Everything about Maggieâs is intimate, sexy and as British as you can get, paying tribute to the 1950s when Nan was a wild child wreaking havoc in the East End.
City high rollers and parliamentarians rub shoulders with actors, athletes and models without the fear of being judged or papped.
Mona, our hostess, opens the red velvet curtains for me. Staff and club members greet me with smiles, waves and whatever else they can do to catch my attention.
In my twenties, the attention was priceless. I was a kid in a candy store. Blonde, redhead, brunette, shaved head. I was insatiable.
Now in my late thirties, itâs mildly exhausting.
The Lexington and Bradshaw team are in the area reserved at the back.
I scan the crowd for the reason Iâm here. The reason that they are all here.
She stands out a million miles. Her cheeks are flushed again, likely from alcohol, as she talks animatedly to Nisha and Sean.
âScotch, please, Mandy.â I smile at the bartender as I take a position beside the bar in view of Bonnie.
âRight away, Mr. Knight. Itâs great to have you with us tonight.â
Our overpriced signature cocktails are designed with the perfect blend of alcohol and aphrodisiacs to keep the posh punters coming back to get their fix again and again. If they can afford the five grand annual membership fee, that is.
Apparently, the cocktails are to die for.
I wouldnât know. I stick to my neat Scotch.
I thank Mandy and leave a generous tip.
âWell, well, well, if it isnât Jack Knight,â a woman drawls beside me. I turn towards the blonde nearly as tall as me. Anna. Ada. Something like that. Sexy as fuck. Kind of reminds me of Cruella de Vil.
I said I would help her charity and ended up sleeping with her in the process. âItâs been too long,â she says, eyeing me with the confidence of a woman who has never been turned down. âYouâre ignoring me.â
âNot intentionally.â I smile politely. Itâs not a lie.
âHave a drink with me.â
I nod to the team in the corner. âSorry, all work, no play tonight. My staff and suppliers are over there.â
Sheâs undeterred. Sexy Cruella de Vil comes right into my space. âLater. Just the two of us.â
I throw back my Scotch. âItâs not a good idea tonight.â
âWhy the hell not?â
Thatâs a damn good question.
Anna or Adaâs knee not so subtly manages to make its way between my thighs.
Is there a smooth way of turning a woman down that youâve already slept with?
I glance back at the animated blonde in the corner. Bonnie spears me with a fierce glare that either means she wants to strip me naked so she can fuck me until she passes out, or do a Dexter on me, leaving me dead in a pool.
Hard one to read.
I tip my glass in her direction.
She ignores me and turns back to her mate, Nisha.
âBecause I need to talk to Counsellor Adams,â I say to Anna/Ada, grabbing my opportunity. âCounsellor Adams.â
Anna/Ada takes the hint and saunters off.
When Adams sees me, he freezes, then his face lights up like a guy who has just discovered how his genitals work.
Damn, this is going to be a long, boring conversation.
âJack, my man!â And there starts the monologue.
Luckily, I donât need to concentrate too hard on what heâs saying. A few nods on cue keep him going.
I lean against the bar, directly facing Bonnie. I probably shouldnât be so blatant, but I couldnât give a fuck.
Sheâs sitting to the side, so she has to tilt her head to see me, but every time she does, my gaze is firmly fixed on her.
Nisha leans forward, whispering something to Bonnie that makes her blush even more.
Another guy on the team says something to her. She gives a wide open-mouthed laugh and flicks her hair over her shoulder before glancing over at me coyly.
This little show is all for me.
Nisha gets up and the lead architect from the company overseeing the entire regeneration quickly takes her seat. I hadnât noticed him waiting in the wings.
He says something to get Bonnieâs full attention.
I clench my teeth as I watch her become more enamoured by whatever the hell theyâre talking about. She throws her head back and laughs. Her legs part slightly, and I hope to fuck she bought a pair of panties to go with that bra.
âAnother Scotch, old chap?â
âYes,â I growl at Counsellor Adams. âPut them on my tab.â
The lead architect, whose name I should know, says something else and Bonnie nods, smiling intently. Maybe free alcoholic aphrodisiacs werenât the best tactic.
The burning sensation in my chest grows and itâs not Scotch.
She darts a glance around the table then slyly hands the guy her phone.
What the fuck?
No, darlinâ, I did not bring you out here to get off with another man.
As he passes back her phone, I snap up my own and type: Come here.
She jerks her head around, shocked. âNo,â she mouths to me, then turns to the guy.
I curse between my teeth.
âBad day, Jack? You seem a tad stressed.â
âMost productive day Iâve had in a long time.â I take the refill from Adams and type: Please.
She smirks over at me, typing back. See, that wasnât so hard?
I sip my Scotch, watching her as she walks the long way around the bar. Iâm not even pretending to listen to Adams anymore.
âExcuse me, Counsellor.â I nod towards Bonnie approaching.
âI wonât keep you from your lady friends, Jack.â He winks approvingly at me as he turns back to the bar.
âI thought you werenât coming,â she says as she reaches me.
âSo, you did miss me.â I sit on the bar stool so weâre at eye level and gently pull her by the wrists between my legs. Close enough that I can smell her delicious scent but not close enough that the Bradshaw crowd will suspect. Theyâre far enough away and drunk enough to be oblivious.
Her lips curve into a sassy grin. âDid you want me to miss you?â
âVery much so. For some reason, Iâve been distracted all day. Havenât been able to focus since a certain hot-headed mouthy cockney tried to come all over my stomach.â
She visibly blanches. âDonât remind me. Iâm so embarrassed. Iâm out of practice. Do you know stomach-sitting is actually a fetish? On the bright side, at least you canât get pregnant from dry-humping a stomach.â
âYou can borrow my stomach anytime. Day or night.â My hand trails down her hip confirming panties are intact. âIâve been thinking about you all day.â
âOh.â Her eyes widen. âWhy?â
âWhy?â I raise my brows. âWhat do you mean why?â
She sways slightly. Sheâs a bit more drunk than I thought. âAh, come on, Jack. All the women in the bar turned when you walked in. Literally, every single woman stopped what they were doing and stared.â She hiccups. âEven the ones with guys.â
âReally? The only woman I saw was you.â
She rolls her eyes dramatically and laughs. âThatâs a great line.â
I sigh. âAre you going to claim everything I say is a line?â
âIâll assess them on a case-by-case basis.â
I nod to the Old Fashioned sheâs waving precariously in her hand. âHow many of those cocktails have you had?â
âJust a few. Iâm tipsy, thatâs all.â
Says every drunk person.
She glances over at the Bradshaw table and tries to pull away from me slightly, but I hold her in place.
âWhat was the guy from Nixon Lee asking you?â
âAdrian?â Her cheeks heat as she takes another gulp of cocktail. âOh, he was chatting about the factory designs.â
Sheâs lying.
âQuestions that he needed your personal number for?â
âI donât have my work phone on me. Itâs at the office.â
Uh-huh.
âSo . . . about earlier on.â Her flush deepens as she waits for me to take the bait.
âAh, yes.â With a grin, I intertwine my fingers in hers. âEarlier on.â
She smiles coyly. âIt was pretty hot.â
âIt was.â I fight the urge to pull her flush against my chest. âIf I had my way Iâd pick you up in my arms, kiss every inch of your body, and give you a night so memorable that youâll never want to see another man again. But I suspect youâll be upset if I execute that plan in front of your co-workers.â
She blows out her cheeks. âHoly hell that sounds like the best plan ever. But yes, I would be extremely pissed with you. Donât you care what the teams think?â
âAbout you and me? No.â I lean forward. âI want to spend time with you, Bonnie.â
âDamn.â She groans. âMe too. I really want it.â
âIt?â
âYou.â
She looks up at me with such heat in her eyes my heart jerks in my chest.
Unnerved. Thatâs how she makes me feel. Itâs both a blessing and a curse.
The forced proximity these last few weeks has allowed her to dominate my thoughts, which isnât helpful when youâre in the process of erecting billion-pound buildings.
âI always thought I had more self-control,â she says to herself as much as me. âThat sex isnât worth the risk of all the office gossip. But I totally get it now. One-night stands with people you work with.â
âSome things are more important than what your co-workers think.â I shrug. âLearn to care less.â
She eyes me sceptically. âSpoken like a boss who doesnât need to care about what anyone else thinks.â She downs the last of the liquid in her glass. The danger with Old-Fashioneds is that theyâre so damn delicious you forget youâre pretty much drinking whiskey neat. âAre we doing this then?â
I feel the pulse in her wrist quicken. âElaborate, sweetheart.â
âFucking,â she blurts out in a loud whisper. She doesnât wait for me to respond. âI mean I donât know if Iâve got the mentality for casual sex yet, but Iâll damn well try. I canât even call it a rebound because itâs been so long. But I think Iâm ready. No emotional attachment. No strings.â
I stare at her trying to keep up.
She breathes out heavily. âJust pure out-of-your-mind sex.â
âGod forbid you get emotionally attached.â
âNishaâs done it. Jenny from Accounts slept with Bradshawâs son at the Christmas party. Why canât I?â She waves her empty glass in the air. âIs it too much to ask for someâ¦just some show-stopping,â she searches for words, âjaw-breaking dirty sex? Mind-blowing sex. Just vanilla though,â she adds quickly.
I blink. âIs that a serious question you expect me to answer?â
She emits a giggle. âI promise I wonât be weird,â she babbles on. âAs long as itâs our secret. But why would you even tell anyone at Bradshaw? Thatâs ridiculous. Sorry, Iâm overthinking it. We can do this, and Iâll be one hundred percent professional. I mean in work, not during the sex. Iâm not a professional prostitute. But in work, professional. Yup. You donât need to worry about that. No, sir!â
âBreathe, Bonnie.â
âJack?â she asks when I donât say anything else. âSorry. Itâs the free cocktails.â She giggles nervously. âDrought. Hottest guy Iâve ever met. Itâs a bad combo. Iâm a wee bit drunk and in unchartered territory. The last one-night stand I had was in uni with a guy who smoked weed in bed. One-night stands with billionaires probably have certain rules.â
Another giggle.
âBet you donât eat crisps or smoke weed in bed.â
âYouâre right, Bonnie.â I release her hand. âYouâre drunk. Iâll get a driver to take you home.â
âWhat? Iâm not that drunk! I can walk in a straight line. Iâll show you.â
Her face scrunches in concentration as she takes a few heel-to-toe steps in front of me.
âNo need.â
âYou havenât even let me do the turn test. The police wait until you do that before deciding the verdict.â
âBonnie.â I sigh. âCome on, Iâll have a driver for you in five.â
The light in her eyes fades as she goes quiet for a moment. âThis really isnât happening?â
âNo, not like this,â I say flatly.
She looks at me like Iâve just kicked a puppy. âI thought youâd be up for the job.â
I chug my Scotch and grimace. âThe job of being your rebound sex? Thatâs not what I want from you.â
Her face falls and she steps back, muttering under her breath.
âBoss man. Bonnie.â I turn to see Adrian and Max. Max frowns slightly, looking between Bonnie and me.
Iâm not in the mood for this. âAdrian. Max.â
My jaw flexes as Adrian appreciatively scans Bonnie up and down and goes to hand her another Old Fashioned.
âIâll take that,â I say, intercepting him. âBonnieâs getting a lift home with my driver. Sheâs had enough.â
Max frowns at her. âEverything okay?â
Her cheeks flush with annoyance, but she hides it quickly with a bright smile. âEverythingâs fine! I donât want anymore. Jackâs rightâthose things are strong! Besides, I have to run ten miles tomorrow morning.â
âTen miles, Bonnie?â Adrian stretches out her name. âImpressive.â
âIâm doing the London Marathon this year,â she says. âSo really, I shouldnât be drinking much, or it messes up my training.â
Adrian, the prick, rakes his eyes down her bare legs with zero subtly. âThat explains a lot.â
I glare at him then turn to Bonnie. âIâll show you to my driver.â
âItâs fine.â She smiles stiffly at me. âI can make my own way home. The tubes are still running.â
âIt wasnât a question.â
She shakes her head like a stubborn child. âIâll get the tube.â
My jaw tightens. âI have a duty of care to anyone from the team who is out late drinking with Lexington.â
She mutters under her breath, âhis bloody duty of care again.â
âBonnie, take the driver,â Max cuts in.
âFine.â She huffs. âIâm going to check if Nisha wants to go home too and pop to the ladies.â
She walks off and I wonder why every conversation I have with this woman fires me up so much.
Bonnie
Who wants mirrored walls and doors in a toilet? The last thing I need to see is me sitting on the loo with my knickers around my ankles.
I wish I was on my own cheap plastic toilet at home instead of Londonâs most glamorous loo (according to Toilets of Instagram).
I wish Iâd never set foot in this obnoxious fancy bar.
That kiss.
I wish Iâd never kissed Jack Knight like tomorrow was Armageddon and we were all going to die.
And I really wish I hadnât proposed wham bam thank you maâam to Jack.
I wish I could rewind the whole damn day.
The low of the missing underwear, the high of humping a hot stomach, the second high of a successful presentation and now the plummeting low of offering myself up on a plate only to be rejected.
He was watching me from the bar the whole time. I might have had one too many Old Fashioneds but I wasnât imagining that.
So what the hell? Whatâs the guyâs deal? He clearly gets off on toying with me. Was his plan just to blue ball me or whatever the female equivalent is?
Iâm a bloody fool.
Humiliated is not a strong enough word for how I feel.
Excited voices break the silence as the door of the bathroom opens.
âI couldnât tell you in front of the guys, I slept with him a few weeks ago. Right here in this hotel.â
âNo shit!â a second voice shrieks. âI knew it. I could tell by your face the minute he walked past. Lucky bitch. Ugh, Iâm so damn jealous. He owns this place, doesnât he?â
My stomach plummets. For fuckâs sake.
âHe does.â The first one giggles. âThatâs why the bar staff are treating me like a queen tonight.â
I white-knuckle the toilet roll holder.
âDamn. How did it happen?â
âSame way itâs happening tonight. I was here . . . he was here . . .â she says in a singsong voice. âThe chemistry was off the charts. We talked and . . . one thing led to another.â
I stop breathing in case they can hear me. They must think theyâre alone.
Get a grip, Bonnie. Why do you care? You are way too emotional over this.
I havenât even slept with the guy. This is what happens in the dating pool in London. Nishaâs right, I need to harden up.
I care more than Iâd like to admit.
âHow was it?â the second asks.
Oh God, please shut up, woman.
âAma-a-a-zing,â the first says, drawing out the word. âIâll die if I donât get a repeat.â
âHave you talked to him much tonight?â
âEnough.â
âIs he interested?â
Thereâs silence for a moment. Then she laughs. âIâm getting some Knight tonight.â
Her words slam into my chest. Thatâs why heâs trying to get rid of me. He has better options. I need to get the hell out of this bar.
âDo you think you could get him to introduce me to the tech tycoon he hangs out with, Danny Walker?â
More laughter. And lots of clicking from the camera sound of a phone.
âI think Walker is married. Or has a partner.â
âForty percent of marriages end in divorce,â the second woman says smugly.
This woman is a bitch.
I pick myself off the toilet seat and breathe deeply through my nose. Theyâre going to think I have bowel problems being in here the whole time.
When I open the door their eyes widen in surprise, but they continue snapping. I thought the duck-face selfie was dead.
âExcuse me,â I mumble as I sidestep them to get to the sinks. Canât a woman use the bathroom in peace without people taking photos?
They ignore me. âMove more this way, thereâs better lighting.â
Itâs the girl that was draped over him earlier, with a body to kill for.
Sheâs not wearing a bra.
Maybe thatâs all it takes to get him interested. For a while.
Nisha looks to be in an intimate conversation with her arch nemesis Darren when I reappear from the toilets.
âHey, Nisha?â I interrupt them.
She drags her eyes away from Darren.
âIâm going to head off. Do you want to come?â
Darren cocks a brow suggestively at her. âOne more for the road?â
She shrugs, feigning indifference. âIâll stay for one more,â she says, not looking at me.
For a fleeting second, Iâm amused.
âAre you getting the tube home?â she asks.
âYeah.â
âText me the minute you arrive home.â
I lean in for a hug. âSee you tomorrow.â
I turn to leave and meet the intense stare of Jack blazing across the room. His glass pauses mid-air as he motions me over.
Heâs not alone. He never is. Redhead toilet selfie queen and her perky braless nipples look ready to eat him alive. Sheâs quick.
Iâll be damned if Iâm going to get a lift from one of his drivers, like an annoying inconvenience he has to get rid of.
Averting my gaze, I stride towards the door with the pace of a professional race walker.
âBonnie,â a deep voice says behind me as that familiar masculine scent wafts up my nose.
Keep walking. Keep walking.
âWait,â he growls louder.
His hand slides around my wrist, stopping me in my tracks.
I turn and pin him with my fiercest glare.
âI told you I had a car waiting for you.â Irritation laces his voice as he glares right back.
âAnd I told you Iâm taking the tube,â I snap, my heart pounding. âI donât need to do as Iâm told. Iâm not a child.â
âYou do need to do as youâre told when I want you to be safe.â He glowers at me. âYouâve had too much to drink to walk home from the tube on your own. Iâd take you home myself, but I need to go back to the office.â
Cursing under his breath, he takes my wrist and starts walking, leaving me with no choice but to trail after him unless I want to lose an arm.
Outside, Canary Wharf hums with bankers, oil traders and tech people letting loose after a seventy-hour workweek. Londonâs version of the city that never sleeps.
In silence, Jack leads me to a black Aston Martin. The driver greets us and opens the back door for me.
âTommy will message me when youâre home.â
Are you going to fuck Redhead in the hotel again?
âYouâll thank me in the morning when you wake up to run ten miles.â
âYou donât need to be concerned about me,â I say, sulking. âYouâre right, this . . . us . . . was a ridiculous idea. Forget this morning. Forget tonight.â I play the drunk card. âIt was the Old Fashioneds talking. I just wanted to find out what all the hype was about.â I flash him a plastic smile.
âWhat do you mean?â he asks, frowning.
âOne night with playboy Jack Knight. Now Iâve realised what a terrible idea that is. It would complicate things. Forget I ever said anything.â
He looks at me steadily for a moment before nodding his head towards the back seat. âGet in, Bonnie. Itâs late.â
âIâm never putting myself out there ever again,â I mutter to myself more than him.
âPutting yourself out there?â Hip lips curl in displeasure. âThis isnât putting yourself out there.â
I take one last fleeting look at him, swallow my pride and get in the car.