ALEX
I lie in bed, my body completely exhausted from the events of the last few days, but my mind running at full speed.
~Youâre so close, Alex.~
~Finish strong.~
~Just like Dad would want.~
Anxious thoughts tumble through my head about the unification ceremony and meeting the president.
The cameras.
The speeches.
The whole world watching.
Iâm ripped from my thoughts as the door crashes open.
âAriel?â
My mate charges in, ripping off her royal gown with a fury and marching toward the closet in her underwear.
I grin as my eyes trace her curves, but when she disappears into the closet, I realize this isnât part of a striptease. She didnât even glance my way.
I sit up quickly, then go over to the closet and peek inside. âWhatâs going on, babe?â
As she shuffles through her clothing rack, pulling tracking clothes from the hangers, she shoots me a look.
The look Iâve come to know all too well.
The look she gets when sheâs about to do something she knows Iâm not going to like.
Something crazy.
Iâve learned that when she gives me that look, thereâs not much I can do to stop her.
âWhere are you going?â I ask.
She tries to flash me a reassuring expression. âIâve gotta go find Natalia.â
âWhere did she go?â
âIâ¦I donât know. Out of the pack. I sent her away. I told her she should go to the Scripture Pack for rehab, but Iâm not so sure sheâll go.â
I knew Natalia was driving her crazy, but I didnât know it had gotten ~that~ bad.
âI wish you had told me. We couldâve dealt with her together.â
âAlex, the less you have to deal with my fucked-up family, the better.â
âSo sheâs somewhere out there right now?â I ask. A girl like Natalia wouldnât last a second in the wilderness alone.
She nods. âThatâs why I have to go find her and bring her back.â
I take her hand, turning her toward me before she can pull on a black turtleneck.
âAlex, I know what youâre going to say,â she quickly adds when she sees the look on my face.
âThe unification ceremony is tomorrow,â I say. âI need my luna by my side.â
âI may be able to make it back in time, Alex, but I canât promise anything.â
I let go of her hand and turn away. Of course, I understand, but after everything weâve put into this ceremonyâ¦
I want to share that moment with my mate.
âWell, I know better than to try to stop you,â I say. âBut I just wanted my mate in my arms tonight.â
She looks at me sadly, and I wrap my arms around her as she puts her head on my chest.
âI know. Iâm sorry, Alex,â she says. âThis is all because of my fucking mom. She was the one who leaked my healing powers to the press.â
âFucking Dianne,â I say, kissing the top of her head.
âHow did I let her influence me so much? Same manipulative mothering, different daughter.â
âWell, even if you try to get her out of your life, that doesnât mean she wonât have an influence on you.â
âHow do you know that?â
âBecause I still worry about what my dad would think of me every day.â
She looks up at me, the expression of understanding growing on her face.
Ariel and I may have different demons, but when it comes to this, we understand each other perfectly.
âIs that why youâre going forward with the unification ceremony?â she asks softly.
âI donât know,â I sigh. âIt might be.â
Ariel rises up on her toes, gently kissing my neck. I close my eyes as she punctuates her words with her lips on my skin.
âTrust ~yourself~, Alex.â
âItâs hard to do that when the whole kingdom is losing trust in me.â
She stares at me with those sunflower eyes I will never get tired of.
âThatâs not true. Youâve got a queen right here who trusts you completely.â
ARIEL
âDo you have to leave right now?â Alex asks.
I nod.
âAnd what if I donât see you before the ceremony?â he asks, taking a step closer, his eyes drinking in my body.
His smirk tells me exactly what heâs thinking.
And as much as I want to, I do need to go.
âAlex, I need to leaveâ¦â
His finger traces down my back, unhooking my bra. âWell, your king needs you to stay for just a little while longer.â
âDoes he?â I say, as my bra drops to the ground.
âIn fact, the fate of the entire Royal Pack depends on it,â he growls.
Alexâs hands grip my hips and pull me closer, and we stare at each other. He knows I have to go, but right now a simple goodbye wonât do.
In the silence, our eyes scream out one thing:
~I need you.~
He pulls me in for a deep kiss that tells me exactly how bad that need is.
I let out a soft moan as he pulls my body even closer, his bulge racing to full hardness under his jeans.
I want every bit of my skin to touch his as our bodies press together.
I know I should leave, but I canât pull away.
Not until weâve had our goodbye.
Iâve needed this, and so has he. Our crashing lips erase everything else for a moment.
Everything except the burning desire for him to fuck me hard and fast.
Right here in our walk-in closet.
~Right now.~
I pull off his shirt and throw it aside, letting my fingers glide down his abs and feeling his muscles tighten as I get closer to his crotch.
Hungrily, I undo his belt, pulling his pants and briefs down in one motion, and cradling his expanding shaft in my hand while we kiss.
I feel him roughly grab my ass, fingers sliding down to touch my wetness, and then he lifts my legs and picks me up effortlessly. I moan from the impact of him pushing me back against the wall.
With a swoop of his arm, he sends all of my unworn ~luna-appropriate~ stilettos crashing to the ground as he places me down on the bare shoe rack, pulling my panties off seamlessly after.
There isnât anything in the world that can distract my hand from guiding his now fully erect shaft inside of me.
In one hard thrust, he fills me completely.
I grab his shoulders and grind against him, pulling and thrusting madly at the same time.
~Goddess, the fucking pleasure!~
With each rocking thrust, more shoes and clothes fall off of their racks around us.
I lean back and cry out his name, gripping the clothes rack above me for support while he grabs my hips and thrusts faster, letting out those little sighs he makes when I know heâs close.
I feel the pulsing euphoria fill my body, and we lock eyes in the final blissful moments.
He lets out a low growl as he cums, and I quiver, gripping him tightly inside me, hungering to hold on to this feeling for as long as I can.
He pulls me closer, giving me gentle kisses, touching our sweaty brows together.
âI love you,â I say breathlessly.
âI love you too,â he says. âNow go get your sister.â
âYouâre really not gonna try to stop me?â
âI know better than that at this point,â he smirks.
I kiss my mate passionately one more time before slipping out of his arms, even though itâs the last thing I want to do.
I pick up my tracking clothes and combat boots off the closet floor, which is covered in half of our other clothes that we knocked down during the passion of the last few minutes.
âBut will you at least let me send some warriors with you?â he says. I look at his muscular, naked body and resist the urge to stop putting on clothes and push him down for another round.
âNo. This is between me and my sister. I need to do this alone.â
He kneels down as I finish tying my boots, and I can tell heâs trying to hide the worry on his face. He takes my hand.
âIn case you ever forget it, I trust you. I trust youâll make it back in time.â
A grin spreads across my face, and I kiss him deeply once more.
***
I enter the royal garage, moving past the glossy vintage cars that belonged to Alexâs dad but that Alex himself never touches, toward my trusty motorcycle parked in the far corner.
I tie my backpack with rations for the next couple of days onto the back.
After all, I donât know how long this is going to take.
But I need to be prepared.
I swing my leg over the motorcycle and insert my key, but Iâm stopped by a stern voice behind me:
âAnd where the hell do you think youâre going?â
I turn to see Dianne standing by a sports car, a scowl on her face.
~Shit.~
I ~really~ couldâve done without seeing my mom again today, but I have to give it to her: she has a real talent for showing up right when you donât want her to.
âTo find Natalia,â I say coolly.
âAriel, you canât just ride off into the night! Youâre a queen. You have a duty to perform here. Goddess, what will the pack think?â
I grit my teeth, trying to contain my anger. I wanted to have this conversation later, but sheâs forcing me to say what I feel.
âThatâs what youâve always cared about, isnât it?â I say. âStatus and reputation. Youâve always pitted me and Natalia against each other, trying to mold us into who ~you~ wanted to be.â
Dianne goes pale, a look of shock on her face.
âI...I was wrong,â she says timidly. Now itâs my turn to be shocked.
Instead of pushing any criticism back to me like she usually does, she looks at me with genuine hurt in her eyes.
Is she ~really~ admitting that?
âI chose the wrong daughter. It was ~you~ I shouldâve been kinder to.â
I shake my head, disappointed but not surprised. Of course she doesnât see the problem here.
I turn the key in the ignition, and the engine roars to life, the sound bouncing off the garage walls.
âI also made the wrong choice,â I call out, slipping on my helmet. âI never should have trusted ~you~.â
I turn the throttle and the engine roars, drowning out anything else Dianne has to say, then I take off toward the palace gate.
Toward the rapidly darkening woods.
And hopefully, Goddess willing, toward Natalia.