i want to merge souls with you. i want to fuse my body with yours. i never want to spend a moment without you
(call it love, call it whatever you what)
i hope you dont flinch when i reach for your heart, i promise i wont break it
(ill hold it to my chest like a pearl)
i want to share my bed with you and stand next to each other while we brush our teeth. i want to share our soaps and make you rice and fall alseep during movies with you.
(i want to spend my life enjoying the mundane with you)
i want to watch you hold our daughter for the first time and listen to you promise her the world. i want to see you at your very worst and tell you how i love you anyway. i want to watch ourselves grow old together.
(i love you in the most vulnerable of ways)
i hope one day you tell me your back hurts and we will realize we have aged and we will smile. i hope one day we can sit on our couch in our shitty apartment and im feeding you cheesecake from the grocery store.
i hope we find fondness smoking bowls in our bed and we rub each others thumbs without knowing it.
(i want to love you even in the simplest moments)
i was never hopeful for the future.
but as my future is leaning towards yours and yours is leaning towards mine
it feels like going home.
(or making a new one)
and its the best feeling in the world.