudo soldiers waiting for us, endorphinguns and blades drawn.