I really hope this isnât the right house.
Itâs a massive white Victorian dream home high up on the hill, overlooking Greenwich Park, the home of GMT, Greenwich Mean Time, on one of the most prestigious roads in South East London.
Itâs a beautiful Saturday morning. The April sun is freakishly strong thanks to global warming, and Iâm sweating like a pig after hiking up a hill that could rival San Franciscoâs Lombard Street.
There isnât a hope in hell Iâm walking in through those gates.
With shaky hands, I dial Jackâs number. He answers on the first ring.
âI thought you said you lived alone.â I scowl, eyeing the massive black, boxy dog that could be Damienâs protector dog in The Omen.
âI do. Why do you think,â he cuts himself off. âOh.â I can feel him grinning down the phone.
The big white door opens, and out comes Jack, shirtless as usual.
âSheâs fine,â he says, eyes on me. His voice comes through the phone and in person. âShe just needs to smell you.â
âYeah, because thatâs what you do to food before you take a bite.â The dog comes up to Jackâs thighs and eyes me with a look that screams heâs mine.
âShe looks scary but sheâs really sweet. Sheâs excellently trained.â He grins. âBetter house-trained than me.â
âShe looks like a thug. What type is she? A hellhound?â
âAn Italian mastiff. Great guard dog. Her nameâs Lucy. My niece Poppy named her.â
Poppy has more balls than me hanging out with that monster.
âShe doesnât look like a Lucy,â I mutter, staring at Lucyâs massive jowls.
By some miracle, Jack coaxes me inside the gates. I stand stiffly as Lucy sniffs my crotch, praying she wonât rip my panties to pieces like her owner. To my relief, she walks off bored.
Inside, his house is white and modern. Clearly, itâs professionally designed and decorated, but I get the sense with Jack itâs about getting the job done rather than an attempt to showcase his wealth.
Itâs also more tech-savvy than I ever imagined a house needed to be. The house can detect useless things such as the optimal time to open and close the blinds, so Jack doesnât need to.
In the space of a week, heâs come to my tiny flat four times after driving me home on his motorcycle.
Weâve just hung out. For a billionaire, heâs easy to please. I cook and he makes a half-assed attempt to help, then is relieved when I tell him to stop. His requests are always simple, hearty food. Meat. Potatoes. Pies. More meat. The guy eats simply but eats a lot. Itâs like trying to feed a racehorse in training.
And always, as soon as dinner is over, allowing me no time to digest, Jack strips our clothes off and humps me on every hard surface in the flat. Thatâs why we donât go to fancy restaurants.
Jack gives me a tour starting with the roof terrace.
âWow,â I yell, running circles around it. âYou can see everything from here! You can see Lexington HQ!â
Itâs a panoramic view of the city. Canary Wharf glass towers glisten over the Thames. Following the river down, St Paulâs cathedral and the Shard are in the distance.
He laughs, deep and husky, as he watches me.
âHere.â He hands me binoculars sitting on the decking table in the middle.
I take them excitedly. âOh my God, I can see the pods of the London Eye!â I squeal. âThis is so much fun.â
I drag the binoculars further down the river. âI can see the Lexington Hotel at London Bridge! What does it feel like to see buildings you own from your house?â
âThe viewâs much better from where Iâm standing.â
I tilt the binoculars towards his voice and Jack comes into view. Heâs watching me watch London.
âCharmer.â I giggle pathetically. This man has turned me into a giddy moron.
âCome on.â He juts his chin to the terrace entrance. âIâll show you the rest.â
âI expected you to live in a penthouse apartment with tiger skin everywhere and mirrors on the ceilings,â I say wryly.
âChrist, Bonnie.â He rolls his eyes. âIâm not a porn star.â
He should be.
He slaps me on the backside and leads me through each of the four floors by the hand, starting with the bedrooms. My mouth waters when I see the humongous bed in his minimalistic bedroom.
At the bottom floor, he shows me the wine cellar, the games room, the gym and the sauna.
The gym seems to be the most used room. On the walls are pictures of a young Jack and his dad who looks exactly him except without the Italian complexion. Most of them are taken in boxing rings, with Jack holding up medals.
âYou look like him,â I say as he wraps his arms around me, pushing my back flush against his naked torso. I touch the chain around my neck. âIâm so scared in case I lose this.â
âYou wonât lose it.â His warm breath tickles my neck as he inhales my scent. âI trust you.â
âYou donât know that! I think you should take it back. Iâll never forgive myself if I lose it.â
I donât even know if heâs listening. His hands come up to palm my breast and I feel the familiar thickness press against my lower back.
âThereâs nothing you could do that would make me mad at you.â
âThat sounds like a challenge,â I grumble.
âCome on, I havenât shown you the best room yet.â Taking me by the hand, he pushes open the door to the left of the gym to reveal a small swimming pool and a hot tub.
My jaw drops. âRemind me why we spent the last few nights in my crappy one-bed flat?â
He shrugs. âI wanted you to feel comfortable.â
I snort. âAnd you didnât think Iâd feel comfortable in a house with views of the city and a swimming pool? This is how you attract bunny-boilers. Iâm never leaving this place. Iâm moving in.â
âOnly if you follow the house rules.â
âOh yeah? What are the rules?â
He strips his shorts so heâs fully naked. âNo clothes in the pool area.â
His cock is already swollen and hard.
No matter how often I see his thick masculine body covered in tattoos, I still shiver with intimidation.
I laugh to cover up how flustered I am.
His lips quirk as he takes his cock in his fist. âThere are other house rules youâll have to abide by.â
Heâs about to tell me when the phone in his other hand starts ringing. âFuck,â he says, his face darkening as he reads the caller ID. âSorry, Bonnie, Iâm expecting this. I need to take it.â
I give him space and shimmy out of my summer dress revealing a very expensive red lingerie set purchased yesterday. I know Dad owes him part of half a million but if Jack rips this set, heâll be buying me a replacement.
He licks his lips approvingly.
I catch snippets of the strained conversation. Wicks. Belmarsh prison. Unease swirls in my stomach as I watch his mood darken.
He blows out a breath through his teeth, shuts off the phone and storms past me out into the boxing gym with such intensity my breath hitches.
I follow after him and watch him as he throws bare-fisted vicious punches at the boxing bag hanging from the ceiling in the middle of the room.
Iâve never seen him like this. The look in his eyes scares me.
âJack.â I wince as he smashes the bag with heavy grunts. âWanna talk about it?â I ask tentatively from the corner of the gym, feeling self-conscious in my underwear.
He stops suddenly as if only realising Iâm in the room. âSorry, darlinâ.â His chest heaves as he tries to calm himself down. âThat was the police constable that was on my dadâs case. Iâm seeing Donnie Wicks in two weeks. The date is finally set.â
âOh.â I pause. âWhy?â
His nostrils flare. âSorry. Even hearing his fucking name sets me off. Fuck if I know. The cuntâs dying and wants to talk to me. Maybe heâs finally going to confess.â
âHave you talked to him since . . .â
He shakes his head. âNope. I demanded to talk to him for years. Threatened him with everything I could. Nothing worked.â
He throws one final vicious punch at the bag then stalks towards me, taking my face in his hands. âIâm sorry, sweetheart. I didnât mean to scare you.â
âItâs okay,â I say softly, placing my palms on his bare tattooed chest. His heart hammers. âIâm not scared.â
His dark eyes lock onto mine saying something unspoken.
âYou make everything better, you know that?â
I give him a small smile. âDo you want me to come as well? To the prison?â
âNo, sweetheart, itâs fine.â
I bite my lip, not feeling comfortable. âAre you going by yourself? What if you do something you regret?â
He laughs softly. âThe guyâs in a high-security prison, Bonnie. I donât think Iâll be able to get at him.â He kisses my forehead. âYou have nothing to worry about.â
âCan I ask questions?â I ask tentatively.
âYou can always ask whatever you want. Donât forget that.â
I nod. âDo you know why he did it? I understand if you donât want to talk about it.â
His eyes close for a moment as he exhales heavily. âDad was a bit of a player. He fooled around behind Mumâs back.â His jaw tightens. âWicks found out he was sleeping with his wife. It was a quick stupid meaningless fling. Dad thought he was invincible because he was a semi-pro boxer. But fists donât help you against a knife.â
His lips press into an angry line as he struggles to continue. I have no words to take his pain away.
Then he looks me dead in the eye when he says, âI hired a hitman.â
âWhat?â I whisper, staring at him in horror, waiting for him to tell me heâs joking.
âIâm not proud of it.â
âDid you call it off?â
âWicks went to prison. Itâs harder to kill someone in a high-security prison if you donât have the right contacts.â
âYou would have killed him.â I donât know whether itâs a statement or a question.
âMaybe. Probably not. I donât know.â
I blink, trying to understand. âWho knows? Sean?â
âDanny and Tristan. Thatâs all. And now you, Bonnie.â
âWhy did you tell me?â I squeak.
A soft smile crosses his face. âBecause I trust you.â
My heart skips a beat. âAre you always this trusting?â
âNo,â he says gently, running a finger down my cheek. âBut Iâve always gone by my instincts. They havenât let me down yet.â He tilts my head so Iâm forced to look him in the eyes. A frown creases his forehead. âI donât want any secrets between us, Bonnie. Do you still want me to be my girlfriend, or have I scared you away?â
For the first time, I see the demons hiding behind Jackâs cocky demeanour.
âOf course, I do,â I say quickly, smoothing the worry lines from his forehead. âYour dad didnât deserve to go that way. I wish I could take away your hurt.â
He pulls me close and sighs against my forehead. âItâs okay, darlinâ. You being here is all I need.â
He kisses my head.
The funny thing is,â he says quietly, âIâm called a player just like Dad. But the difference is I donât fool around with attached women even if they do throw themselves at me. Maybe if Dad hadnât had so many affairs when I was younger, I wouldnât havenât thought twice about going after you when you were with Max. God knows I wanted to.â
âI wish you had. All along, I thought Max was the nice guy and you were . . . the dick who fired my dad.â
âThe dick?â His brows quirk. âYou need to be punished for that.â
âOh yeah? What are you gonna do about it?â
He pushes against me so that Iâm forced to walk backwards then cages me against the wall.
âOn your knees, darlinâ.â
***
I wake up, gasping for air, a heavy arm lying across my stomach.
Jackâs black lashes flutter open. âGood morning, beautiful,â he says in a deep groggy voice. Concern fills his eyes as they adjust to the sunlight. âAre you okay?â
âI just had a nightmare,â I breathe. âI didnât mean to wake you.â
He lifts his head. âWhat was it about? Whatâs going on in your head?â
âI had a dream that I was getting married to Max. Everything was going wrong. Stupid things, my hair, the shoes. I couldnât walk in the dress.â
Jackâs face darkens.
âNo, wait,â I cry, lifting my head. âIt was a nightmare not a dream. I was suffocating and screaming in my head. Then I woke up and saw you beside me and the feeling of relief was enormous.â I laugh, shakily. âIâm so glad Max called off the wedding.â
He pulls me against his chest.
Exactly where I need to be.
âSpend the day with me.â
âI canât.â I groan. âI have to help my dad pack up his house. Theyâre being rehoused. By you, remember?â
âIâll help.â
âDonât be silly.â I laugh. âYou donât need to do that. Heâs a hoarder. Itâs going to take me all day ploughing through stuff he doesnât use trying to convince him to throw it out rather than taking it with him. Itâs fine,â I say firmly. I visualise the state of my dadâs house and feel embarrassed.
Then immediately guilty.
He shrugs. âI donât mind. Iâll help. Why would I give up an opportunity to spend time with my girlfriend?â
Seriously? What a contrast to Max.
My heart is going to explode.
I stare back at him, wondering how the hell Iâm so lucky to hit the jackpot.