Colin cuddled up against Mélanie on the nursery window seat and lifted his dark gaze to her face. âDid Grandpapa die the same way Noria did?â
âNot exactly, darling. Weâre not sure why either of them died.â
âBut one must have something to do with the other, mustnât it?â Chloe, curled up at Mélanieâs other side, twisted the end of her hair ribbon round her finger. âI mean two murâtwo people dying in two days canât be a coincidence.â
âNo, itâs probably not coincidence,â Mélanie said. âBut weâre not sure what it means.â
Colin wrinkled his nose. âIâm sorry Grandpapaâs dead. But he didnât like me very much.â
Mélanie swallowed. That, as Tommy would say, was a poser. âColinââ
âHe didnât.â Colin sounded more matter-of-fact than upset. âHe always looked at me like Iâd been naughty, even when I hadnât done anything.â
Chloe shifted her position on the window seat, rustling the chintz cushions. âI donât think he liked anyone much. Except sometimes I used to think he liked Mama, and she didnât know it.â
Mélanie cast a swift, involuntary glance at Lady Francesâs daughter. Chloe looked back at her with an unblinking blue gaze.
Colin tugged at Mélanieâs sleeve. âDid Daddy cry? Grandpapa was his father. Iâd cry if Daddy died.â
Mélanieâs throat closed. âDaddyâs had a lot to worry about. He hasnâtââ
âHad time to cry,â Charles said from the doorway.
Colin grinned, started to get up and run to his father, and then sat still. âIâm sorry,â he said. âIâm sorry your latherâs dead.â
Charles crossed the flowered nursery carpet and knelt before the window seat. âIâm sorry, too. But I hadnât seen much of my father in a long time. Not all fathers and sons get on as well as you and I do. As I hope we always will.â
Mélanie felt Colin relax against her. As usual, he seemed to find the truth far more reassuring than sugar-coated lies.
âMama looked like sheâd been crying when she was here this morning,â Chloe said.
Charles touched his young cousinâs arm. âSheâd known my father for a long time. Longer than any of us.â
Chloe nodded, again unblinking.
The children asked fewer questions than they had when Mélanie had told them of Honoriaâs death. Even Chloe seemed a bit worried about the possible answers if she probed too deep. Miss Newland, returned from the funeral with a composed face but eyes rather brighter than usual, proposed to take the children for a walk.
âLetâs go back to the study,â Charles said when they had seen Miss Newland and the children off. âI want to look at the ledger again.â
He didnât meet her gaze as they walked down the stairs. Gray shadows of fatigue drew at his face. Last night sheâd thought that the only way he could go on was to suppress everything. Now she wondered how far he was from the inevitable collapse.
âIn a lot of ways,â she said as they rounded the corner on the half-landing, âColin is a remarkably insightful child.â
âOf course, heâs your son.â Charles paused, his hand on the newel post. âOh.â
âHeâs quite right,â Mélanie said, her gaze on the grisaille painting of Terpsichore. âYou havenât.â
âCried? Why should I?â Charles released the newel post and continued on down the stairs. âLosing Honoria meant something. Losing Fatherâhow can losing someone you never knew mean anything?â
She gathered up the folds of her gown and hurried after him. âBecause now youâve lost the chance to ever get to know him.â
âThere wouldnât have been a hope in hell of that if Father had lived to be a hundred. I faced that fact years ago.â He cast a swift glance at her, as closed as an infantry square. âItâs all right, Mel. You donât need to keep worrying about me.â
âI thought if you didnât want to talk to me, you might want to talk to David. Or Andrew?â
He started across the hall, his footfalls hard and erratic on the marble tile. âWhy should I talk to anyone?â
âBecause at some point this is all going to hit you, and we really canât afford to have you collapse. Not until weâve caught the person or persons who are going about murdering people.â
âIâm not going to collapse.â
âDarling, you canât know that. When my father died it was days before it really hit me what had happenedââ
Charles spun round, his hand on the knob of the study door. âWhen your father died you were nineteen, you lived with him and you loved him and you knew you were loved by him. Iâm nearly thirty, I havenât lived under Kenneth Fraserâs roof for ten years, and even then we rarely inhabited the same house.â He held the study door open for her. âAnd thereâs no sense pretending I loved him any more than he loved me.â
Mélanie moved past him into the room. âPoint taken. Except that last.â
He crossed to the desk and took the key to the dispatch box from his pocket. âNot very filial of me, but true nonetheless.â
âCharles, you canâtââ
âYou werenât here. You didnât watch me growing up. You know a lot, but you canât know what it was like. You canât know what Kenneth Fraser meant to me, when I donât even know myself.â
âThatâs precisely whyââ
He dropped the key on the desk. It clattered against the penknife. âWhat the hell is this, Mel? Now that weâre living in Britain you suddenly think you have to go all wifely and fuss over me?â
âIâve been fussing over you for years. You always complain about it.â
âYou fuss over me when I have a bullet wound or a knife cut or a blow to the head. You donât fuss overââ
âYour soul?â
He gave a sharp laugh. âI wouldnât worry about my soul. It has a nice protective layer of scar tissue.â
âDamn it, Charles, you donât need to prove you can handle everything on your own.â
âSo says the woman who deliberately allowed herself to be beaten black and blue a few hours ago.â
âThatâs last nightâs argument, darling.â
âWhich is still relevant this morning. Speaking of injuriesââ He grasped hold of her chin with a gentle touch that belied his harsh voice and turned her face to the light from the window. âYou should put some ice on that bruise.â
She tugged away. âIâm fine.â
His gaze moved over her. âItâs always worse the morning after a beating like that.â
She folded her arms, ignoring a twinge of protest in her ribs, âI told you, Iâm fine.â
âIâm supposed to take your word for that?â His gaze turned gun-metal hard. She could feel the pressure against her bruised throat and jaw. âIf youâre so keen on soul-baring confidences, perhaps we should try it the next time you have one of your nightmares.â
The air round them was suddenly filled with mines and mantraps and unsheathed knives. She swallowed. âA palpable hit. Though lately Iâm not the only one whoâs been having nightmares.â
âNo.â He picked up the key again but went still as his gaze moved to the box. âSomeoneâs tampered with the lock.â
Mélanie leaned forward and saw what heâd seenâscratches round the brass of the lock, the sort made by attempts to pry a lock open without the correct instruments. âYouâre sure those werenât there last night?â
âI made special note of it.â Charles unlocked the box and pushed back the lid. âAnd I made special note of how I left the contents. The notes were perpendicular to the lid, not parallel.â
They lifted out the contents and went through them item by item. Nothing was missing, but some of the papers showed smudges that hadnât been there the previous night.
âAnyone could have done it with a hairpin and enough time,â Charles said. âThe question is, why search now.â
âBecause with your father dead, youâd be going through the papers. Someone feared what youâd discover.â
âSomething more than the notes and the ledger, or the lock-picker would have taken them. Something Father had concealed away. Something Honoria might have stumbled across looking for information about her own father?â
They regarded each other across the dispatch box, the tension of a few minutes before washed under the safer waters of the investigation. âWe went through her room meticulously,â Mélanie said.
âAnd Iâd swear we searched every corner of the study last night,â Charles said. âIâll have Addison go through Fatherâs room.â He flipped open the ledger. âGlenister claims not to know anything about his fatherâs payments to Kenneth. He suggested Kenneth was negotiating with one or more of old Lord Glenisterâs former mistresses who were proving difficult.â
âDo you believe him?â
âI think heâs hiding something. Exactly what heâs hiding and how much of the truth heâs told us are open to debate.â
Mélanie looked down at the dates in the ledger. âDid Glenister think your father might have been arranging for the care of old Lord Glenisterâs by-blows?â
âHe said he didnât know of any bastard children of his fatherâs, but it was possible.â
She flipped to the last entry in the ledger and stared at the yellowed paper and black ink. âWhen was Andrew born?â
âAugust. The fifteenth.â
âOf what year?â
âSeventeen eighty-five. Oh, Christ.â
âThe last payment to your father is less than three months after Andrewâs birth.â
Charles frowned at the entries. âAccording to Andrew, Father went on paying for his upbringing for years. Thereâs no record of later payments in the ledger.â
âPerhaps your father stopped recording the payments. Or perhaps he had an understanding with old Lord Glenister that heâd take the money for Andrew out of the twenty-five thousand pounds.â
Charles grimaced, the way he did when he was cursing himself for being a fool. âI wondered how the devil Father found the money to pay for his bastard before he came into his legacy.â
Mélanie smoothed her finger over a scratch in the leather of the desktop. âLord Valentine said Miss Talbot was keen to play their game with Andrew at first. Then the night of the murder she told him Andrew wouldnât work. If old Lord Glenister was Andrewâs father and Miss Talbot learned the truth of Andrewâs birth, sheâd have known Andrew was her uncle.â
âAnd she drew the line at incest?â
âMost people draw the line somewhere.â
Charles leaned against the desk and turned sideways to look at her. âIf old Lord Glenister was Andrewâs father, thereâs no particular reason anyone should have wanted to keep it secret. Unless, of course, the identity of his mother is a matter of secrecy.â
âIt almost has to be to explain why Andrew was smuggled away.â
âA married lady. Or an unmarried girl of good family. Potentially scandalous. But enough to still cause a scandal thirty-odd years later? So great a scandal someone would kill to conceal the truth?â
âWas old Lord Glenisterâs wife alive in 1785?â
âNo, she died giving birth to Georgiana, Evieâs mother.â
âSo at the time Andrew was conceived, Glenister senior would have been a widower.â
Charlesâs gaze sharpened as if he were focusing on a rifle target. âA secret marriage?â
âDo you think itâs possible?â
âAnythingâs possible. But Iâm not sure where it gets us. Andrew being old Lord Glenisterâs legitimate son wouldnât threaten the current Lord Glenisterâs inheritance. Heâd still be the firstborn.â
Mélanie pushed a thick wave of hair back from her forehead. Sheâd managed to pin it up in a chignon, but it was stiff with sweat and salt from last nightâs adventures. She couldnât remember when sheâd last had a bath. âWhat if old Lord Glenister isnât the Talbot who fathered Andrew?â
âYou mean what if old Lord Glenister hired Father to deal with his sonâs mistress?â Charles paused a moment, the idea taking shape. âOr his sonâs wife?â
âSuppose Glenister, the current Lord Glenister, had made a secret marriage when he was young. Perhaps a ring and marriage lines were the price of one of his seductions. A shopkeeperâs daughter from Oxford. A tenant on one of the family estates. He managed to keep the marriage secret, but eventually she became pregnant and he told his father. Was old Lord Glenister particularly particular about the family bloodlines?â
âSo much so that heâd pay the lady to go away and foster the child out rather than have a shopkeeperâs or tenantâs grandchild as the future Marquis of Glenister? Possibly. He cut off Evieâs motherâs inheritance when she eloped.â
âIf the lady was still living when Glenister married Lord Quentin and Lord Valentineâs mother, the prior marriage would bastardize them.â
âWhich is ironic considering Quen apparently is a bastard in any case.â Charles drummed his fingers on the desk. âIf Honoria discovered her uncle had made a prior marriageââ
âTheoretically it gives Lord Quentin a motive to get rid of her. Butââ
âI canât see Quen killing her to protect his inheritance. Or Glenister killing his beloved niece to protect the inheritance of the son who isnât his anyway. Besides, what would Honoria have had to gain from revealing the information?â Charles frowned at the leaded glass panes of the windows. âOh, good God.â
âWhat?â
âHonoria kept asking Tommy about her father. But suppose she wasnât thinking about revolutionaries being smuggled out of France. Suppose Cyril Talbot didnât have anything to do with Le Faucon, or at least Honoria didnât know anything about that part of his life. Suppose her fatherâs intrigues with the Elsinore League involved an unsuitable woman whom heââ
âMarried.â Mélanie stared at her husband as the idea locked into place in both their minds. âIf Cyril Talbot made a secret marriage and fathered Andrew, then Andrew would be Miss Talbotâs brother. Which would certainly explain her deciding she couldnât seduce him.â
âAnd the truth could bastardize Honoria and take away her inheritance. Which gives Honoria a motive to kill someone else, but I canât see how it could motivate anyone to kill her.â
Mélanie sighed and leaned against the desk beside him. âItâs all speculation in any case. That any of the Talbots fathered Andrew.â
âAndrew has Glenisterâs coloring. More than he resembles Father.â Charles ran his hand through his hair. âI wish to the devil we could prove it, even if it has nothing to do with the murder. It might convince Andrew to stop being so pigheadedly noble where Gisèle is concerned.â
âHave you thought about having Lady Frances talk to him about Gisèleâs parentage?â
âAll she could do is reiterate that Gisèle almost certainly isnât Kenneth Fraserâs daughter. Andrew would just say what he said to meâthat we can never know the truth for an absolute certainty. And that even if we could be sure, he doesnât deserve to be happy, that heâs bound to make Gisèle miserable because sheâs nineteen and canât know her own mind and he didnât go to the right schools. âThe hind that would be mated by the lion.â Why the devil canât he see that what they have isââ
âSpecial,â Mélanie said. Charlesâs gaze flickered to her face. âI saw them last night,â she added.
He turned, his back to the desk, and folded his arms across his chest. âThe way they looked at each other. Likeââ
âRomeo and Juliet.â
He cast a sidelong glance at her, then looked away. âI want Gelly to be happy.â He fiddled with a silver paperweight on the desk. âI want her to haveââ
âWhat youâll never have yourself.â Amazingly, her voice was without bitterness. She couldnât blame him. Neither of them had ever promised the other anything more.
He turned a surprised gaze to her. âI want her to have what you deserved to have.â He glanced down at his fingers, curled round the paperweight. âWhen I saw the way Andrew was looking at Gelly, all I could thinkâIâm sorry I never looked at you that way.â
Her throat closed. âI canât see you climbing a balcony, darling. Unless it was to steal documents from the room beyond.â
âYou deserve someone who couldâyou deserve a Romeo.â
She touched his hand where it lay on the desk between them. âIâm not much of a Juliet myself, Charles. At least not for a long time.â And she didnât really want a Romeo. Even if Charles was able to make such protestations, she was scarcely the sort to believe them. And yetâshe had engraved a quote from Romeo and Juliet on the watch sheâd given him their second Christmas together.
My bounty is as boundless as the sea, My love as deep; the more I give to thee, The more I have, for both are infinite.
She hadnât realized how true the quote was until she visited Scotland with Charles three years ago and walked along the beach at Dunmykel Bay with him and Colin. It had hit her then, how indissoluble her tie to him had become. Even then sheâd scarcely let herself use the words. And sheâd thought she could be content with what he had to offer to balance his own side of the equation.
Now she looked at her husbandâs familiar face and saw the selfish, desperate depths of her own greed. She wanted total surrender. By yonder blessed moon. Love, lord, ay, husband, friend. Soulâs idol. I love you with so much of my heart that none is left to protest.
His fingers tensed beneath her own. âIââ
âOh, good, here you are.â Tommy strode into the room and pushed the door to behind him. âThe others are all in the dining room. Miss Fraserâs organized a sort of dinner. Sheâs nearly as cool-headed as you are, Fraser, and a good deal less annoying.â
Charles turned from the desk to face Tommy. The vulnerability was gone, closed over by layers of hard-won scar tissue. âIs Glenister there?â
âLarge as life, though heâs keeping to himself. I donât know what you said to him, but he looks as though heâll plant a facer to the next person who tries to talk to him. At least heâs stopped threatening to leave, probably because his sons and Miss Mortimer are acting as though thereâll be another murder if he attempts to do so.â Tommy hitched himself up on the corner of the desk. âLook, you donât have to tell me any more family secrets or nonsense about who slept with who thirty years agoââ
âWhom.â Charles leaned against the paneled wall.
âWhat?â
âWho slept with whom.â
âRight. Who slept with whom and who happens to really be whomâs father or mother. I already know more than I ever wanted to about the liaisons of the Fraser and Talbot families.â Tommyâs gaze sharpened like the point of a sword-stick. âBut if youâve found anything in that dispatch box that has to do with Le Faucon and this Elsinore League business I need to know.â
âWe havenât,â Charles said. âAt least, nothing we can be sure of.â
âSpare me the verbal fencing, Fraser. What about what you canât be sure of?â
Charles and Mélanie exchanged glances. Difficult to gauge how much to reveal or not reveal when it was impossible to know how the pieces fit together. âGlenisterâs father was paying money to my father,â Charles said.
Tommyâs eyes narrowed. âWhy?â
âWeâre not sure.â
âBut presumably because of something they both wanted to keep secret.â
âQuite.â
âLet me guess.â Tommy picked up the silver paperweight and tossed it in the air. âIt could have to do with more of these who was sleeping with whom details, which is why the two of you are looking so reticent. Or it could have to do with the Elsinore League.â
Charles folded his arms over his chest. âThatâs it in a nutshell. According to Glenister, the Elsinore League were a club of young men sowing their wild oats and had nothing to do with Le Faucon de Maulévrier. Even assuming Glenisterâs telling the truth, Le Faucon could still have been a member of the league. But we canât connect Glenisterâs father to the Elsinore League. Can you?â
âNot based on what Castlereagh told me. Of course, Castlereagh doesnât seem to have told me the whole of it.â
âOld Lord Glenister was a political force,â Charles said. âMore so than his son.â
âHe was a Tory?â Mélanie asked.
âA conservative Whig. But he opposed the Revolution.â
âOther than Cyril Talbot, the only one we can link to revolutionaries so far is Simon Tannerâs father,â Tommy said.
âWe canât link Simonâs father to anything. Save that he supported the Revolution.â
Tommy swung his leg against the side of the desk. âPerhapsââ
A rap at the door cut into his words. Charles straightened his shoulders, instinctively braced against intrusion. âCome in.â
The door opened. A man with bushy white hair and thick brows stepped into the room. Mélanie felt more than saw Charlesâs sudden stillness. He and the white-haired man regarded each other for a long moment, choked with memories.
âHullo, Charlie,â the man said.
âHullo, Giles,â said Charles.