Still straddling Dannyâs waist, I swallow. Fireworks blow up in my head and Iâm seeing stars as he looks at me with his blue eyes staring straight into my soul. Heâs a beast and thereâs no taming him now. What am I getting myself into? Iâm clutching my hands that I have wrapped around his neck and my clit throbs between my thighs.
âIâm not under your authority, you canât ask this.â I breathe into his ear, teasing him. I had no plans on seeing Kane anyways. I look back at him and he smirks.
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I bite my lip.
âWhy give into me now?â I whisper.
Heâs invaded every part of me, heâs consumed me with just one moment. With one glance that one night at El Devine⦠I fell for him.
âMaybe itâs because I just watched someone try and take whatâs mine. If anyone is going to take you on a date, itâs going to be me.â
I look up at him and glare into his eyes. He looks like a bear that just came out of hibernation ready to devour his first meal. At the same time, he looks like heâs in pain. As if heâs about to pull away from me again like the night he did on his couch.
âI want you so dangerously Ari but Iâm no good for you.â
Heâs going to stop himself again but I refuse to let him. He needs to know that I want this just as badly as he does.
I crash my lips to him, moving my lips so feral and needy I lose myself completely. He this time.
âI want this, Danny. Donât pull away from me now. I wonât let you.â I say with a shaky breath, my tone breaking so much it almost sounds like a cry. He wants to stop.
, heâs no good for me. But I donât care. He thinks I wonât be able to handle his kinks and he might be right but I want to decide that for myself.
His body tenses and I can feel how hard he is against my thigh. Internally, Iâm shrieking. Weâre not back in his house on the couch and I donât think anything will be stopping us this time. No interruptions, no cell phone ringing mid-oral, nothing but Dannyâs extreme need to feel me.
He walks over to the edge of his bed and gently lets me fall on top of it. My breasts bounce as I land and I can feel my nipples harden with the way heâs looking at me. I sit up, crossing my legs and cover my breasts with my arms. I take in the view of Dannyâs build. His back muscles are so defined. He turns around to empty his pockets, throwing his wallet, cigarettes, and lighter on his desk across from the bed. A massive black reaper tattoo erupted in flames is tattooed all over his back. The same tattoo that intrigues me. The detail is surreal.
He finally turns around and heâs eyeing me. His eyes start from my feet and he travels all the way up to my pussy, breasts then my face and he hums.
âDonât be ashamed of your naked body, Cherry. Youâre perfect.â His words strike me hard. I hesitate at first. I look down at my arms before I drop them to my sides and relax my legs. Thank God, I kept up with my lady maintenance. Shane never made me feel this exquisite. He made me feel terrible in my own skin. The way Danny touches me sends a current of salacity throughout my body every single time.
Danny grins and he drops his sweatpants with his boxers in one swift movement. And my eyes widen. His cock springs free and I gulp.
His cock is long and thick. How the fuck is that supposed to fit inside of me? Thereâs no way. Nope nope nope.
Danny begins to stroke his dick as he walks closer to the bed and I instantly fear for my life.
âDannyâ¦â
âAri?â
âIâm scared.â
He chuckles as he positions himself over me. Propping himself up with his hands on each side of my head. He pushes my legs apart and settles in between them. I can feel his cock touching my slit and chills erupt all over my body. My face grows hot and my heart rate is giving me tachycardia. My side bangs cover a part of my face, and Danny brushes them away with his fingers. Heâs staring at me with such intensity I feel like I could fade away. Heâs admiring me and Iâm slowly dissolving. I love when he looks at me like this.
He leans forward and captures my bottom lip with his teeth, biting down so hard he draws blood. Then he sucks my lip into his mouth, tasting me, sucking the blood, and hums again, licking his lips.
âYou should be.â
At first, Danny rubs the tip of his cock through my slit smoothly, then he rubs it against my clit gently and a moan slips out of my mouth. Heâs teasing me with his cock and he begins to kiss me ferociously. Our tongues compete for dominance and of course, he wins. Iâm dripping wet now as my hands snake through his dark sandy blonde hair.
He breaks our kiss and he looks at me, waiting for me. I stare into his blue eyes and he stares back into mine. Iâm terrified, the thought of the unknown is what scares me. This is a feeling Iâve never experienced. Itâs completely foreign. Only in my fantasies that Iâve experienced these types of moments. Iâve never had sex before and Iâll be forever changed after this moment and I know Iâm ready.
I nod and reach for his face with my hand, caressing his cheek. He repositions himself over my entrance and lets out a deep breath.
âI want you.â I breathe.
âYou shouldnât.â
Then he pushes into me, slowly and I let out a gasp. My eyes widen so big at first before Iâm shutting them tightly closed as the pain explodes down there snapping me out of the pleasure I was once feeling.
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âAri youâre so wet for me.â
His length stretching me in a way I know I wonât recover so easily.
âItâs going to hurt at first. But trust me.â Danny whispers into my ear and a tear slips out of my eye. I didnât expect it to hurt this much. He kisses my tear away as he pulls out of me and then reenters, keeping a steady pace. Pain is soon replaced by pleasure with each stroke. Although, I can feel my body having difficulty fitting his size inside of me.
âIt hurts, youâre too big.â I whimper. He doesnât stop though and keeps pulling me onto him so greedily and I feel more full as he slams himself inside me. His forehead vein swells as he pounds inside of me.
âYou can take it. Youâre already taking it so well.â He thrusts harder. âFuck, Ari, youâre so tight.â He groans.
He squeezes my ass so hard with his hand and anchors my waist closer to his body, enabling his cock to go in even deeper than before and I moan so loud, out of the painful pleasure. Iâm shocked he was able to fit all of himself inside me. It hurts and I feel like Iâm tearing. But itâs a euphoric pain I want to feel for eternity. My nipples harden more as he licks my nipple circling it slowly, then he bites down violently and it sends a flock of butterflies in my stomach. Affliction and pleasure just like he promised and Iâm loving every single second. Savoring each moment like itâs my last on this Earth.
He begins to suck on my nipple then moves to my other breast sucking me into his mouth again, the same way. Then he trails his tongue from my nipple upwards to my neck. I arch my back as his tongue travels on me. He sucks down on the skin of my neck for a couple of seconds before letting go, leaving a purple mark.
His pace is slow at first but that doesnât last long as heâs picking up his pace. He starts slamming inside of me, devouring me, pumping hard, our skin repeatedly colliding. Our bodies start making slapping noises and the bed starts to shake beneath us. The headboard hits the wall violently. I moan again loudly and I want to scream but I stop myself from raising my voice louder not wanting to attract any distractions from outside his door.
To help myself keep quiet, I reach for his thumb that rests beside my face, and I start sucking on it as I stare at his beautiful face, still thrusting inside of me.
He furrows his eyebrows as he watches me suck on his finger.
âIf you keep doing that, Iâll help you keep quiet and make you choke on my cock instead,â Danny whispers.
My eyes circle.
The thought of tasting his engorged length has me swooning.
Never did I think that I would be losing my virginity to Danny Rider. A Navy SEAL I met in a bar. Now weâre In Iraq while heâs on a deployment and Iâm a nurse working in a military hospital. I wanted to stay here in this moment forever. Pure ecstasy. And my heart sinks when I remind myself Iâd be leaving in less than two months. I quickly shake myself out of that thought, Iâm not going to let my thoughts get to me right now. The only feeling I want to cling to is the exhilaration of finally letting go of my innocence.
I let go of his thumb just as he hits a certain spot inside of me. I rapidly try to hold onto him instead, scratching his back hard, so much so, Iâm sure I broke through his skin. I feel myself shatter like glass as the orgasm obliterates my existence. I moan into the bed sheets, my eyebrows narrowing, and my mouth gapes open. My lungs expand with bliss.
âFuck, I love seeing the look on your face as you come.â
Danny lets me ride out my orgasm before lifting me up, putting us in a different position. Weâre off his bed and heâs standing. Thrusting inside me. While. Standing.
âIâm not done with you yet.â He threatens.
I hold onto the back of his neck, biting his shoulder to lessen the pain but it still doesnât help, my legs wrapped around him, curled into him as heâs carrying me. Soon, the pain starts fading away and Iâm enjoying every second that goes by. The pleasure has taken over and it feels so good to be full of him inside of me.
Iâm bouncing on his cock in the air, his rough callous hands keeping me in place and heâs so precise with each thrust Iâm amazed.
Heâs good at this.
It doesnât take long before Iâm shattering again with euphoria as an orgasm takes over. Iâm straddling his waist, thrusting up and down on his long length, taking every single pound heâs giving me. Heâs not gentle anymore. The sounds weâre both making arenât normal. Heâs holding onto my hair, pulling it as he fucks me hard. Weâre both panting, my mouth is gaped open, eyebrows furrowed from all the pleasure. I can hear Danny groan with pure satisfaction as his cock goes deeper and deeper inside of me each time I bounce. He grinds his teeth as he takes me.
Then, I hear Danny grunt as he climaxes inside of me, heâs clenching my body so tight, it hurts but I can see his jaw tighten and heâs burying his face into my neck as his warm come fills me up and Iâm shaking.
He really just fucked me while standing.
We both drop onto his bed and heâs careful with me. Iâm completely exhausted. My breathingâs heavy and I feel like Iâve entered a new world I never wanted to escape from. This is a new era in my life and I was determined to live in it forever with Danny.
He lays on his back and I curl up on top of his chest, trailing my fingers on his scars. Weâre both trying to make our breathing even again after what felt like a battle. We lay in silence, taking each other in and Iâm appreciative of that.
We both hold each other naked and Iâm growing clammy from our body heat. But I donât dare move.
The innocence is long gone, now and Iâm not repenting. I donât regret what I just shared with Danny. Itâs a sinful paradise whenever I kiss him.
âWhat does this say?â I groan, sleepily.
He looks down at me as I trace the sand clock tattoo on his chest, falling into peace, my stress subsides and Iâm drifting into a deep slumber. The words arenât in English.
âItâs Latin.â
My breathing evens out and Iâm slowly going out.
âTime waits for no one. Death is a shadow stalking the living. It is a painful inexorable promise while Life is a lovely lie.â