Yrene made sure to be on time the next morning. She hadnât sent word ahead, but she was willing to gamble that Lord Westfall and the new captain would be waiting at ten. Though from the glares he threw her way last night, she wondered if he doubted sheâd return at all.
Let him think what he wanted.
She debated waiting until eleven, since Hasar and Renia had dragged her out drinkingâor rather, Yrene had watched them drink, sipping at her own glass of wineâand she hadnât crawled into her room in the Torre until nearly two. Hasar had offered her a suite at the palace for the night, but given the fact that theyâd narrowly escaped Kashin joining them at the quiet, elegant taproom in the bustling Rose Quarter, Yrene was not inclined to risk running into him again.
Honestly, whenever the khagan ordered his children back to their various outposts, it would not be soon enough. Theyâd lingered after Tumelunâs deathâwhich Hasar had still refused to even mention. Yrene had barely known the youngest princess, the girl having spent most of her time with Kashin among the Darghan on the steppes and the walled cities scattered around them. But in those initial days after Tumelunâs body had been found, after Hafiza herself had confirmed that the girl had jumped from the balcony, Yrene had the urge to seek out Kashin. To offer her sympathies, yes, but also to just see how he was doing.
Yrene knew him well enough to understand that despite the easy, unruffled manner he presented to the world, the disciplined soldier who obeyed his fatherâs every order and fearlessly commanded his terrestrial armies ⦠beneath that smiling face lay a churning sea of grief. Wondering what he could have done differently.
Things had indeed turned awkward and awful between Yrene and Kashin, but ⦠she still cared. Yet she had not reached out to him. Had not wanted to open that door sheâd spent months trying to shut.
Sheâd hated herself for it, thought about it at least once a day. Especially when she spied the white banners flapping throughout the city, the palace. At dinner last night, sheâd done her best not to crumple up with shame as she ignored him, suffered through his praise, the pride still in his words when he spoke of her.
Fool, Eretia had called her more than once, after Yrene had confessed during a particularly grueling healing what had occurred on the steppes last winter. Yrene knew it was trueâbut she ⦠well, she had other plans for herself. Dreams she would not, could not, defer or yield entirely. So once Kashin, once the other royals, returned to their ruling posts ⦠it would be easier again. Better.
She only wished Lord Westfallâs own return to his hateful kingdom didnât rely so heavily upon her assistance.
Biting back a scowl, Yrene squared her shoulders and knocked on the suite doors, the lovely-faced servant answering before the sound had even finished echoing in the hall.
There were so many of them in the palace that Yrene had learned the names of just a few, but sheâd seen this one before, had marked her beauty. Enough that Yrene nodded in recognition and strode in.
Servants were paid handsomely, and treated well enough that competition was fierce to land a spot in the palaceâespecially when positions tended to remain within families, and any openings went to those within them. The khagan and his court treated their servants as people, with rights and laws to protect them.
Unlike Adarlan, where so many lived and died in shackles. Unlike the enslaved in Calaculla and Endovier, never allowed to see the sun or breathe fresh air, entire families torn asunder.
She had heard of the massacres in the mines this spring. The butchering. It was enough that any neutral expression vanished from her face by the time she reached the lavish sitting room. She didnât know what their business was with the khagan, but he certainly looked after his guests.
Lord Westfall and the young captain were sitting precisely where theyâd been the previous morning. Neither looked happy.
Indeed, neither was really glancing at the other.
Well, at least none of them would bother to pretend to be pleasant today.
The lord was already sizing Yrene up, no doubt marking the blue dress sheâd worn yesterday, the same shoes.
Yrene owned four dresses, the purple one sheâd worn to dinner last night being the finest. Hasar had always promised to procure finer clothes for her to wear, but the princess never remembered the next day. Not that Yrene particularly cared. If she received the clothes, sheâd feel obligated to visit the palace more than she already did, and ⦠Yes, there were some lonely nights when she wondered what the hell she was thinking by pushing away Kashin, when she reminded herself that most girls in the world would kill and claw their way to an open palace invitation, but she would not stay here for much longer. There was no point.
âGood morning,â said the new captainâNesryn Faliq.
The woman seemed more focused. Settled. And yet this new tension between her and Lord Westfall â¦
Not her business. Only if it interfered with her healing.
âI spoke to my superior.â A lie, though she technically had spoken to Hafiza.
âAnd?â
Not one word from the lord so far. Shadows were smudged beneath his brown eyes, his tan skin paler than yesterday. If he was surprised sheâd returned, he revealed nothing.
Yrene scooped the upper portions of her hair and tied it back with a small wooden comb, leaving the bottom half down. Her preferred style for working. âAnd I should like to get you walking again, Lord Westfall.â
No emotion flickered in the lordâs eyes. Nesryn, however, loosed a shuddering breath and leaned back against the deep cushions of the golden sofa. âHow likely is it that you will succeed?â
âI have healed spinal injuries before. Though it was a rider who took a bad fall off his horseânot a wound in battle. Certainly not one from magic. I shall do my best, but I make no guarantees.â
Lord Westfall said nothing, didnât so much as shift in his chair.
Say something, she demanded, meeting his cold and weary stare.
His eyes slid to her throat, to the scar she had not let Eretia heal when sheâd offered last year.
âWill it be hours every day that you work on him?â Nesrynâs words were steady, almost flat, and yet ⦠The woman was not a creature who took well to a cage. Even a gilded one such as this.
âI would recommend,â Yrene said to Nesryn over a shoulder, âthat if you have other duties or tasks to attend to, Captain, these hours would be a good time for that. I shall send word if you are needed.â
âWhat about moving him around?â
The lordâs eyes flashed at that.
And though Yrene was predisposed to chuck them both to the ruks, she noted the lordâs simmering outrage and self-loathing at the words and found herself saying, âI can handle most of it, but I believe Lord Westfall is more than capable of transporting himself.â
Something like wary gratitude shot across his face. But he just said to Nesryn, âAnd I can ask my own damn questions.â
Guilt flashed across Nesrynâs face, even as she stiffened. But she nodded, biting her lip, before she murmured to Chaol, âI had some invitations yesterday.â Understanding lit his eyes. âI plan to see about them.â
Smartânot to speak too clearly of her movements.
Chaol nodded gravely. âSend a message this time.â
Yrene had noted his worry at dinner last night when the captain had not appeared. A man unused to having the people he cared for out of his sight, and now limited in how he might look for them himself. She tucked away the information for later.
Nesryn bid her farewells, perhaps more tersely to the lord, and then was gone.
Yrene waited until she heard the door shut. âShe was wise to not speak aloud of her plans.â
âWhy.â
His first words to Yrene so far.
She jerked her chin toward the open doors to the foyer. âThe walls have ears and mouths. And all the servants are paid by the khaganâs children. Or viziers.â
âI thought the khagan paid them all.â
âOh, he does,â Yrene said, going to the small satchel sheâd left by the door. âBut his children and viziers buy the servantsâ loyalty through other means. Favors and comforts and status in exchange for information. Iâd be careful with whoever was assigned to you.â
Docile as the servant girl whoâd let Yrene in might seem, she knew even the smallest snakes could contain the most lethal venom.
âDo you know who ⦠owns them?â He said that wordâownsâas if it tasted foul.
Yrene said simply, âNo.â She rooted through the satchel, pulling out twin vials of amber liquid, a stub of white chalk, and some towels. He followed every movement. âDo you own any slaves in Adarlan?â She kept the question mild, uninterested. Idle chatter while she readied.
âNo. Never.â
She set a black leather journal upon the table before lifting a brow. âNot one?â
âI believe in paying people for their work, as you do here. And I believe in a human beingâs intrinsic right to freedom.â
âIâm surprised your king let you live if that is how you feel.â
âI kept such opinions to myself.â
âA wiser move. Better to save your hide through silence than speaking for the thousands enslaved.â
He went still at that. âThe labor camps and slave trade have been shut down. It was one of the first decrees that my king made. I was there with him when he drafted the document.â
âNew decrees for a new era, I suppose?â The words were sharper than the set of knives she carried with herâfor surgery, for scraping away rotting flesh.
He held her gaze unflinchingly. âDorian Havilliard is not his father. It was him I served these years.â
âAnd yet you were the former kingâs honored Captain of the Guard. Iâm surprised the khaganâs children arenât clamoring to hear your secrets about how you played both so well.â
His hands clenched on the arms of the chair. âThere are choices in my past,â he said tightly, âthat I have come to regret. But I can only move onâand attempt to fix them. Fight to make sure they do not occur again.â He jerked his chin toward the supplies sheâd set down. âWhich I cannot do while in this chair.â
âYou certainly could do such things from that chair,â she said tartly, and meant it. He didnât respond. Fine. If he did not wish to talk about this ⦠she certainly didnât wish to, either. Yrene jerked her chin toward the long, deep golden sofa. âGet on that. Shirt off and facedown.â
âWhy not the bed?â
âCaptain Faliq was here yesterday. I would not enter your bedroom without her present.â
âShe is not my â¦â He trailed off. âIt would not be an issue.â
âAnd yet you saw last night how it might present an issue for me.â
âWithââ
âYes.â She cut him off with a sharp look toward the door. âThe couch will do.â
She had seen the look Kashin had given the captain at dinner. Sheâd wanted to slide off her chair and hide beneath the table.
âYou have no interest where that is concerned?â he said, wheeling himself the few feet to the couch, then unbuttoning his jacket.
âI have no plans to seek such a life for myself.â Not when the risks were so high.
Execution of herself, her husband, and their children if Kashin should challenge the new khagan, if he should stake a claim on the throne. Being rendered infertile by Hafiza at bestâonce the new khagan had produced enough heirs to ensure the continuation of the bloodline.
Kashin had waved away those concerns that night on the steppes, had refused to understand the insurmountable wall they would always present.
But Chaol nodded, likely well aware of the costs of wedding into the bloodline if your spouse was not the Heir selected. As Kashin would never beânot with Sartaq, Arghun, or Hasar likely to be chosen.
Yrene added before Chaol could inquire further, âAnd it is none of your concern.â
He looked her over slowly. Not in the way that men sometimes did, that Kashin did, but ⦠as if he was sizing up an opponent.
Yrene crossed her arms, distributing her weight evenly between her feet, just as she had been taught and now instructed others to do. A steady, defensive stance. Ready to take on anyone.
Even lords from Adarlan. He seemed to note that stance, and his jaw clenched.
âShirt,â she repeated.
With a simmering glare, he reached over his head and shucked off his shirt, setting it neatly atop where heâd folded his jacket over the rolled arm of the sofa. Then he removed his boots and socks with swift, brutal tugs.
âPants this time,â she told him. âLeave the undershorts.â
His hands went to his belt, and hesitated.
He could not remove the pants without some degree of helpâat least in the chair.
She didnât let a flicker of pity show in her face as she waved a hand toward the couch. âGet on, and Iâll unclothe you myself.â
He hesitated again. Yrene put her hands on her hips. âWhile I wish I could say you were my sole patient today,â she lied, âI do have other appointments to keep. The couch, if you will.â
A muscle beat in his jaw, but he braced one hand on the couch, another on the edge of the chair, and lifted himself.
The strength in the movement alone was worthy of some admiration.
So easily, the muscles in his arms and back and chest hoisted him upward and over. As if heâd been doing it his entire life.
âYouâve kept up your exercising since ⦠how long has it been since the injury?â
âIt happened on Midsummer.â His voice was flatâhollow as he lifted his legs up onto the couch with him, grunting at the weight. âAnd yes. I was not idle before it happened, and I donât see the point of being so now.â
This man was stoneârock. The injury had cracked him a bit, but not sundered him. She wondered if he knew it.
âGood,â she simply said. âExercisingâboth your upper body and your legsâwill be a vital part of this.â
He peered at his legs as those faint spasms rocked them. âExercising my legs?â
âI will explain in a moment,â she said, motioning him to turn over.
He obeyed with another reproachful glare, but set himself facedown.
Yrene took a few breaths to survey the length of him. He was large enough that he nearly took up the entire couch. Well over six feet. If he stood again, heâd tower over her.
She strode to his feet and tugged his pants down in short, perfunctory bursts. His undershorts hid enough, though she could certainly see the shape of his firm backside through the thin material. But his thighs ⦠Sheâd felt the muscle still in them yesterday, but studying them now â¦
They were starting to atrophy. They already lacked the healthy vitality of the rest of him, the rippling muscle beneath that tan skin seeming looserâthinner.
She laid a hand on the back of one thigh, feeling the muscle beneath the crisp hairs.
Her magic seeped from her skin into his, searching and sweeping through blood and bone.
Yesâthe disuse was beginning to wear on him.
Yrene withdrew her hand and found him watching, hand angled on the throw pillow heâd dragged beneath his chin. âTheyâre breaking down, arenât they?â
She kept her face set in a mask of stone. âAtrophied limbs may regain their full strength. But yes. We shall have to focus on ways to keep them as strong as we can, to exercise them throughout this process, so that when you standââshe made sure he heard the slight emphasis on whenââyou will have as much support as possible in your legs.â
âSo it will not just be healing, but training as well.â
âYou said you liked to be kept active. There are many exercises we can do with a spinal injury that will get blood and strength flowing to your legs, which will aid in the healing process. I will oversee you.â
She avoided the alternative wordsâhelp you.
Lord Chaol Westfall was not a man who desired help from people. From anyone.
She took a few steps up the length of his body, to peer at his spine. At that pale, strange mark just beneath his nape. At that first prominent knob of his spine.
Even now, the invisible power that swirled along her palms seemed to recoil into her.
âWhat manner of magic gave that to you?â
âDoes it matter?â
Yrene hovered her hand over it, but did not let her magic brush it. She ground her teeth. âIt would help me to know what havoc it might have wreaked upon your nerves and bones.â
He didnât answer. Typical Adarlanian bullishness.
Yrene pushed, âWas it fireââ
âNot fire.â
A magic-given injury. It had to have happened ⦠Midsummer, heâd said. The day rumors claimed that magic had returned to the northern continent. That it had been freed by Aelin Galathynius.
âWere you fighting against the magic-wielders who returned that day?â
âI was not.â Clipped, sharp words.
And she looked into his eyesâhis hard stare. Really looked.
Whatever had occurred, it had been horrible. Enough to leave such shadows and reticence.
She had healed people whoâd endured horrors. Who could not reply to the questions she asked. And he might have served that butcher, but ⦠Yrene tried not to grimace as she realized what lay ahead, what Hafiza had likely guessed at before assigning her to him: healers often did not just repair wounds, but also the trauma that went along with them. Not through magic, but ⦠talking. Walking alongside the patient as they traveled those hard, dark paths.
And to do so with him ⦠Yrene shoved the thought aside. Later. Sheâd think of it later.
Closing her eyes, Yrene unspooled her magic into a gentle, probing thread, and laid a palm on that splattered star atop his spine.
The cold slammed into her, spikes of it firing through her blood and bones.
Yrene reeled back as if sheâd been given a physical blow.
Cold and dark and anger and agonyâ
She clenched her jaw, fighting past this echo in the bone, sending that thread-thin probe of power a little farther into the dark.
The pain would have been unbearable when it hit him.
Yrene pushed back against the coldâthe cold and the lack and the oily, unworldly wrongness of it.
No magic of this world, some part of her whispered. Nothing that was natural or good. Nothing she knew, nothing she had ever dealt with.
Her magic screamed to draw back that probe, move awayâ
âYrene.â His words were far away while the wind and blackness and emptiness of it roared around herâ
And then that echo of nothingness ⦠it seemed to awaken.
Cold filled her, burned along her limbs, creeping wider, encircling.
Yrene flung out her magic in a blind flare, the light pure as sea-foam.
The blackness retreated, a spider scuttling into a shadowed corner. Just enoughâjust enough that she yanked back her hand, yanked back herself, and found Chaol gaping at her.
Her hands trembled as she gazed down at them. As she gazed at that splotch of paleness on his tan skin. That presence ⦠She coiled her magic deep within herself, willing it to warm her own bones and blood, to steady herself. Even as she steadied it, tooâsome internal, invisible hand stroking her power, soothing it.
Yrene rasped, âTell me what that is.â For she had seen or felt or learned nothing like that.
âIs it inside me?â That was fearâgenuine fear in his eyes.
Oh, he knew. Knew what manner of power had dealt this wound, what might be lurking within it. Knew enough about it to be afraid. If such a power existed in Adarlan â¦
Yrene swallowed. âI think ⦠I think itâs onlyâonly the echo of something bigger. Like a tattoo or a brand. It is not living, and yet â¦â She flexed her fingers. If a mere probing of the darkness with her magic had triggered such a response, then a full-on onslaught ⦠âTell me what that is. If I am going to be dealing with ⦠with that, I need to know. Everything you can tell me.â
âI canât.â
Yrene opened her mouth. But the lord flicked his gaze toward the open door. Her warning to him silently echoed. âThen we shall try to work around it,â she declared. âSit up. I want to inspect your neck.â
He obeyed, and she observed him while his heavily muscled abdomen eased him upright, then he carefully swung his feet and legs to the floor. Good. That he had not just this much mobility, but the steady, calm patience to work with his body ⦠Good.
Yrene kept that to herself while she strode on still-wobbly knees to the desk where sheâd left the vials of amber fluidâmassage oils pressed from rosemary and lavender from estates just beyond Anticaâs walls, and eucalyptus from the far south.
She selected the eucalyptus, the crisp, smothering scent coiling around her as she pried off the stopper from the vial and took up a place beside him on the couch. Soothing, that scent. For both of them.
Seated together on that couch, he indeed towered over herâthe muscled mass of him enough to make her understand why heâd been so adept at his position. Being perched beside him was different, somehow, than standing above him, touching him. Sitting beside a Lord of Adarlan â¦
Yrene didnât let the thought settle as she pooled a small amount of the oil into her palm and rubbed her hands together to warm it. He inhaled deeply, as if taking the scent into his lungs, and Yrene didnât bother to speak as she laid her hands upon his nape.
Broad, sweeping strokes around and down the broad column of his neck. Over his shoulders.
He let out a deep groan as she passed over a knot between his neck and shoulder, the sound of it reverberating into her palms, then stiffened. âSorry.â
She ignored the apology, digging her thumbs into the area. Another noise rumbled out of him. Perhaps it made her cruel not to comment on his slight embarrassment, not to dismiss it. But Yrene just leaned in, sliding her palms down his back, giving a wide berth to that horrid mark.
She reined her magic in tightly, not letting her power brush up against it again.
âTell me what you know,â she murmured in his ear, her cheek close enough to scrape the faint stubble coating his jaw. âNow.â
He waited a moment, listening for anyone nearby. And as Yreneâs hands stroked over his neck, kneading muscles that were knotted enough to make her cringe, Lord Westfall began whispering.
To Yrene Towersâs credit, her hands did not falter once while Chaol murmured in her ear about horrors even a dark god could not conjure.
Wyrdgates and Wyrdstone and Wyrdhounds. The Valg and Erawan and his princes and collars. Even to him, it sounded no more than a bedtime story, something his mother might have once whispered during those long winter nights in Anielle, the wild winds howling around the stone keep.
He did not tell her of the keys. Of the king who had been enslaved for two decades. Of Dorianâs own enslavement. He did not tell her who had attacked him, or Perringtonâs true identity. Only the power the Valg wielded, the threat they posed. That they sided with Perrington.
âSo thisâagent of these ⦠demons. It was his power that hit you here,â Yrene mused in a near-whisper, hand hovering over the spot on his spine. She didnât dare touch it, had avoided that area completely while sheâd massaged him, as if dreading contact with that dark echo again. She indeed now moved her hand over to his left shoulder and resumed her glorious kneading. He barely kept in his groan at the tension she eased from his aching back and shoulders, his upper arms, his neck and lower head.
He hadnât known how knotted they wereâhow hard heâd worked himself in training.
âYes,â he said at last, his voice still low. âIt meant to kill me, but ⦠I was spared.â
âBy what?â The fear had long faded from her voice; no tremor lingered in her hands. But little warmth had replaced them, either.
Chaol angled his head, letting her work a muscle so tight it had him grinding his teeth. âA talisman that guarded me against such evilâand a stroke of luck.â Of mercy, from a king who had tried to pull that final punch. Not just as a kindness to him, but to Dorian.
Yreneâs miraculous hands stilled. She pulled back, searching his face. âAelin Galathynius destroyed the glass castle. That was why she did itâwhy she took Rifthold, too. To defeat them?â
And where were you? was her unspoken demand.
âYes.â And he found himself adding into her ear, his words little more than a rumble, âShe, Nesryn, and I worked together. With many others.â
Who he had not heard from, had no idea where they were. Off fighting, scrambling to save their lands, their future, while he was here. Unable to so much as even get a private audience with a prince, let alone the khagan.
Yrene considered. âThose are the horrors allying with Perrington,â she said softly. âWhat the armies will be fighting.â
Fear returned to blanch her face, but he offered what truth he could. âYes.â
âAnd youâyou will be fighting them?â
He gave her a bitter smile. âIf you and I can figure this out.â If you can do the impossible.
But she did not return the amusement. Yrene only scooted back on the sofa, assessing him, wary and distant. For a moment, he thought sheâd say something, ask him something, but she only shook her head. âI have much to look into. Before I dare go any further.â She gestured to his back, and he realized that he was still sitting in his undershorts.
He bit down on the urge to reach for his clothes. âIs there a riskâto you?â If there wasâ
âI donât know. I ⦠I truly have never encountered anything like this before. I should like to look into it, before I begin treating you and compose an exercise regimen. I need to do some research in the Torre library tonight.â
âOf course.â If this damned injury got them both hurt in the process, heâd refuse. He didnât know what the hell heâd do, but heâd refuse to let her touch him. And for the risk, the effort ⦠âYou never mentioned your fee. For your help.â
It had to be exorbitant. If theyâd sent their best, if she had such skillâ
Yreneâs brows furrowed. âIf you are so inclined, any donation may be made to help the upkeep of the Torre and its staff, but there is no price, no expectation.â
âWhy?â
Her hand slid into her pocket as she rose. âI was given this gift by Silba. It is not right to charge for what was granted for free.â
SilbaâGoddess of Healing.
He had known one other young woman who was gods-blessed. No wonder they both possessed such unbanked fire in their eyes.
Yrene took her vial of that lovely-smelling oil and began packing up her bag.
âWhy did you decide to come back to help me?â
Yrene paused, her slim body going rigid. Then she turned to him.
A wind drifted in from the garden, blowing the strands of her hair, still half-up, over her chest and shoulder. âI thought you and Captain Faliq would use my refusal against me one day.â
âWe donât plan to live here forever.â No matter what else sheâd implied.
Yrene shrugged. âNeither do I.â
She packed up the rest of her bag and headed for the door.
He stopped her with his next question. âYou plan to return?â To Fenharrow? To hell?
Yrene looked to the door, to the servants listening, waiting, in the foyer beyond. âYes.â
She wished not just to return to Fenharrow, but also to help in the war. For in this war healers would be needed. Desperately. No wonder she had paled at the horrors he had whispered into her ear. Not only for what they would face, but what might come to kill her, too.
And though her face remained wan, as she noted his raised brows, she added, âIt is the right thing to do. With all I have been grantedâall the kindness thrown my way.â
He debated warning her to stay, to remain here, safe and protected. But he noted the wariness in her eyes as she awaited his answer. Others, he realized, had likely already cautioned against her leaving. Perhaps made her doubt herself, just a bit.
So Chaol instead said, âCaptain Faliq and I are not the sort of people who would hold a grudge against youâtry to punish you for it.â
âYou served a man who did such things.â And likely acted on his behalf.
âWould you believe me if I told you that he left his dirty work to others beyond my command, and I was often not told?â
Her expression told him enough. She reached for the doorknob.
âI knew,â he said quietly. âThat he had done and was doing unspeakable things. I knew that forces had tried to fight against him when I was a boy, and he had smashed them to bits. Iâto become captain, I had to yield certain ⦠privileges. Assets. I did so willingly, because my focus was on protecting the future. On Dorian. Even as boys, I knew he was not his fatherâs son. I knew a better future lay with him, if I could make sure Dorian lived long enough. If he not only lived, but also survivedâemotionally. If he had an ally, a true friend, in that court of vipers. Neither of us was old enough, strong enough to challenge his father. We saw what happened to those who whispered of rebellion. I knew that if I, if he set one foot out of line, his father would kill him, heir or no. So I craved the stability, the safety of the status quo.â
Yreneâs face had not altered, not softened or hardened. âWhat happened?â
He reached for his shirt at last. Fitting, he thought, that heâd laid some part of himself bare while sitting here mostly naked. âWe met someone. Who set us all down a path I fought against until it cost me and others much. Too much. So you may look at me with resentment, Yrene Towers, and I will not blame you for it. But believe me when I say that there is no one in Erilea who loathes me more than I do myself.â
âFor the path you found yourself forced down?â
He slung his shirt over his head and reached for his pants. âFor fighting that path to begin withâfor the mistakes I made in doing so.â
âAnd what path do you walk now? How shall the Hand of Adarlan shape its future?â
No one had asked him. Not even Dorian.
âI am still learningâstill ⦠deciding,â he admitted. âBut it begins with wiping Perrington and the Valg from our homeland.â
She caught the wordâour. She chewed on her lip, as if tasting it in her mouth. âWhat happened on Midsummer, exactly?â Heâd been vague. Had not told her of the attack, the days and months leading to it, the aftermath.
That chamber flashed in his mindâa head rolling across the marble, Dorian screaming. Blending with another moment, of Dorian standing beside his father, face cold as death and crueler than any level of Hellasâs realm. âI told you what happened,â he simply said.
Yrene studied him, toying with the strap of her heavy leather satchel. âFacing the emotional consequences of your injury will be a part of this process.â
âI donât need to face anything. I know what happened before, during, and after.â
Yrene stood perfectly still, those too-old eyes utterly unfazed. âWeâll see about that.â
The challenge hanging in the air between them, dread pooling in his stomach, the words curdled in Chaolâs mouth as she turned on her heel and left.