ARIEL
My ex-destined mate is in my room.
What?
The.
Hell.
The one who ~rejected~ me.
The one who ~broke~ our mating bond.
The one who ~exiled~ me.
The one who told me he ~never~ wanted to see my face again.
Yeah, ~that~ ex-destined mate.
And he just asked for my ~help~?
~Is this a dream?~
~Is the Moon Goddess playing some kind of joke on me?~
I thought Xavier was gone from my life for good, but now heâs right in front of me, sitting on my bed.
âI...I donât know what to say.â Itâs the truth.
Iâm completely at a loss for words.
âI know this must be confusing,â Xavier replies hesitantly, standing up and approaching me. âYou donât have to say anything... I just need you to hear me out.â
Iâm not sure that Xavier deserves my attention, but thereâs something about the brokenness in his eyes that compels me to listen.
He may be an asshole of the highest caliber, but I actually want to hear what he has to say.
âGo ahead,â I say, crossing my arms.
~This should be good.~
âFirst, Iâm...Iâm sorry for how everything happened,â he says, looking at the ground.
âYou mean rejecting me and throwing me out of the pack?â I ask, ~just~ in case he forgot what heâs owning up to.
âYes,â he replies, his eyes suddenly connecting with mine. He looks genuinely apologetic. âI...I was in a bad position. And seeing you after two years and finding out you were my destined mateâ¦â
His words trail off as his gaze falls to the floor again.
âI didnât handle it well,â he says quietly.
~Thatâs putting it lightly.~
âWhy are you here?â I ask suspiciously. âYou said you needed my help, not my forgiveness.â
I canât pretend like this isnât an apology that I donât deserve, but at this point, I donât want anything from Xavier.
Iâm with Alex, and Xavier is with my sister.
Goddess only knows what ~she~ thinks about him being here.
âI do need your help,â he replies, his tone suddenly becoming dark. âItâs about the Hunters.â
My heart nearly stops.
They put me through hell. Iâm hardly eager to get involved in anything related to them.
âXavier, I canât relive what happened to me at their hands. And frankly, I canât relive what happened between us either. Iâm not sure why you came to me, butââ
âAriel, they took my sonâmy only heirâ¦â
A shiver shoots up my spine, and my wolf begins whimpering in my mind.
âOh my Goddessâ¦â
âHeâs your nephewâ¦and you know the Hunters better than anyone,â Xavier says, his voice growing strained. âPlease, you have to help me get him back.â
Iâve never even met my nephewâ¦
Iâm banned from ever returning to my pack.
But hearing that heâs in dangerâ¦
I know that I canât just ignore this.
I immediately go into pack warrior mode.
âTell me everything that happened,â I say firmly. âI need ~every~ detail.â
âThey took him in the nightâ¦killed several of our guards,â he growls.
âWhy are you so sure it was the Hunters?â I ask.
Xavier rolls up his sleeve and shows me an unhealed burn markâseared from silver.
âThey had silver hunting knives. I was lucky I didnât get worse. But Iâ¦I couldnât stop them.â
I canât even imagine what Xavier must be feeling right nowâ¦
And Natalia too.
I wouldnât wish this on my worst enemyâand that basically is Xavier and Natalia.
âDid you try to track them?â I ask. Letting my sympathy get the better of me, I sit down next to Xavier.
âYes, but we lost the trail,â he replies. âYou have more experience with them. Maybe you could pick it up?â
âBut that would require me toâ¦â
âTo come back to the pack,â Xavier says, finishing my thought.
Iâm stunned. ~Is he revoking my exile?~
âI never should have banished you in the first place,â he says, placing his hand on my shoulder. âPleaseâ¦help me find my son.â
I steel my heart as it clashes with my head.
Iâm being pulled in multiple directions all at once.
And my pacing wolf isnât helping either.
~I know! I know!~ I shout at her internally.
I have to help Xavier, butâ¦
~How can I go back to a place that holds so many bad memories?~
One thing is for sureâ¦
I have to tell Alex.
ALEX
âAlex, ~all~ Iâm saying is that you need to be thinking about your ~future~,â Mom says with just a hint of judgment, sipping her coffee.
Sheâs been on my case for the entirety of breakfast, harping on about me settling down.
Iâd think she would have learned her lesson by now.
âMom, honestly, whatâs the rush? Iâm happy right now. I donât need to be jumping into a mating ceremony or anything,â I reply in frustration.
~Has she seriously forgotten how disastrous my last attempted mating ceremony was?~
âThereâs plenty of time to make these decisions,â I say firmly. âAnd thatâs my final word on the matter.â
She starts chewing her fingernails nervously. It seems like sheâs about to argue but ends up thinking better of it.
Instead, she looks out the window silently, a clear sadness in her eyes.
~Damn, I wasnât that harsh, was I?~
I glance over at Dad as he shakily picks up his coffee mug.
Heâs been strangely quiet for this whole conversation.
âWhat do ~you~ think?â I ask, hoping that heâll side with me. My dad may have handed most of the royal duties off to me, but in my eyes, heâs still the king.
His opinion means everything to me.
He takes a deep breath and speaks slowly: âIâ¦I think your mother just wants whatâs best for you. And so do I.â
âSo, what? You two think Iâm just wasting my time then? Is that it?â I ask defensively.
My mother looks at me hesitantly. âDid Ariel spend the night again? I saw her hurrying out this morning.â
~There it is.~
~The real reason Mom is so dead set on getting me mated.~
âYou donât think sheâs good enoughâ¦,â I say in a low growl. âFuckâ¦I shouldâve known this was about Ariel.â
âWatch how you speak to your mother.â Dad tries to speak with authority, but his voice comes out weak and tired.
~Whatâs going on with him lately?~
âAlex, dear, you have it all wrong,â Mom says, holding up her hands. âI was going to sayâ¦â
âThat sheâs not right for me? That sheâs just a lowly pack warrior not worthy of a king?â I ask, seething.
âNo⦠What I was going to sayââMom crosses her arms, looking a bit annoyedââis that next time you should invite her to stay for breakfast.â
âOhâ¦,â I say, feeling sheepish.
Iâve been feeling a little insecure lately. A new relationship isnât always the easiest thing to navigate, and maybe Iâve projected that onto Momâ¦
~Maybe Iâm too in my own head about this?~
She reaches across the table and places her hand over mine.
âAlex, Iâm glad that youâre happy, and honestlyâ¦Ariel has ~more~ than proven herself worthy,â she says, giving me a genuine smile. âIâd just like to see a bit more of her. I know I havenât always been the warmest to Ariel, but please let her know that sheâs welcome to join us anytime.â
I nod, grateful for my motherâs effort.
âOlivia is a good girl,â Dad says suddenly, turning to me. âSheâll make a fine mate.â
âArielâ¦,â Mom says nervously, correcting him. âItâs Ariel, dear.â
âAh, yes, Ariel,â he says in a distant tone. âOf course. Just slipped my mind.â
I shoot a concerned glance at my mother, who avoids eye contact with me.
Itâs unsettling to hear Dad refer to Ariel by my deceased mateâs name, but thatâs not all that concerns me.
Heâs more pale than normal, and his words are slow and stilted.
Iâm not sure whatâs going on, butâ¦
~Something is off about Dad.~
***
When I return to my room after breakfast, Iâm surprised to find Ariel there waiting for me.
That surprise turns to outrage when she tells me about her unexpected visitor.
Now I canât think of anything else to do but angrily pace back and forth in my chambers, ready to shift and tear something apart.
âHe has a lot of fucking nerve showing up here,â I growl. âAfter what he did to you, I shouldââ
Ariel places a calming hand on my chest. âAlex, Iâm glad he did what he did. Xavier breaking our bond allowed me to create a much stronger oneâ¦with ~you~.â
She makes a good point.
Still, the thought of that asshole showing up in Arielâs room makes my blood boil.
âThereâs no way you can go with him!â I shout. âHeâs asking you to put yourself right back in the Huntersâ sights!â
âAlex, itâs my family,â Ariel argues. âI canât just sit back and do nothing!â
âBut Ariel, youâve made so much progress. Everything youâve endured at the hands of the Huntersâ¦â I lightly brush my thumb across her cheek. âWhat if youâ¦â
âHave a relapse?â she asks, sounding a little hurt.
I can tell by the look in her eyes that she was thinking it too.
âIâll send all of our best trackers. Hell, Iâll go myself!â I say, trying to dissuade her. âBut I canât stand the thought of you out there with ~him~.â
âIt has to be me,â she replies forlornly.
âWhy?â I ask, frustrated. âJust because you were taken by the Hunters? I refuse toââ
âItâs my family,â she says. âWhether we get along or not.â
âFuckâ¦,â I growl under my breath.
I know sheâs right. Itâs her duty to go.
She wraps her arms around me, and I rest my head on hers. âI donât want you to leave,â I say quietly.
âIt will only be for a couple days,â she replies, nestling into my chest.
I want to tell her to forget about them, but I know it would mean the world to Ariel if she could reconnect with her mother and sister.
Sighing, I lightly stroke her hair. âI wonât be able to convince you otherwise, will I?â
âThe Hunters have to be stopped,â she replies. âAnd if my healing ability can helpâ¦â
âThen you have to do everything you can,â I say, giving her a nod. âI get it. I donât like it, but I get it.â
I reluctantly release Ariel from my embrace. âJust be careful⦠I love you too much to lose you.â
âI love you too,â she responds, backing away but not breaking eye contact.
As Ariel leaves my chambers, I feel a sense of despair.
She may not be my destined mate, but sheâs just as special to me.
I know Ariel has to help her family if thereâs still a chance.
But itâs likely that a lot of pain is going to resurface.
~And Iâll make sure Iâm there for her when that happens.~
ARIEL
The ride back to the Crescent Moon Pack is excruciatingly uncomfortable.
Xavier has barely said a single word to me, nor I to him.
I suppose thatâs natural with ex-destined mates.
But maybe itâs best he doesnât speak to me. What the hell would he say to someone who he literally ~banished~ from his life anyway?
I feel a pang of sadness as we drive through the familiar streets of my pack.
I grew up here.
Some of my best memories happened in this place.
~But also some of my worstâ¦~
I try to push the nostalgia out of my mind.
Iâm here to help, not to reminisce.
Xavier pulls up to a massive lakeside house. Itâs night now, and the pale moonlight glitters on the waterâs surface.
âThis is the ancestral Alpha home that I grew up in. Where my father was Alpha before me,â he says, speaking for the first time. Thereâs a deep sadness in his tone. âItâs where my son wouldâve been Alpha after meâ¦â
âItâs where your son ~will~ be Alpha after you,â I say, placing my hand on his shoulder encouragingly.
He smiles softly for a second, but his face falls when a shrill voice screams from outside the car.
âWhat the FUCK!â
As I look up, I see Natalia storming toward us like a feral wolf, pissed as all hell.
~Oh, greatâ¦~
Looks like Iâm in for another hostile homecoming.