I was running through the hall wit my woes!
Well not wit my woes, it was just me...
Anyway, I decided to run up a flight of steps to the second floor.
There I made it best believe my fat ass took a breath cuz I do not do stairs. Shit I don't run either. All that physical activity and now time for a break...
sike! i heard the door open and took off running again. Our school was in the shape of two big circles on top of each other. I ran a complete circle around the second floor before coming back to that same staircase and going downstairs. I saw the coast was clear, but that's what I thought before. I didn't run this time cuz im allergic to running. I get all sweaty and out of breath and its really not safe i think. I decided to speed walk around the first floor's circle and ended up going to the cafeteria where lunch was finishing up.
I saw Riana and because she was my best friend she could tell I was going through. She pulled me in close for a hug and told me I was gonna be alright. I went to the bathroom and took two xanax. I started choking cuz my mouth was dry. A teacher who heard me asked if I was okay and I told her I was just choking on my spit bc in middle school u not allowed to have drugs cuz of safety and shit.
I washed my hands and left. I had to act as normal as possible. Everyone was leaving by the time I got done in the bathroom. this was good cuz I could give the medicine bottle to Jahmeire without drawing too much attention to myself. I couldn't find him. I was asking around, but everyone was saying they aint seen him. How you miss a tall dark skin nigga????
I finally found him and didn't say nun. I just dapped him up and then for some reason he gave me a real tight hug and said, "u gon be good? U can come see me if u need a shoulder to cry on" I just said, "idfwu like that foh"
now u may think Im just being a bitch but I'm really not. I just know how that nigga is. Thats the prime example of a fuckboy. Me and Jahmeire talked in the fourth grade. I thought it was an innocent relationship where we share notes and sit together at lunch. That nigga was on some pg-13 shit. He would try to give me hugs from behind and kiss my neck and shit. WTF taught him that? that must be how they get down in Harrington...
Anyway, I decide to hug him again though. Not to be friendly or nice, but I needed to give him the bottle. I did that shit pretty smooth tho. When I hugged him again i took the medicine bottle out of my hoodie pocket and slid it into his hoodie pocket. His dumb ass pulled it out and looked at it.
Pretty much as obvious as this.
Luckily we were in a crowd and no one noticed. I told him to hold onto it and don't smoke it
Jahmeire said, "u know i only smoke chronic. whoever gave this to u just gave u some basic shit"
I was confused as to why he said, "whoever"... Did he not know the reason for why I just gave him a bottle of drugs... I couldn't even explain it bc I aint know who sent the text.
I just said, "whatever just don't take any pills and don't smoke the weed its not for me its for"
He cut me off and said, "don't worry devon not gonna get in trouble Ima walk to his house after school and drop it off. its cool."
I smiled
he said, "Devon and me cool. u know I got ya back babygirl we all riding for u no matter what"
I was happy, but who was we? That didn't even matter having people support me was a good feeling to have.
I went to class and I couldn't even focus. I asked the teacher if I could step outside and she said, "im not allowed to let u out before the first 10 minutes of class, but you're a good girl. don't get me in trouble"
I took a quick walk around the first floor. I looked out the windows on my way around the building. It was a beautiful day outside, but it was ruined by such ugly events. I felt so bad for Devon.
He didn't have to defend me. Words are just words. It should have been me.
I didn't care about how long I've been in the hallway at this point. I wanted to see Devon and tell him I'm sorry. Scratch that. I needed to see Devon. I didn't know what I was going to do when I saw Devon. Actually, I want to know what Devon was gonna do when he saw me. Was he going to be mad? Was he going to ignore me?
You know what?! WTH is Jordan Dixon?! He ain't need to do that to Devon!
I hung around his locker for a couple seconds. I was thinking about the last time I saw him there. This morning i saw him. He quickly slammed his locker all suspiciously. He waved at me, but since I was with Jordan I dubbed him. Jordan put his arm around me to make him jealous. Devon acted like he didn't care.
I didn't realise I was here for a while. I heard Devon call my name and I heard his footsteps running toward me.