The only thing that relieves tension when Iâm wound up this tightly is to get the shit kicked out of me by my trainer. Heâs an Albanian hard nut who trained world heavyweight champions and now wants an easier life. I pay an extortionate amount to have him at my beck and call in the gym, and itâs worth every penny.
âJack.â Sean knocks at my office door. âGive me a minute.â
Grunting, I beckon him in.
He eyes the gym bag. âSomething happened that you need to let off steam?â
âIf youâve got something to say, out with it, Sean.â
He closes the door behind him.
âThis better not take long.â
âIt wonât.â He smirks. âShoot me down for overstepping but donât you think you were a little hard on Bonnie?â
I fold my arms across my chest. âThen stop overstepping. No, I donât think I was too hard. Do you know how everyone else looks when they walk into that boardroom? Fucking appreciative. She looked like she was stuck in traffic on the motorway.â
God, she pissed me off.
Sean chuckles. âFair enough. She looked a bit distracted. Just donât be too hasty, okay? Max just told me that heâd spoken to her about having a new girlfriend. Apparently, Bonnie found out just before the meeting.â
âSo?â I snap. âTheyâve been split up for months.â
âIt was poor timing on his part. He didnât think sheâd take it so badly.â
âYouâre telling me sheâs fucking up this opportunity because her ex is seeing someone new?â My jaw tightens. The morning after the wedding, she basically told me she cock-teased me to make Max jealous. Max, the fucking fool who gave her up.
âI get the sense itâs not just about him seeing someone new. His new girlfriend works at Bradshaw, too, which is a dick move. Theyâve been seeing each other for a few months. When were Max and Bonnie supposed to get married? Max has been pretty quiet about this new relationship, but you do the math.â
âSince when did you become a fucking agony aunt,â I reply flatly.
One of his brows arches. âCome on, mate. I know you donât do the relationship thing, but surely you can feel some sympathy for the girl. Itâs a hard situation. She had a bad day.â
I pick up my gym bag and open the door. Then pause. âDid you talk to Bonnie about it?â
âAbout you kicking her out of the meeting? Very briefly. I said youâd calm down eventually. Which you will.â
âNot the meeting.â
âOh, what then?â Heâs going to make me work for it.
âAbout whether sheâs upset that Max is dating,â I grit out.
His eyes twinkle as if Iâve spilled some big secret. âNope. I messaged my wife after Max told me.â He smiles at me with fake innocence. âWhy do you ask?â
âNo reason,â I snap, walking out the door. âUnless youâre joining me to get trounced for the millionth time in your life, Iâm out of here. Later.â
My phone vibrates in my pocket as I head to the gym. I take it out, and my heart rate spikes when I see the name on the screen.
âMcKenzie,â I say, answering.
McKenzie was, and still is, the police officer assigned to Dadâs case. Technically, the murder case is still open, but that means shit. After so many years, itâs just a record in a police database.
Nothing stuck to Wicks. It was all circumstantial evidence. No DNA. No witnesses willing to go up against the Wicks clan. No weapons found. Nothing but a pile of bent coppers on the Wicks payroll.
When Dad was stabbed, I was twenty-nine, but the money was already rolling in. Against the Wicksâ reputation, it was worthless. No one would talk.
The fact that Wicks is doing life for another crime is irrelevant. Two years after Dadâs murder, the Wicks family became too arrogant. They started believing their East End myth that they were untouchable. But with arrogance comes sloppiness.
So much evidence was dropped into the hands of the police that they would have been a laughing stock not to nail Wicks and a major operation finally took down the most senior bosses of the cartel in a media circus.
Itâs not enough. I wonât rest until Dadâs death is added to their criminal record.
It means fuck all to Donnie Wicks. Heâs not getting out, and heâs got a good life in the brink. Another entry in the police database wonât bother him.
But maybe Iâll sleep a little easier at night.
In the early days following Dadâs death, I hounded McKenzie and everyone in his unit. Obsessing over nailing Wicks was a good distraction from what was really breaking me â Dad was gone.
McKenzie clears his throat. âWicks is dying.â
Thatâs why I like the guy; he cuts to the chase.
âI know. Cancer. Iâm hoping itâs the long-suffering type and he dies a slow, painful death.â I hope the guy is in so much pain he howls like I did when I found out Dad was dead. Fucking broken. âAnything I donât know?â
He pauses. âHe wants to see you.â
Anger courses through my veins. âWhy?â
âHe wonât say. He wants you to arrange a visit.â
I let out a humourless laugh. âHe wants to get all his sins out in the wash?â
âDonât hold your breath, son. Honest to God, Iâve no clue what he wants. Heâs not saying a word unless itâs to you. The only way youâll know is if you see him.â
Iâm surprisingly calm, considering Iâve been waiting nearly a decade for this. Wicks has consistently refused to see me.
âWell, whatâs it to be, Jack? Am I arranging it?â
âDo it.â