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The dying sunlight cast its remnants across her face and the blanket as she lay still, unwilling to move again.
The white blanket and sheets were tinged with a golden hue, exuding extra warmth. Such colors always brought a comforting feeling.
The sun slowly sank in the west, quickly dipping below the horizon.
Mo Shuifu wasnât a child anymore, lying on the bed for a long time, she had likely begun to understand why she was bleeding.
She never expectedâ¦
Even without any feelings left for that man, the thought brought tears to her eyes.
The tears soaked her pillowcase, just as a nurse walked in carrying a bottle of medicine.
âMiss, are you awake?â The nurse noticed Mo Shuifuâs tears.
Mo Shuifu wiped away her tears and opened her eyes: âMhm.â
âMiss⦠youâre going to be fine. You were operated on by our departmentâs most famous surgeon today, so donât worry, youâll recover very well.â
âThank you for saving me.â
âThatâs what weâre here for; itâs what hospitals are forâsaving people.â
âThenâ¦â Mo Shuifu swallowed, still asking, âThen⦠my babyâ¦â
The nurse wanted to comfort her but didnât know what to say and could only nod truthfully: âMiss⦠your baby⦠is gone⦠But donât be sad, you can still have another one, youâre still young. In fact, if you had arrived half an hour earlier, your baby could have been savedâ¦â
Mo Shuifu had braced herself; she had lost so much blood, how could the baby have survived.
But perhaps due to a motherâs inherent nature, she still felt an emptiness inside.
It was as if a chunk of her flesh had been gouged out, a feeling incomprehensible to most.
âIâm fine.â Mo Shuifu faintly moved the corners of her lips.
Her gaze was unfocused as she quietly stared at the wall, no longer speaking.
The nurse changed her IV and wiped her hand with alcohol swabs. When she finished, she couldnât help but ask, âMiss, where is your family? I havenât seen them at all today.â
âFamily⦠I have no familyâ¦â Mo Shuifu said woodenly, âIs it time to pay the medical bill?â
âNo, no, thatâs not it. I just noticed how alone you are. Itâd be much better if your relatives came. Or should I call a friend of yours, to keep you company?â
âThereâs no need, thank you,â Mo Shuifu shook her head.
âDonât be sad, youâll be physically fine after a few days of rest. Itâs just⦠the doctor said your uterine wall is a bit thin, so in the futureâ¦â
âThe chances of getting pregnant are smaller?â Mo Shuifu finished for her.
âYou⦠you already know?â The nurse scratched her head, looking a bit embarrassed.
Mo Shuifu gave a weak smile, her face pale: âItâs okay, I donât plan to have children anymore.â
She didnât plan on having children, nor getting married. Just as Shen Shihan had said, sheâd end up alone.
âMiss, children are so adorable, you should consider having one after all. A slim chance doesnât mean no chance. If you take good care of yourself, it can still happen,â the naive young nurse said.
Mo Shuifu shook her head: âActually, I donât feel much about losing this child, because I really hate his father, really hateâ¦â
As she spoke, Mo Shuifu caressed her stomach.
No feelings? Of course, that was a lie.
How could a mother have no affection for her own flesh and blood, especially when it was her first child.
In the past, when she was younger, sheâd fantasized about the future.
Back then, all she wanted from love was for someone to be genuinely kind to her; not necessarily rich, but deeply devoted. Someone to warm her when she was cold; to humor her when she was upset.
Just a little pampering was all she asked for.
Then, they would live happily ever after, having a healthy baby.
A simple and ordinary life, everything would be fine.
That was all she had ever fantasized about for the future, but from the day she met Shen Shihan, her destiny shifted profoundly.
Everything changed, beyond recognition.
The nurse was at a loss for words after hearing Mo Shuifuâs statement.
A bit awkward, Mo Shuifu smiled at her: âGo on with your duties, Iâll call if I need anything.â
âOkay, good. Then Iâll leave for now, just call if you need me.â
The nurse left with a sweet smile. For a moment, Mo Shuifu was deluded, thinking the nurseâs smile resembled Xu Chaomuâs. Both were sweet, leaving a pleasant impression on anyone who saw them.
Xu Chaomuâ¦
Just thinking of Xu Chaomu added layers to Mo Shuifuâs resentment towards Shen Shihan.
He wouldnât even spare an eighteen-year-old girl; Shen Shihan was so cold-blooded, so heartless.
Thatâs why she never believed his words. She couldnât believe that a man like Shen Shihan could have feelings for her.
Just as Zhou Peitian once said: âMo Shuifu, donât think that because Shihan shows you a little kindness, you have his support. I tell you, youâre just one of his many women, easily discarded when heâs tired of you. Donât overestimate yourself.â
She always saw herself as insignificant, fully aware that she was just one among many for Shen Shihan.
With that thought, Mo Shuifu stroked her stomach again.
âXiaobao⦠Iâm sorryâ¦â
She didnât know she was pregnant. If she had known, she would never have run desperately; she would surely have preserved the childâs life.
Even if it meant being connected to Shen Shihan.
The hospital room was quiet; as the sun set and darkness stealthily arrived.
The bustle of the hospital waned, visitors intermittently checking on patients in the next bed, while her space remained desolately empty.
After three days in the hospital, the nurse told her she was well enough to be discharged.
Mo Shuifu silently packed her things, knowing this time she truly had to flee far from C City.
Shen Shihan and Shen Chi would both become relics of her past.
She intended to start over in another city, to live a new life.
After leaving the hospital, Mo Shuifu hailed a cab to the train station.
No sooner had she stepped onto the train bound for another city than Shen Shihan arrived at the hospital.
He burst into the room and grabbed the nurse by the collar: âWhere is she? Where is she?â
The nurse thought he was a lunatic, but then she figured lunatics donât look as neatly dressed. She quickly said, âSir, Iâm not sure who youâre asking about?â
âMo Shuifu!â
âOh, Miss Mo? Sheâs been discharged, sheâs already left.â
âHow long ago did she leave?â
âAbout two hours ago, I guess.â
All of a sudden, Shen Shihan felt as if the strength had drained from his body, letting go of the nurseâs collar.
âSir, why did you come so late? She was here for three days and nights with not a single visitor.â