3rd person's pov
New closed his phone and decided to go home he couldn't be anymore here he knew she was playing with him he knew this must be some meeting but his mind was telling him something else
He suddenly felt a severe headache so New went home deciding to overlook this he knew that she knew all his insecurities and that the evil woman playing with them
That Day New waited for Tay and he felt relieved when he came home early Tay freshened up and then had dinner together with the whole family
New felt happy maybe he was overthinking they went to their room and set on the bad New was about to take about their anniversary and that he had planned something for that day
When Tay told him that he had to live the down for the Next 4 days with New felt his heart shuttered at this
"What do you mean you have to go and when you have to go and may I know with whom you are going," New asked he knew his sounding bad and the expression on Tay's face proved that
But he really does give a damn about it right now
"Hin I know it's sudden but I got to know it today too I have to leave tomorrow and I have to go with Punpun" Tay said looking down he knew New disliked her but he couldn't do anything
"Really Tay you are going with her and that too on the 19th do you even remember what is on that day," New asked
Tay thought for a minute and then he remembered it was their 6 months anniversary he felt really bad but knew nothing can't be done now he had to go he couldn't cancel the meeting at the last moment
When New saw the look on Tay's face he understood Tay didn't remember it he felt more angry and frustrated
You may call him childish but he does like how Tay has been with him these past 2 weeks also how can Tay forget this it was he who started this month's anniversary celebration thing
New understand Tay has work he had too but he hasn't completely neglected him and the way he doesn't understand or not trying to understand that it's all done my Punpun is erecting New more
"You can't go....... tell Pa you can't do this project anymore I don't like how this is going Tay," New said shocking Tay
"Baby what are you saying I can't do this," Tay said looking at New
"Why...... why can't you do this Tay can't you see how she is coming in between us," New said he had been trying to not say this but he couldn't not anymore
He can't take all this anymore his mind has been a mess and everything is adding up to it with Tay's behaviour he does not miss his husband Tay this time he misses his best friend Tay too he really misses him
"Hin what are you saying it's just work that too will finish in no time don't be childish," Tay said and then realised what he said he looked at New who looked really upset but at the same time angry too
"You think I am being childish My husband doesn't have time for me he has been neglecting me for 2 weeks and this is childish to you... you think this is childish " New asked
He was really frustrated he wasn't expecting this from Tay he thought he understood him but no it looks he didn't
"New I am sorry babe but I have to go and you don't have to be jealous of her" Tay said and he he saw New chuckle bitterly
"You think I am saying this because I am jealous you can't see anything huh Tay or you don't want to see anything that woman is doing everything to separate us she is making you spend most of her time with you...... we haven't spent even 24 hours together in a fucking 2 weeks and you think I am doing this because I am jealous really Tawan" New said he was to so angry on Tay
"Newwiee we meet for work she has no such intentions and the project will end in a month or two then I am all yours," Tay said
"Oh she doesn't have intentions then who sent me this " New said showing the picture to Tay
Tay looked at the Picture and he was shocked that Picture was taken today when they went to a meeting today that where Punpun told him they had to go out of town for a business meeting
"Hin baby we are there for a meeting there is nothing that you have to be worried about don't you trust me," Tay asked
"I know and I trust you Tay but I don't trust her I don't have good feelings about this " New said
"Newwiee you know I can't do what you are asking me we have completed 80% of the project I have to go with her I can't abandon the project just because of a silly thing, " Tay said and New frowned
"You think it is silly Tay... Really, I know you work hard on this project and that's why I didn't say anything..... the thing you called silly is not silly for me I feel scared about the way she has been manipulating you and the way we have been distanced because of her, " New said
he felt bad that Tay thought this was silly It's his feeling that he was telling his husband he never thought Tay would say it was childish and silly he thought Tay would understand him
"Hin you are a CEO yourself you know how important this is and still you are being this unreasonable I can't lose this big project because you are insecure and can't trust your partner, " Tay said as he got really frustrated
"I am unreasonable you know what Tay you are right I am stupid even..... I am stupid that I think I can tell you how I feel about this I thought I could tell you and you would understand how I feel and It's not me trusting you or not...... it is about my feelings... I thought you were my best friend before my Husnad but I guess I was wrong" New said sadly and Tay realized how wrong he was
"you know what you can go wherever you want to go I was being childish, insecure and Unreasonable you are right" New said and left for the washroom
Tay stood there realising how he hurt New with his words he knew he crossed the line he knew New was just upset because of Punpun and he had all the reasons
He should understand New more he is right he has been neglecting New unknowingly for the past two weeks but in his defence, he has been so busy these days that he is tired and he wasn't expecting to have this conversation It almost came as a surprise for him
New came after some time Tay thought to talk to him but he couldn't say New left the room without even looking at him Tay sighed he knew this would be like this New is a stubborn guy and will not talk to him for some time
New has been always like this when he fights with someone he isolates himself he won't talk much he will be quiet and spend time alone
Tay sighed once again he then went into the washroom to change when he came back 15 minutes later he saw New lying on the bed his eyes were closed they went and tried to talk to him but he didn't respond
Tay closed his knowing his eyes ready to sleep he knows he will have to talk to New about this later
New opened his eyes when he felt Tay was sleeping a tear dropped from his eyes Tay's words really hurt him does Tay think so bad about him that he thinks New's feelings are childish or is he being unreasonable
Yes, he is insecure but is it his fault this was the same way Off behaved with him before he got to know he was married to someone else?... he knows Tay's loved him for so long he has loved him even when New was Taken but he never knows about Tay's feelings heck Tay used to not even talk to him for years even then he understand Tay
But does Tay understand him does he understand it's not easy for New to blindly trust him even if he wanted to his mind was really a mess right now New didn't Tay see him lying beside him seeing the tears dropping from New's eyes?
Every tear that fell from his eyes was like a stab for Tay he didn't like to see New like this but he had to go on this business trip it was important for their new company and he couldn't afford to lose this
Tay sighed closing his eyes and promising himself to make this up to New once he gets back to New
New turned to the side sleeping with his dried tears his head was really aching right now he couldn't take anything he needed a rest New doesn't know when he dozed off to sleep When
New woke up he saw the empty side of the bed he sighed knowing well that Tay would have to leave
New went into the washroom to get ready he doesn't want to think much and even if today is he has no strength he decided to concentrate on his work
Once he got ready he got down and was about to leave for the office his maa even stopped him from having breakfast but he told her that he had some urgent work and went from there
The next two days New stayed like that not talking to anyone or barely eating his family also noticed his gloomy nature but they thought it was because Tay was out of town
Tay on the other hand was no better he hadn't had any talk with New his messages and calls had been unanswered and he knew he was at fault but this was getting too difficult for him
He thought was able to not talk properly with New for so long now he can't stay sane by not talking with him and without seeing him for two days
But he was happy as they were going back tomorrow he was thankful their work finished soon he can't wait to see his hin and apologise to him and do anything to get his forgiveness
On this trip with Punpun, he realized New was not wrong he could see her advances and he felt so foolish that he hadn't noticed this before
He has decided to back off from the project he will go and talk about this with his father first thing once he returns
He'll make sure that she stays away from him the way she is all over him is really crazy and frustrating for him it wasn't that bad before but since they came here she has been crossing her limit and Tay won't tolerate that
Tay was in his room, he was trying to contact New who was not responding to him he knew it was his mistake but he was still getting worried and upset about this he was calling and messaging him
when he heard a knock on his door he opened it to see Punun standing there he was about to ask her to leave when she entered forcing herself inside the way she entered Tay was sure she was drunk
"Punpun what are you doing here," Tay asked still standing at the door he was waiting to hear her and make her leave as soon as possible
"Tay what are you doing there come here na," she said in her drunken state and started walking to him
"Punpun you are drunk you should leave from here right now," Tay said stepping backwards
"Why are you going back baby," she said coming near Tay and trying to hug her who dodged her and stood far away
"Miss Sutatta behave yourself and please stay away from me I don't like this I haven't said anything till now because you are an important client but everything has a limit," Tay said in an angry and cold tone maintaining his professional demeanour
"Is it just that am I just that Tay your client can't you see anything else I love you Tay I love you so much can't you accept me more can't we more like we were in university?" She said coming closer to Tay again
"No we can't Punpun we can't be anything and we never were anything not even in uni I was just frank with you because our parents are friends nothing more or nothing less and I am a married man now how can you even think of anything," Tay said he was quite angry now not on her but on himself more
He fought with his Hin for this he is foolish he should know New would never be wrong he is always right he knows people better than him
"Married really Tay you want to choose him over me what does he have that I don't he is nothing in front of me" She said making Tay angry
"Enough Miss Sutatta how dare you say anything about my Hin he is far better than you in everything now leave from here before I call security, " Tay said angrily
"You know what you will lose with this right Tawan," She said still having the guts to say that
"I know and what you will do I will make sure we do cancel this project and you Pay for miss treatment Miss Sutatta," Tay said showing her the door
Punpun left from there fuming in anger she looks a bit sobber now with the way she threatened Tay....... Tay took a sigh the moment she left he closed the door and called his father telling him everything
He then lay on his bed ready to sleep he can't wait to be back and apologize to his Hin with these thoughts Tay dozed off to sleep
Meanwhile New was lying on his bed with tears streaming from his eyes he was missing Tay so much and the missed calls on his phone weren't helping it
But he was really hurt by how Tay regarded his feelings and he knew if they talked now he might get angry or he might say something he will regret
New is the kind of guy who likes to shut himself off him something happens it's his way of coping with the situation because he knows that he might do something in his anger and will regret it later
So he tries to avoid it..... It also helps in cooling his mind and gives him time to sort out his feelings
New was doing the same now but he missed Tay he missed his Tay who used to go on dates with him, who used to pamper him, who used to make him smile
New remembers the past months with Tay he smiled slightly wiping his tears he really felt the best in that short period he knew Things would come back to normal again once this Project Ended
He was waiting but his subconscious mind was still scared what if things won't go like before what if Tay leaves him too he will release he doesn't want to be with New and will find someone else
New shook his head Tay would never do it he love New so much he loved him for years New decided to sleep and not think about he wouldn't let anyone come in between them
He will talk to Tay when he gets back they will have a late anniversary dinner and will make things right yes he will do exactly that with these thoughts New drifted to sleep
Time skip Next Morning
New was in his room he didn't have the mood to go to the Office today he didn't know why he was feeling too anxious today feeling weird like something was about to happen
He didn't know what but something bad...... he shook his head and decided to not think negatively early in the morning
He was scrolling through his phone lying on the bed he had no mood to do anything his appetite had died down too his Maa called him for breakfast but he even refused that he just wanted to lay down on the bed lazily
He was emerged on his phone when it started ranging showing it was from Tay who is callingĂÂ he thought to neglected it at first but he remembered he had decided to talk to Tay
He had made up his mind that he would talk to Tay and wouldn't let anyone come between them not even his anger
So New picked call after two rings waiting to hear Tay's voice even New was angry he missed his Tay
"Hello," The other line said startling New the voice was not Tay's but the phone isNew's heart suddenly started bitting fast why was Tay's phone with a stranger what happened to him
"Hello who are you, " New asked
"Hello Khun Do you know the guy this phone belongs to" The person asked on the phone confused and anxious about who this guy was and what is he doing with Tay's phone
"Yes that's my husband's phone who are you and what are you doing with his phone," New asked the guy on the phone
"Sir my name is Troy and I am with your husband's phone because" the guy Troy paused for a second and New's heart started beating fast he could feel something was wrong his intrusions were telling that since earlier
"he met with an accident I found him an hour ago I took him to the nearby hospital your number was on his speed dial so I called you" the guy Troy informed New
The moment New heard that he felt like his world stopped...... his Tay met with an accident..... his Tay was in hospital how wasn't he in Chiang Mai..... he was supposed to come tomorrow then how
"Sir..... are you there," Troy said making New get back to his senses
"Yes, I am there..... Please tell me where is he and how is he I am coming there just tell me where you are..... which hospital " New said running downstairs
His phone in his hand listing to the address Troy was telling him
New was running like mad man tears flowing from his eyes he did not what was happening he just knew one thing his Tay was injured he is in a hospital and he needs him the most right now
Gun and Tay's mother were sitting on the living room couch after breakfast their husbands Just left for work half an hour ago they were discussing how the need to talk to New
Mrs Vihokratana was really getting worried about him as he wasn't eating well they were talking they say running outside
he looked at the parking and saw there was no car so he called someone his tears stopped Gun ran behind him and stopped him
"Newwiee what happened," Gun asked stopping New who was trying to call someone but he didn't respond to him which scared them more New looked like a mess and they even don't know what happened
"Hello Pa...." New said and Gun stopped asking him
"Baby bear what happened are you crying," Mr Vihokratana asked New the moment he heard his son-in-law's call
"Pa, Tay....... Pa please come back fast.... we have to go to...... Tay my car is garage there is no car available I have to go to Tay he needs me Pa......... Please come soon" New blabbered in between the hiccups he didn't know what to do he just wanted to reach Tay
"New calm down and tell me what happened... Tay is out of town so why are you saying you want to go to him" Mr Vihokratana asked him
He knew Tay would come today but he told him he'd be there at night and also told him not to tell anyone Then way New is saying this
"Pa Tay is not in Chaing Mai he is at the hospital he met with an accident please come fast I have to go there," New shouted breaking down
Gun immediately went to New hugging him tightly crying to know Tay met with an accident How when
"Newwiee what are you saying, " Mrs Vihokratana asked coming near New she was standing there looking at New talking to his husband
"Maa we have to go to him he is in hospital Mae please Take me to Tay" New said crying hugging here
She immediately hugged him back consoling him as New talked to Mr Vihokratana who and Off came driving back the moment New told them Tay met with an accident they reached their Place in 15 minutes
The moment They reached there the family immediately left for the hospital It took them around an hour to get there the whole ride New cried asking Off to drive fast
The moment they reached the hospital New immediately alighted from running inside he went to the reception asking about Tay
"Miss there is someone........ taken an hour ago.... it's an accident case" New asked between the hiccups
"Sir can you tell us more details," The lady asked New
"Sir" New heard a voice behind he saw a guy standing there New guessed he was the guy who called him
"Mr Troy, " New asked
"Yes your husband is fine he is in room 405 I came here to see if anyone came for Mr Tawan" He said New ran thanking the guy he went to the room directly
Off and the family thanked Troy he had done really a big favour for them they then went behind New
When New reached the hospital room Troy told him about.....ĂÂ he saw Tay sitting on the bed with a bandage on his head and a cast on his hand the doctor was checking on himĂÂ so New decided to wait outside until the doctor finished their check-up
After 5 minutes the doctor came out Off decided to talk to the doctor whereas other members went inside to check on Tay
"Tay" MrĂÂ Vihokratan called Tay
"Poh," Tay said
"How are... you how did this happen" Tay's father asked him
"I am fine Poh.... it's nothing I just hit a tree while saving a kid," Tay said and explained to them what happened and how he wanted to surprise New and that's why he had come earlier
Tay tried to look at his poh while explaining but his eyes were finding only one person and the said person was standing at the corner behind his mother wiping his tears and taking a sigh of relief that he was okay
New felt like he could finally breathe Tay is okay yes has some injuries but he is okay when New heard he had an accident he thought he would lose him
He thought we wouldn't ever see him again that would never know how New felt about him that he would never be able to tell Tay that he love Tay too
"Yes Poh " New heard Tay say that's when he saw the family leaving from there his Maa told him to go and see Tay New nodded and went near him sitting beside him but he didn't say anything
"Hin" Tay said after 2 minutes he knew New was angry with him but he couldn't stay quiet now he hadn't heard New's voice in three days and was missing it too much
"You don't love me anymore right," New said shocking Tay
"Hin what are you saying I love you..... I love you so much" Tay said
"No, you don't...... If you would you wouldn't scare me like that " New said and was crying again and Tay felt bad his Hin was crying again because of him
"Baby I am sorry I didn't know this would happen and it was nothing see I am fine" Tay said
"You didn't know really you can't drive properly Tay you drive rarely in the city even you always have a driver or I drive you and you decided to drive from another town what was the need huh....... you know how risky this is.... still, you did it " New said wiping his tears he was really angry with Tay
why did he drive what if something more had happened how would New live without him that thought alone sent shivers through his body
"Hin nothing happened I didn't through much I just wanted to come to you and apologize to you I am sorry Hin you were right about her I was really stupid" Tay said
"what do you mean" New asked and Tay told him everything how Punpun flirted with him more how she tried to force him and how everything happened after that
"That bitch" New said angrily hearing this
"But still Tay you should have not driven what if anything happened to you what would happened to me who would I live that thought alone scares you don't know scared I was when I heard you met with an accident I thought I lost you I thought I would never see you Never get to tell how much I love you," New said without realizing that he confessed
Tay on the other side froze in his Place did he hear New right...... New loves him His Hin said he loves Tay
"What did you say New you love me," Tay said in a shocked tone
"What did you say New you love me," Tay said in a shocked tone that's when New realised he just confessed to Tay like that
"Hmm I didn't say that " New said trying to cover his small mistake
"don't lie Hin you said that tell me you do love me hin you said you love me right," Tay said
"no, I didn't say that Tay I think you are hearing things," New said trying to avoid Tay
"No you said it Hin please tell me..... ah" Tay winced in pain as he tried to move a bit
"Tay what are you doing..... can't sit still" New said chiding him
"No, tell me what you said," Tay asked New sighed he knew how stubborn Tay can be if he wants
"Yes, I said I love you..... I love you Tay Tawan " New said smiling at Tay
Tay immediately hugged New tears came into his eyes they hugged for some time once they broke the
"Thank you, Hin..... Thank you so much for loving me " Tay said
"No thank you Tay for loving me and for waiting for me " New said wiping the lone tear that was flowing from Tay's eyes
"Now Please lay down Tay you should rest you are injured" New said
"I am fine Hin actually never been more fine" Tay said but still New insisted on making him rest
After sometimes Tay dozed off to sleep as he was sleepy because of the medication so New went out to learn the details about Tay's condition
Off told New that Tay doesn't have any big injuries he just had a minor fracture in his hand which is why he has to wear a cast and a head injury which is not very deep
The doctor also told them that he could be discharged by evening but he needed to go for a check-in in weeks for his hands and that he needed to take bed rest
It was around 7 pm Tay got discaged and they went home once they reached home New helped Tay in going to their room
Once he settled Tay in the room everyone came and met him asking about how he felt New's parent also came to meet him as they knew about the accident just now
Once everyone left Tay lay on the bed resting for some time whereas New also went to the washroom to fresh up he then went down stair Preparing soup for Tay
After making the soup New Came into their room to see Tay sitting on the bed resting his back on the bed rest when he saw New he gestured for him to sit beside him
New went near him sitting beside Tay feeding Tay the soup he made for him he was feeding him when Tay suddenly asked him
"Hin when did you realise that you love me," Tay asked New
"why are you asking that," New asked back teasing Tay
"Tell Me na" Tay said whining like a kid New chuckled looking at him
"It has been almost a month but today it got confirmed how much I love you Te," New said and Tay smiled
"You know Tay Gun told me the difference between liking and loving someone 6 months back but I have understood it in these past months," New said
"And what is that difference" Tay asked curiously
"When you like someone you want to live your life with them but when you love them they become your life I have realized how you have become my life...... How the thought of a life without scared the shit out of me " New said
"This one month when we didn't spendĂÂ time together I realised how difficult it is for me not to be with you the way I can't imagine not being with you...... the way my life is so boring with you.... so incomplete without you" New continued how he feels
"This past month I knew I loved you but Today I got to know how deeply I fall for you the mere thought of something bad happening to you almost killed me too," New said and hugged Tay he felt happy to finally be in the embrace of his husband
"Why didn't you tell me before that you love me then," Tay asked putting his head on New's shoulder and sitting comfortably beside the love of his life
"Well I wanted to surprise you I have planned a date for our anniversary but you decided to ruin it and go for the project with that Punpun " New said pouting
"I am sorry Hin I know I was really stupid that time I was only thinking about the company but Now I realise I should not give anything more importance than my family you guys are my first priority from now on" Tay said and New nodded
They were so into each other that they didn't even notice them it was when the clock pinged that they showed the time
It was correct 12clock which meant it was their 6 months anniversary they smiled lookingĂÂ at each other
"Happy 6-month anniversary Hin"
"Happy 6-month anniversary Te," They said and at the same time
Tay then Pecked New on the lips wishing him It had just been 6 months for others but for Tay, it was like a lifetime he never thought there would be the time when he would get his hin
His New but here it is His New is his husband and he loves him too Tay never thought the unaccepted marriage with his crush would change into this beautiful marriage with his love
"I love you Hin," Tay said
"I love you too Te" New said leaning to kiss Tay after around 1 minute they broke the kiss New looked at Tay and smiled
He is happy..... so happy if 6 months back you had told him that this marriage while be this happy marriage he would have laughed
But now he knows this unexpected marriage was the best thing that happened to him these are the best months of his life and he knows that this journey is a long one lot of happiness and a long year of togetherness are waiting for them
The End
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